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I Will Be Alone For Life

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    I Dunno...

    Obviously I don't know what the future holds for me, but can't seem to shake the feeling that this is my fate. On some days I embrace it. I cherish my solitude. On others I despise and I curse it. Luckily these days are becoming a little more infrequent. It's not so bad I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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    One Man Band..

    I guess for the rest of my life I am going to be alone as well. No one understands how I feel or even wants to hear me out. Why do I even try...
    BloodyTale BloodyTale 22-25, F Jul 9, 2013

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    I Just Can't Picture It.

    I have a feeling that I will be alone. I just can't picutre myself falling in love with someone and they fall in love with me. I can't picture myself getting married or even having a boyfriend. I put myself out there it just hasn't happened. I am confident in myself and I'm not...
    kayhar kayhar 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2010

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    "You Must Be Strong If You're to Go It Alone..."

    BETTER OFF WITHOUT A WIFE (Tom Waits) all my friends are married every Tom and **** and Harry you must be strong if you're to go it alone here's to the bachelors and the bowery bums and those who feel that they're the ones who are better off without a...
    ready2shrug ready2shrug 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    Well, I Don't Know That For Sure

    I know I'm too young to think this way.  But as it is, I'm alone right now, even though I am married.  Even if I wasn't married, I'd still be alone I think because I'm not a very lovable person.  I'm just not.  And I isolate myself from others; I'm scared of...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Will I?

    People think I'm very independent. "She will be fine, because she can do it herself." "She's got it figured out" "She'll be fine." Everyone thinks this about me. Apparently I'm a perfectly adjusted, perfectly adequate teenager, the type many parents are envious of. But I feel so...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 2, 2013

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    I Did Want Children And A Life But No One Wanted Me To Have It

    I know I will have a lonely old age... I don't want to know my sister in law and my brother - they are evil people... Bugsy and Louise and Joyce got to them too.... I only pray that god makes them pay....
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    I Understand That Being Alone Is Ok

    Im slowly starting to learn that it is ok that I will be alone forever. Im 18 and Im glad I have learned it early on. I really used to hate the fact that no will love me but I have started to be ok with it. sometimes it hurts when i see couples but I'm ok when I'm back home alone...
    roboticsummer roboticsummer 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    Am I Going To Be Alone For Life????

    i can hear from deepest part of my heart shouting NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!... i don't want to!!! But who really know's whats gonna happen?...somehow i'd like to think that there is someone outthere for me....i have to admit it sucks!!!being lonely...having this feeling that nobody bothers...
    kissbykarma kissbykarma 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    Too Broken. Too Lost.

    It's not that I haven't tried to be social or looked for someone share time with. I have been on a few 'dates'. Gone to some social events. I have tried to resume living a normal life. But I'm broken, even dead inside and I just don't want to involve anyone else in my mess. What...
    BohemianTragedy BohemianTragedy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    I Will

    For some reason I just have the feeling I will...I meet great people and it ends up never working out for some reason....oh well.
    dancer2011 dancer2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Feel Like A Freak...

    I am 25 and it seems like everyone around me has a thriving social life, loads of friends and a partner. I have neither. I worry all the time that things will stay like this. Yes I can increase the chances of meeting someone and making friends but I can't force people to bond...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    Invisible Even With People Around

    I have been sad for some time and think I am numb now. I don't even care anymore or do I. I have been in a relationship for 6 years and it was great at the beginning. I would see him every weekend and we would do a lot of things together. We only had the two days but we made the...
    Iccu Iccu 36-40 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    Please tell me how u would do this
    dirtyxxxwhore dirtyxxxwhore 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Let's face it, me being with someone is a huge mountain to climb. I I'm fairly certain that I will never get a date in my life.
    Justhim64 Justhim64 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    So many to choose from. Gonna go with Bob Marley, 1980 at Madison Square Garden. He passed away the following year.
    padraig17325 padraig17325 56-60, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Lifelong? I don't know how realistic that is though that would be nice.All i know i just wanna have healthy relationships with people who i let into my life.I wanna have healthy...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    looking for a ltr gf for me who is ok w/me being married.we have a mutually open relationship n b w/others separately. live in omaha ne n am 47.lonely for a lady
    jewwlie jewwlie 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    It's different every time: how deep the feeling goes and whether the feeling is loneliness or actually being alone. Sometimes I'm lonely in a crowd of people and other times I'm...
    PrettyBunny PrettyBunny 18-21, T 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Well, except for my three doggies. I'm not sure how I feel about this. I do believe this is my first holiday I have spent alone. One positive note is I did a whole season of Halt...
    texaspilot texaspilot 46-50, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I will never forget the day my mom stood up and past out on my lap and died. I was 11 years old.
    Jens0132 Jens0132 51-55, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I finally feel comfortable on my own. my mom moved to Alabama the end of April. so I spent a month at my old place just me and the dogs it was OK kinda lonely but I got a 20 day...
    missy420 missy420 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Stop relying on others to feel good about yourself because there are so many haters so many who would like to see you fall. Love yourself and look towards more on internal goals...
    LeahLoveee LeahLoveee 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I swear I wrote this Amazing post that Was HERE... Where did it Go?? *Regardless: It's True... I Will Settle For Nothing Less Than Amazing For My Life. =) ***And now I feel...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    This experience is the very core of who I am. I gave up my very life to do what is right when I was 28. I chose the tough road instead of the easy road. I will tell you that most...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am in my late 20's and do not know how to date. I've been in 2 relationships, one which lasted almost 6 years. I guess with this experience, technically I still don't know how to...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm probably going to be alone forever, no one would want me, like the saying goes in the picture, there's always someone better and 7 billion+ people in this world there's a lot...
    Fred363 Fred363 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    A giver and a nurturer. I always end up with guys who take advantage of me. I'm just looking for a guy who will appreciate me and make me a priority in his life instead of...
    harmonydreams harmonydreams 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i value mother earth ,thats all!
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Sooo today I was told by a family member they think I'll end up on my own, this shocked and scared me a little her reasoning was that I'm independent. but just because I'm...
    Dreamer248 Dreamer248 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I guess it's the nights that make this whole being alone thing suck so hard. During the day I'm fine and content being single. Then 11pm comes and a cloud settles over me and the...
    kitakat00 kitakat00 26-30, F a week ago

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    I have never admitted this to anyone ever, but I am lonely. Ever since the start of ninth grade, I've wanted a boyfriend. I see so many other girls (and a few guys too) with...
    eminemlover123 eminemlover123 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes I think I will be alone for the rest of my life. I feel unwanted. Unattractive. And im definitely unloved. I always ruin everything. I dont get anything. I dont get how...
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Someday, you will forget my name, my voice, my laugh and who I am to you. But even if you forget everything about me, just want you to know that I will never forget how much you...
    redDya91 redDya91 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    and my mind is racing. Do i act on my needs?
    nahright09 nahright09 36-40, M 5 Responses Jun 28

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    Well I must say EP has been an amazing and whirlwind and at times less than perfect experience for me. I met some really awesome people, who I am proud to call my friends. I met...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    who wants to play a tie up game
    davewray davewray 26-30, M Jun 28

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    I was yelling at my plt sgt and i turn around to be greeted by a fireball and the blast of an explosion set off by c4 attached to a bridge
    HsJ3 HsJ3 31-35, M Jun 26

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    I will never forgot the day I kissed a boy in 4th grade... or the time I got kicked out the house.. or my first time meeting my nieces and nephews... or the day I met Danielle
    missdramaqueen missdramaqueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    right now im in an abusive relationship. when hes gone from early morning till late late in ge evening and alot of times morning i sit here trying to keep myself busy so he can...
    ami4406 ami4406 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    Have extremely high standards but I don't think I m that good to keep the type of man I want. That's not low self confidence - more like high self awareness
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 24

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    I do like being alone, but then another part of me is terrified by it! And I’ve been left alone for a very long time. Even when there are people around me, I still feel...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T Jun 24

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    I have always been better sleeping with someone. I have slept alone for quite some time now. Even in the last few years of my last relationship it felt like I was sleeping alone...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M