I Will Change My Life For the Better

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    I Swear I'll Change For The Better And Here's Why:

    I need to change. I want to be better. Not just for myself, but for my friends and the community around me. At first I was even reluctant to even consider changing. This was because I was worried about what challenges I might run into. My view point changed a few weeks ago. I...
    AndrewTee AndrewTee
    22-25, M
    Sep 19, 2013

    My Life Is Mine

    As I look back through to the days which have gone by in the course of this year 2011, I find myself in constant wonder, I look around and see the world with new opened eyes, as if I have seen the world through a curtain of smoke for the last 25 years, I was always wiser for my...
    oscura oscura
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2011

    All these years i let myself haunted by my own

    insecurities, i let myself absorbed all the negativities i don't even deserve. I settled for less, fear change. Avoiding anything that will make me uncomfortable. Less i know, im already hiding from the world. I have isolated myself. Thinking i was the only one right. Lol...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 25

    It's Daunting

    ...and overwhelming and really very scary, when you look at all the things you want to change and how to go about starting to change them. I'm a walking paradox. I go running yet I smoke, I am rock and roll yet feel so square and odd sometimes like I wouldn't know how to be...
    Schulz Schulz
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2008

    2011

    2010 has been a hell of a year. No doubt it's been the hardest year my life has ever known. My personal struggles, my marriage failing, my journey of self discovery, my life in complete turmoil. I could never have predicted just how difficult 2010 would be. I'm ready to say...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Dec 18, 2010

    Changing

    Changing,I'm doing so,For the better,Gonna be happy,Jump up and down,Dance my life away.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Nov 25, 2011

    today I think I just had the most important

    conversion of my life. it has made me see things I hadnt seen in a long time. I see things much more clearer. I see what I must do to change my life. I will change it. I will finish what I started 14yrs ago! I will make a life for myself. this time no one will stand in my way.
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel
    31-35, F
    Nov 12, 2014

    It's Been Rough

    But I am on my way.  This year was especially tough, but I survived through it. I am changing my life one step at a time.  Right out of high school I went to college and then dropped out after 1 year for a guy!  What was I thinking?  It has...
    J21883 J21883
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2008

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