I Was Thinking Today And Had To Write It Down

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    I just noticed how people will judge your

    intelligence. I'm a fairly quiet person and tend to listen more than talk. The problem with this I've noticed is that people think you have no opinion meaning you lack intelligence which is messed up. So you get talked to like you're a little simple and naive. I mean I don't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2015

    Dear Red Bull, I love you

    so much. I love you more than anything, except England and the Dallas Cowboys. love always and forever, Amy
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    Nov 28, 2015

    Posting a throwback picture of yourself

    when you were in your teens or early twenties at an age where you're nearing the golden years (and starting to have grandchildren) is starting to get real old. I have an FB friend who is fond of doing this. When do we grow out of our insecurities, ladies? I am thinking if...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Oct 16, 2015

    Another week's end is another new week's

    beginning. *Cue nostalgic Semisonic tune*
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 23, 2016

    "It takes the right one to make you forget all

    the wrong ones" Just a thought........
    sparksspunk sparksspunk
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2016

    I don't know what's wrong with me.

    I'm one heart beat away from bursting into tears, one wrong word or beautiful song. Or I don't feel anything at all. There's nothing else. Nothing in between. I wish I were coke skinny instead of pot soft. Great white shark smile scaring me.
    khat99 khat99
    51-55, M
    Mar 29, 2016

    That's it, I need a man.

    There is no doubt about it, life is harder without a man. There, I said it.
    Lisaissmiling Lisaissmiling
    41-45, F
    15 Responses Mar 18, 2015

    At the recommendation of a friend,

    I watched 'Like Water For Chocolate' for the first time. And it's stirred up so many thoughts in me. In the film, the main character is this beautiful, impossibly sensual woman that is forbidden from love and marriage. The man she loves marries her sister to be close to her ( a...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 1, 2015

    Whatever I post at any given day is my current

    emotion but it does mellow. Sometimes I write the events of the day because I only wanna vent out. There's no one in my real world who could ever understand. They never experienced what I had been through so I understood that it can only be a waste of time to rant. I walked...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 23, 2015

    There is this prospect

    that scares me. I have experienced a geography of emotions, downright loneliness to joy. I don't express stuff and I keep secrets. I bet this is common, for many people over here. I only have a question.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 7, 2016

    Today I realized that no one really knows me.

    I've always been kind of aware of this bc I'm open about my emotions/thoughts/anything to maybe 1 or 2 people and I censor myself to them too. But today several coworkers and clients made comments about what kind of person I was (confident, happy, calm, etc) and everything they...
    username17452 username17452
    26-30, F
    Oct 6, 2015

    Helping people gives me

    such a fulfilling feeling. I wish I was better at helping myself though.... Anyone relate?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Nov 25, 2014

    Everyone lies whether they mean to

    or not. Maybe they meant what they said when they said it, but overtime things change I guess. To me, no matter what it is, the truth is always better than the lie.
    Suspect00 Suspect00
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2016

    I was thinking this morning to myself,

    it’s time to get up and go on with my life. I can’t be here forever. I’ll see where the wind takes me. Hopefully it’ll be some place nice, but I must sculpt that nice place I guess. So I bid ye farewell to the ones closet to me, I won’t forget them, I won’t forget...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 3, 2016

    Firstly I'd like to wish each

    and everyone of you a very Merry Christmas. Anyway I've been thinking and I'm thinking right now I know what it feels like to be a stuffed turkey. I wish I could move I'd turn the TV over.;)
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2015

    The most wonderful of all things in life,

    I believe is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth, beauty and joy. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is the most marvellous thing it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it...
    holgado holgado
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2014

    People are hard. They keep on changing,

    they keep on wanting new experiences. But what if you are not a jack? What if you are addicted to your emotions? Denying co-existence can bring bliss.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 8, 2016

    Because im alone and tired

    and lying in my bed inside my dark room. Just had woke up from sleep. Hadn't fed my mind with Godly stuffs today. Feel so gloomy and tired. *Sigh * This is the feeling i don't wanna go back to. :( I will just gonna dance like crazy. Hope my roommate will come soon and bring...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2016

    So.. I've been flirting with a guy online

    for a month or so, and I really want to meet him even though I'm a bit scared. But we've really clicked. Skyped a lot as well. Problem is, he lives on the other side of the country, so it's a long trip there. I'm willing to go there though. Whenever I try to talk to him about...
    himlavalv himlavalv
    22-25, F
    Mar 4, 2016

    Messy, sort of There are parts of me

    that really have it all together. I function, pretty good all things considered. I have great purpose. I am the most fit physically that I've been in years. Work is progressing well. I'm training my new co-workers and I take very good care of the sick little kids in my charge. I...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jan 24, 2016

    I was thinking of a name to use

    if I were a Bond Girl and I've decided it's got to be PennyLess. ;)
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Nov 28, 2015

    When a flower doesn't bloom you fix the

    environment in which it grows, not the flower.
    NewRomantics NewRomantics
    18-21, F
    Mar 4, 2016

    Knowing that something you love

    and cherish so deeply can be ripped from you in an instant is a scary thing.
    Suspect00 Suspect00
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2016

    I want to share a story.

    A story of a frightened and lost young lady. She stumbled across this site by accident over 7 years ago. She has no recollection of how but while she was here she read your stories. She felt the pain, happiness and love. This young lady was a lost soul she had been wandering...
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    I was thinking today.

    ..LOL... this could be dangerous! As this new life of mine continues, I am discovering more about who I am and what I can do. *smile* I am going wild with pictures as we hike and bike around. I see so much beauty.... everywhere. I ended up even taking pictures of different tree...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    4 Responses Jul 13, 2015

    Well it's more of a question

    but can you be allergic to wine? I'm beginning to think I'm actually allergic to it.
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 16, 2015

    Life is not always gonna be great.

    But when life does throw you those happy moments, take advantage of them.
    lovedownunder lovedownunder
    18-21, F
    Nov 22, 2014

    He who can't see our seem to believe is blind.

    While the ones who can't see color a figure out shape , can picture the world so bright but because they can't tell whats in front of their face we call them blind. Maybe we are wrong. Blind is not only those who can't see their surroundings. Blind is also the one who can't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 5, 2016

    I just realized that I have been waiting

    for too long. I guess you really aren't coming back.
    kristinaaa19 kristinaaa19
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2016

    Some say that when you find something

    so extraordinary you should capture and study it, I say they are wrong. Something that is so profoundly amazing should be shared with not only the world but the universe, to enlighten those of us who are lost, to help us find our direction and improve our whole self, to change...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 8, 2015

    I have been thinking a lot about the girl

    friends code of ethics, the unspoken/unwritten rules. A few thoughts I had: 1. Thou shalt not date your friends ex. It is a matter of loyalty. Now, that being said, it also depends on the depth of the relationship with the ex and your feelings for them. If you no longer...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Jul 30, 2014

    The world is swirling around me

    and I'm sitting still.My life is filled with engine replacements, schizophrenic parents, emotional vampires, melancholy...And I try to forge through, writing's my only outlet. My mind feels as if it could be limitless--if it weren't for all of the limitations. It occurs to me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 1, 2016

    I'm doing a lot of thinking this morning

    and I'm not even out of bed yet!. But I was wondering if EP has ever had a party for its members. Just a thought. But it would be one hell of a party. There are a few people I would like to meet. The ones who keep me laughing and coming back to read their posts. I wonder...
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2015

    I think I've come to realise

    that there are some people you can't forget because they've become part of you...even after they leave they still affect your decisions and reactions...maybe it's not so much about forgetting the past but recognising how it's shaped your life and using that to make sure you don...
    kuronekko kuronekko
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    I think it's so adorable

    when u get pissed off sometimes. I adore u so much.
    SuriAnne SuriAnne
    36-40, F
    Jan 24, 2016

    Upon her knees outstretched arms beckoning the

    embrace of the universe A caress of truth, an answer, the cause, the explanation, of pain, unspeakable agony, of delight and rapture pure as light Of what notion must she set her mind, what belief must pave her way? what path of rock and rut and struggle will lead to the...
    1HelluvaMessGma 1HelluvaMessGma
    61-65, F
    3 Responses Jun 23, 2015

    Since my mind has been to ease a bit,

    I've been thinking, since that's all I can do when I'm alone all day every day with my thoughts. I realize that I can't rely on anybody else when it comes to my own happiness. If you rely on someone else too much and they leave you, it's going to destroy you, and you may not...
    NateTheQuiet NateTheQuiet
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 29, 2016

    Family isn't always blood,

    It is the people in your life who want you, in theirs. The one who accept you for who you are. The ones who would do anything to see you smile and who LOVE YOU no matter what.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2015

    On Men and Those Who Pay Attention To Me.

    .. I tried to reply to your recent e-mail, but this damn internet would not let me. So, bearing this in mind, I am writing this to clearly communicate my thoughts to others. Perhaps this will be more clear. And others may start to think on this topic more too. So off the cuff...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jun 17, 2014

    JANK TV, that's how I have to label this post.

    I mean it's Christmas and there's jack diddley on TV. No I don't want to watch films from 19 long time. I want fresh new programmes. I've paid my extortionate tv licence for This!. Pfffft I'm off to dance and listen to some radio.
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    Dec 27, 2015

    Him ? Just a word but someone crossed your mind.

    Today I was thinking about him and had to write it down because I'm addicted to writing my feelings down so I can remember I felt once before...before I go back to feeling safe by hiding my feelings from myself. Right now I am feeling thankful I made a new friend. Take me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 2, 2016

    I woke up today an was automatically in a great

    mood, it doesnt happen very often but whenever it does it's something to celebrate.
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2015

    It's been a long week.

    So far I have managed to be ill for what I thought was three days but apparently it was one. It's coming up to Christmas so the visitors have started appearing. I've not had a good drink in a while so decided to break open the bubbles. Approximately one hour on I've had a...
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    Dec 16, 2015

    Im a sucker for lyrical lyricists.

    .a lyrical romantic I am, words can make a person, words Can too break a person, words are powerful soo powerful it can capture someones mind in a blink of an eye.
    Haze94 Haze94
    22-25, F
    Jan 17, 2016

    I cannot open up to people

    that easily because I don't know what their expectations of me are.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    22-25
    Oct 5, 2015

    Empty. It's the only word

    that comes to mind. When inside my head it's everything but,.... So many conflictions inside myself. When insides are Violent, Violet, blue, green, sad, happy and crazy. What kind of insides are my outsides then? I think of corruption, of struggle. Lies, deceit. Caring and...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence
    22-25, F
    Feb 3, 2016

    Maybe ....I dunno!? https://www.

    youtube.com/watch?v=6hzrDeceEKc
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    trump for the win,no way around it .

    ....just let him have it ,i give up
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 29, 2016

    I´ll support and encourage you,

    as long as I believe it´s the right thing you should do...if not, I´ll remain neutral... giving advice may lead to misunderstanding, not all people want to hear... most just want to listen to their inner voice, especially when it says "Go ahead, just please yourself"...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2015

    I like to think of my brain

    as a house with many rooms. Sometimes I'm on one room and I can hear what's going on in the next room. Those rooms shouldn't be occupied when I'm not in them. Maybe it's memories trying to make themselves known or something that needs my attention. Sometimes it's a feeling or...
    khat99 khat99
    51-55, M
    Apr 14, 2016

    You don't need to be fixed.

    You are a beautiful disaster, a wonderful mess and a perfect chaos. Find the one who loves you because of your differences and knows you are beautifully scarred. No one is perfect and everyone has flaws. Embrace your imperfections and appreciate your uniqueness. Your soul mate...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 13, 2015

    Legends say that hummingbirds float free of

    time, carrying our hopes for love, joy and celebration. Like a hummingbird, we aspire to hover and savour each moment as it passes, embrace all that life has to offer and to celebrate the joy of everyday. The hummingbirds delicate grace reminds us that life is rich, beauty is...
    holgado holgado
    31-35, F
    Oct 14, 2014

    People that think they have the monopoly on a

    feeling or experience. It's very annoying. I see it on here so much. Bitter men and women that have been screwed over and think they own that feeling and know it more than anybody else and feel entitled to s**t on every man or women because of it. Yeah it hurts and it sucks but...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 3, 2015
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