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I Will Be Alone For Life

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    I Feel Like A Freak...

    I am 25 and it seems like everyone around me has a thriving social life, loads of friends and a partner. I have neither. I worry all the time that things will stay like this. Yes I can increase the chances of meeting someone and making friends but I can't force people to bond...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    Well, I Don't Know That For Sure

    I know I'm too young to think this way.  But as it is, I'm alone right now, even though I am married.  Even if I wasn't married, I'd still be alone I think because I'm not a very lovable person.  I'm just not.  And I isolate myself from others; I'm scared of...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Too Broken. Too Lost.

    It's not that I haven't tried to be social or looked for someone share time with. I have been on a few 'dates'. Gone to some social events. I have tried to resume living a normal life. But I'm broken, even dead inside and I just don't want to involve anyone else in my mess. What...
    BohemianTragedy BohemianTragedy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    Will I?

    People think I'm very independent. "She will be fine, because she can do it herself." "She's got it figured out" "She'll be fine." Everyone thinks this about me. Apparently I'm a perfectly adjusted, perfectly adequate teenager, the type many parents are envious of. But I feel so...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 2, 2013

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    I Did Want Children And A Life But No One Wanted Me To Have It

    I know I will have a lonely old age... I don't want to know my sister in law and my brother - they are evil people... Bugsy and Louise and Joyce got to them too.... I only pray that god makes them pay....
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    Invisible Even With People Around

    I have been sad for some time and think I am numb now. I don't even care anymore or do I. I have been in a relationship for 6 years and it was great at the beginning. I would see him every weekend and we would do a lot of things together. We only had the two days but we made the...
    Iccu Iccu 36-40 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    I Will

    For some reason I just have the feeling I will...I meet great people and it ends up never working out for some reason....oh well.
    dancer2011 dancer2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Am I Going To Be Alone For Life????

    i can hear from deepest part of my heart shouting NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!... i don't want to!!! But who really know's whats gonna happen?...somehow i'd like to think that there is someone outthere for me....i have to admit it sucks!!!being lonely...having this feeling that nobody bothers...
    kissbykarma kissbykarma 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    One Man Band..

    I guess for the rest of my life I am going to be alone as well. No one understands how I feel or even wants to hear me out. Why do I even try...
    BloodyTale BloodyTale 22-25, F Jul 9, 2013

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    I Just Can't Picture It.

    I have a feeling that I will be alone. I just can't picutre myself falling in love with someone and they fall in love with me. I can't picture myself getting married or even having a boyfriend. I put myself out there it just hasn't happened. I am confident in myself and I'm not...
    kayhar kayhar 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2010

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    "You Must Be Strong If You're to Go It Alone..."

    BETTER OFF WITHOUT A WIFE (Tom Waits) all my friends are married every Tom and **** and Harry you must be strong if you're to go it alone here's to the bachelors and the bowery bums and those who feel that they're the ones who are better off without a...
    ready2shrug ready2shrug 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    I Understand That Being Alone Is Ok

    Im slowly starting to learn that it is ok that I will be alone forever. Im 18 and Im glad I have learned it early on. I really used to hate the fact that no will love me but I have started to be ok with it. sometimes it hurts when i see couples but I'm ok when I'm back home alone...
    roboticsummer roboticsummer 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    I Dunno...

    Obviously I don't know what the future holds for me, but can't seem to shake the feeling that this is my fate. On some days I embrace it. I cherish my solitude. On others I despise and I curse it. Luckily these days are becoming a little more infrequent. It's not so bad I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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