I Was The Abuser Of You Abused Victims

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    It May Be My Hands You Blame

    It may be my hands you blame, but you are your own abuser... You are soft, weak, and slinking in your flesh. Looking out from and hiding in the naivite of your mind. Feeling the predators around you and knowing you are the prey. Some of you hide behind bravado revealing your...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    in some ways I wish he would have done it to me. not him telling me what to do then me doing it to myself. because if he did it then I could blame him but I blame myself and it...
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