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I Will Be The Person Im Supposed To Be Before I Die

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    I will be spirtually,financially,emotionally,sexually, and unconditionally loved before I die. I just know as hard as I've had it; God wouldn't let me down like that. It's been a hell of a journey, but I intend to keep fighting to the last minute! Life is never what you dream of...
    smooches smooches 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2011

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    This is long and I'm sorry, but writing this was really cathartic. His name was Raymond, but we always called him Ray. Like a Ray of sunshine. He had trouble walking. He needed...
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