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I Was The Abuser Of You Abused Victims

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    It May Be My Hands You Blame

    It may be my hands you blame, but you are your own abuser... You are soft, weak, and slinking in your flesh. Looking out from and hiding in the naivite of your mind. Feeling the predators around you and knowing you are the prey. Some of you hide behind bravado revealing your...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    WHY? why did you too prove me right? that i am a waste of time to people. do i again have to go into all the dumbness of how i thought the world of you? that i trusted you...
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    It's been bothering me a lot and I can't stop replying what happened. I just want to get over it. Me and my friends were headed to a bonfire to hang out with old friends who came...
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    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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