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I Will Be The Person Im Supposed To Be Before I Die

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    I will be spirtually,financially,emotionally,sexually, and unconditionally loved before I die. I just know as hard as I've had it; God wouldn't let me down like that. It's been a hell of a journey, but I intend to keep fighting to the last minute! Life is never what you dream of...
    smooches smooches 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2011

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    My friend Anna (18) was driving home from staying over night to study for an exam that she would take the next morning when she lost control of her moped. And because it was dark...
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    Once, it seems like a long time ago, before life just became hard, I think I was happy. I'm still happy, but it's not the same. It's harder now. Life has become a series of if's...
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    This is the new and improved version of this story. I would have just edited the existing one, but it constantly set of the wonderful EP filters for some reason. I have thought on...
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    One of the boys I go to school with was cousins with a girl who died playing chicken in the middle of the road.
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    When I was in 8th grade I met a guy named Cody. Cody was smart, funny, charming, and handsome a total teen heart throb. We sat together in a science class, made fun of the teacher...
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    GloriousGrey GloriousGrey 18-21, F Jul 17

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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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