I Will Disappear and Be Forgotten

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    Well... not right now mind ya. So those who came wanting to see a magic trick, forget it. lol I don't exactly wanna disappear though, my family will freak out, hell I'm freakin out just thinking bout it ahhhhh!! Dying a natural death is fine by me, natural meaning falls...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine
    31-35, F
    15 Responses Mar 2, 2011

    people dont notice me,

    or really see me for who I am. people dont care. everyone Will forget me when I go
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2015

    Of Course!

    Who's here to stay forever? We all have to go.
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    Sep 25, 2010

    If I don't end up dead in a few years,

    I want to be a wanderer someday. Save up enough money to travel and leave the urban world, and just learn martial arts and ways of living and culture from other countries. I think I may have been inspired a bit too much by Ryu from Street Fighter, but him as a wandering warrior...
    GoGoTomago GoGoTomago
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 1, 2015

    I prefer if people I know in person forget I

    exist at all. I just slowly stop talking to them, and eventually they move on. I just feel better without the obligation I have to them because we're friends. I don't know how to talk to them, and so I just end up having bad memories of them, where I'm uncomfortable and unhappy...
    ShadowAmI ShadowAmI
    16-17, F
    Dec 20, 2015

    As Most Of Us Would Eventually Be

    and be lost in the mists of time like tears falling in the rain
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 6, 2013

    Someday

    It will definately happen! I will dissappear and never be seen again when my time comes! Till then you are all stuck with me!
    carriewpd carriewpd
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 4, 2010

    Nobody Gets Out Of This Life Alive

    In fact, no male in my direct line of ancestry has lived to be more than 12 years older than I am now. A few people among my family & friends will remember me for a little while...but soon enough they will also be gone. My life has not been spectacular, and will not be recorded...
    Dragon56 Dragon56
    61-65, M
    Mar 10, 2011

    My Dream As Well.

    I know in the logical part of my mind that it is not possible for me to just disappear, and that my kids will not forget that I was once a part of their life. But, oh how the thoughts fill my every hope and dream! I dwell upon the fantasy while carefully and secretly laying out...
    TaniToo TaniToo
    36-40
    1 Response Aug 24, 2009

    It happens all the time,

    i make a friend, they make a excused to leave, and then they never come back, or they dont remember me, so im gonna stop trying to make friends...
    RosesAndRazors RosesAndRazors
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    I was outside today..

    ...I was walking past guys who beat me up but.....as they came over to beat me up.....I went insane tor s minute.....
    sophiematthews2296 sophiematthews2296
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    making it all easier.

    .. have fun....
    WentAway WentAway
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2015

    Somedays I think it'll be the autopsy

    before I find out I'm dead
    Ishapian Ishapian
    36-40, M
    Jul 1, 2015

    Dust To Dust

     but the only thing any of us can hope for is that we have somehow made an impact.it dosen` t have to be a big one,on someone`s life.to have somehow helped them or imprinted a strength that can not be taken away.as with the mountains .that will last their hole life.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    1 Response Jan 26, 2010

    Bye.

    I no longer have a name.... I know what I have to do. I'm not an important person, period. I'm not someone who can make a severely deep impact on anyone. I'm not someone anyone could ever truly fall in love with. Not in this lifetime, I'm not. I'm not good enough for most people...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 18, 2013

    Tribute

    Almost everyone is remembered by someone.  We live in the minds of everyone we ever really met, even if that meeting was only a glance.  Years ago on two occasions I met people that were completely out of their mind because of despair as a result of war and misery...
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    4 Responses Apr 24, 2010

    Just tired of always messing up

    and saying stupid things. It's gonna happen sooner or later right though. I might as well just make it happen now... I am logging out of everything and I won't hurt you again... I am so sorry for what I said to you and I know I can't take it back, I would if I could.... Now you...
    WentAway WentAway
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 3
    WentAway WentAway
    18-21, F
    Jan 3

    It's True!

    but i'm noht the only one, almost everyone will at one point...unless... you somehow managed to change history.... good luck to everyone trying to do that. i think i'll give it a shot even though i know... im gonna be working with a probable success rate that will only be like...
    Doxtah Doxtah
    26-30, M
    Sep 8, 2011

    there's no "trouble" curiosity overkill is

    considered abuse NOT SO.....we are each survivalist no right or wrong (and then there were NONE)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 31, 2015

    Will There Ever Be Peace?

    I feel the only way to have to have peace, is to have no opinions, to mindlessly agree and grovel. Do you not know me? Have I ever been able to be that way? I understand that all this heartache is my fault. I screwed up! Not you. If I ever thought I might forget, I wouldn't have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2011

    I am the life of the party

    although as soon as I am gone its like I'm a ghost and no one even remembers me or what I did
    Chrissipher Chrissipher
    31-35, M
    Jun 30, 2015

    Invisible

    Nobody notices me as I walk by in the hallways. Its like I'm not really there- An invisible whisper of frigid air, Brushing past all the blank stares and book-bags. They see me, I think. Its probably hard not to, Wrapped up in the darkness of night as I am. And they all sprout...
    Standing4life Standing4life
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2012

    Honestly don't care anyway.

    No one cares about me anyway. So it's not like it's gonna matter.
    Yourfavnextdoor Yourfavnextdoor
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 3
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 30, 2015
    kimlys kimlys
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 22

    the way im feeling right

    now I think I could fade away and nobody would notice
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2015
    ElSabre101 ElSabre101
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 5

    I believe that, while WE may seem rather

    infinitesimal and insignificant when compared to the grandeur of the UNIVERSE We are so very PRECIOUS and INTERCONNECTED (to the source and to each other) And that makes us INFINITE & ETERNAL :D (This is not paradoxical ) Ergo, I will never disappear :D !
    Lunadelobos Lunadelobos
    41-45
    Jan 21

    Replaceable

    i will disappear and be forgotten.i am easily replaceable.............
    freeangel freeangel
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2010

    Yup That Is Me....

    I am just basically a fragment of everyone's imingation. I am basically here till my time is up, which I hope will be sometime soon. I am bond to be forgotten, as if I was never even here to begin with. So its just a matter of time.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Aug 24, 2009

    I always considered myself a good friend.

    I'd do anything for anyone. Now that I'm in need I have been forgotten. I am alone. I wonder if I slit my wrists & died if anyone would miss me.
    gatorgirl013 gatorgirl013
    41-45, F
    Jul 1, 2015

    I'm Afraid Too... But Aren't We All?

    I never realized it until that moment. It just hit me, like a bullet or a highspeed train wreck; I was never going to be remembered. Of course, people say I will. People say EVERYONE will be remembered. 'he was such a good man... He's in our hearts' 'what an amazing...
    Chocolategamer23 Chocolategamer23
    18-21
    1 Response Aug 24, 2009

    Sad, But True!

    Many will pass through life unnoticed and that's what scares me. I am the type of person that want to be known and not forgotten so easily! I want to make it a better day and world for myself and others while I am still here!
    SilverJackal SilverJackal
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 24, 2010

    Scars And Secrets Part 3

      CHAPER 3 I awoke with Sarah’s hands entwined within my hair, her eyes closed and drool seeping from her mouth. I couldn’t help but to smile, I gently wiped her mouth with my index finger. I wiped her spit on my jacket, she awoke and looked drowsy. “I’m sorry I...
    HelloHailey HelloHailey
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2011

    My Name Should Be Forgotton Angel....

    My name should be Forgotton Angel, because that is what I am. Here when seen, but once I am out of sight, I am out of mine, and I will be forever forgotton, like I was never really here...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 21, 2010

    Aching Heart

    It sure looks that way for me and one of my top EP friends.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 26, 2010

    The Loneliest Path

    I walked down this path alone; it is the road to loneliness.  I know that no one cares and no one searches for me here. I have so many words that are trapped within my mind as a take step after step down this barren path.  Sorrow fills my heart as I walk deeper into the abyss...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    29 Responses Mar 10, 2011

    Well, technically we all will,

    whether you believe it or not. One day we'll all be gone, and eventually there won't be anybody left to remember any of us. Perhaps an AI or something will be developed soon that'd transfer our consciousness into machines or something, thus letting us "live" out millions or...
    LoquaciouslyLucid LoquaciouslyLucid
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jan 3

    LOL Throw Me In The Ground And Forget

    I don't see any reason why I will be remembered for very long after I'm dead. Outside my family and friends. I'm not going to be infermous, I'm not going to invent anything probably, I'm not going to movie or pop star. I'm just going to live my life around friends, family and...
    Iain321 Iain321
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 20, 2013

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    Apr 21
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    StephanieDan StephanieDan
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 21
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    cherryxblossom cherryxblossom
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20
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    51-55, M
    4 Responses Apr 20
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 20
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    22-25, F
    Apr 20
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    31-35, M
    Apr 20
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    18-21, M
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