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I Was Unsure

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    The Boring Beginning

               Sixth grade, one of the worst years of my life. I remember fifth grade always getting jealous of my older sister because she got to do so many mmore things than i did. She was only a year older, and i always felt as though...
    TobyJean TobyJean 16-18 Mar 5, 2008

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    ♥Back When I Was Younger.♥

    I was so unsure that I was going to live. Here's the story. When I was little, my dad would like to drive around and we had a mattress in the back of his van. But one day, I was sleeping on the mattress, and the back doors FLUNG open and the bed when flying out of the van. He...
    Mitsuru Mitsuru 18-21, F Mar 5, 2008

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    Now I Know!

    A few years ago, when I was 17 (I'm 23 now), I wasn't sure if I wanted to follow a path others set for me or forge my own path. Fast-forwarding to the present, I chose my own path even if it did seem foolish at the time.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M Nov 20, 2011

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