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I Will Be Starting My Life

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    Starting Over

      I want to but im having a hard time starting the process ....  why ?  im not sure .. its something i want but im afraid of failure ...  I dont want to let myself down ...  big dilemma ...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 23, 2007

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    Starting Over Again

    when i was 15 i met a 20 year old man who seemed like he was the worlds greatest man for me. i stayed with that man for 6 years. i am one of those women who sticks through thick and thin. i stayed through him being in jail for 3 years. we got married the day he was released...
    independentmomma independentmomma 21-25, F 5 Responses Aug 13, 2007

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    Almost Doesn't Count.

    I've almost been so many things. I've almost accomplished so many goals. I've almost captured a thousand memories. I've almost inspired a million smiles. It's almost time for my life to begin. It's close and it's closing in so quickly. And, some days, I feel the need to force...
    copasetic copasetic 16-18, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    This is me at 2 years and a half - my parents separated at age 3 or so - and was sent to stay at my grand mum , it was the first time I had suffered depression , missing my parents...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Aug 30

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    My body is slowing down as I grow older.I can't mustard up the strength I once had.My skin is even changing, things are heading southward. But .... my Spirit is and will always be...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Laid out throughout four rooms - bedroom, bathroom, added shower-area and lounge with desk, eating desk and seating - the Senior Suite features you loads of space to loosen up when...
    Jenipe Jenipe 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    It feels stupid to do this, considering I'm only 18 and probably many people will just tell me I'm going through a teen phase or something... but I wanted help, and this site...
    calliope95 calliope95 18-21, M 1 Response 58 mins ago

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      I am wondering if anyone is currently in the same situation as me, or has been in the past. My profession is a Graphic Designer. Nearly five years ago, I walked out of my...
    jenks69 jenks69 36-40 Sep 8

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    I'm at a very weird and scary but exciting & hopeful point in my life where I need to completely shed everything old and jump into something completely new. If I don't it will be...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    So I have started my path of sobriety. I have been sober exactly 38 days. I am starting to feel better. Right now I am working on my fourth step with my sponsor. I am starting to...
    findingbeauty2468 findingbeauty2468 26-30, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    September 22. Trusting Ourselves. Many of us believed that heeding the words of God or our Higher Power meant following rigid rules, an instruction booklet for life. Many of us...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 8 hrs ago

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    I am starting college in a city far away from my hometown, where I don't know anyone except my brother, but I'm not very close to him and he won't be around most of the time...
    nindzavuk nindzavuk 18-21, M Sep 1

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    I'm so tired of trying, I try to be nice and get to know people but the second I tell them of my illness they don't bother, why are people like this? Maybe I just want to be normal...
    labella1214 labella1214 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I feel lifeless sometimes. &This is one of those times . It's about 50% of every year for me that I find myself spending a lot of time laying in bed, facedown, sinking into my...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F Aug 24

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    Starting over at 51. Last weekend was my birthday and I spent it alone. I wasn't feeling appreciated or loved by husband so we split 2 months ago. Now I'm starting over by myself...
    LookingforLove63 LookingforLove63 51-55, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Life is too strange, ironic, and unfair. Life is strange because everything has a deeper meaning that we can't see, but it's always around us in every step we take. Life is ironic...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    The IBM Benchmark Centers are ready to assist with decades of knowledge in complex computing. With deep industry expertise, and technological know-how in compilers, mathematical...
    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Do you remember a time where I was just a few feet and even years older than you? When I could wake up every day and play with you without the fear of judgment. You had accumulated...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    It's been over two years since we officially toke up. I've spent every single day thinking about you. Crying about you. I've managed to trash a relationship with a really great...
    KaylaNicole93 KaylaNicole93 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I want to control my fear not let it control me. My anxiety level is spiking through the roof especially with school starting in a few days. Local school Thirty minutes away and...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 31

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    When I say the above, I don't mean it lightly. I'm not a little whiny teenage kid saying it because my mum didn't buy me skinny jeans. I mean really I am at my wits end...
    moonscapemonoxide moonscapemonoxide 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    *sigh* I feel as though it's never good for me to have this on my mind in the beginning of a relationship. Or even to think about it now. This dream of mine has put so much...
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    My 3rd "I Will Be Effexor Free" Post. It's me back again. Last week I wrote saying I felt terrible after starting and getting through the first 3-4 weeks of physical withdrawal...
    frankiegee frankiegee 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Its so different to comes back to me a empy home. Just me. I hope someone will cone along to give me a glimpse of hope before I go
    Dealalone99 Dealalone99 41-45, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Happiness can be learned, but finding meaning and a purpose in life is what leads to it. Not the other way around. The happiest people appreciate and realise that being happy adds...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have faced infidelity in my marriage.My husband had an affair and the one he had it with made life real difficult for me.So when women have affairs with married men they should...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 2 Responses 46 mins ago

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    When you select to charter a yacht, or Turkey motor yacht, Be happy to Get in touch with us to let's know about the quantity of cupboards that you want coupled with your guests, so...
    Joshua8383gcy4 Joshua8383gcy4 31-35, M Aug 28

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    I spent the lasts 4-5 years of my life surrounding myself around false things. False fulfillment, false relationships, false friendships, etc. I came to a conclusion that I needed...
    amwatts93 amwatts93 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 4

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    I am so disappointed that I'm just now starting college instead of going as soon as I graduated high school!! I would have been in my career field by now instead of just starting...
    nursingstudentxo nursingstudentxo 22-25, F Sep 8

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    I've decided to go back to a simpler lifestyle by raising my own non-polluted food and reducing my dependence on store bought goods. I started an organic garden several years ago...
    Herefor1 Herefor1 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 11

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    I recently divorced my wife of 5 years. I moved from the east coast and am starting a new life for myself in Garlin Texas.
    StrangerDanger75 StrangerDanger75 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The good days are starting to outnumber the bad. The past still stings and tears at my heart, but I recover more quickly. I'm so thankful for new and old friends that love me and...
    kitticat007 kitticat007 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am starting to Blog personal experiences how will people know I have blogs on EP?
    ssteve077 ssteve077 51-55, M Aug 26

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    I'm a little worried about my habit. When I was younger I wouldn't feel the need to shower that often, but these days as a teenager, even when I don't go outside or sweat a lot, I...
    KaiWong KaiWong 18-21, M Aug 30

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    I am so confused right now. I met a man 2 years ago online. We met in person and immediately hit it off. He was a single dad of 3 & I'm a single mom of one. I had no plans...
    stepmominpgh stepmominpgh 36-40, F Aug 31

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    Positioned alongside the northern waterfront in Male, Jumhoorie Maidan in Maldives was create from the year 1989. Far more normally known as the republic square of Maldives, the...
    Deborahyt Deborahyt 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I'm enjoying life now :) I moved back in with my parents because it's just where I needed to be. I'm keeping my grades up, doing Archery & AFJROTC, and also going to the fire...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Let me toss at you a theory for you to think on. Have you ever heard of the quantum theory of multiple or parallel universes? In this theory which scientists are very close to...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    bloody hell, a week already ? 8th entry, 7 weeks down, one last week to go last week was rather calm, we're a tad worried about the work above our apartment but I think it will...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 23

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    Starting a business and selling your product or service is a frightening prospect in itself. Though the intermediate measures of […]Search engines like google and yahoo are...
    William162d6ol9 William162d6ol9 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    It's because I am mentally ill. There really isn't any other explanation besides that. I am mentally ill and no one wants to deal with it. Well, guess what? I DO. Yes, me. I DEAL...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I don't know why it took me so long to realize how good life can be. I was such a pessimist for such a long time! And since I had a bad attitude I was also lazy. This year has been...
    alcool91 alcool91 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I always run to EP when life is too much. I put on that life is good and wonderful because no one really understands. Here I can vent. I'm tired of the conflict with my husband...
    1with101 1with101 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    This isn't an experience involving relationships but instead a thing we all take for granted..... our health. 12 weeks ago I took my first steps in the hospital, I learned how to...
    VeinsOfMisanthrope VeinsOfMisanthrope 18-21, F Sep 5

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    I was watching My Blueberry Nights and it made me think a lot, especially about a topic that seems to recur here on EP, namely breakups, broken hearts, lost loves, and starting...
    sometimeslonelytoo sometimeslonelytoo 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    When you start to think things are coming together then boom life ***** on you and you're left to try a pick up the pieces but I'm starting to think it's only gonna happen again...
    xxabiGAYlexx xxabiGAYlexx 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Not sure if I am a generous person in general or not, but usually, if I give something (anything), I don’t like having it returned to me on another occasion, and it is also...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Aug 28

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