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I Will Be The Person Im Supposed To Be Before I Die

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    I will be spirtually,financially,emotionally,sexually, and unconditionally loved before I die. I just know as hard as I've had it; God wouldn't let me down like that. It's been a hell of a journey, but I intend to keep fighting to the last minute! Life is never what you dream of...
    smooches smooches 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2011

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    I am trying to be a better person. I am trying to be a better boyfriend. I am trying to be a better fiance. I am trying to be a better husband. I don't always get what you're...
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    I don't feel this way all the time, but these days I'm pretty grateful for the way I turned out. I think being gender variant and growing up in a world that has to transition to me...
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    i used to think i am just a loser, and everyone is perfect, im the only one who isnt. but now i see there is people like me too, everyone is not perfect. they are human, and im...
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    Found a spectacles booth at the campus, ordered a new pair of glasses, cheaper than outside! I can get it next week (with God's permission of course). Hope it fits me well. The...
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    https://wordpress.com/post/caliginouspoet.wordpress.com/242Its strange how fate seems to work. It seems to have a mind of its own and a course that it sets. Like water flowing thru...
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    I will probably always miss "you" even though you never really existed. It's a difficult place to be in. To realize you loved someone who wasn't ever really a real person. I would...
    GhostPizza GhostPizza 31-35, M 19 hrs ago

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    my light has come, and it's been so long. I finally found what I need my light will stay, as long as I stay true to me
    msvanish0 msvanish0 46-50, F 21 hrs ago

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    I just came back from the repair shoppe to get my iPad. My stranger for a Mother or one of her boyfriend's family members most likely broke it while I was having seizures. It...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I don't care about anything or anyone because I'm a **** up and I won't ever change because I don't have the strength to change. Instead I'm a worthless and pathetic loser...
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    It was a Saturday, around nine o'clock. I remember I had been feeling particularly apathetic that day, since a second, strong bout of depression had hit me the beginning of that...
    Kaoruk100 Kaoruk100 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have never been in love, and I've always been scared of the idea. I've dated couple of guys and I had control over my emotions. I just needed a companion so as to never be alone...
    noorseen1 noorseen1 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm not against teen moms or anything (my mom was a teen mom) but it irritates me that a lot of teen parents think having a kid is funny or cute; most of them are carelessly having...
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    Why am I feeling that we're drifting off/apart? It feels like someone is losing interest. I'm not sure who. It's not like before...I'm not sure what it is. Is it just me or is this...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F a week ago

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    Before we can talk Id like to clarify some points. Im here to have fun, share some of my opinions and hopefully to make some friends along the way. I do enjoy interacting and...
    AgentSeven AgentSeven 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I remember when writing a letter and using snail mail was the only way to connect to a friend or person overseas; before there were webcams and digital cameras there was Polaroid...
    EtTuJudas EtTuJudas 46-50, M 5 Responses Feb 3

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    I often think if I die tomorrow how m any people would really miss me , my guess would ruffle be less then 15 people. Sure people seem to like me but what am I really living for I...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    1) I have never had a cavity 2) I am left handed 3) my personality is INFJ 4) I LOVE Ireland THAT IS THE NUMBER ONE PLACE I WANT TO VISIT...Maybe I could just live there *shrugs* 5...
    Mars000 Mars000 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Hi everyone and welcome... to my crystal lair. Haha :) Before you message or add me please consider this: 1. I am here to vent in the environment that is ultimately non...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 6 Responses Feb 2

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    I lost my mother a long time ago when I was only 13. I cursed God for the longest time for her death. At that time, I felt like when she died, she took a huge part of me with her...
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    #1: What would you name your future daughter? Myla #2: Do you miss anyone? Sometimes #3: What if I told you that you were pretty? :) thank you #4: Ever been told 'it's not you, it...
    MissClaire38 MissClaire38 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I know you won't be able to forget who I am. But there is a difference between forgetting someone's face and name, and forgetting what a person meant to you. I cherish our...
    sophiebelle27 sophiebelle27 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Okay since I'm getting annoyed again by the messages I receive on here, I'm making up these basic rules. I hope some people will read this before contacting me or adding me: 1) I...
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    Dear Warm man, I have trouble showering you with compliments it flattery. So I shall put my feelings for you here and if they are meant for your eyes to see then they will find...
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    Usually i do this privately but I thought it might motivate me more if I do it publicly. So the healthier lifestyle plan: 1. Maximum 3 cups of coffee per day and substitute...
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    EP MEN: 1. Anyone I do not know who adds me to their circle will immediately be bumped. No manners or etiquette, no add!! 2. Messages from profiles with suggestive names will...
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    So you've just had a run-in with a friend. YOU'RE hurt, THEY'RE hurt...the whole thing is just a MESS! How do I handle that? Calmly ask your friend if they would mind if the two of...
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    Wow, what a week! I realized that what has been eating me up and it has been that my birth mother never said sorry for putting me up for adoption and never trying to find me...
    Leolatina Leolatina 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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