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I Will Be The Person Im Supposed To Be Before I Die

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    I will be spirtually,financially,emotionally,sexually, and unconditionally loved before I die. I just know as hard as I've had it; God wouldn't let me down like that. It's been a hell of a journey, but I intend to keep fighting to the last minute! Life is never what you dream of...
    smooches smooches 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2011

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    Who is though? We will be what we'll be. We are our choices, and I've made a lot of choices in my life. And hopefully more will come to change myself for the better.
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    I never have been. Luckily I get to stay home and my husband works to pay the bills, so I don't have to get up all that early. And with all the children grown now, 8 to 9 o'clock...
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    Everyone add me on Instagram @pimpkid55 ! If you ever need anything go to Instagram and I will d my best to post something everyday and make it inspiring ! 😉😎
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