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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 84 People

    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 4 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I know I’m still young and have an entire life ahead of me, but I’m sick and tired of being reminded every day that I’ve always been single. It wouldn’t be so bad if it was...
    windyhairlover windyhairlover 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Okay this is a song mix for all you sappy souls out there with great souls, who dare to think and feel deeply, yes songs from the heart, my ultimate favorite songs list for the...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 3 Responses May 14

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    No, I will not shave my legs because it offends you. My legs are my legs, if I want to have some extra insulation for the winter, it's none of your damn business. And have you seen...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    With love and fond memories. It’s 3 years today since you sadly left us and you have very much been on my mind this week. I’ve spent so much time trying to think what to say...
    badbinary badbinary 41-45, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    The First Time.... After dinner and a couple brandy drinks later by the fire. I stop and just look as that comfortable silence floated between us. The reflected light off your...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    For a girl: Lucretia (Luke). Rebecca. Ryan. For a boy: Dade. Clinton (Clint). Benson (Ben). Willis (Will). I think about what I'd name a kid all the time, especially when I hear a...
    driver1576 driver1576 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    I always love meeting new people and making new friends. I will always try to help whenever I can.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I like William for a boy name. alot. that's the name I'm going to name my first Son.
    PhoenixGoddess PhoenixGoddess 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I will answer those stuff you can message me lol cx 💁💁💁💁💁
    granicepayn granicepayn 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    just ask...things will be answered :)
    cheska378 cheska378 22-25, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Once, you asked me, "What do you love about me?" and I replied, "Everything." I love everything about you because all of those things add up to make the person you truly are. I...
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    My husband has children already, and both his girls middle names start with R. So that's what we're gonna do. We want four children, two boys and two girls. Their names will be...
    BeautifulxDelusions BeautifulxDelusions 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Ask me anything. I will answer
    pansexualgirl pansexualgirl 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I Will Write No More of Love---- A re-post, from a time in 2013 that I almost left here. But back then, there was such an outpouring of love and caring that I stayed. In a...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 5 Responses May 3

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    I will try, I will keep on, Will think that it's for the best way, Will give way for you to move along. I will tire myself, Will keep my mind occupied, I will suppressed and just...
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I will pray. Pray about him, pray about me, pray about everything. Father God sees and he loves me. He wants to be a part of my life. So I will pray, and pray and pray until I can...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses May 3

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    As we all know, herpes is a STD(sexually transmitted disease), and it will be passed to your baby if not in a correct way, and what is the correct way? Firstly, some useful tips...
    harryyang1990 harryyang1990 22-25, M May 4

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    My heart is not mine, its yours. Do as you please with it.. I am not mine. I am yours. Keep me or abandon me.. My love for you is entirely mine. I will keep it. Acknowledge me or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 6

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    This is to all the people who have thought about giving up. I 1st must say, god has not given up on you. All my life I have been worried about what others have thought of me. I...
    theplanofaction theplanofaction 22-25, M May 11

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    Yesterday my beloved, cherished kitty who I got to replace my last kitty that died less than a year ago was killed under the garage door. That kitty was one of the few things I had...
    cherrypie54552 cherrypie54552 18-21, F May 14

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    I have to leave behind my "family" and "friends". Being is such a small town, they will make u feel as though you are better than everybody else for stuff people do everyday. Small...
    bigdreamssmalltown bigdreamssmalltown 31-35, F 1 Response May 17

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    I learned early on, here on EP, to check two things. 1. The profile of the requester How many friends do they have And what Stories, if any, do they have posted. 2. Did they...
    Quesaw Quesaw 41-45, F 1 Response May 18

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    It is my friend's wedding today, and I do secretly admit that I envy her for finding the one that greatly loved her. I just wish that someday I can find that person who will love...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F May 19

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    My brother shot himself in the head Sunday morning ,, 1 week from getting the news His Ex wife and Mother of his only child had died from cancer ,,she is now an Orphan ,,not alone...
    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M 5 Responses May 19

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    Reclamation Humanity's a failed experiment Walking the path to extinction Spinning it's wheels endlessly Grease them with oil and uranium The earth will shake and the waters will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 20

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    I'm not very good at getting rid of the old and letting the new come in. I'm sad that I will never meet anyone that will like me for me. And don't treat me like a stranger or...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F May 20

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    In the event that you have been thinking how to settle on a wedding function group, then this is the right beginning stage your inquiry! In the event that you are the main chief of...
    coolreception coolreception 16-17, F May 20

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    of all the things that lack meaning in my life that darken all of the positivity...only one rises above...that is the hope that everything will eventually work out..and if it...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F May 22

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    I was born with the heart of the warrior, ever ready with my sword sharpened... Life may come, but I am no easy win... I will fight back and I will stand... My head raised, for...
    BlackBlueBrotha BlackBlueBrotha 41-45, M 2 Responses May 23

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    Even though she makes me angry at times I pledge my loyalty to the clan and to her. I'd give my life for her and her clan any day of the week. I will always give help in anyway of...
    lastassassin lastassassin 22-25, M a week ago

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    deepakrajput deepakrajput 22-25, M a week ago

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    1. I believe in God. To me, nothing does not exist. 2. I am seeking to change my life. I have started, I am selling everything I own. 3. I am spontaneous. It makes life more...
    fortisvir fortisvir 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    I am thinking of you, therefore I am writing this piece to let it off my chest. I am missing you much so here again I am with my pen.. You might not be thinking about me, or might...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 2 Responses May 3

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    I will be single forever but it's alright . I'm sure I'll never be happy with any one and no one will make me happy . I'm sure a man will just make me more miserable than if I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 3

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    Yeah, I must be a laugh. After all these years, not being liked by anyone, I still like people. My mind must be screwed up enough to still hope for something new to happen. And...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F May 3

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