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I Was The Abuser Of You Abused Victims

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    It May Be My Hands You Blame

    It may be my hands you blame, but you are your own abuser... You are soft, weak, and slinking in your flesh. Looking out from and hiding in the naivite of your mind. Feeling the predators around you and knowing you are the prey. Some of you hide behind bravado revealing your...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    Hi I go by fruity punch on here.I would like to share personal experience that happen to me with my parents.When I was growing up I was emotionally abused and verbally abuse by my...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 May 14

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    I don't know if I was sexually abused or not... When I was fourteen, I had a boyfriend who was seventeen. My parents didn't mind the age gap as long as he treated me ok. I had...
    irononmylips irononmylips 16-17, F 2 Responses May 10

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    You would always tell me that emotional and mental abuse were never real, that it was always something I was imagining. You would tell me I'm overreacting or throwing a fit all...
    OhNeekaMaraj OhNeekaMaraj 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I should have dropped out of school. I remember how happy I was when I was a young kid. I was very carefree and joyfully excited with life. Then school came along and has damaged...
    AnonymousGuineaPig AnonymousGuineaPig 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    When I was really young like 3 I lost my mother to cancer so it was just me and my dad he was violent and beat me a lot he all so molested me and although he never actually...
    ChloeValintina ChloeValintina 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is a pretty long story so it will be in parts :) I was 13 years old and my friends and I snuck out of the school and went to the nearby sweet shop. We came back and we were...
    Andrew2233 Andrew2233 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    Feel like I’m going to share my first time getting admitted to a psychiatric hospital. This all started about three weeks ago when two close friends of mine passed away, and...
    Tmacster1 Tmacster1 18-21, M Apr 26

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    we met in 2012 or so, the way met was so uniqe, maybe that is why its so hard to leave you. it was Valentines day 2012. i went to buffalo wings and rings with my freind willy and...
    itsram2015 itsram2015 36-40, M May 4

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    Alright Ep family, here's a moral story for you... I just came back from Talladega. I went to watch NASCAR; with my mom, her bf and his eldest daughter (she's only 20). We had a...
    itscake itscake 22-25, F 1 Response May 7

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    I absolutely love my nieces and nephews. I was the youngest of four siblings so not surprisingly I was an aunt at 7 and again at 17. Relationships with my nephews were playful...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 3 Responses May 10

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    Dear Gran. I miss you. I start to see you in the mirror and it pleases me. It would have been her birthday today. I remember when she died going to the hospital and crying...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 6 Responses May 11

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    I can distinctly say that he's been on my mind, ever since, we got together. I have told myself many times that it's silly to crave someone who doesn't want you anymore, but I'm...
    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    You wrote enough letters to destroy me and build a man of your dreams. I thought perhaps I needed to write you one. Dear x, I met you and found the cloud of mystery above your...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love you so much and I don't care if I am hurting by you. But your hurting by her, you don't care neither. Yes, maybe you really do like her a lot but why? She cheated on you...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    Were you there from the beginning of time and space, when GOD made it all? GOD was. If you look around, you can see God everywhere. God made man from the dust of the earth...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    I can't help wondering what I did wrong. Though, I suppose I know it was too much for you, you couldn't handle whatever you thought was happening, you were dealing with others...
    wanderquietly wanderquietly 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    My admother had a son of her own but developed diabetes during the pregnancy. He nearly died. She was diagnosed with brittle diabetes and required 2 insulin injections a day,but...
    ljn56 ljn56 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    i know it was all my fault.. i left you without telling you a reason but the truth is that you made me feel like i was disturbing you every time we talked even when you start the...
    yasmiine6 yasmiine6 16-17, F Apr 30

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    I must've dreamed about you last night. Cause when I woke up, I felt you being taken away all over again. This is so hard for me to accept that you're gone, but I'm trying to move...
    Jennifer337 Jennifer337 31-35, T 4 Responses Apr 30

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    Listen i am sorry about how i acted.. i understand what is going on now and you don't want to risk being thrown out and that is why you stop talking to me. But i need you to...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M Apr 30

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    You tell me yours, I'll tell you mine. I was born to druggies, and became one early on. Got touched by a dude when I was really young, became bulimic for almost 6 years and am...
    DrumheadTrial DrumheadTrial 18-21, M May 4

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    1. The day I met you, you took me dancing, clumsily I tripped over your feet, you went home with her. 2. On Halloween, they told me you were coming, I took a few shots to ease my...
    breannajust breannajust 18-21, F May 5

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    Do you read these messages? So many questions here. This is intense. Is intense not sometimes worth it? Intense like the day we first met at the airport? Intense like our first...
    fortisvir fortisvir 31-35, M 1 Response May 7

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    Happy Mother’s Day This is a first for me sorry: This is to my first mother or birth mother, while we never talked in the 12 years I was with you I want you to know I Had nothing...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response May 8

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    I don't know why I fell so in love with you. Maybe it's because you were the sun giving me light to cast out. I don't know. You gave me life and happiness I didn't know I would...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I don't know why you have such a hold over me. I was fine going through the motions of my daily life. I don't know how or when it happened. You saw something in me that you...
    Lindy0515 Lindy0515 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    The root of my distrust ,anxieties,fears is this ......I've only told 2 people ....but no one in my family knows except my husband . I never thought it was neccersary to tell...
    chernobylplayground chernobylplayground 36-40, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    Okay I have this friend who knew I didn't like being touch so what he do? Well another friend who ships us together was like you should lick me. What my other friend say well of...
    CuteButTheDevil CuteButTheDevil 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    I remember getting spanked (and I turned out alright) It was always by my dad, in the evenings after he came home from work. He'd put on his plaid robe, light up his pipe (like in...
    lava14 lava14 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    I love spooning, being so close as I drift off to sleep! You made my heart crack a little at how unnatural it was for you. The thought that you were so starved of affection and...
    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    for ******* : I'm not insulting you I was describing you for douchbags: Being a **** wont grow you one
    Amacey Amacey 16-17, F Apr 27

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    If you knew what life was like, you would laugh all the way to the bank.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Apr 27

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    When you truly look inside a woman's heart you see her struggle, you see the lies, the crap along with all the times she wished she was dead. You begin to feel her pain and...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 29

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    :( :( :( I love you so much. I miss you so much. I just can't explain how much I want to have you next to me. can we just talk. because i just miss you so much that it is making me...
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    For gods sake, I know how hard life is but don't binge eat. Everything just gets worse from there....idiot. why did you do it?! You had so many friends and you hurt them so badly...
    goldenlord52 goldenlord52 13-15, M May 7

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    "I was never your friend. Not even from the start"
    Dottyz Dottyz 22-25, F 1 Response May 10

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    I know that you can not read this and I am kind of glad that you can't, but I am writing this for you..... At the start of January everything was great.... You were trying so hard...
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know that you can not read this and I am kind of glad that you can't, but I am writing this for you..... At the start of January everything was great.... You were trying so hard...
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I'm too raw. I'm too open to meet anybody new. It's not like I have a wingman to help me though this stage... Finding someone to get over you like you have done so well. In this...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I was mad at my bf for ditching me the night before so I went to the bar and flirted with a regular there who was much younger then my bf, my bf watched and sat mad I wouldn't...
    angelbaby55 angelbaby55 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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