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I Was The Abuser Of You Abused Victims

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    It May Be My Hands You Blame

    It may be my hands you blame, but you are your own abuser... You are soft, weak, and slinking in your flesh. Looking out from and hiding in the naivite of your mind. Feeling the predators around you and knowing you are the prey. Some of you hide behind bravado revealing your...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 4 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    My Biological mother abused me when i was younger. i was around 4 when it started. i remember the first time like it was yesterday. i've never been able to let the image go. i don...
    silentwhisper17 silentwhisper17 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    I was sexually abused by my brother when I was 5? Then I saw and hear things a girl shouldn't have.then my mother put my hand in her breastfeeding and asked me if I liked it. Some...
    isaidenough isaidenough 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    And sexually abused. The sad thing is when I want to talk about it with someone they dismiss me so easily because I'm male. Physically abused? I should have 'manned up' and fought...
    LukasMeoww LukasMeoww 16-17, T 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was abused from the age of 6 by our next door neighbour who was in his 70s. I don't really remember how it all started as at the time I didn't know it was wrong, I used to like...
    Facethedemons Facethedemons 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    There was a vision of You taking away all of my blues when I was very young I kept thinking of you all Holy day, and all Loving night. I dreamed of you holding me close I felt so...
    Alicehath Alicehath 56-60, F 4 days ago

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    So I recently found out that the man that sexually abused me when I was 4 was just arrested for for touching a 10 year old inappropriately I really would like to help the victims...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I abused prescription drugs on large scale during 1995 to 2000. I tried them in very potent and weird combinations. I mostly abused benzodiazepines. Now I find that my memory has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 days ago

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    I was very young and I knew better but I couldn't ignore the fact that I actually liked it because it felt so good. I just wanted it to continue. I still fantasize about it...
    AromaDynamicNookie AromaDynamicNookie 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't remember what specifically made me want to crossdress. I remember it started when I was very young. In fact, I don't have a memory of a time when I didn't do it. I have a...
    princessaliciacd princessaliciacd 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was abused at three and abused for ten years from 7 to 15 starting cutting at seventeen and going from hospital to hospital but been saved at 19 or 20 years old where I learned...
    Nikkilight25 Nikkilight25 22-25 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i fell in love with you that day our eyes met over the bustle of the busy crowd and suddenly everything went silent it was just you and me you and me the world passed in a blur...
    bloodandsoap bloodandsoap 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    when I was born my mother couldn't except me ... I still don't know why. However my dad loved me to bits and took really good care of me while my mum couldn't even look into my...
    kstra38 kstra38 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I truely miss the times we had. I miss our little adventures, our jokes, our laughs & all the good times we had together playing videogames, so many laughs and good times. I would...
    Weretiger Weretiger 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am writing this to shed light on domestic violence and what happened to me. At first it was only on my Facebook and set to "Friends Only", but I am now making it public and...
    Taylor62298 Taylor62298 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Born into an abusive family. My father was physically and verbally abusive and it never let up until one day he was arrested. My mother, of course, stayed with him because she didn...
    Liftofferik Liftofferik 26-30, M Aug 22

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    I had anorexia and had to go to a treatment center for it and about 2 weeks after I got there I was locked in a basement,starved, and got one phone call to my parents. I was only...
    LateApology LateApology 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I believed that when 2 people fell in love it was suppose to be forever, wow was I young and silly.
    Tedsmith99 Tedsmith99 41-45, M Aug 20

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    I still miss you...You know I hate sleeping alone...So why'd you have to leave me all alone again..And my heart breaks all over again every time I think about us...I wish I was in...
    livingsum1sdream livingsum1sdream 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I was sexually abused often as a kid and got pregnant from a rape when I was 11. I became a mother to twins yes twins at 12. It started when I was 5. I'm 14 now, doing well, and my...
    heavenlygurl heavenlygurl 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    "you were a mistake and the biggest biggest I made was bringing you here, if I could do back u wouldn't be here today",those words uttered 3yrs ago stings like a Python. I will...
    FinallyExhailing FinallyExhailing 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I once had a younger girl relationship.It was a long time ago.I miss her a lot.I was very young to, but a little older than her.She was absolutely beautiful.I wish i could find...
    grandaddypurple grandaddypurple 51-55, M Aug 17

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    Parent probs. My dad verbally and physically abused my mom, me and my younger sister. I somewhat developed this attachment and trust issues. I pick out people whom I think is...
    PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    To me it was my fault fallinh in love with a boy the spark that i have never felt before when we kissed and just him holding me felt wonderful. There are so many things i want to...
    Soups Soups 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    My experience of abuse is most likely not as bad as most people's but I'd still like to share.. The first time I was abused by my dad was when I came home late from a friends...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 16

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    My MN mother abused my cats to assert her power over me & to feed off my pain, helplessness and terror. I always felt so guilty that I couldn't protect them from her that I never...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 16

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    My mother abused my cats to assert her power over me & to feed off my pain, helplessness and terror. I always felt so guilty that I couldn't protect them from her that I never told...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 16

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    I was sexually abused when I was 7 and he was 14 I recently came to realize what he did still have impacts today I do things I don't want to do after do something sexually I get...
    cocohope21 cocohope21 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    The site of you makes me sick .... My Mother when I was 5 You know you could be pretty if you weren't so fat .... The grown woman from next...
    tadmore254 tadmore254 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    I was emotionally abused for 10 years at parents house. Later my younger sister tried to hate on me. She put her hate on me with ignoring, insults and stupid bully letter. At...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Never could quite put my finger on it. I just knew something wasn't right with the way I felt about myself, my life, and my relationships. Then, while searching for answers about a...
    Genipher Genipher 26-30, F Aug 14

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    I'm so stressed out, my grandparents decided they were going to "help," me out of the situation with my step-mother by forcing me into going to Job Corps here in my state. Let me...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I recall watching an episode of What Would you do on ABC.As i watch each episode i would do the same as many of the people who witness some of the scenarios the Actors and...
    coastiewife36 coastiewife36 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    When people take the side of my mother, who took the side of my abuser (my father) I just want to yell, scream and punch things. Anyone else have these feelings when people don't...
    Chrissiwho1989 Chrissiwho1989 26-30 4 Responses Aug 13

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    When i was 5 years old until i was 7 i was sexually abused by my second cousins ,every summer i would go to my grandparents house for vacations. They were touching my private parts...
    Anonymouschild2015 Anonymouschild2015 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Last night I was sent to the hospital for a concussion. This new Dr from new York city checked me out. Long story short they found out that the 21 years I have been getting abused...
    GreenWyer GreenWyer 22-25, T 5 Responses Aug 12

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    I was about 5 he was an old arab or middle eastern man and had a roommate who was a twenty something arab or middle eastern man who kept reading some book and couldn't be bothered...
    PsychMarshmallow PsychMarshmallow 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I was abused and it was BAD. Emotional, physical abuse from who was supposed to protect and love you, and that is the a betrayal you might never recover from! Get out, ask for help...
    PsychMarshmallow PsychMarshmallow 26-30, F Aug 12

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    So, I was on YouTube and found this cool youtuber while looking at college dorm tours. In another video, she talks about being stalked by some creep, which was strange and well...
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