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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 101 People

    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 4 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    I have to get myself out of this rut.

    It's been a year. It's high time I devote my energy, time, and passion to the truly important stuff. I can do this. I am so determined I have decided to count the days until I am flying.
    VinylEyes VinylEyes 70+, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    I am a complete open book. I believe one of the first steps to making friends is honesty and getting to know people on a personal level. I want my friends to know me no just know...
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    I will respect you as an adult. I will not tell you what to do. However, I also will not tell you anything to make you believe that I agree with you nor will I be your friend. I...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I always will. <3 greatest food ever.
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    This past week I've dealt with so much. I've been kicked while down plenty of times. I've been depressed for too long but now I feel like I can just relax. I'm alive right now. I...
    JayR95 JayR95 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    Replacing a worn-out or obsolete bathroom counter is a dramatic and fast approach to cleanup a bathroom. With a step-by-step method and a little planning, you are able to complete...
    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 15 hrs ago

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    1. Use a large trash can to store bulky sports equipment such as balls, football b... The storage and/or course can be among the most cluttered regions of the house. Several...
    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 15 hrs ago

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    I will be your agony aunt if u want me to x
    fmlfmlfml123 fmlfmlfml123 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    Ask anything that will wet my butterfly, i will answer; ultimately it will give total pleasure to my bf.
    smooch69 smooch69 18-21, F 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    What s more, this boss will spitfire around itself, the melee need avoid. Protection mode: when its personal is organic, toss toxins and start 4 wrench to stop http://www.fifa...
    c253561005 c253561005 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Trymyapps will hold an activity on facebook. As long as you upvote us, share our activity with your friends and leave your referral code,you will may have the chance to win $5...
    jessyung jessyung 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    This seems like the perfect place. I have so much on my mind...so many decisions facing me...so much I have done that I am ashamed of. I would do anything for the man I love...
    xxfallenwunxx xxfallenwunxx 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Most of them, obviously, will be way continuous than the ones you will have ready at a lot of your current and attempt, so you will have to get rid of them, one way or the other...
    b253561005 b253561005 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    yah, I've done that before! except i accidently send it, and the recipient was "not happy" to say the least! so, from now on, i shall vent on EP, instead. i dont want anymore...
    morganza504 morganza504 36-40 6 days ago

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    I will not write you a song For songs immortalize people, Lyrics preserve memories Melodies refresh feelings And I want to forget you Everything that made me smile Everything that...
    Asurina Asurina 18-21, F a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Day dreaming. I must be getting better I was singing yesterday morning and then I realised I hadn't sung for months. My son must be happy but I think he is in for a treat today as...
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F Aug 22

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    Your allies will accommodate abundant awning for the appointment to end quickly. You'll be brought aback to the present and will ascertain that Ishi is adequately aching up...
    fifafifa fifafifa 22-25, F Aug 21

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    I should get that tattooed on my forehead so I see it every morning. You know how many times I've given up? Way more times than I will ever vocally admit. I've quit so many...
    fitethemback fitethemback 18-21, F Aug 20

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    I know I will be "ok" in the end. and I know that it is "ok" not to be "okay". I know it will be ok. I know I will be ok. but, maybe I want to be more than ok.
    morganza504 morganza504 36-40 Aug 20

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    Lately I've noticed I have been typing shorter Stories on E.P. and have been a bit too satisfied with them for my own good. My Stories are typically composed of almost a dozen or...
    Jugemu Jugemu 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    when I joined "I will answer, anything".....forgive me for being mistaken that I would be asked valuable intelligent questions to satisfy "healthy" curiousity in order to offer...
    morganza504 morganza504 36-40 Aug 18

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    You wont win. I can't believe I was ready to give up. Getting "help", commiting suicide or continuing living, all seemed the same to me. So I actually started to believe there...
    Redstar86 Redstar86 26-30, M Aug 17

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    So I ve been going thru a situation with a relative. She is the type of person that would point fingers , judge and say really cruel things about a individual she will use what...
    XoxoJLN XoxoJLN 22-25, F Aug 16

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    I really need to be held and told everything will be alright at the moment. I was so damaged that it took me 43 years to finally fall in love for the first time. When I did, I...
    CarlaCal CarlaCal 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I swear I don't know why they allow people to have pitbulls. They are without a doubt the meanest, most vicious dog that ever roamed the face of the Earth. A couple of days ago I...
    natalie218 natalie218 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    You are so used to hurting me. I guess i like you too much to even hang around every hurt and pain you will cause me, just patiently waiting and hoping one day that you will give...
    EternallyEphemeral EternallyEphemeral 26-30, F Aug 14

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    Just for 2 months. Hindu month 'Shravan' is a holly month. Shravan is starting from tomorrow. After that month Bhadrapada will come. In that month, there is a Lord Ganesha's...
    Jms04 Jms04 18-21, M Aug 14

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    My stress will be the death of me I think. But then again I'm very accident prone so of course my clumsiness will probs kill me more than anything but when I was 17 I always...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Aug 14

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    I'm sure I will be though, the past has probably stopped my future from being truly great. Sure, it might end up being okay, but it will be tinged with disappointment and anxiety...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Aug 13

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    If you respect me, I will respect you. If you try to change me or make new change my mind, I will ignore you. I will not ask you for money. I will not beg you to date me. Don't...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F Aug 13

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