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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 4 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Can't sleep and bored so I'll answer questions. Careful though, I will answer... so be sure you really want to know. :)
    evepoyepo evepoyepo 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I am like Robin Williams, I Laugh To Cry... I am just one of those sad people who crack jokes on everything to bring out the sunshine on a cloudy day... Even when I'm unsure...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    Lying in my bed Alone with my thoughts About you About me Confusion looms About us Causing pain In your heart Feeling the pain in your heart Healing the pain in your heart...
    DutchMattie DutchMattie 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    1. I will tell it like it is, always. There is No filter for me. It has been a blessing & a curse. 2. I live for helping others. I have been a shoulder to cry on, the late night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Wake up. . Tidy up.. Go to moms. Shopping Tidying Making the lunch Cycle home.. Cook dinner Cycle to work Do three peoples jobs Cycle home Coffee Shower Bed... Repeat ad...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I will live and I will come to bloom.. And I will bring forth what I am called to bring to the world.. And I will sing in the light of my season.. And when my song is complete I...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    1) I am aware of my obsessive personality, to the point where it not only bothers people around me, but I wear myself out. I have to always have my planner on me, I have about 5...
    nycgirl19 nycgirl19 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I will always love you Like the day we first met I will cherish and love you Till the day we pass I will be at your side All the days long No matter how hard Or how tough I...
    christophzzzs christophzzzs 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    To the world you may be one person; but to me you are my world. My entire world has fallen apart and my mind is overflowing with memories of...
    khamooshi khamooshi 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    fifafifa fifafifa 22-25, F a week ago

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    I miss you because i love you. I love you because you are always and only one on my mind. You are on my mind always because your thoughts make me happy. You make me happy because...
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 19

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    We grew to become really good friends I became someone more friendly thanks to you , you became dear to my heart and me, remember that you at never alone, when your down or scared...
    vincent100 vincent100 18-21, M Jul 19

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    Every time I fall in love, or even just really like somebody, my heart gets broken. Every single damn time. Some would say this is a sign... "Oh, you two just weren't meant for...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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    I have accepted the fact that I will always love him. A love so true & loyal. It's impossible to forget or let go. I feel that nobody will ever be able to take his place. That my...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 17 Responses Jul 19

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    I have had several accounts on EP, the first being created several years ago. After helping many individuals, advising them, providing support to those who needed it, one person...
    hallowedground hallowedground 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    He is no longer a concern of mine, but the victims in his shameless selfishness are. What makes this person so enticing and wonderful on a surface level is in how he makes you feel...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    Come reason with me; I will be frank if you will be earnest
    slowman0000 slowman0000 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    Like a curious and fragile child I am wondering , how do vigorous desires, either it's cruel or noble ones, come into existence? Someone would assuredly utter that it's just the...
    sirolosirolo sirolosirolo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    There is a darker side of me;-When the lights go down,-and the diamond eyes;are all that light the streetsof your lonely town--I talk not to excite;But to reach in and kiss your...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 18

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    i will try to go ahead of my past... in some month my new life will start.. and ill leave all behind me. ill manage all so i be the person i always dreamed to be.
    laulala laulala 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I think it will come down to two things. If you are playing on a PvP server, will your faction be the dominant faction, and how you choose to spend your time in game. With the...
    gamesexpe gamesexpe 18-21, F Jul 17

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    She says, O my beloved Love is house of wax which may melt if there are any doubts? i reply, Something else can live in hearts who even have small doubts but Love can't. She...
    khamooshi khamooshi 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I believe many of us fall subject to our minds. As the mind is a powerful thing. It could be deadly if we let it control us. I, myself am guilty of this. But i fight everyday to...
    Mysticalix Mysticalix 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I will move on from this hurt you caused me. The pain that grows like a vine in my heart will no longer be there. When someone says her name, instead of feeling sad and ashamed, I...
    CandyCrushers CandyCrushers 36-40, F Jul 16

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    Smoking killed my grandma and grandpa (my mother parents) yet, she and her husband make the choice to smoke two packs a week. I let her know I will not be caring for them when they...
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F Jul 16

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    Although I always get disappointed and saddened when a celebrity, particularly one I fan of dies, but I never actually grieve over them, because despite me liking them, I don't...
    BDos BDos 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    im in so much pain right now i scored a 37 on the PTSD witch means it is greatly affecting my life. a specialist told me that for it not to affect the persons life that it needs to...
    kaylisshaugh kaylisshaugh 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Jul 14

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    The great thing is, I WILL succeed and the person who wants to hurt me and others, will be nothing but a footnote. (needed a place to vent this)
    myheaven myheaven 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Negative people who try to tear me down will be deleted from my life and I will be happier.
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    It doesn't matter what is done, racism will always exists. Humans will always find something to be prejudice against. It's been around since humanity was young and will continue...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    1. I am such a subtle prankster that when I do indeed prank someone, it is very surprising. I don't do outlandish pranks. I do small pranks such as touching the back of someone's...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F Jul 12

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