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I Was The Abuser Of You Abused Victims

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    It May Be My Hands You Blame

    It may be my hands you blame, but you are your own abuser... You are soft, weak, and slinking in your flesh. Looking out from and hiding in the naivite of your mind. Feeling the predators around you and knowing you are the prey. Some of you hide behind bravado revealing your...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 4 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    I want to share my experience of the dark night of the soul. So basically it was a time of purging old belief system, feelings and energies. It was like you can't hold onto it...
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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
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    so I go to my doctor appointment, it was scheduled for 9:15. I arrived at nine o'clock, I signed in and set down down. I do not watch tv because I can not take the sex lies and...
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    Recently an NPR program was focusing on minority women in business. Ursula Burns is the CEO of Xerox. Her biographer recounted an event from when she was a young girl.Upon arrival...
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    Hey everyone, it's my first time posting, so I will keep it short. It's also 3:45 am. I wanted to talk about my sociopathic, violent brother. This guy lied and told us in great...
    LiftedCurse LiftedCurse 31-35, M 17 hrs ago

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    My sexual abuse commenced as far back as I can remember to about 7yo. I do not want to particularly go into great detail except to say it began with a family friend of my older...
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    When I was really young I thought that a car was just a place to sit as the world moved around, taking us where we needed to go. Ah, I miss not knowing **** about gasoline prices.
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    Making Peace with Your Past: Choosing Forgiveness Are you haunted by something that happened in your past? Whether someone wronged you or you made a decision you regret, Dr. Phil...
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    Making Peace with Your Past: Choosing Forgiveness Are you haunted by something that happened in your past? Whether someone wronged you or you made a decision you regret, Dr. Phil...
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    I said what ? You said I said I loved you ... That was before you broke my heart... You said, I said I would stick with you through thick and thin, and never leave you... That was...
    lullabywolfeh lullabywolfeh 51-55, F 5 days ago

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    I really need help. I think I may have been sexually abused when I was younger, but I'm not sure? It's really conflicting, because the person who did it was my mom. Nearly every...
    Samuelss17 Samuelss17 16-17 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was abused many times over the years as a kid. The most frequent/egregious abuser was my stepfather. It made me distant myself from people. It impacted my ability to be intimate...
    GodHatesMe2010 GodHatesMe2010 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Is another question worth asking "Is it OK to use diapers even if you are potty trained?" The feeling when I was young was that it was a black and white kind of thing - either you...
    paddyred paddyred 66-70, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    So you've just had a run-in with a friend. YOU'RE hurt, THEY'RE hurt...the whole thing is just a MESS! How do I handle that? Calmly ask your friend if they would mind if the two of...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F a week ago

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    Really holding my pen today to write only for you but don’t know what to say, how to say..wishing you to hold me in your arms tight while me whispering I feel lost dear, am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    The reason my username is TinselCookie607 is because I'm a gamer and that is the Xbox generated name that I was given you can also find me on league of legends. I decided to use...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 28

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    I thought the same thing when I was twenty, you will make it
    Nort18 Nort18 41-45 Jan 25

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    This is a waste of your time
    SuspiciousCerealGuy SuspiciousCerealGuy 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    Forgotten and Crying Angels Forgotten, and crying are so many little angels, given to us to hold and love. Why do so many people hurt these tiny angels from above? Left trembling...
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    There was someone who I performed with years ago; for the sake of this story, I'll call him Greg. Greg and I had performed in several community theater productions. Being near him...
    PhillyAutismGuy PhillyAutismGuy 26-30, M Jan 24

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    But sometimes I wonder if it was abuse at all. I wonder if I'd be way less ****** up if labels like that didn't tell me to be victimized. I was so young I didn't think of myself as...
    apresm0i apresm0i 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 24

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    Another day of abuse. Yesterday my narcisstic (who only cares about him and herself) mother dearest took out the cord to the monitor. 4-5am this morning when mum and I would be...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 1 Response Jan 23

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    You've been on my mind so here's a letter you will never see, because I need to get it out of my head. Dear J.T. It's been 9 years since I met you. High school algebra and I sat in...
    sbertram sbertram 22-25, F Jan 23

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    Harming yourself is the worst choice. Why? Because you don't end pain like that, NOR deal with it like that. Pain is there for a reason. We learn from it. It's life telling us...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    I have never been able to talk to anyone about my experiences growing up. From when i was very young arounf 4 or 5 until i left home for the first time at 20 i was regulary spanked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Jan 22

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    I was sexually molested by my own father for many years. And my mother did nothing about it but she was also physically and emotionally abused me for many years. And please don't...
    babyblueeee babyblueeee 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 22

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    I miss you so much and not a moment goes by you are not on my mind. I hate how you ignore me and said we should cut ties. To be honest, you could have told me to just go away and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 21

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    Thank you Avril Lavigne: "I know we were, yeah, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do, I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here...
    Mystiquelady Mystiquelady 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    My poor little heart is breaking into millions of pieces again. I am sick and tired of being hurt all the time. What did I do wrong? What was my fault? Am I not pretty enough? Not...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Last year in the summer I remember just feeling so sad and I was crying as I was watching a video on Youtube about a tribute to children who were either murdered, abused and...
    Tagstar2000 Tagstar2000 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I was so young it took me awhile to become fully borned
    yukongoldpotato yukongoldpotato 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    im sure i was but i was too young to remember
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