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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 5 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I remember a couple of years ago I was waiting at a bus stop. Then an old man walked up next to me he had gray hair, which was combed over to the side he also had big round glasses...
    chickensoup17 chickensoup17 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Again, the selection is your own. However, every race has its own passive bonuses that may unlock over the amount. every has four bonus liabilities, as well as a sort of weapon or...
    mmogoogle mmogoogle 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    1. 19. I'm half maori from my dads side, part Scottish, Irish, and European from my mumma bear. I'm 164cm tall (or should I say short) and have been since 2010 2.i live in New...
    TaylaT21 TaylaT21 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Hmm. Lets see if ya'll can ask some new questions. I get asked the same stuff all the time ;^;. Please o please do not use this to ask me to trade pictures or cam. The answer to...
    nikarikeyo nikarikeyo 26-30, F 7 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Ask me I will answer anything .....
    chika94 chika94 18-21, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Getting prepared to brace for this Saturday cause I know after I hear the results it's goodbye to all hopes of playing a princess like Susan Egan, Sierra Boggess, Laura Osnes and...
    Starfishgirl Starfishgirl 26-30, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    since I am the last born, by many years apart.. I just realized. .. It will be hauntingly terrible. But who knows whats going to happen.
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 12 hrs ago

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    I know there are things I need to change about myself. I may be intense, irascible, unpleasant. I am also honest, caring, loyal, and unforgiving to those who cross me. I am me now...
    Handyman25 Handyman25 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    Yiss I will I only ask that personal questions go in the inbox Uhm random things I'll tell you to start with I love anime, cosplay, CLEAN rp, and drawing x3
    SqueakyRaveFox SqueakyRaveFox 16-17, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Ask me anything I will respond nothing is off limits.
    Magicfan1110 Magicfan1110 13-15, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    willing to play with anyone:););)
    owendawson9 owendawson9 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I will put three things I like about myself, to at least try to boost my confidence up.. I am: Hardworking, Determined, Warm-hearted :)
    hebrokemyheart99 hebrokemyheart99 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Any questions will be answered.
    basketballislife15 basketballislife15 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    And that is what brings me here. After spending years of not knowing what it is i want to do with my life i eventually found it was to make a difference in others. I have live a...
    LifesCoach LifesCoach 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    I won't. No matter if it takes me longer to Learn than everyone else or no matter anything. I will never give up and you can hold me to that.
    KellsThr13 KellsThr13 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    My daughter is getting bullied and I will not stand for it!!! I have zero tolerance when it comes to bullying and I found out that my daughter is getting bullied by another girl...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 17

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    Tis a rich and dreamy day, the kind of summer day that engulfs you and allows you to ride along with it. The sky is a delicate bride blue dotted deftly with low slung bleach white...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 7 Responses Jul 23

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    I refuse to give up on my girlfriend, my parents can try as hard as they want but I refuse to brake up with her, and her parents can try as hard as they want but I still will not...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Whitney Houston, I will never forget the beautiful, special, loyal, loving, funny, fun, smart, caring, giving, feisty, elegant, cool, brave, strong person you were. Not to make a...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I want a guy who I can be myself with. Who will text me throughout the day cuz he misses me. Who will want to call me anytime of the night just to hear my voice. Who will sing to...
    SkylarPurdy SkylarPurdy 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 4

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    I am being patient and improving myself since my gf broke up with me i have been going to the gym, checking to see what courses i want to study at the community college and make my...
    truededuction525 truededuction525 22-25, M Jul 5

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    ****/penis shots are rude and disrespectful so I just had to put my account on restriction. I can automatically ignore a man that I don't have to talk to without reading his...
    peacefullover peacefullover 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    trust is something to be earn, for some it takes an instant for others, weeks and some months.... I sadly am in the first category, I tend to trust to easily. I fell in the trap...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I came to the United States when I was 21 years old. I grew up in Sweden, a country known mainly for its socioeconomic policies and prosperous people. Marijuana is considered a...
    whrskrlo whrskrlo 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I keep repeating it. "I will." "I will." I will." I've almost convinced myself. Things are going to change. "They will." But something is going to happen. Something always...
    chels32 chels32 22-25, F Jul 8

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    In life there are people that will hurt us and cause us pain, but we must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges. In life there are mistakes we will make, but we must...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I hate I still miss you. I always will. You are the deepest love of my life. I know we will never get back together but I would do anything to try. We will never be left alone...
    AliEP AliEP 41-45 Jul 9

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    I will never ever ever forget about Whitney Houston. I want to make a holiday in her honor. My kids will know who she is. My daughter's middle name will actually be named after her...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jul 10

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    I realised how freedom from much anguish and pain comes, and many people might not like. Freedom comes from being thankful and content. I have struggled with my life because I saw...
    GodAlwaysLovesMe GodAlwaysLovesMe 18-21, M Jul 11

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    I will write this as I feel it, so if some parts seem crude or redundant, please, bear with me. We met, in the unlikeliest of places. Two people caught in the tangle of life...
    Akumakun Akumakun 22-25, M Jul 11

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    For 45 years I have been the emotional dumping ground for a mother who lacks the ability to love anyone. I have been groomed for this situation since birth. I have been an...
    antidote4toxicity antidote4toxicity 46-50, F Jul 12

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    in 6 months. I will have no income and my savings will be gone. I have applied to all kinds of jobs. I will lose my apartment. I will have to give my 2 cat's up for adoption...
    absolom absolom 36-40 6 Responses Jul 14

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    When I was nine years old, my mom needed time to "get back on her feet." She dropped me off at her friend's family in a small town, and fled to the city. She promised she would be...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 9 Responses Jul 14

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    Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near, far, wherever you...
    karianne5683 karianne5683 16-17, F Jul 15

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    I will not cry for your attention. I will not beg for your affection.. I will not ache to feel your love, your nurture and protection! These things would come freely if you truly...
    Wiltingflower Wiltingflower 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    third entry in my journal of pain, I kinda can't believe it's another Saturday already, it was a fast week, 3 down, 5 more to go, one last week of agony as things will be easier...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    Im posting this for the ones who hate god, who think god hates certain people, who think those of us who follow Jesus and gods word (bible) are fools. If you take the time to read...
    HeyIThappens HeyIThappens 18-21 Jul 19

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    I am completely miserable . I feel so alone and still things goes no better . my mom is upset of me and so do my stepfather . I lost them both and I will never gain their trust...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Be a Man and respect women ! A woman brought you into this world and you have no right to disrespect one . Guys , keep it simple ... Treat your girl the way you would want your...
    Sandy84b Sandy84b 26-30, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I been warped by the rain, driven by the snow I'm drunk and dirty don't ya know, and I'm still, willin' Out on the road late at night, Seen my pretty Alice in every head light...
    MFBG MFBG 61-65, M 4 days ago

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