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I Will Be Alone For Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 100 People

    Too Broken. Too Lost.

    It's not that I haven't tried to be social or looked for someone share time with. I have been on a few 'dates'. Gone to some social events. I have tried to resume living a normal life. But I'm broken, even dead inside and I just don't want to involve anyone else in my mess. What...
    BohemianTragedy BohemianTragedy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    I Feel Like A Freak...

    I am 25 and it seems like everyone around me has a thriving social life, loads of friends and a partner. I have neither. I worry all the time that things will stay like this. Yes I can increase the chances of meeting someone and making friends but I can't force people to bond...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    Am I Going To Be Alone For Life????

    i can hear from deepest part of my heart shouting NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!... i don't want to!!! But who really know's whats gonna happen?...somehow i'd like to think that there is someone outthere for me....i have to admit it sucks!!!being lonely...having this feeling that nobody bothers...
    kissbykarma kissbykarma 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    I Dunno...

    Obviously I don't know what the future holds for me, but can't seem to shake the feeling that this is my fate. On some days I embrace it. I cherish my solitude. On others I despise and I curse it. Luckily these days are becoming a little more infrequent. It's not so bad I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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    I Did Want Children And A Life But No One Wanted Me To Have It

    I know I will have a lonely old age... I don't want to know my sister in law and my brother - they are evil people... Bugsy and Louise and Joyce got to them too.... I only pray that god makes them pay....
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    One Man Band..

    I guess for the rest of my life I am going to be alone as well. No one understands how I feel or even wants to hear me out. Why do I even try...
    BloodyTale BloodyTale 22-25, F Jul 9, 2013

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    "You Must Be Strong If You're to Go It Alone..."

    BETTER OFF WITHOUT A WIFE (Tom Waits) all my friends are married every Tom and **** and Harry you must be strong if you're to go it alone here's to the bachelors and the bowery bums and those who feel that they're the ones who are better off without a...
    ready2shrug ready2shrug 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    I Will

    For some reason I just have the feeling I will...I meet great people and it ends up never working out for some reason....oh well.
    dancer2011 dancer2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Well, I Don't Know That For Sure

    I know I'm too young to think this way.  But as it is, I'm alone right now, even though I am married.  Even if I wasn't married, I'd still be alone I think because I'm not a very lovable person.  I'm just not.  And I isolate myself from others; I'm scared of...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Understand That Being Alone Is Ok

    Im slowly starting to learn that it is ok that I will be alone forever. Im 18 and Im glad I have learned it early on. I really used to hate the fact that no will love me but I have started to be ok with it. sometimes it hurts when i see couples but I'm ok when I'm back home alone...
    roboticsummer roboticsummer 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    I Just Can't Picture It.

    I have a feeling that I will be alone. I just can't picutre myself falling in love with someone and they fall in love with me. I can't picture myself getting married or even having a boyfriend. I put myself out there it just hasn't happened. I am confident in myself and I'm not...
    kayhar kayhar 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2010

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    Invisible Even With People Around

    I have been sad for some time and think I am numb now. I don't even care anymore or do I. I have been in a relationship for 6 years and it was great at the beginning. I would see him every weekend and we would do a lot of things together. We only had the two days but we made the...
    Iccu Iccu 36-40 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    Will I?

    People think I'm very independent. "She will be fine, because she can do it herself." "She's got it figured out" "She'll be fine." Everyone thinks this about me. Apparently I'm a perfectly adjusted, perfectly adequate teenager, the type many parents are envious of. But I feel so...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 2, 2013

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    I dunno I'm not good with relationships so I don't want to ever be in one. it's probably cuz I don't believe in love? I'd prefer to be alone forever ._.
    BrokenInnocence BrokenInnocence 13-15, F 1 Response May 12

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    Boy don't I. I think education is excellence. It has really brought me from along, long way. I plan on learning for life. It is exciting and I always love applying it to my life...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F May 5

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    I will fight for food .
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 12

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    I am a Christian. I have been one for 10 or 11 years. I struggle with same-sex attraction (though I didn't always consider it a struggle). I knew since I was five or six years old...
    AaronForever91 AaronForever91 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    I don't get it. Really...I don't. Why...don't I have more people in my life? I'm sweet, kind, funny and thoughtful. I'm a really good person. Why do I feel so alone and lost in...
    MerelyMe9 MerelyMe9 36-40, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Because I lost my enthusiasm for getting to know women. I am an 100% heterosexual male, but the lady I've always wanted in my life has never materialized. Never being financially...
    1maddd2mackxxx 1maddd2mackxxx 51-55 1 Response Apr 29

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    norahcc11 norahcc11 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love being tied up, and left alone. It makes me feel being hostage. It's something I love being. I will always try to get loose. I sometimes have dreams abput being kidnapped...
    jennamorrisongirl jennamorrisongirl 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12

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    The greatest fear I have is that I will die and be remembered by no one.
    Maxvelocity15 Maxvelocity15 13-15, M May 14

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    Everyone I get close to rejects me. Not once have I been Someone's first choice, and I don't think I ever will be.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 30

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    I would love that, my partner would tie me tight and toss me on the bed with a bunch of stuffed animals for company as they would smile and leave locking all the doors. But an...
    snoopingvixen snoopingvixen 18-21, F 5 Responses May 20

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    I'm going to tell my story about this. I was raised just to work and pretty much ignored doing anything else, and when predicaments broke out I was always in the side not saying...
    MaxwellMoonHoof MaxwellMoonHoof 18-21, M 1 Response May 1

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    Sometimes I go on Instagram and cry while looking at couples thinking I may die alone
    52die 52die 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    If you want someone to talk to I am always here ! I run an inspirational YouTube channel and Fb called jessicasomebody . I would like to lift others up and make them feel not so...
    jessicalynnsmith jessicalynnsmith 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was so stupid now my life is in ruins.. There is no picking up the pieces. My life is over and I'm the only one to blame
    monicascott monicascott 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ive never had the honor of being tied up, so I've no idea what its actually like to have one's arms gripped and pulled behind themselves and fastened together tightly, but Im sure...
    YourMrGold YourMrGold 26-30, M May 10

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    Real love that is not blind and that lasts, the type that inspires poetry and great novels. That life affirming sort of love. Growing cute and wrinkly together and still loving...
    bluemoon93 bluemoon93 18-21, F May 11

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    and I will and she is myself. i will not let go of her and i am in God again
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F May 12

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    I need someone to love, and when I find her (if she even exists) I will never allow anyone to take her from me, or let anyone harm her. I would rather die than have her be killed.
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 1 Response May 17

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    I love coffee shops so much not for the coffee itself as I only have one a day if any, but the atmosphere specially when they are decorated bohemian I like to read when I m there...
    livingtruthfully livingtruthfully 36-40, F 2 Responses May 5

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    I AM DOING RIGHT NOW fighting for my PRINCE.
    gallagher1969 gallagher1969 46-50, F May 12

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    I have two young boys. Neither of them are potty trained and I do not force them to use the toilet. The eldest who is eight did have a period of time out of diapers, but had to any...
    Jacksmoker Jacksmoker 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    keep letting the good ones slip out of my hands. smh
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 May 9

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    My heart is broken because there is no one there to catch it
    ForgetToBreathe ForgetToBreathe 22-25, M May 19

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    As if my name didn't say it enough
    ForeverAloneForeverFriendZoned ForeverAloneForeverFriendZoned 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i want to play a captured couple game Its where as a couple u tie him or her up if that person escapes in 30 min they tie the other one if they dont escspe the person can do as...
    davewray davewray 26-30, M 2 Responses May 9

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    It is obvious the rate I am going. I am in my 30's and have never been on a date, kissed or anything of that sort. I am destined to be the weird cat man that all the kids in the...
    SilverSpiderwebs SilverSpiderwebs 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    elcapo elcapo 31-35, M May 13

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    cant change me sorry . i love myself
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F