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I Was Unsure

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    ♥Back When I Was Younger.♥

    I was so unsure that I was going to live. Here's the story. When I was little, my dad would like to drive around and we had a mattress in the back of his van. But one day, I was sleeping on the mattress, and the back doors FLUNG open and the bed when flying out of the van. He...
    Mitsuru Mitsuru 18-21, F Mar 5, 2008

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    Now I Know!

    A few years ago, when I was 17 (I'm 23 now), I wasn't sure if I wanted to follow a path others set for me or forge my own path. Fast-forwarding to the present, I chose my own path even if it did seem foolish at the time.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M Nov 20, 2011

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    The Boring Beginning

               Sixth grade, one of the worst years of my life. I remember fifth grade always getting jealous of my older sister because she got to do so many mmore things than i did. She was only a year older, and i always felt as though...
    TobyJean TobyJean 16-18 Mar 5, 2008

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    ever since i can remember i have always been different in a bad way.. since kindergarten and throughout my childhood i would always do things like kiss other kids or want affection...
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    was held back and attempted to be destroyed by navy colleagues for refusing to incriminated myself as Gay. Even with the program of Dont ask dont tell, they felt this to be a way...
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    was held back and attempted to be destroyed by navy colleagues for refusing to incriminated myself as Gay. Even with the program of Dont ask dont tell, they felt this to be a way...
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    was held back and attempted to be destroyed by navy colleagues for refusing to incriminated myself as Gay. Even with the program of Dont ask dont tell, they felt this to be a way...
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    I always found myself into guys and I was always raised that way. My first anything was a guy when I was 15, we dated for 4 years. But before that I kinda had a little crush on my...
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    So today I was put on Citalopram. 20mg. I'm unsure how to feel about it. But I'm hoping it'll help with how I cope. I know I could get worse before I get better. But if anyone is...
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    I have no idea what I am now, growing up through life identifying as straight, had three girls I like, two of them was a "meant to be" relationship, more like a friendship tbh...
    pascal2012 pascal2012 18-21 1 Response Jul 10

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    I wouldn't say I'm an athiest as most of the time I do believe in some form of God; though i believe him to not be how he is portrayed in The Bible. For example, more of a spirit...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 18

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    My father is Diabetic and didn't care to check his sugar and drove me home...he went into insulin shock (where you can't focus and are pretty much unsure about everything going on...
    KarleeJo23 KarleeJo23 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I finally decided to go onto this site after a while of uncertainty. And I know I probably won't find the answer I'm looking for because there are so many people on the internet...
    AcrossTheMoonlight AcrossTheMoonlight 13-15, F Jul 5

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    I am very confused about my sexuality. I always been attracted to guys ever since I can remember and I always thought that I would be straight my whole life. When I was young I...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I was 17, my friend had convinced me to go with her to this guy's house. There was four of us: me, my friend, and the two guys. I was 27, my friend was 18, and the guys were...
    Becca831 Becca831 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Lately I've been questioning myself a lot lately, "How was I not worth it?" Or "Was I not worth it for him to fight on my side?" I would replay our time together and all the...
    stella517 stella517 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I have had morphea since 1965 at the age of 14. Back then it was extremely rare to find a doctor who even knew what morphea was. My morphea started as a round spot on my wrist...
    Muffygirl Muffygirl 61-65, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My girlfriend and I have been dating for 6 months! Her parents knew about us but they dint know I was a crossdresser! My girlfriend is really supportive about me and always buys me...
    anaisha004 anaisha004 18-21, T 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Yes, I was definitely born in the wrong era! Maybe I stayed for longer than 9 month in my mum's womb? Not sure! Seems like I stayed there for years! I should have been delivered...
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    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I don't know my identity, or my name, in my past life, but I believe I remember my death from my past life. I believe I was only 3 years old, and I remember pulling up into a...
    laurennhem laurennhem 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I like supporting groups and clubs doing car washes to raise money for different activities. Most of the kids do a great job, but recently this one young guy went beyond the call...
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    I had been with my boyfriend for over 6 months. All was good. We had fun together, made the effort to save our money for holidays. We gave each other everything and did everything...
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    My mother was a right character. On one occasion my sister and I had incurred the maternal wrath and were lined up for what she deemed the necessary punishment over her knee. After...
    Jilly53 Jilly53 56-60, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Senior Spank Day! In my last week at school, not long before graduation, it was Senior Prank Day. This is an old but totally unofficial tradition where 12th graders have once last...
    Tina303 Tina303 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    If you exist God, I just want to say thanks. Thanks for bringing me into this world an awkward only child that is so alone he slowly goes insane. The type of mental development...
    Unnkn0wn Unnkn0wn 22-25, M Jul 2

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    I am currently in highschool and try to fight bullying as much as I can. But I can never escape the fact that I once was a bully. Being a socially awkward person I had trouble...
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    I was finishing work when the urge to poop came upon me. I wanted to get out of there so I held it in and headed to the car. Big mistake. The drive home is about 40 minutes but...
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    I was in a car accident a few months ago on the freeway, I was at a complete standstill. I was quite a bit ahead of the cars behind me and a bus traveling really fast swerved into...
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    I was diagnosed with depression 6 months before I turned 21. I overdoes on February 2013 on sleeping pills and a little bit before I did that I slit my arm multiple times. My ex...
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    i can hardly even think about it without crying. I feel it now. The hot tears running down my face. Ill have to hide it. From my parents. From my friends. From everyone. This is...
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    So me and my friend visited Berlin a couple of weeks ago. We went there over the weekend, fri-sat. I had a nice poop on friday before we left (in the toilet:( ) I didn't feel any...
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    "It's okay to cry ." "It's okay to be upset ." "It's okay to be hurt ." That's what everyone says . But they don't understand . They don't understand because it's not happening to...
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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13 almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I was 19 and had never even kissed a girl properly before, though I had had one or two one off incidents of breast touching etc that lead nowhere. I was also born with medical...
    RogerWaters1979 RogerWaters1979 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 6