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I Will Be Totally Honest Here

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    Honestly...

    for once Im going to be completely honest, about everything. i have a diary that records everything I eat. Its full of pictures of thin girls, lyrics from ana songs, things to motivate me to starve myself. I want my eating disorder back. Recovery is overrated. I need...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 17 Responses Sep 17, 2008

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    I Am Who I Am!

    I am going to be totally honest here because I came here to be myself and get help from like-minded people. I think if you can't be honest here then maybe this isn't the site for you because people can only help if they know what is really going on. Anyway why should I change...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2008

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    Just Lonely

    I really just want someone to talk to. Not looking to date or find mate. Have one of those why would I want another. Im in a hard place right now and just need someone.
    livingonce livingonce 41-45 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    I'm pretty miserable right now.

    Just the fact that my parents are splitting up, makes my entire world evaporate. Lets be real, we're very poor too. So poor that I had to be pulled out of school (public schools here aren't good in the importance department, so if you actually want a good education, where you...
    Shirloo Shirloo 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    All Cards On The Table

    for the first time i want to tell everyone what im feeling. for the first time i want to break my silence and say what im feeling at this very moment. for the first time i want to say that im not happy. im not satisfied with my life. im not the same anymore. i feel alone every...
    kpark9497 kpark9497 16-17 1 Response Jan 29, 2011

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    Well Here Goes Everything...

    Wow, this is so much more difficult than I thought it was going to be. OK, here it is… My friends in the 1st grade were two girls named Paige and Beverly. Paige created this spy game which at the time I did not know was a game, for Bev and me it was our lives. We lived...
    limistic17 limistic17 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    No Reason Not to Be

    I used to hide parts of who I am from the world because many that I have tried to tell about the true me just scoff and say that I'm making it up.  HOW THE HELL WOULD THEY KNOW!  They haven't lived my life and if they don't believe what I have...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 1 Response Jul 18, 2009

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    I might be the heartless guy

    but once I'm in the relationship, you can be sure you'll feel so much love of me that you will be tired of me :p
    ClassicGentleman ClassicGentleman 18-21, M Aug 6, 2014

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    OK I'll Try It!

    This sounds like an interesting challenge. 1. I can be very exhausting to talk to in person, much like sitting next to someone who likes to channel surf at a quick pace. I've made people want to take naps, lol. 2. My mouth opens when I'm thinking hard and goes lax, then my...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 5 Responses Sep 22, 2008

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    LittleBlindMouse LittleBlindMouse 18-21, F Sep 24, 2014

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    Let Loose the Shackles of Identity!

    I really don't understand why you would want to censor yourself on an anonymous story-telling sight.  I know some people have 'public' accounts known by their RL friends, but in that case you can just create another account to talk about everything you don't want them to...
    Honir Honir 26-30, M 4 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Accidents In My Pants

    I have pooped in my pants twice within the past six weeks. I have also peed ON my pants. By accident. No, not IN my pants, but ON my pants. I was squatting above the toilet at work because everyone pees on the seat and I got pee aaaaalllll over my pants.  At work.  At bloody...
    FlyingNinjas FlyingNinjas 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2013

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    I'M Not Looking For Attention

    I post about my life because I really can't open up to anybody at home or at school or to my friends. The reason I can't open at home because I can't talk to my family or mom about it because they won't pay attention or just don't care. I can't do it at school because the last...
    Cheekymonkey1997 Cheekymonkey1997 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    I am a completely nice guy

    and soft guy, I get sad easily and I cry easily.
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    Honestly

     1.  I compulsively pluck non-existent hairs from my face and sleep with tweezers next to my bed. I try to do it in the privacy of my own room but sometimes the compulsion is so strong that I will do it while watching a movie.  It stresses out my boyfriend. Haha 2...
    apencilfornow apencilfornow 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 21, 2008

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    Lemmie Be Open

    I am loving what i've become this days. Am justified that i will NEVER hesitate to terminate the life of another being should you take me for a push-over to do a thing.
    labrynth labrynth 22-25, M 4 Responses May 5, 2009

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    What consequence exists amongst total virtual

    strangers being brutally honest about their own truth(s)?
    Onechoice Onechoice 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2014

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    Honestly Not Ok

    every one askes if you have thought of suicide. yes i have thought of suicide, but that doesn't mean that i was actually going to do it. know though, after everything iv gone through, i notice myself contemplating it. i dont know if this is good or bad. i can say i dont think im...
    LilMissBlue LilMissBlue 18-21, F Sep 26, 2013

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    I have NEVER lied on EP.

    Why would I? No one knows me so why would I care what they think? I don't lie on here and I hope the ppl who talk to me here feel comfortable enough to do the same :)
    Majin1712 Majin1712 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    But For A Single Grain Of Truth

    I am here to share my experiences. I will share my ideas and what I have been through. I will tell you if you ask, unless I don't think you should know, in which case I will keep silent. But I will not lie.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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    Hello

    Well, I've tried many ways to say it. I know it's gotten through. But I don't think it's taken seriously. So I'll try here. I've tried in person, in letters, on the phone, every which way possible. This is not love. And I don't want to go through it anymore. I believe that a...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 2 Responses Mar 26, 2010

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    Honesty Makes It All Worth While.

    Honesty makes life and love real.  I wouldn't like or appreciate what I have if it wasn't for that.  I never was able to be dishonest other than my drug using days to keep my habit going.  Even then, I wasn't fooling anyone.  I need to be honest to be real and...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Hopein To Help

    I will hope to help ppl in their needs aswell I hope for ppl to help me. But in order to do that I have to stay honest which I'm already am.:)
    macdat macdat 18-21, M Aug 30, 2012

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    heyyo1234 heyyo1234 22-25, M Aug 8, 2014

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    Not gonna get my point across

    if I say with frustration but I'm also wont if I say it calmly because it takes time....wtf do you want from me? When will all the criticism ever end? Not like you're perfect either! You're just severely in denial!
    breakingfree88 breakingfree88 26-30 1 Response Feb 2

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    -All That We See Is All That We Get-

    Well I'll break it down for you and than some, whenever I post something here it's more or less usually honesty or humor. I don't fake it or break it for people... You want me to be honest with you, well here we are and I'm telling you the truth here buddy. I like all you folks...
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Oct 18, 2013

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    I'm Totally Honest Here

    I've been totally honest here and I will continue to be totally honest.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Dec 26, 2011

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    Georgiakh Georgiakh 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    ...okay so I'm suicidal

    and I found this app because I was looking up ways to kill myself and instead of a suicidal website, the ad for this app popped up and it wouldn't let me click anywhere else but the ad. And I'm very very happy it worked out like that.
    oliviahuss1 oliviahuss1 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 11, 2014

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    There are so many things

    that I want to say "me too" to, but I can't and I won't because they are feelings that I had in the past. The thing is, I can't hide the fact that I never had those feelings. Those feelings were real and they did exist in my life. Those feelings are what connect me to others. I...
    HaileyBear19 HaileyBear19 18-21, F Jul 3, 2014

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    Why Lie?

    Honesty is a great thing to have.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    To be honest I don't know

    why some of the women i know ever had kids. Clearly they aren't ready for them or they don't want them, their parents or siblings are basically raising them so you can go out and drink with your friends every night. Do you not realize that everyone can see the things you post on...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F Jan 16

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    Here It Is...

    The following are things about myself that I often keep hidden on other sites. But I want to be completely honest for once. So, here it is:I am a virgin.I have never been kissed or had a boyfriend.I have an eating disorder, and I like it.I have cut myself, abused prescription...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 12, 2010

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    I don't have the energy to obsess over anything

    other than coffee & good food
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 6, 2014

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    Truth And Promises

    truth can change by the minute, by the hour. Truth is not always just black or white. Truth can change with the beat of a heart, a drop of a tear. And so being honest, being sincere one moment, may not be the same at the next moment. So, try as hard as we may, honesty may...
    neuilly neuilly 61-65, F 8 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    i lost a girlfriend to suicide today in her

    honor i am starting to try and help suicidal people before its too late if you are suicidal or lonley you can talk to and trust me
    niceguy223 niceguy223 13-15, M 6 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    Well, I Guess I Could Give It A Try?

    I don't really like it when people say they hate people who lie or hate liars or something like that. Them people can't really base other people upon one action because they don't know they're background and everything. And if people do lie or something then they've suddenly got...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 13, 2013

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    That's What I Promised

    I will be as honest here as I am to myself.
    googleit googleit 18-21, F Oct 9, 2008

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    As Well As Ep In This Story

    I have wrote a number of stories here that I have dared not enunciate into words over a 20 year period.  In fact, one was so difficult to write, as I had always tried to detach words from it, so it would appear as though it had never happened, that as there were no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Feb 6, 2009

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    True Blue

    I am and have always been honest on EP about myself. Yes, I take four psychiatric meds(Seroquel, Klonopin, Celexa, and Gabapentin). Yes, I have emotional problems. Yes, I have no life and don't know when I'll get one. Why lie and say something I'm not? If you want to judge, you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Meeting decent guys on here is hard but i have managed to find them. :)
    bgirl24 bgirl24 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    Here I am. I appreciate how on each new day of reflecting and sorting, I notice and respond to things differently than I’ve done before. Tapping more into my inner world, I...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 7 hrs ago

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    Nowadays, Honesty and telling the Truth are considered synonymous. I personally disagree. If all it took to be honest was not lying to people, all someone would need to do is leave...
    ZShadow4899 ZShadow4899 18-21, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Another day at work. Another day in corporate america. Yuck. I'm doing it for the money. I'm only 21 and I am starting to think I don't have enough fun. I've been raised all my...
    loner23 loner23 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    This is my 1st tat (on my lower back). And although it has a mysterious element to it and it signifies a certain beauty, I was young when I got it. Now, I'm thinking of getting a...
    ChrisatEP ChrisatEP 41-45, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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