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I Will Be The Person Im Supposed To Be Before I Die

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    I will be spirtually,financially,emotionally,sexually, and unconditionally loved before I die. I just know as hard as I've had it; God wouldn't let me down like that. It's been a hell of a journey, but I intend to keep fighting to the last minute! Life is never what you dream of...
    smooches smooches 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2011

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    My twin brother died, I've written about him before here but the truth is I think he would have been the savior. He would have been the one who makes everything wrong in my family...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I recon I will, I just have such an utter disregard for my own and others safty....oh well, I guess it will make life more fun
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I wonder how many people actually know what stress is. Maybe loosing someone you care about. Loosing a spouse. Raising your kids on your own. Not knowing where money is going to...
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    Word of caution: What you are about to read may disturb you.I am a 23 yr old male and I feel as if these past five years have completely and utterly destroyed me. Let me explain...
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    It's not what's outside but in. Time isn't always kind to us. Time and experience. I once met a guy who I had heard of as warm and loving, and self sacrificing, empathetic, kind...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    This is long and I'm sorry, but writing this was really cathartic. His name was Raymond, but we always called him Ray. Like a Ray of sunshine. He had trouble walking. He needed...
    scsoccer scsoccer 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    We all know someone who has passed away. Well, maybe you're fortunate to have not, but I guarantee you know someone who has. Death isn't all as bad as people make it out to be...
    HelloKardashiann HelloKardashiann 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I know I'm not the only one who feels sorry/pity for criminals, murderers, terrorists. Why does most people take it so personally to judge and hate them? I'm just a no-body I...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    My brother shot himself in the head Sunday morning ,, 1 week from getting the news His Ex wife and Mother of his only child had died from cancer ,,she is now an Orphan ,,not alone...
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    Ok, I'll tell you something about a recent history in my country, Bosnia and Herzegovina. It's about a war we had. I come from a catholic background but I'm a leftist and a liberal...
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    I've been called paranoid recently. And the truth of it is I am. My life thus far has caused me to be. I wait for the bad to happen, for people to leave or disappear, I wait for...
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    It does not show anymore, but I am a very passionate person. Things aren't always what they seem. In fact, our senses have fooled us many times; they can only take us so far. I...
    genuine1234 genuine1234 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I hate my father . I hate myself . Many times I wonder , if I die , would people actually give a damn or would they laugh away . I can't tell you how many nights I've gone to sleep...
    vintagebabe12345 vintagebabe12345 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    My dog died a horrible, horrible death and it's killing me. My brother came down to visit for the weekend, it was supposed to be a fun time but it cost me my best friend. My...
    Shakesfear Shakesfear 22-25, M 1 Response May 4

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    If you're in Northern New Jersey and have a high degree of empathy, join my meetup group. Http://meetup.com/NNJ-Empathy-Meetup/ We already have over 40 members. Our next Meetup...
    Roxvox Roxvox 31-35, F 32 mins ago

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    If you're in Northern New Jersey and have a high degree of empathy, join my meetup group. Http://meetup.com/NNJ-Empathy-Meetup/ We already have over 40 members. Our next Meetup...
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    If you're in Northern New Jersey and have a high degree of empathy, join my meetup group. Http://meetup.com/NNJ-Empathy-Meetup/ We already have over 40 members. Our next Meetup...
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    Honestly it's sad really. I mean I don't want people to miss me and be in pain because of me but I want to have added something to people's lives. I you see I never got this...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 1 Response May 3

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    what do you do with somebody you still like but doesn't realize that you've moved on and have feelings for other people like crazy and just want your friendship with them back even...
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    Yesterday my beloved, cherished kitty who I got to replace my last kitty that died less than a year ago was killed under the garage door. That kitty was one of the few things I had...
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    Not saying looks don't matter have to be attracted in some way but to me the sexiest thing about a person is personality sense of humor kindness they can be. Handsome but have ugly...
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    I've almost died so many times, one time I was In a really bad car accident where we rolled 6-7 times into a field, the whole top of the car was dented in, but the place where I...
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    Three weeks ago I watched my beautiful grandma take her last breath. It feels like just yesterday. She had been diagnosed with one of the deadliest forms of cancer just ONE short...
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    My cat bare died he was black with green eyes that would change to yellowish. He was my cat he had my personality and my dads personality he didn't like strangers or to be bothered...
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    In the past month, a lot has happened. I'll warn you in advance that this is a long post, but I think it might help some of you to feel less alone. I hope it does. So. I dated a...
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    I am a good professional, a good friend, a good son... or at least I thought I was. Out of a little anxiety problem I started to fall in despair and became over-complaining and...
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    Ever since Greys Anatomy started everyone has been talking about their "person". You know, that friend who you can talk to about anything, who knows you better than anyone who...
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    I am very afraid. I live in turmoil every single day. I depend upon a theory that I substituted my own definition for and this theory is “Mind Over Matter”. The substitution...
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    This was one of the very first posts, that I made back in 2011. I have written it again, so that my new friends, or anyone who has never seen it, can get an idea of the major...
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