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I Will Be Alone For Life

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    Well, I Don't Know That For Sure

    I know I'm too young to think this way.  But as it is, I'm alone right now, even though I am married.  Even if I wasn't married, I'd still be alone I think because I'm not a very lovable person.  I'm just not.  And I isolate myself from others; I'm scared of...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Dunno...

    Obviously I don't know what the future holds for me, but can't seem to shake the feeling that this is my fate. On some days I embrace it. I cherish my solitude. On others I despise and I curse it. Luckily these days are becoming a little more infrequent. It's not so bad I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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    Am I Going To Be Alone For Life????

    i can hear from deepest part of my heart shouting NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!... i don't want to!!! But who really know's whats gonna happen?...somehow i'd like to think that there is someone outthere for me....i have to admit it sucks!!!being lonely...having this feeling that nobody bothers...
    kissbykarma kissbykarma 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    I Did Want Children And A Life But No One Wanted Me To Have It

    I know I will have a lonely old age... I don't want to know my sister in law and my brother - they are evil people... Bugsy and Louise and Joyce got to them too.... I only pray that god makes them pay....
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    I Just Can't Picture It.

    I have a feeling that I will be alone. I just can't picutre myself falling in love with someone and they fall in love with me. I can't picture myself getting married or even having a boyfriend. I put myself out there it just hasn't happened. I am confident in myself and I'm not...
    kayhar kayhar 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2010

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    Invisible Even With People Around

    I have been sad for some time and think I am numb now. I don't even care anymore or do I. I have been in a relationship for 6 years and it was great at the beginning. I would see him every weekend and we would do a lot of things together. We only had the two days but we made the...
    Iccu Iccu 36-40 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    Will I?

    People think I'm very independent. "She will be fine, because she can do it herself." "She's got it figured out" "She'll be fine." Everyone thinks this about me. Apparently I'm a perfectly adjusted, perfectly adequate teenager, the type many parents are envious of. But I feel so...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 2, 2013

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    I Understand That Being Alone Is Ok

    Im slowly starting to learn that it is ok that I will be alone forever. Im 18 and Im glad I have learned it early on. I really used to hate the fact that no will love me but I have started to be ok with it. sometimes it hurts when i see couples but I'm ok when I'm back home alone...
    roboticsummer roboticsummer 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    "You Must Be Strong If You're to Go It Alone..."

    BETTER OFF WITHOUT A WIFE (Tom Waits) all my friends are married every Tom and **** and Harry you must be strong if you're to go it alone here's to the bachelors and the bowery bums and those who feel that they're the ones who are better off without a...
    ready2shrug ready2shrug 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    I Feel Like A Freak...

    I am 25 and it seems like everyone around me has a thriving social life, loads of friends and a partner. I have neither. I worry all the time that things will stay like this. Yes I can increase the chances of meeting someone and making friends but I can't force people to bond...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    I Will

    For some reason I just have the feeling I will...I meet great people and it ends up never working out for some reason....oh well.
    dancer2011 dancer2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    One Man Band..

    I guess for the rest of my life I am going to be alone as well. No one understands how I feel or even wants to hear me out. Why do I even try...
    BloodyTale BloodyTale 22-25, F Jul 9, 2013

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    Too Broken. Too Lost.

    It's not that I haven't tried to be social or looked for someone share time with. I have been on a few 'dates'. Gone to some social events. I have tried to resume living a normal life. But I'm broken, even dead inside and I just don't want to involve anyone else in my mess. What...
    BohemianTragedy BohemianTragedy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    Okay, I really want this to happen. ASAP!!
    NINJAGOFANLOVE56 NINJAGOFANLOVE56 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    It my fav thing to have done!!! Last time I got dressed up met a Dom at his place. Got tied up in his basement. Tied to a chair gagged blindfolded! He had some fun then went...
    Brandybondage Brandybondage 36-40 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Well this is my frist time posting anything... But here you go. Ever since my parents owed a shop they alway sgot home at 9pm. So i started to watch some movies alone and blogged a...
    Nirvana2468 Nirvana2468 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I've finally accepted that I am alone and will probably be alone forever. I have transsexual feelings and I don't think there is another female that will ever love me again. So I...
    happycrab happycrab 18-21, T 1 day ago

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    I had just come home from a long day with my BFF. The first thing I do when I get home is go to my parents room to give them chocolate I bought for them. (I'm such a good daughter...
    OtakuPanda OtakuPanda 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Besides of being tired of being alone for eons at this hometown, what else can I do to be not alone? How great I hope to get a peer to talk about my business, share life, discuss...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Depression is real I know I live with it everyday
    ArkansasWildone ArkansasWildone 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I can turn the music up and play what I love to hear all night long. No schedule to follow, eat and sleep when I want to. I know totally selfish but I do enjoy it. 8)
    softspokenman softspokenman 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm 38 and the longest relationship I've had lasted two weeks, the second longest being nine days. There is no third. Honestly, I think it's one of the greatest things to happen. I...
    DanteBlake23 DanteBlake23 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    my life have been alone never had a girl Tell me she love me or tell me she have some one to tell her she made my life better and keep me going I just what a girl who get me for...
    chrisburns11 chrisburns11 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    It's hard to trust someone again when you have been so hurt.. :-(
    drja20 drja20 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Im fed up of having feelings for unreachable men. Its like being stabbed in the back and suffering.
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Unfortunatelly all of my 34 years of my life i allways fall for wrong men. They doesnt love me back and they doesnt even know that i loved them. I feel sorry for myself, but it...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    How do you find a female that will tie me up and leave me alone? It is so relaxing and relieve stress.
    jrit74 jrit74 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I actually prefer the term "forever available," not "forever alone."
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    i will be free on Monday now.
    arun01258 arun01258 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    There is too much pain. Too much sadness. Too much heartbreak. I try to do things right but they always end up wrong. I'm the reason my relationships never work out, my lack of...
    ksnowman ksnowman 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Feel free to leave any messages for me 😊 I need someone to talk 😁
    bleszy bleszy 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i'd like to be alone for the rest of my life. sounds selfish but i like beoling alone . more time for doing stuff i like. i think i would spend my life watching as many movies as...
    MadCrafter MadCrafter 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    i ******* hate myself ...i hate myself i hate myself i hate myseeeeeeeelf....why why why why why why why why why ******* whyyyyyyyyyyy.......im a loser and always will be...im a...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I used to hate my life, BUT now I love every moment of it! I love having no job and no money, I love having no friend, I love being alone for 2long weeks because my girlfriend left...
    AshTaylor AshTaylor 18-21, M Jul 20

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    lost my dad when I was 7yrs old & now when ever I get someone close to me I start to break down & bury myself in my work & gather projects that won't go away unless I make them...
    mechanicman96 mechanicman96 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I use this site to vent and expect nothing in return, lol - no need to respond, I'm just in my feelings. No one knows the pain I live with every day, my heart aches because I feel...
    Darcie5 Darcie5 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    He is no longer a concern of mine, but the victims in his shameless selfishness are. What makes this person so enticing and wonderful on a surface level is in how he makes you feel...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    All Time Low and You Me At Six tour. It was absolutely amazing.
    Barakate Barakate 16-17, F Jul 17

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    Happiness is so important! It is also difficult to describe, but other people did the work, they are lots of books and such talking about what made various people happy, and...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 36-40, M Jul 14

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    I'm forever alone, no one would ever want me lol, even if I did find the right person, it's not like I could do anything about it because I'm way to shy and they probably wouldn't...
    Fred363 Fred363 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    what life is all about. we came alone in life. we will leave alone in life later. it's horrible when we mistook world is everything. till we die, then we'll realize, 'life is...
    jalanyanglurus jalanyanglurus 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Backtrack 5yrs. We'd been married not even a year. She would do things for me (a lot) to show her love and appreciation but I just wasn't having it. Fresh out of the military I was...
    studguinea studguinea 26-30 1 Response Jul 13