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I Will Be The Person Im Supposed To Be Before I Die

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    I will be spirtually,financially,emotionally,sexually, and unconditionally loved before I die. I just know as hard as I've had it; God wouldn't let me down like that. It's been a hell of a journey, but I intend to keep fighting to the last minute! Life is never what you dream of...
    smooches smooches 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2011

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    Life before the internet was great, I just didn't know it at the time. It was so simple. I was in high school when social media became the 'in' thing. I wish I knew how...
    fullen fullen 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I lost a friend. I lost someone who loved the whole world unconditionally. I feel like ****, I feel like I didn't try hard enough or show him how much he actually meant to me. His...
    needemerise needemerise 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Does anyone else with depression or ADHD have that problem with their family? Like they think "OK well you're on meds now so you should suddenly be your old happy, productive self...
    CaptainXeno CaptainXeno 31-35, F Jun 25

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    I am not who I am supposed to be in many ways. 15 pounds overweight. No muscle tone. No college degree. Dropped out. Dont speak good Spanish and my Chinese is almost nonexistant...
    Timanonymous Timanonymous 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    Once, it seems like a long time ago, before life just became hard, I think I was happy. I'm still happy, but it's not the same. It's harder now. Life has become a series of if's...
    1awkwardgirl 1awkwardgirl 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    I wanted do it. Let me explain to you why. Back in the year of 2010 I had EVERYTHING I wanted and needed. I had caring friends, I had a positive outlook on everything, I just got...
    TheTshirt TheTshirt 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have always felt that I experience more emotional pain than others, but I used to think of this as a character flaw rather than an inborn trait. When I was in middle school, I...
    kaylie2323 kaylie2323 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I suppose I have spent so much time in the past four years trying to unravel the constant web that my mum surround me with, that I have become a narcissist myself. I guess that...
    createababe createababe 31-35 Jul 9

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    I dont understand myself and my life is top confusing, Im envious for everything, Im not supposed to be miserable and if I dont die in my sleep before I turn 18 Im going to starve...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Have no fear, I'm near When you feel all alone inside your heart, don't be scared to fall apart. Think of precious times when you have no fear, in these moments I'll be always...
    silvermoon9619 silvermoon9619 16-17, F Jun 30

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    Today... I escaped death. The girl 20 feet away didn't. A two minute window made the difference. I noticed a nice innocent young woman riding her bike. Back and forth. I went in...
    wanderingsoul777 wanderingsoul777 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    It took me a long time to realize something was wrong with the way I processed stress and handled relationships. Sure I always knew I was more emotional than others, more quick to...
    Sammy7802 Sammy7802 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    To start off, I do not knock online relationships - that are within reason of course. When I got my first laptop, I had just turned 14. It was Christmas break, and I literally...
    GloriousGrey GloriousGrey 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My husband and I have been married for 10 years but we've been together for 15. During our marriage, he cheated on me twice with two different women. The first woman he actually...
    futureexwife14 futureexwife14 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    (I didn't like the questions so I found my own,) 1: What was the last book you read? Well, The last actual real book is called "The feiry heart" But if you count books on my...
    Zoewithoutthei Zoewithoutthei 16-17, F Jul 12

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    Personal injury attorneys help people that have sustained injuries from others. In a lot of cases, the lawyers must work on battling vehicle owners or insurance companies. When you...
    neinsteinassociates neinsteinassociates 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I'm a very loyal person and will do anything, possible, for family or a good friend. When I travelled to Europe, on my own, for the first time, I was excited and a little scared...
    Pinky65 Pinky65 46-50, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    WoundedDreamer WoundedDreamer 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    When saying I have a personal urge and struggle to fulfill I have been trying to figure out the difference between people getting spankings and getting beatings. I do not have a...
    SeanWarnerB SeanWarnerB 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    ok... geez.. enough with all the mushy stuff. here's an updated, version of new things you may or may not want to know about me.... professional: 1. I got a job. 2. It kinda...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I hate this disorder. Yesterday I was supposed to meet my friends for a girls night and an hour before one of the girls text me like she really didn't want to come so I...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    People suffer from personal injuries every single day. Whether it is at home or in the grocery store, you can be a victim any day. However, in order to get compensated for your...
    neinsteinassociates neinsteinassociates 26-30, M Jul 7

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    No. No you won't. Do you miss the person that died while you are reading this post, cuz you know people die every second? No. No you don't. No you won't. As you will not miss me.
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I came to the United States when I was 21 years old. I grew up in Sweden, a country known mainly for its socioeconomic policies and prosperous people. Marijuana is considered a...
    whrskrlo whrskrlo 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I find life full of surprises but I find it funny in the idea of how people can come on here and vent and every reader falls on their pity party they are having within themselves...
    scooterp23 scooterp23 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I was once a strong trusting person who feared nothing. But that girl died. This is the new me. The new and improved trustless, weak, and fearful me. I will never fully trust again...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    My mother was my father's caregiver from 1989 until his death in 2010. She refused to ever accept that his increasing disabilities would cause his death, and refused to use his...
    South1977 South1977 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    It's not my fault, you know. None of it is. I was born this way, most of you were born a very different way. And that's okay. Just let me be myself, and we'll get along just fine...
    TragicMonkey TragicMonkey 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I have spent way too long living to please other people, i have done things i did't want to do because i wanted to make other people happy. I have believed things people have said...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jun 29

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    I feel like I have so much to lose. I keep so many memories locked away and would consider myself a pack rat of good times. I write down things that make me laugh and things that...
    Anticloud Anticloud 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 4

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    1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yes. Well I have two first names; one is from the names of my parents combined, the other one is from the name of Mary. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME...
    Ranessa Ranessa 16-17, F Jul 12

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    I was diagnosed a few years back by a counselor i was seeing with Avoidant personality disorder. After years of struggling to keep and hold onto a job including two failed attempts...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    OK so its my turn, gotta say, this one is even more accurate than the last test I saw, it describes me perfectly..... except for the dancing part, I cant dance to save my life...
    GoodMan1988 GoodMan1988 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I just cried because i miss my father My father died when i was 1 year old. He died after being in coma for 9 months. I don't remember anything about him. It's sometimes upset me...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F Jun 23

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    I hate life. I hate it. I want to die so much. I've wanted to die since I was 11. Just a few moments ago I was sitting around, bouncing off the walls happy as could be but now I'm...
    baeily baeily 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    1. I'm weird. 2. I hate snobby persons. 3. I never dated. 4. My best friend on EP just died to my dismay. 5. I can't believe my best friend on EP died. 6. I'm worried for the...
    Tikhreed Tikhreed 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Ariella 2: Do you miss anyone? Yeah, I miss my grandpa like hell. 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? Oh thanks ^-^ 4: Ever...
    superkitty17 superkitty17 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    For the last several weeks I haven't been able to set my mind straight. My mind and my desires keep shifting to the desire to be alone. Not just for a few hours or days, but for...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 26-30 1 Response Jul 14

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    I am 18 years old and I would die for anyone. I have come to this realization after a few years of self evaluation and analysis. I truly know what I am capable of and know my...
    TRMB TRMB 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So, after a couple of recent incidents that have left a very bad taste in my mouth, I have a few guidelines that must be followed before I add anyone else into my circle. 1. I...
    Indigolesbian70 Indigolesbian70 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 24

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    I thought it was about time that I make an updated version of my "I check out your profile before I add you" story, here it is: If you add me, I'll probs poke around your profile...
    Ridiculousity Ridiculousity 18-21 8 Responses Jun 26

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    I'm so lonely. Yet it is for the best. The best of myself, and the people who force themselves to be around me due to pity. I spent the most part of my life being so scared, so...
    SilentJamie SilentJamie 18-21, M 6 Responses Jul 2

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    If you've ever run across my profile you've probably noticed some of the people I write about the most. My niece, Sarah, my fiance, Mitchell. Another one I used to write about was...
    superkitty17 superkitty17 31-35, F Jul 5

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    I m ill. I m petient of blood pressure my bp shoots to 70 40. I m nt tht strng . I m allways ill now. I use to fit and a happy person. But love have made me like this. I have...
    hasank hasank 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 7

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    Physical: Tall, masculine, big nose, strongish, long arms/legs, long, thick, dark hair, uneven tan from the sun, moles on my face, brown irises that seem to have gold highlights...
    ImmaKilljoyHorse ImmaKilljoyHorse 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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