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I Was The Abuser Of You Abused Victims

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    It May Be My Hands You Blame

    It may be my hands you blame, but you are your own abuser... You are soft, weak, and slinking in your flesh. Looking out from and hiding in the naivite of your mind. Feeling the predators around you and knowing you are the prey. Some of you hide behind bravado revealing your...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    I forgave him and he said what for? I was disciplining you not abusing you! But putting down a child all her life when she isn't even doing anything wrong isn't called discipline...
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    I really am and can't stress this enough. Maybe nobody will read this, and certainly many of you will not care. However I am greatly disturbed how many of you can support and...
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