I Wasted My Energy On a Friendship That Meant Nothing

Now I won't go into great detail about what transpired but I had a friend, who I thought was my best friend, who practically stabbed me in the back when I needed her the most.

I believe you can learn something from every experience you've had. Everyone has something you can learn from them. I don't feel there is a friendship that is truely a waste of time. There could be friendships that end badly, but...

Yeah, it seems I've been fooled and that's completely normal nowadays. So, next time when someone will try to do it again by acting like a friend and saying things only a best friend can say, I'm gonna stop wondering if that's true or...

it seem as if I give out more than I get back. People walk into my life and then walk out. Is it that freaking easy??? Am I not worth enough in your eyes to stay a part of your life for the rest of mine???? I call myself a "life'r...

even a sucky friendship yields some knowledge, something to learn. But I have had one or two where I was betrayed and I have'nt ever been able to find anything I was supposed to learn from it.

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And not a second too soon.
RAYMONDE- "No One Can Hold A Candle To You"
That song above is actually a tribute to vocalist, James Maker's good friend. Those opening two lines are inspiring and the song's chorus is...

I saw this group and I instantly thought....
too many times to freaking count....
every one of them meant something to me....

I am kind of still wasting my energy on a friendship that means nothing. I keep waiting and waiting and waiting, for hopes that she will come around and start talking to me again, for I don't even know the reason why we are not even...