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I Will Be Alone For Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 100 People

    I Did Want Children And A Life But No One Wanted Me To Have It

    I know I will have a lonely old age... I don't want to know my sister in law and my brother - they are evil people... Bugsy and Louise and Joyce got to them too.... I only pray that god makes them pay....
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    I Dunno...

    Obviously I don't know what the future holds for me, but can't seem to shake the feeling that this is my fate. On some days I embrace it. I cherish my solitude. On others I despise and I curse it. Luckily these days are becoming a little more infrequent. It's not so bad I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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    One Man Band..

    I guess for the rest of my life I am going to be alone as well. No one understands how I feel or even wants to hear me out. Why do I even try...
    BloodyTale BloodyTale 22-25, F Jul 9, 2013

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    Will I?

    People think I'm very independent. "She will be fine, because she can do it herself." "She's got it figured out" "She'll be fine." Everyone thinks this about me. Apparently I'm a perfectly adjusted, perfectly adequate teenager, the type many parents are envious of. But I feel so...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 2, 2013

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    Invisible Even With People Around

    I have been sad for some time and think I am numb now. I don't even care anymore or do I. I have been in a relationship for 6 years and it was great at the beginning. I would see him every weekend and we would do a lot of things together. We only had the two days but we made the...
    Iccu Iccu 36-40 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    I Just Can't Picture It.

    I have a feeling that I will be alone. I just can't picutre myself falling in love with someone and they fall in love with me. I can't picture myself getting married or even having a boyfriend. I put myself out there it just hasn't happened. I am confident in myself and I'm not...
    kayhar kayhar 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2010

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    "You Must Be Strong If You're to Go It Alone..."

    BETTER OFF WITHOUT A WIFE (Tom Waits) all my friends are married every Tom and **** and Harry you must be strong if you're to go it alone here's to the bachelors and the bowery bums and those who feel that they're the ones who are better off without a...
    ready2shrug ready2shrug 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    Well, I Don't Know That For Sure

    I know I'm too young to think this way.  But as it is, I'm alone right now, even though I am married.  Even if I wasn't married, I'd still be alone I think because I'm not a very lovable person.  I'm just not.  And I isolate myself from others; I'm scared of...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Understand That Being Alone Is Ok

    Im slowly starting to learn that it is ok that I will be alone forever. Im 18 and Im glad I have learned it early on. I really used to hate the fact that no will love me but I have started to be ok with it. sometimes it hurts when i see couples but I'm ok when I'm back home alone...
    roboticsummer roboticsummer 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    Too Broken. Too Lost.

    It's not that I haven't tried to be social or looked for someone share time with. I have been on a few 'dates'. Gone to some social events. I have tried to resume living a normal life. But I'm broken, even dead inside and I just don't want to involve anyone else in my mess. What...
    BohemianTragedy BohemianTragedy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    Am I Going To Be Alone For Life????

    i can hear from deepest part of my heart shouting NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!... i don't want to!!! But who really know's whats gonna happen?...somehow i'd like to think that there is someone outthere for me....i have to admit it sucks!!!being lonely...having this feeling that nobody bothers...
    kissbykarma kissbykarma 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    I Will

    For some reason I just have the feeling I will...I meet great people and it ends up never working out for some reason....oh well.
    dancer2011 dancer2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Feel Like A Freak...

    I am 25 and it seems like everyone around me has a thriving social life, loads of friends and a partner. I have neither. I worry all the time that things will stay like this. Yes I can increase the chances of meeting someone and making friends but I can't force people to bond...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    Somewhere, Someday, at some point, and it could be a time that you are happy with a partner, heartbroken by a lover, happily married or recently divorced, someone will enter your...
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    i will never be seeking what i am already decided i will be always loveless person, i shall never ever love again but the one that is ready to give up his world for me, and i will...
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    There's two one of a family friend who's daughters n son. The other myself. I will never forgive for what they have done and for the worst of it they pretty much get awake scot...
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    First of all, let me be clear that I am not suicidal at all, not even a little bit. Life feels hard for me but I believe that things can change for the better. It seems like...
    fuwhat fuwhat 18-21, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Do You Remember? I remember. When Bill Clinton was president, he allowed Hillary to assume authority over a health care reform. Even after...
    Allwaysthink825 Allwaysthink825 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    Human beings try to be proactive. We try to do things to avert disasters in future. Like we may save money today to save ourselves from penury tomorrow. or we may study hard to...
    beautifulbluesea beautifulbluesea 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know who I am. My ten year relationship just ended. My partner woke up one day 6 months ago and told me she wanted to leave. I was in shock, our families were taken by...
    malaiseguy malaiseguy 31-35, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    So I am all alone for Valentines Day. Can someone please be my Valentine for Valentines Day? And if you decide to be my Valentine, then do know that i am very thankful for you...
    Meditater89 Meditater89 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    If you **** me off, I will always remember what you said and did, seriously, I'm still pissed at my dog for something he did 6 yrs ago
    XxRainingDownxX XxRainingDownxX 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Well, if u read my previous history, you'll see what I mean. My mom passed a week ago..she refused to see me and died without ever seeing me, her first born again. Then there was a...
    luv4mygirls luv4mygirls 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a Swedish Finn, well into my 60s but with the same zest for life I always had as a teenager. I'm happy to answer any questions you like, no matter the subject. I'm not shy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a Swedish Finn, well into my 60s but with the same zest for life I always had as a teenager. I'm happy to answer any questions you like, no matter the subject nor how personal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a Swedish Finn, well into my 60s but with the same zest for life I always had as a teenager. I'm happy to answer any questions you like, no matter the subject. Julia xx
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a Swedish Finn, well into my 60s but with the same zest for life I always had as a teenager. I'm happy to answer any questions you like, no matter the subject. Julia xx
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Every time I have bad dreams, on way or another they come true. It's like my dreams point out the obvious things that I seem to miss when I'm awake. I feel really sad after the...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I am not competitive. I am a peer. I believe people can be friends with whoever they want to be friends with. I won't make them choose between me and so-and-so. I won't tell them...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    M Search For Enlightenment A friend and I were talking today about our dreams. I have asked many people in my life about what their biggest dreams are. Most say earn enough to...
    texaspilot texaspilot 46-50, M 12 Responses a week ago

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    I woke up this morning and started wondering about basic instinct and human behavior - I know about the four f's but where did this basic learning come from one of the f's is food...
    g4it g4it 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i sometimes accepted the fact that i will live my life being alone. i am in a complicated situation where it is nearly impossible to find that want for me. i just hope one day that...
    irijat irijat 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I LOVE FOREVER CELIBACY. I'm a girl of 22 years old who enjoys in being single and i enjoys it to full extent. I know that there are some other people too in some corner of this...
    yoyoFnze yoyoFnze 18-21 a week ago

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    My husband works all the time. We had an agreement that he would be home on the weekends to spend time with his family. Now he tells me he isnt coming home this weekend. Im tired...
    momof3grls2015 momof3grls2015 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Time calls us by a name we know none of, and brands us with it for life. Time is but a fraction of the sun dancing to discover and rediscover distant shadows carved to perfection...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 4

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    An asexual, looking for MOC I am 41 yrs British Asian looking for permanent MOC preferably with an asexual/ gay / or someone with medics issues. I don't want to be alone for all...
    ItsMeeeHere ItsMeeeHere 41-45 Feb 3

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    I'm feeling happier, I get along more with my classmates, I'm getting better grades, and I just feel like things are going my way 😊 Hope this will last for a while
    sagespoo sagespoo 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I think we as people, often overlook the fragility of life; how amazing it is to be alive and well. I am so grateful to be alive within this time and space, to be able to think, to...
    Purpleflower97 Purpleflower97 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    But it seems like expecting something that will never happen to me.
    Ravenbe Ravenbe 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Lets turn that around and I will share my life experiences with you! I Love Every Day! Without Health and Happiness, life is not life; it is only a state of languor and suffering...
    iwilltravel2 iwilltravel2 61-65, M Feb 2

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