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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

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    Brain Cootie Ranching -  So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 5 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    One Day - One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    My Vicious Cycle - I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    Circle Be Damned.. - I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing... - New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken? - I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    My fear was the dark. This started when my dad told me at a very young age that he claimed to see this old rocking chair moving back and forth by itself in my Grandmas basement...
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    For the past 7 or so years I have been stuck in a strange cycle of internal feelings. there will be periods where I feel natural in my own body as a young male and attracted to...
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    Sometimes I say vicious things or jokes and I laugh my *** off and then I regret it and finally I realize I don't cause my joke was hilarious
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    I haven't conquered it completely, but I am about 80% there and feeling great 💕
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    I've setup my MTB as a touring rig and began my cycle touring experience. Since last year I retraced the route I used to do and covered over 2000km. What I like about cycle...
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    I am finally living for myself. No longer scared of what others might think of me. It's the only way you can really get through your life the fullest. As I've gotten older I have...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 13-15, F Apr 7

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    or i will die trying... X3
    Oti91 Oti91 22-25, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    1. I have quite a fit body as my parents only let me eat healthy stuff and make me run every morning and evening 2. I like being controlled and have/had virtual masters that i...
    as7728 as7728 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    very well I will submit to this
    debs1978 debs1978 36-40, F 16 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Please! I'm bored! ouo I will answer them all!
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 13-15, F 6 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I will remember how you caught my eye You admired me Just when I thought no one was looking I will remember how you chased me Making me feel like a giddy school girl A feeling...
    musicilove musicilove 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I will I will I will I will. ok the last two days I have been so lazy and on EP too much but I'm still recovering from my parents visit. Excuses excuses. I will will i will...
    xSCARx xSCARx 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I will be strong, Even when I feel weak. I will not give up hope, Even when I see no light. I will not depend, Even when I feel as if I cannot go on. I will make myself better...
    AnimalsAreLife AnimalsAreLife 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Parallel blue lines, skipping the very top of course. White paper, red margin, college rule or wide rule? Doesn't seem too complex. Not too hard to picture or decide right? But...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 13-15, F Mar 25

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    One day, scissors will be for paper again. One day, razors will be for shaving again. One day, cutting will be for crafts again. One day, sadness will be temporary again. One day...
    llilith llilith 18-21, F Mar 26

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    I wonder if anyone will miss me when I am gone. Its something that I think about at all. Will anyone come to my funeral, will there even be a funeral. Will you hear a song on the...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    After being told on Wednesday that the doctors will no longer help my son because of possibilities that he might not live very long any way. It take emotional strength, inner...
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    I was doing some internet research for a friend of mine. An anonymous call has been placed to the DCS regarding her ability to raise her children. I read for several hours and what...
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    when you are sad and depressed, i will be here to put a smile on your face when you are angry and frustrated, i will be here to calm you down when you are hurt and in tears, i...
    LIZAMOONA LIZAMOONA 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    I want you to know that my love was 100% real and i will always love you that i know for sure whether your love was real or not i know mine was and always will be. I don't know why...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Apr 4

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    We are close knit family. I have a brother and a sister. I am the eldest brother. My sister is 11 years younger to me. When I was 14 , I lost my mother. My sister was hardly 3...
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    I Wonder!!! I wonder what will happen when the day returns to night! I wonder what will happen as one year follows the next! I wonder what will happen when my kids grow up and...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Mechscape is a bold like Runescape except it will be avant-garde and aimed at an earlier audience. Mechscape will be fabricated by Jagex, and is advised to appear out this spring...
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    My sister called and pretty much told me that my family will always remember my bad self and actions. In other words, no matter how much better I get I will never be able to rise...
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    You know it is funny when you realize that you will always be single Plenty of people insult me by telling me that I am just being... well whatever or that they are shocked or...
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    Sometimes you just gotta let go. You know in life we find things along the road that are sometimes obstacles preventing you from your destination. But thats all they are and ever...
    UnchartedOne UnchartedOne 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I will never judge anyone. I have done some things in my life I'm not proud of and so have many other people. I have no right to judge anyone so if you need help then msg me. I...
    BeefStromi BeefStromi 18-21, M Mar 18

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    I Will answer ANYTHING. Test your man/women hood and ask me any question dirty or clean I will answer truthfully
    THEJOKERSHARLEY THEJOKERSHARLEY 13-15, F 7 Responses Mar 18

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    My first love was amazing. We had met on facebook, we were strangers and had no clue of eachother. So we started talking and trying to get to know eachother. Then we would talk...
    dimplezzz111 dimplezzz111 13-15, F Mar 18

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    To the people that have been trying to message. I apologize for not replying, but I've been away for a while. Just a heads up, I will usually only be able to reply back to people...
    MyDearDiary MyDearDiary 16-17, F Mar 18

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    The Bible says that is the case and I believe it's Author, God who inspired men by means of holy spirit to pen the words at Revelation 21:4,5 and Psalms 37:10,11,29, and verse 37...
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    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Flutterby9812 Flutterby9812 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Yes I said it! Many are claiming that this company is a scam! okay, so to all you who think so, I will put MY money where YOUR mouth is! $1000 cash to anyone who can provide proof...
    mcateamgold mcateamgold 31-35, M Mar 23

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    I will always remember you because forgetting doesn't seem to be an option. Some things in life you can't change but can only move forward. I've discovered that it's okay to hold...
    CuriousAngelina CuriousAngelina 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I am a loner. I am lonely. I am all alone. I am a sociopath. I'm hostile to people and people are hostile to me. When I make friends they get quickly tired of me. I can be very...
    garagara garagara 16-17 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I'll own up to my mistake if the point was proven otherwise. I will apologize and will move on.
    Philli8807 Philli8807 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 24