I Was Told I'm Fat

I'm 14 year old girl and I have big thighs or at least that's what they seem like. I'm a bi racial girl who has curly big hair kinda like uh, Madison Pettis. I do straighten it sometimes but I know some people adore it hehe. Anyways my...

But it's ok.. I'm a polar bear. I need my fat to survive :-]

I have been called fat by my brother-in-law's girlfriend. She is 5'7 and is 190 lbs. She is.one of.those people who think their shyt don't stink,and that she is better than everybody.
I was eating my salad, she told me that she is glad...

As it goes, when you have children you gain weight... well after my second son I carried the extra weight longer than I did with the first child... well one day my now ex said I was a "big girl" and it wouldn't hurt me to try...

About a year ago, I decided I wanted to put on extra weight. When I weighed 220 lbs. no one said anything. But, It wasn't until I reached about 240 lbs. thatI noticed everyone  telling me I was fat. All I can figure is possibly around...

So Ive been fat ever since I was a kid. And Im the eldest one in the family. So when some of my cousins turned out to be a little chubby, it was all my fault! cuz i was the oldest! they naturally had to follow me ! LOL
Anyways, whenever...

She said, half joking, gesturing to the extra large cheese pasty and excessive bag of fries to match as i lay on the beach with my shirt off. My shorts were a little too big when i got them, now they are tight around the waistband...

I've always weighed more than the kids in my class. Always. They really think it bothers me when they call me fat. It doesn't. I'm not going to lie, it used to. Every time one of them called me a name, hot tears would burn in the back...

Let me start this off by saying that I have never really been overweight.  I have always been really tall ( six feet) and somewhat skinny to little more meat on my bones, but still pretty skinny.  
 
I remember...

I just have a belly. That's the one thing that people attach me on... Well, they can go fuck themselves since they have such a big problem with my sexy succulance...

Today I was standing in this group I got put in for P.E. There is the guy and he was in front of me then he had turned around and said something that hurt me alot. " Hey chubs, why are you so fat?! Actually do something today chubs!" I...

By one certain person. But...they are a mentally unstable superficial boring excuse of a human being. Should I feel hurt when an insult comes from someone like that? Um, be hurt by an ugly man's comments or soak in a gorgeous mans...

My brother's official nickname for me is, "Fat girl."  I have gotten used to it, really.
But, what bothers me is the image of beautiful that we paint in our childrens' minds.  I am watching this Drake and Josh...

At least thats what I tell myself - I'm chubby not fat. I only have a double chin in some pictures and have gotten pretty good at hiding my belly. So to others, I'd say I'm chubby. Until they get to know the real me. I'm 5'5 and...

My ex husband called me fat. My current husband calls me hot. In fact (and this was delicious), after a year with me, even my ex-husband called me hot. But he was tooo late - this fat girl had a man who saw her for what she was.

It...

Why do people gotta point out obvious things.  If there is a flaw with my appearance, trust me, I noticed wayyyyy before you did.
Thats one reason I absolutely adore my baby brothers and sister, because they're at an age where...

I was told I'm fat and it is the truth, I will not hide from it cause they're right.  Anyway, it don't matter.  I got this way for a reason and when the right time comes along, I'll shed it off.   

Ever since I was little, actually. By mum, dad, my whole family.
When I was younger, it was pretty full on. First with mum it was 'You have all this puppy fat, it will go away if you just move more'. Then it was 'You are so big, I...

I've been told I have fat all kind of things....
I even had a guy apologize to me for smacking me on my behind.
He apologized like this .... "Sorry for smacking you on your phat a** and grabbing at your phat p****"
He was serious.
I've...