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I Will Be Okay

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    Eventually....

    Eventually, I will be okay, I will have a job. I will not be as depressed as I am. I will Love myself for who I am. I will eventually be okay. It is just going to take me a little time to get to that place, but I am feeling confindinate that one of these days, I will get there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 30, 2009

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    FEMALES this for you.

    .. You dont need a man to be happy, **** your bad as hell all by yourself.. Keep your head up.. You will be going places just trust and believe.. Let these dudes know you can do bad all by yourself
    Nobullshyt Nobullshyt 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It Won'T Be Easy,But I'M Going Be Fine.

    I've had my share of ups and downs in my life(and who hasn't?). Yes,some of those experiences made me cry,but I've also laughed during some of those experiences.And I know that I'm going to be alright no matter what pitfalls I may encounter.
    ultrasensitive ultrasensitive 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    I had a melt down again.

    This time I said stupid stuff to my bf. He's so understanding though but I feel bad. It wasn't anything serious but I dont want to keep doing this. I'm suffering from PTSD. Not only that but guilt and shame over things I can't change. Not accepting that someone does love me...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Mar 10

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    What Brings Us Here?

    There are so many things that I have seen in my life.  From death to birth.  From tragedy to elation.  From murder to miracles.  I have felt so much through my journey.  From fear to consolation.  From pain to joy.  From hate to love.  To...
    Patriotcola Patriotcola 36-40, F Aug 8, 2008

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    No Matter What

    I know what ever life throws at me, what ever happens, I will endure. I have seen alot, and know I am strong enough to deal with anything. I will ALWAYS be OK, if not for me, then for my freinds and family.  
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 18, 2009

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    Sure

    I was busy today..busy and blank but I got to see my sister smile,I got to listen to a guy play guitar in the kitchen as I prepared dinner,I watched my six-year-old niece do her homework and was hit with the realization that I'm really not much brighter than she is,I day-dreamed...
    MoonBeamsMadeOfJellyBeans MoonBeamsMadeOfJellyBeans 18-21 Nov 17, 2009

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    How Do I Know?

    Sorry EP can't have my stories
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 1, 2011

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