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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

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    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 5 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    This is ridiculous as all dogs can be vicious! I've owned dachshund's and they were incredibly vicious. They loved my family, but scared everyone else. And we all know the size of...
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    The child will rage as the blood flows down the legs, Beaten and raped and blind in rage. All the hell will ignite in a flash of fire as the child sees black then slash and red...
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    "I Will Not Bow" Fall Now the dark begins to rise Save your breath, it's far from over Leave the lost and dead behind Now's your chance to run for cover I don't want to change...
    OceanIce OceanIce 31-35, F Dec 3

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    Over the last couple weeks I've learn the only one I can trust is myself and if chose to go to the latter side of my trust I and I alone play for the consequences of the aftermath...
    gamma87 gamma87 46-50, M Dec 8

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    I miss Montana, the place I grew up. The mountains, unblemished streams and lakes, the bitter cold and heavy snow. I am proud to be a man of the north. Circumstances and life have...
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    people are focusing too much on the material way of living caused by many things like the media,commercials,music videos, movies,tv shows..and many other distractions that make...
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    To those who don't know, the best way to win a mans heart is too get him to trust you so much, he feels more comfortable around you than himself. A good way to ruin this is to...
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    Who is going to make you smile when I am not around? Who will watch you sleep and send all the ghosts away? Would she know how much you hate certain stuff? Would she know how you...
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    Love brought us together. From the start I knew I couldn’t have her, could never have her, she told me that. But we loved each other anyway. We knew it was dangerous, we knew it...
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    I don't care what kind of "be hopeful it'll happen" BULLSHIT people decide to throw at me in response to this post. When I love, I love 100 times more intensely than other people...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    FYI: I am a kind and gentle soul who treats people with dignity and respect. I am upfront and honest, friendly and personable. That being said...I have had to put up with more than...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 50 Responses Nov 29

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    Well this story ; I sometimes happen to think whether it's a bad or good quality for me that i remember people, who are even a bit close to me. As of know i am fine and glad that...
    ProjectXPune ProjectXPune 18-21, M Nov 30

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    They will steal your sanity, make your thoughts crazy, put thoughts there was not there before, and you do not know why they are there, they just begin to show up there......They...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Once upon a time ago once a shy, timid weak little person......years of hurt and pain, hid in the corner, afraid...hearing the harsh words being thrown like daggers....soon a...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 2

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    10yeargap.com focuses on younger women dating older men and it encourages age gap marriage. 10YearGap.com is not a sugar daddy site. Single women are attracted to older single men...
    JessieFay JessieFay 31-35, F Dec 2

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    10yeargap.com focuses on younger women dating older men and it encourages age gap marriage. 10YearGap.com is not a sugar daddy site. Single women are attracted to older single men...
    JessieFay JessieFay 31-35, F Dec 2

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    It doesn't matter what race, religion, gender, age, or what sex you are attracted to. I will help you. If you are a hooker, or practicing to receive the Sacrement of Holy Orders...
    childlover4evr childlover4evr 18-21, F Dec 3

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    when you really love someone ,,,really love them all you can do don't seem enough they always deserve more ,,, after years ,,you have not come to a place that you want a break...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    If you're not open to that, get off the internet. I will challenge you, and I will accept the challenge from anyone who feels they can school me. If you are sensitive, don't poke...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 5

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    I've had many boyfriends but 1.was a jerk and controlling 2.was my best friend(superman) and I still love him always will 3.was only a week and he cheated on me in the process 4...
    TheHurting TheHurting 16-17, F Dec 6

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    I hope so, a person made for me, our genitals will fit ever so snug, our tv shows will be on one channel, and buttholes will be the same perfect size ;) i hope i find that person...
    Thatguyisme Thatguyisme 22-25 Dec 6

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    Before, I believed in crushes. I was once a naive, silly girl who believed in falling in love with a Prince Charming who would sweep you off your feet would be something that...
    Horselover29 Horselover29 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    i will support you hold you love you take your feelings into account i will keep your heart with me and i will love you but ask me to obey you+i will flip+do none of the above
    geekoftheweek geekoftheweek 26-30, F Dec 8

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    I won't ever forget all those hours that we talked almost 24/7 Everywhere we went, all the time we spent together, I don't know if you will ever know how much those times meant to...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    We have known each other for 7 years. Friends for 3 years. Dated for 2 years. Officially bf and gf 1 & 1/2. Now we are broken up. I will always love him and hope he comes back to...
    Gabriela24 Gabriela24 22-25, F Dec 13

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    The birth of my two girl's. They will always be the first women that I love with all of my heart. They will never ever break me and will keep making me strong.
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