I Went Through Childhood Sexual Abuse

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    What Healed Me Can Heal You

    "When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer." Psalm 94:19I am writing this today for everyone reading this who deep down feels less than, who feels like they might not be somehow "eligible" for healing and blessings, who feel like God is there for...
    girl4god girl4god
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 24, 2012

    She Didn'T Care.

    I was 5. She was 11. I had no idea what sex even was. I wasn't interested. She would touch me when she came over for play dates. I didn't like it but she wouldn't stop. She fingered me and It hurt. I'm pretty sure right then and there, my hymen ripped cuz there was blood. I was...
    Lilieefly24 Lilieefly24
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2013

    I think this is probably one of the main reasons

    for my low self esteem, it happened when I was 4 and then I was physically and verbally abused by my moms abusive husband at the age of 7.. they are no longer together and I am still trying to work past some of this stuff. It has impacted my life in many negative ways, I still...
    kaitlynalexis12190 kaitlynalexis12190
    13-15, F
    Feb 25
    smo0ch smo0ch
    22-25, M
    Jan 31

    I Still Struggle Now.

    When I was a little girl, my grandfather would work out in my families shed every weekday. He would look after my younger brothers and I when my parents would go out and he would spoil us with anything we wanted. We always had takeaway for dinner and could stay up for as long as...
    Lou0251 Lou0251
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2013

    At first it was very painful

    because I was too small but he didn't care how I felt it was all about him.So I let him do what he wanted, as the years went by I was able to tolerate it and then finally enjoyed to the point I begged him to **** me on his bed.
    Sweetlips1 Sweetlips1
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Jan 10, 2014

    I had a bad counseling session i find it hard

    to talk about what happened in my past. I find it hard to talk about what he did. I drew my counselor a picture of wat happened was so hard to do was even harder showing her and then talking to her about it. What he did to me just keeps playing over and over again in my head. I...
    lillynicole lillynicole
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2014

    I'm not going to get into the details,

    but my Spanish teacher molested me all through middle school. The problem is I never told anyone about it and now I'm worried that he'll do it to other kids, so I don't know what to do.
    davidginsberg davidginsberg
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 8, 2014

    Why Me?

    i often wonder to myself why me?what did i do to make me do what he did to me,he always told me"its our secret,if you tell any one you ll be put in a home,any way nobody would ever believe a word you say,"as the years went by the things got worse"if you tell I'll...
    jacquibee jacquibee
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2009


    was another night my uncle had stayed over to go work with my dad the next morning. I remember playing with my pink princess bouncy ball in the family room with my two younger sister's Rachel and Char. As we were throwing it to each other, uncle Dan ran in and took the ball and...
    loverenzy loverenzy
    16-17, F
    Jan 11

    How I Healed

    "The trials in our life can either make us bitter or better. Affliction can either draw us closer to the heart of God or drive us further from Him; it all depends on our view of God." -Mark A. FinleyFor many years I was very bitter towards God because I felt alone and abandoned...
    girl4god girl4god
    36-40, F
    Feb 24, 2012

    Looking for survivors of childhood sexual abuse

    to talk to... I need you guys...
    BabyKitty7885 BabyKitty7885
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 21, 2015

    I keep having these moments like a movie clip

    go through my mind.. I see myself looking in a mirror.. I'm looking at the bruises on my legs and my stomach... And I can't remember how they got there.. My private area is swollen and is painful so I know what has happen but I can't remember when or who.. And honestly I don't...
    swimmingwolf0 swimmingwolf0
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    I was sexually abused by my father

    as a child and I feel responsible
    roseanne17 roseanne17
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Dec 4, 2014
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