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I Will Conquer This Vicious Cycle I Am In

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    One Day

    One day,I hope,I'll conquer life,It's vicious cycles,Live again,Smile once more,And learn how to laugh.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    With My Feelings And Relationships With Other People..

    Huh I deal with depression, anxiety, and some other things. There are times where I go from angry to happy in 5 seconds and it's confusing for me, for anyone around me that has to deal with it. With the relationships with other people, they're never actual relationships...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    I Came From Nothing To The Possibility Of Something Amazing...

    New guy here. I left school with no education and went in to a spiral of drugs alcohol and finally overdosed... This was all before I had even turned 18. So it was time for a change! I left the alcohol and drugs behind as best as I could since I was addicted more or less...
    1312015C 1312015C 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Circle Be Damned..

    I'm going to wave a magic wand and turn it into a square then ram it off a cliff.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F May 5, 2012

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    Brain Cootie Ranching

     So...I get to juggle major depressive disorder, PTSD that flares into life-munching virulence, a probable case of ADD inattentive-or that's what it looks like, allergies, asthma, and chronic sinusitis...oh, and a tendency to binge eat.Put it all under the heading of "crap I...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 4 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    My Vicious Cycle

    I was an unhappy kid, uncomfortable in my body, feeling alone in my family.  My parents met my basic physical needs but not much else and I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  In my teens I put on loads of weight and felt v unhappy and depressed.  I...
    loopy210 loopy210 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2009

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    Cycles R Meant To Be Broken?

    I have always been abused in some form, but the only reason for that is because i have allowed it - subconsciously that is. Trust me - i have never wanted it willingly, however if u are reared with forms of abuse for years and years - u think that is how it is meant to be. I...
    Hertia Hertia 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    Ok. Umm. Cherry pepsi. Whoppers. Butterfingers. Pepperoni. Hot dog buns. Driving free from tickets. Truck still works. Still free. Still talking. Still...
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    London. 1902, Hours before Dawn---The rain came down in a non-sequential pattern. Muting as it had for centuries as it beat on the cobblestone streets below. It was intermittent...
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    This morning I noticed a much treasured EP member has gone. She was a friend although very briefly but she was incredibly brave and brutally honest and was an inspiration to many...
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    Ask me anything and I will do my best to answer
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    UNLESS it is absolutely necessary. Blocking is a very rare occurrence for me. I won't block just because I don't agree with you or find you a bit irritating for example. I will...
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    I will never take it back I will never wish we had not met I will never choose to miss the chance To be caught inside your net I will never want to skip this I will not even lose...
    BexAddiction BexAddiction 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I was looking at a web site that popped up to give men who think EP is a dating site an alternative but was surprised when this article popped up ,, maybe food for thought for both...
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    Ok, listen up and listen good... I WILL NOT share pictures. I WILL NOT give you persona.l details. I WILL NOT discuss subjects with you that I feel uncomfortable with. I WILL NOT...
    SensualPassionbbw SensualPassionbbw 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 3

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    i will go to school even though i know its a social institution and i will show love to all that i can and i will do my best to be kind and at ease with whatever may come my way no...
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    1. I am creative. 2. I am sensitive emotionally. 3. I am into details and can express myself really well, some say I am rather eloquent and articulate. 4. I am very friendly... it...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 5

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    There's so many things I want to tell you. I wish I had the courage to just say it and not make this note that only I will see. I'm not OK. I never will be OK. I've been damaged...
    drowninginsaltwater drowninginsaltwater 16-17, F Apr 6

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    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    This is how I feel about weddings. Weddings are intimate. They should be personal, not a grand show-off event of dress-up, show-up, who's invited, who's in attendance, who wore...
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    I will not run. I will hold my position. I will be here. I wait. Trust. I watch the fog surge below me in confusion. When it's time the fog will let the sunshine disperse In...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    By the time you read this, I will be gone. I will be lost to the Halls of History and time may one day forget me, but I leave this to you all and I hope you read carefully and don...
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    Goodbye cruel world I will greet again you in the morning. My alarm clock will play my favorite song, the sun will shine, but you will still be a cruel world. The bees will make...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    1- I will weigh 120 pounds by summer 2016 2- I'm 13 I'll be 14 by this summer. 3- I will have a good boyfriend by late 2015 to early 2016 4- I will get my GED at 16 6- I will...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    So drawing was my firsSo drawing was my first love.. I flunked in kindergarten yes you heard it right. Never been the class learner. I discovered a fashion magazine in junior...
    Heretorant Heretorant 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I am 100% convinced I will be a terrible parent. There will not be a day that goes by that I won't screw up in some way. I will mess any kids that I have so completely that they...
    Quellerosiel Quellerosiel 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    If you've never been with a man that has really and truly taken control of you, pay attention. If you really have that deep desire to know what its like to be dominated in the...
    ArchaicDupliCity ArchaicDupliCity 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Dear Morgan I'll never find someone else who'll be cute and caring and sweet and loving and pretty and funny and nice and perfect, noone else will ever have my heart because it's...
    MariKun MariKun 16-17, M Mar 25

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    Will I become numb? Just drift along this road, until its kills me? These feelings I mutter up, I don't want them! Weak, weaker, fragil. I might just break.... Spoken with...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M Mar 25

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    1 - I am Australian.2 - I am single.3 - My favourite singer is Anneke van Giersbergen.4 - My favourite groups are from the Netherlands and Finland.5 - I will watch a documentary on...
    lewis67 lewis67 46-50, M Apr 3

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    Well here I am reading stories about people that smoke and I beleive are scare to quit ...I know many smokers think and understand that is a very hard process to go through...it...
    irahc irahc 36-40, F Apr 15

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    Go out today and find someone you can talk to. You can do it here in a private message, on the phone, in a text or in person. Tell them you are there for them when and if they...
    Jamestone73 Jamestone73 41-45, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    1. This is like my 5th post in this group.. 2. I joined EP on Valentines day 2014.. How depressing.. 3. I'm overprotective about the ones I care about 4. I've got the social skills...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    you were the one that kept me going... I was gathering the strength to leave this country because of you, and try to fight for a "us". But that will never happen... and you will...
    DiamondArmada DiamondArmada 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Appreciate your life ;) Like seriously, this is your life! Live it to its fullest. Yes, you will make mistakes, but so will the rest. Don't try to be perfect. There's no such...
    neverendingfairytale neverendingfairytale 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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