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I Was The Abuser Of You Abused Victims

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    It May Be My Hands You Blame

    It may be my hands you blame, but you are your own abuser... You are soft, weak, and slinking in your flesh. Looking out from and hiding in the naivite of your mind. Feeling the predators around you and knowing you are the prey. Some of you hide behind bravado revealing your...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 4 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    A girl always stays quiet! It doesn't matter whether its her dirty uncle,cousin or someone. When i was a child, I faced a lot, I feel like crying like hell but cannot share them...
    dramaqueen25 dramaqueen25 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Once I found myself sat on the pavement, crying at 3 in the morning, writing a letter on the back of an old cornetto box that I found in someone’s recycling. The letter was to my...
    ellt ellt 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    This is what my Fake Mother did to me whilst I was having seizures in the night time. She cuts my toes, alongside her men that she brainwashed against me, and squeezes the blood...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    My husband had an affair with Sherry Jackson for 5 years, abused me and expects to stay with me. No way... I will make him struggle, I will make him suffer just so I can make her...
    theenvironmentalist theenvironmentalist 70+ 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    The violent campaign by the Boko Haram militant group against Nigerian civilians appeared to intensify late on Sunday with two deadly attacks in Jos, a city in central Nigeria...
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    I'm so sad right now. My whole life, mother has always been an abuser of false hope and broken promises, and it's primed me for an abusive relationship in addition to destroying my...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    Why do I still love you? If you were anyone else I could get on with my life hating your guts, or at least convince myself that I do. Maybe I miss those deep blue eyes that I could...
    ChaosSeven ChaosSeven 22-25, M 14 hrs ago

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    when i was a kid, a guy pushed me into the public bathoom. he touched me on a lot of private areas. i was screaming and crying. he showed me his sex, and since that day i've never...
    behindsomemusic behindsomemusic 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    It just happens to be that when i understood my friends vanished, and i gained the understanding they weren't coming back. The young me turned to the only item that i new could...
    DriftingLeaf DriftingLeaf 18-21 22 hrs ago

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    I think I fixed your marriage It was broken ... You had been tossed aside for over a year ... When we had our first date When you said wow As you walked up my steps You were so...
    momacods momacods 36-40, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel so much pain for all the abused children out there, maybe it was because I was one of them, I was in their shoes, and I know what they are feeling, and the paint that they...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    "When you have swam in the sea a lake will no longer do, everyone else was always a pond, but the ocean was always you." - Tyler Knott Gregson
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Anyone who lives in Arizona is aware of the cruddy job market. There aren't enough jobs to go around in the first place, and when you do find a job, you are likely to be abused in...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    My shattered dreams and broken heart Are mending on the shelf I saw you holding hands Standing close to someone else I was here You were there Guess we never could agree While the...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    In class. My teacher had the news on already because we were watching something for an assignment, and all of a sudden everything cut to the Towers. I was so young, and we were all...
    aerolith aerolith 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's kind of weird, when you know something's not right, but you don't want to lose it either! Like at that moment in time your are enjoying it and don't what it to end, but at the...
    Lani89 Lani89 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My love I'll never find the words, my love To tell you how I feel, my love Mere words could not explain Precious love You held my life within your hands Created everything I am...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    abandoned by my parents after birth, left with my aunt and uncle until I was 11. sexually abused by my older male cousin. emotionally abused by my aunts and uncles, as a teenager...
    casualtyofwar casualtyofwar 22-25, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was raised in the Mormon church, though my parents weren't that into it they still had us go. I'm glad that my parents weren't as crazy Mormon as the other parents, they taught...
    wishiwasasheep wishiwasasheep 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Let me be frank I think people of all genders and sexualities should be accepted but I can't help that I had a bad experience. In every group I feel as though there is a few bad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 28

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    In the past few years I have been shamed blamed and ridiculed for a decision to choose myself and my health over my own child. I had an abortion. Since then I have been diagnosed...
    MoonFlowerCloud MoonFlowerCloud 31-35, F Jun 28

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    I have social anxiety, depression, PTSD, agoraphobia, and other extreme health issues that I don't get any assistance for, and I can't afford healthcare, so I have to deal with...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I was molested by my dad when I was a young boy he made me suck his **** and he sucked my **** at the time I was only 5 I am now 21 and my mom and him are now no longer together...
    josephpiper josephpiper 18-21 1 Response Jun 25

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    We both knew how this would end, but I tried to pretend that day would never come. I tried not to think about how much it would hurt to lose him and how, as I explained to him from...
    GemGirl46 GemGirl46 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I've always had a problem with my dad. I never felt like I was living up to my sister or being the kid he wanted. He pushed me to join sports but I had no interest in them. He made...
    emaseraptor emaseraptor 18-21, F Jun 24

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    Night Terrors- Allie suddenly awoke to a loud crash. After listening for several minutes & hearing nothing, she slid out of bed to investigate. Opening the bedroom door, Allie saw...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23

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    I went to a clients house to do some work, she calls me for everything so its not the 1st time ive been over there. Shes an older lady whos husband passed some time ago, she is...
    repater repater 31-35, M Jun 23

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    Good Morning I really hope you find the time to read this email. I am a Police Officer in one of the biggest forces in the UK and I had the unfortunate experience of meeting...
    HARDY9849 HARDY9849 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    http://jerrilyn-jeralyn.tumblr.com/post/122151040751/i-was-taking-you-in
    jbnichole jbnichole 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    1. I am in love, truly, for the first time in my life. 2. I am, by many definitions, an alcoholic. 3. I hate to shop but I love fashion magazines. 4. I always feel like an outsider...
    dananay dananay 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    This is my abused Person. I did that. It was 4 years ago. But I think he Still can Get me Good for that, I am Grateful thathe didn't charged me for that.
    apsebatienhuye apsebatienhuye 56-60, F Jun 20

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    I wonder if you see me now, us, our current situation. I always thought if you would still fetch me from work to home or vice versa. Do you know the thing that I miss about you...
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    MARRIED OR NOT, YOU SHOULD READ THIS ... “When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate...
    lonely147 lonely147 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I am a domestic violence survivor. I joined a support group recently. And have been going back ever since. I cry every time I go. Because I am feeling more and more safe. I've been...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I try to be liberal. I vote liberal give people their space and try not to judge others. I'm dating s woman who used to be a ******** and I said o was cool with her dancing again...
    Cr8N Cr8N 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    It's f***ing 5am and I cant sleep because I saw you in my dreams, you were a couple years older (like 10) probably I was too. You werr driving and so was I. I sent you and audio...
    PrincessAmidala PrincessAmidala 26-30 Jun 20

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    Everyone should read this - Life surprising thoughtful conversation! Me: God, can I ask you a question? God: Sure! Me: Promise you won’t get mad? God: I promise! Me: Why...
    blueboyblue blueboyblue 22-25, M Jun 19

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    I am Listening to this Video on You Tube. I do remember that..night before Friday 928. You bought Cheese Cakes from Giant.A Hole 4 pieces one, instead one slice. Behind the...
    shemalequeendirt shemalequeendirt 41-45, F Jun 19

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    I've tried alcohol since I was very young, coming from a Hispanic family I was always offered a swig from my drunk uncles and aunts during family parties lol. It's a custom...
    Dezaria Dezaria 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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