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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 100 People

    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 4 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    I have to get myself out of this rut.

    It's been a year. It's high time I devote my energy, time, and passion to the truly important stuff. I can do this. I am so determined I have decided to count the days until I am flying.
    VinylEyes VinylEyes 70+, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2015

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    Let's try this! kinda nervous to see what kind of questions I will get but let's try! :D
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 16-17, F 1 Response 26 mins ago

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    I may be struggling and don't particularly feel this way today, but I am grateful for my brokenness. Pretty silly isn't it?? "A pearl is a beautiful thing that is produced by an...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    1 I do not like being bossed around. 2 I love solitude and adventures 3 I'm independent and will always rely on my instincts 4 My philosophy is knowing your enemy so well that...
    opportunist opportunist 18-21, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    ...but I will never get discouraged and give up...I've come too far.
    GraesSparrow GraesSparrow 51-55, F 20 hrs ago

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    Ok sometimes lessons needed to be learnt the hard way. Over the years I have been very ignorant of money and how hubby was managing it. Early in my marriage I was keeping the...
    geminikygirl16 geminikygirl16 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    After being diagnosed with bi-polar disorder, my life has been slowly getting worse. My manic episodes are a mix between psychopathy and sociopathy, I become extremely sadistic, I...
    darkshadow556 darkshadow556 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    We met on a trip with a group of friends. He was the only one willing to sit out with me when I was too afraid to get on the roller coaster. It's obvious that I would've fallen in...
    verakay verakay 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    ANXIETY IS A ****. nearly 1am and I've just slid out my funk of today which was feeling like all my friends were against me having not even argued or anything, god let me sleep
    samanthaannemccann samanthaannemccann 16-17, F a week ago

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    First and foremost, I want to thank my friends, my family and last but not least, my fans. If you follow WWE you should know by now I have been fighting a war with The Association...
    MIDNIGHTRIDER4 MIDNIGHTRIDER4 41-45, M a week ago

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    I have had too many stresses on my mind recently and have felt incredibly overwhelmed by life. This being an adult thing is really difficult sometimes you know?This morning I as I...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    Dear Warm man, I have trouble showering you with compliments it flattery. So I shall put my feelings for you here and if they are meant for your eyes to see then they will find...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 1

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    I have been a heavy drinker for the past 15 years. it is taking a toll on my relationship. any ideas on how to stop the cravings and mindset of an alcoholic?
    girltattooer girltattooer 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Why is it so messed up.. whenever I try to figure out things and decide something.. things just start changing. I have decided to take a step and move on.. something happened and...
    April2016 April2016 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    1 My favorite scent is black rasberry vanilla by bath and body Works 2 Sometimes, I don't want to talk to anyone, and will shut people down, it's not personal. 3 Strawberries are...
    QueenVen QueenVen 16-17, F Jan 30

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    I am a licensed educator who was never able to find a teaching job. I tried different things in my life but I have always wanted to teach kindergarten. I am afraid that because of...
    ahughes27 ahughes27 26-30, F Jan 30

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    All you have to do is send me a message and I will tell you stuff if you wanna know. I'm basically an open book, like the one in Harry Potter where you ask questions and I will...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 30

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    So you've just had a run-in with a friend. YOU'RE hurt, THEY'RE hurt...the whole thing is just a MESS! How do I handle that? Calmly ask your friend if they would mind if the two of...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 30

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    I don't think I will have enough references and citations. I tend to ramble and I'm not quite sure if the markers will appreciate such a BBC 4 documentary presenter-esque roller...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 29

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    It's the hardest thing to live with a person with Paranoid personality disorder. The nights when you think all is okay and suddenly you are rudely awakened with vicious accusations...
    Witsend21 Witsend21 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Right now the road is rocky and the bills are piling up, but I will find a way to overcome. I will probably fail 50 times before I succeed once.
    mozgoz mozgoz 26-30, M Jan 25

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    All these years i let myself haunted by my own insecurities, i let myself absorbed all the negativities i don't even deserve. I settled for less, fear change. Avoiding anything...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    1.I'm a lesbian 2. I cannot shut up 3.I will be a New York best selling author 4.I will make it to the top l 5.I have met my soulmate
    ToBeFrank ToBeFrank 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I am unloved, but I choose to love deeply. (hopefully a positive tone for those that feel hopeless; and no, this is not a story of a girl who felt like she could never have love...
    notreallyici notreallyici 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Dear Friends, Yes, i am funny. I made you laugh. I smile. I can be stupid and an idiot. I can be loyal, kind and patient. I am the least person you can think of that can get angry...
    sabrinabryn sabrinabryn 13-15, F Jan 23

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    As we drove along the Motorway I looked out the window, I had so much racing around in my head but one thing was niggling away at my brain just one question I had to ask my husband...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jan 23

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    Ever wondered why we give so much room to our doubts and insecurities? We all do. They're just obstacles. And obstacles can only scare you when you take your vision off your goals...
    ThisIsMeYeah2 ThisIsMeYeah2 18-21, F Jan 23

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    I cannot always guarantee I will succeed, but I will try.
    JackMann JackMann 22-25, M Jan 22

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    Chances are if I ever loved you And you never willfully hurt me I will always have a soft spot for you <3
    Elsi3 Elsi3 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I reminded someone that I'm not perfect and never will be .....some of us are just trying to get by with appreciating the simple things to smile about and trying not to feel like a...
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    It is sometimes hard to be a single Christian. I believe much good work for the Lord is done by single people. We work full time dedicated to help the poor and the needy, visiting...
    carazaa carazaa 56-60, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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    Will you take him one night as I sleep Or on a bright sunny day or a stormy evening Will I look for him and wonder what happened Day after day With an ache in my heart for the...
    Daydreaming2 Daydreaming2 41-45, F Jan 21

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    I think we want to think that the person who dumped us will regret it one day. Perhaps, a few will, perhaps not. I wonder does it really matter. I mean they dumped me? If they...
    justmerae1 justmerae1 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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