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I Was Unsure

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    The Boring Beginning

               Sixth grade, one of the worst years of my life. I remember fifth grade always getting jealous of my older sister because she got to do so many mmore things than i did. She was only a year older, and i always felt as though...
    TobyJean TobyJean 16-18 Mar 5, 2008

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    Now I Know!

    A few years ago, when I was 17 (I'm 23 now), I wasn't sure if I wanted to follow a path others set for me or forge my own path. Fast-forwarding to the present, I chose my own path even if it did seem foolish at the time.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 20, 2011

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    ♥Back When I Was Younger.♥

    I was so unsure that I was going to live. Here's the story. When I was little, my dad would like to drive around and we had a mattress in the back of his van. But one day, I was sleeping on the mattress, and the back doors FLUNG open and the bed when flying out of the van. He...
    Mitsuru Mitsuru 18-21, F Mar 5, 2008

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    An acquintance asked my friend why she was friends with me and told he didnt like me. However about two months ago, i asked him myself if he and his friends didnt like me and he...
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    By nine different women, I have been cheated on by nine different women, i fell for three of them and one I was going to propose to. I don't see a point to try any more.
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    In a decent one, just wish there was more intimacy. Being a touchy, feeling, talking type, it's very hard being with someone that is closed off and private... makes me wonder what...
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    I was in grade 3 my teacher was a Japanese American who have little tolerance for mischievous behavior. After lunch time I was a little bored and had a plastic spoon there was a...
    Kickingnscreaming Kickingnscreaming 56-60, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    15th post. My panic attack yesterday left me emotionally and physically drained. The way I'm feeling today, there is no way in the world I am going to beat this fight. I would much...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    16th Post. One of my favourite songs of all time is Free by Rudimental, but you really have to go into youtube and watch the clip to appreciate the song. The theme of the song...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    This happened when I was 14 and I used to live in America but now I live in the uk . I was walking home when I was grabbed and forced into a van . it happened so fast and I...
    JennyGirlxxx JennyGirlxxx 22-25, F Nov 21

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    As a child I was bullied from my first day at school in those days kids didn't get lifts you walked and in my case alone.The reason I was bullied was because my mum was disabled...
    danglybits danglybits 46-50, M 4 Responses Nov 22

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    I met this boy online on twitter we started to talk a lot he was a jerk a douche bag i guess we can say. He had asked me out to the movies and i rejected the first time but the...
    tooloveornot tooloveornot 18-21, F Nov 22

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    When i was six or so my sister liked to cross-dress me and make me girly. Of course I hated it because she would put me in mini skirts and said to be"cute"tops and even panties...
    Butterking47 Butterking47 18-21 2 Responses Nov 23

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 25

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    21st post. Well the other day, I did something that had me very very excited. For some people this will sound like nothing, and most people do this every single day of their lives...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    In November 2011, I was the subject of a kidnapping at the age of 12, at where I would have least expected it: my home. I live in a small New Mexico town, and crime here is very...
    XFP453 XFP453 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    22nd post. Ok lets go into my health, just so I can give a history on how I think my depression might have been triggered, and slowly began to rise. All through my life I was very...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    23rd post. Not long after I recovered from the kidney stone, I started getting upper abdominal pain. They would come and go in spurts, and at the beginning a couple of panadol...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    24th post. Before anyone reading this thinks my life has been just one bad thing after another, I'm going to set the record straight. Many of the years of fun were only marred by...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    After I had broken up with my boyfriend of four years because he refused to better himself for the sake of both of us, I was told by his next girlfriend, who happened to be the...
    HollyD23 HollyD23 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I was kidnapped and I'm ready to share... Me and a friend were in a car park biking around, we got of our bikes and sat on the island where you pay for a ticket. Our bikes were...
    zzcoutneyzz01 zzcoutneyzz01 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    On Thanksgiving Day 2004...when I was 10 years old...I was at home with my family and we had just had dinner. I was wearing a dress and white pantyhose that day and at around 4 p.m...
    britanderson94 britanderson94 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 27

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    So, one night, when i was sleeping i dreamt that a girl who is from my class and i were in a house( Not sure whose is it) and we were talking something and then we hugged and...
    postivitydude postivitydude 18-21, M Nov 29

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    25th post. It's been a few days since I have posted, and I have to say it has been a roller coaster of emotions. At times I have felt elated and invincible. Other times I have felt...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 30

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    When I was in the seventh grade I had a lot of friends. I wouldn't consider myself popular but I did have a lot of friends. However, I did have a lot of beef with other kids. I had...
    Redskinsfan600 Redskinsfan600 13-15, M Dec 1

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    In May of 2013, the 23rd to be exact, my entire world flipped upside down. I guess I should start with the week before so you aren't confused. It was just a few weeks since Mom...
    JaneEbony JaneEbony 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I was kidnapped about two years for about ten months i havrnt been able to tqlk about what happened since, i ready to share. it was a hot day and i was on the way to my friends...
    17yroldgirl 17yroldgirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    35th post. If you thought the physical, mental and emotional abuse was the worst of it, then I need to just say, you haven't heard the best part of it yet. The part that actually...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    36th post. Hooray for me. I went to a birthday party tonight, and had the most awesome time ever. I met new people, laughed so hard, and had a couple of drinks which relaxed me...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I was about 11 years old and was in the bathroom when my mother said to hurry up and that everybody was waiting. So I finished my duties in a hurry and went running outside to get...
    Helikvar Helikvar 51-55, M Dec 7

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    One afternoon, a friend called me at work to tell me that *****, the guy I had, secretly, been desperately in love with, had broken up with his girlfriend of several years. To say...
    waterbaby79 waterbaby79 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    40th post...Wow, it's my 40th birthday in 3 months and this is my 40th post. I'm going to take this post as being symbolic. How am I feeling today?? I can feel the bad feelings...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    41st post..I'm ready to tackle the past again, because I'm in such an agro mood. First a little bit on the agro mood. He has been so nice to me for a number of weeks now, not...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I enlisted for the military in early March. I had wanted to join since the 8th grade despite the depression and anxiety I suffered again and again. I worked hard to lose weight and...
    KeiKeiChan KeiKeiChan 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    When I was 10 years old.I was molested by my dad while my mother was sleeping in the same bed. I woke up feeling a tickling sensation and realized that a hand was down my pants. I...
    Lovleyes Lovleyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 11

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    So more childhood life stories- So it was a basic day like any other but it was very very strange. It was a summer vacation weekend and Amanda hadn't said or done anything girl...
    Butterking47 Butterking47 18-21 2 Responses a week ago

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    Hi ****** We met walking home from school remember you telling me about your kids. I then remember each time I saw you we say hi. I knew you was a MM and you lived opposite me...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F a week ago

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    43rd post. Haven't written for a few days, and unfortunately I'm back to being in a slump. Not sleeping more than about 3 hours a night, and my mind is on fast forward with a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I saw him the other day. My friend had a party and he was there. My friend had already warned me he was going to be there and I told myself I was fine with that but I was really...
    stella517 stella517 26-30, F