myself from the thoughts of him..then on one second i tried to look at his fb page, its gone. I tried to look at my other inboxes trying to see if he was online or if he read my msgs and replied to any of them.. But there was none..if he went online to deactjvate his fb account...
This defines me. I look at everything going on around me, take it in, not feeling
a part of it at all. I don't believe anyone is there for me, although people come
to talk to me about themselves all the time. I feel abandoned, because no one
I know will accept the things I say...
year this last summer here in Alaska. I got put into a remote villege here in Alaska and I have no one to talk to, or even communicate with. I miss feeling love, and other things..but this depression is killing me too
as I watch it spin day after day. No matter what I do or what I say the world just keeps spinning. Images and people flash by as the world spins. Here one moment gone the next and still the world spins and spins evermore. It gets lonely in this corner. I reach out to grab a...
I was crying tonite about missing my dad. You just said "w .hat the **** Jenny" " shut the **** up " it made me cry harder , but I knew you had no idea. All I wanted was a hug. A long great big hug from you. Sorry I disturbed your sleep. I love you still
What has exhaustion brought me unvisited?
But still too busy to close my eyes
To close my eyes
Maybe one day I'll grasp the pattern
Maybe in time this will all be readable
Maybe in time (time)
As if the solitude
Could bring me any peace
I was greeted with constance
I found no...