I Wear A Smile To Hide The Pain

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    Can't Do This

    I've been trying my hardest to get better and to fix my life, but it seems like I am unable to change anything. The more I try the more I fail. I always wear that stupid smile, pretending I'm alright, giving hope to my family and friends and of course to my lover, but I feel...
    niaa niaa
    22-25, F
    Oct 29, 2010

    There's so much to talk about it actually.

    Because for me it's always have been hard to express what I feel, what I get through of, what I live. It's just hard so I put a smile on me, pretend like everything is okay. every day, every morning I have to do this because of the ones I love and care about. For them not to...
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    1 Response Jan 24, 2016
    Wi5huponastar Wi5huponastar
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2014
    cieloissky cieloissky
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2016

    My entire life no matter what I'm dealing with.

    Whatever challenges I am facing. I have always kept a smile. If they only knew what was really under that smile. I don't for myself but , mainly for others walking around looking how I feel wouldn't be worth my while.
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2013

    I was once sad and lonely,

    Having nobody to comfort me, So I wore a mask that always smiled; To hide my feelings behind a lie. Before long, I had many friends; With my mask, I was one of them. But deep inside, I still felt empty, Like I was missing a part of me. Nobody could hear my cries at night For I...
    nivanvc nivanvc
    41-45, M
    Feb 1, 2016

    Don't shine to bright to fast,

    you'll burn out before your time.
    domagedangel domagedangel
    41-45, F
    Mar 23, 2016

    Actions speak louder

    than words, and your actions have been speaking longer and louder than your words...
    teadiva teadiva
    31-35, F
    May 6, 2015

    Whatever doesn't kill me.

    ...had better start running...
    joyevaa joyevaa
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 23, 2016

    I pretend that I feel happy

    when deep down I am not.
    ChaosArchangel ChaosArchangel
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015
    ItzPuppeh ItzPuppeh
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2016

    Climbing The Step

    Um... This is a poem I wrote. It's pretty personal if you can get past the metaphors or stuff like that. It's called Climbing The Step. I'm going to put it in the school's poetry contest. Here it goes... Hateful words pang at my heart as I step up, so I topple back down. Will...
    z0mbiekiller z0mbiekiller
    13-15, F
    Oct 13, 2012


    She got the Eyes of Innocence The face of an Angel, the Personality of a Dreamer, and a Smile that Hides More Pain than you can ever Imagine.
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    Nov 16, 2009
    joyevaa joyevaa
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    Don't Know What To Do..

    Yesterday night my husband tried to make me talk about how i felt. Wanted me to tell him my deepest thoughts, fears and feelings, though I never do that. He told me he knows I'm wearing a smile, which makes him happy, but knowing I'm not honest and hide my pain makes him hurt. I...
    niaa niaa
    22-25, F
    Sep 19, 2011

    A fake smile to the fake friends.

    .. Makes everything better. Right?
    cassiemae115 cassiemae115
    18-21, F
    Mar 5, 2014

    Share your depression,

    anxiety and other mental disorders as well as divorce, abandonment, bullying and much more http://live-another-day.boards.net/
    driftingalone driftingalone
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 23, 2016

    Sometimes you gotta play the fool to fool the

    fool who thinks they are fooling you.
    joyevaa joyevaa
    36-40, F
    Jan 22, 2016

    I was born with a mental disorder,

    and as a result I never had many friends growing up. And even those I did have eventually left me. As a result I don't really get things as easily as most people. That really showed today. These two girls I'm in a club with were having a conversation, and I was all alone so I...
    Wolfboy21 Wolfboy21
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 23, 2015

    Not everyone means to understand the other

    and people dislike negative energy. Over time, I have learnt that telling to people about my true feeling is meaningless and may even lead to some sarcastic comments..
    Zbabe Zbabe
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2014
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