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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 84 People

    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 4 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    If you private message me, I will answer any question you want to ask me.
    Moonstripe1995 Moonstripe1995 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I will answer anything, so bring it on
    millxk29 millxk29 26-30, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Just send me a private message and I will answer any question you want to ask me. There are no limits to the questions.
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    Many things annoy, and this list could be much more detailed and extensive, but I find it best not to torture people with the boredom that is my rambling. 1. Improper grammar. We...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I cannot understand the words you say Just as I cannot understand the words you do not say Why are you so very far away from me speaking in my ear? Shine for me and color...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    These 20 things are not in any particular order other than whatever pops in my head at the time of writing this 1) People who dont use indicators when driving. One its really...
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    Menstrual cycle is defined as the days from the first day of a duration to the very first day of the next duration. In some women this cycle might vary and many women can have...
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    I will always be here for you. If I can not be online, than leave me a message and I will get back to you. I am always wanting to help, and willing to help anyone. I Love to help...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This experience is the very core of who I am. I gave up my very life to do what is right when I was 28. I chose the tough road instead of the easy road. I will tell you that most...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was on a ship lost at seaSailing the crystal waterUnder heavens eye looking down on meThe dark night gave birth to clouds in the cover aboveSprinkled cotton with diamonds looking...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had surgery once as a child and I didn't like having to have a general anaesthetic. I hated the idea of being helpless and unconscious. About a dozen years ago I had to have a...
    macmann macmann 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    Well for me being new to this, I'll tell you 10 things about myself. 1. I want to remain anonymous on here. I wanna express myself. So please, don't ask for me to reveal myself. I...
    NotMyselfHere NotMyselfHere 18-21, F Jun 26

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    Night's Gentle Embrace------(author's note: The original "Night's Gentle Embrace" is lost to time. It had appeared on here for a while and was loved by some dear friends lost...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 1 Response Jun 25

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    while being honest, I will do my best to answer and if I don't know, I will admit that too ;)
    shyguy369 shyguy369 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Will you sir/madam, be so kind to ask me a question? and I will answer as truthfully as I can to every singel question.
    Fenriis Fenriis 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 23

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    Will you sir/madam, be so kind to ask me a question? and I will answer as truthfully as I can to every singel question.
    Fenriis Fenriis 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 23

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    They say that every girl dreams about their prince or knight and shining armor, but I dream of someone that shows me what true love really means and I dream of him helping me grow...
    learningtobeatruechristian learningtobeatruechristian 16-17, F Jun 23

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    It feels like the time is coming closer when I will leave here. I think I will know when it's time to go....this website has been such a blessing, there are people I have met here...
    00FlyingHome 00FlyingHome 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    There are plenty of ways to choose a bridesmaid dress that everyone will love. Silhouette Choose a shape that flatters all of them. It is not an easy task, because some will be...
    flywishes flywishes 26-30, F Jun 22

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    I'm bored so ask questions I don't mind, idk if I will answer all (yes talking to you perverts) but I will try lol
    readytraveler readytraveler 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 22

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    I like to think I'm an open book. I guess we shall find out. I will make sure to answer honestly and tell you as much as I can(as long as it doesn't hurt me or anyone else) I will...
    bellafigueroa45 bellafigueroa45 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I wonder when our educational standards in India will match global standards.?When I was teaching.a parent of a student came to me with a request to increase his child's marks so...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 5 Responses Jun 22

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    I have a success story. I came from a dysfunctional co-dependent example of parents who hated their marriage, were trapped into thinking they could mend what was broken multiple...
    Anonymouscoast Anonymouscoast 22-25 Jun 22

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    1. I think I have mild synesthesia. 2. I wear glasses that are constantly loose and they always slip down my nose. It's annoying. 3. I have a dog. Her name is Jinxie and she's the...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 21

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    My love for him is unquestionable. The desire to be with him is a challenge. He accepts my gifts, he accepts sexual favors from me, and sometimes we talk. The question is, "Why are...
    AngelK2010 AngelK2010 22-25, F Jun 21

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    Im trusting that God will help me lose weight. This is not about anything more but finding normalcy and health. I know there are ppl that will love for me to stay in my rut but its...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Bring it on! Ask me anything! I will come up with an answer even if I dont know it! O will answer... ;?p
    DowngyvedDante DowngyvedDante 16-17, M Jun 20

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    I'm an open book and willing to share with anyone. Who knows, maybe it will lead to a nice conversation.
    bgood79 bgood79 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I have taken more than my fair share of physical, mental and emotional abuse over recent years...things that nobody should have to encounter. I have occasional lapses of self doubt...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 11 Responses Jun 20

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    Seems like a good way to pass the time, ask me anything and maybe it will start some conversation. A little about me. I just graduated high school. I am 18. I will be going to...
    ipurren ipurren 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 20

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    1. What would you name your future daughter? I have a son and I don't foresee having any more children. 2. Do you miss anyone? My fiancee. We are in different countries due to...
    KSPerson KSPerson 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    what do u do when you want something so bad, but know in your heart it will never happen? continuing hoping because its everything you want, even when it's breaking your heart? or...
    dkemama dkemama 31-35, F Jun 19

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    A poison to end the ache in my soul, a blade to sever the binds around my heart, a cloak to shelter me from the storm in my mind. Water so pure it will cleanse the dust from my...
    fadedgreyspirit fadedgreyspirit 26-30 Jun 19

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    I am only 20 but I feel like I will never find love. I see so many people my age that have long relationships and I feel like a total loser. I just had a break up... the...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 18

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