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I Will Disappear and Be Forgotten

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    I'm Afraid Too... But Aren't We All?

    I never realized it until that moment. It just hit me, like a bullet or a highspeed train wreck; I was never going to be remembered. Of course, people say I will. People say EVERYONE will be remembered. 'he was such a good man... He's in our hearts' 'what an amazing...
    Chocolategamer23 Chocolategamer23 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    $15.99

    Well... not right now mind ya. So those who came wanting to see a magic trick, forget it. lol I don't exactly wanna disappear though, my family will freak out, hell I'm freakin out just thinking bout it ahhhhh!! Dying a natural death is fine by me, natural meaning falls...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine 31-35, F 15 Responses Mar 2, 2011

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    Almost everyone is remembered by someone.  We live in the minds of everyone we ever really met, even if that meeting was only a glance.  Years ago on two occasions I met people that were completely out of their mind because of despair as a result of war and misery...
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 4 Responses Apr 24, 2010

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    The Loneliest Path

    I walked down this path alone; it is the road to loneliness.  I know that no one cares and no one searches for me here. I have so many words that are trapped within my mind as a take step after step down this barren path.  Sorrow fills my heart as I walk deeper into the abyss...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 30 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    Yup That Is Me....

    I am just basically a fragment of everyone's imingation. I am basically here till my time is up, which I hope will be sometime soon. I am bond to be forgotten, as if I was never even here to begin with. So its just a matter of time.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 24, 2009

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    Of Course!

    Who's here to stay forever? We all have to go.
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 25, 2010

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    Scars And Secrets Part 3

      CHAPER 3 I awoke with Sarah’s hands entwined within my hair, her eyes closed and drool seeping from her mouth. I couldn’t help but to smile, I gently wiped her mouth with my index finger. I wiped her spit on my jacket, she awoke and looked drowsy. “I’m sorry I...
    HelloHailey HelloHailey 13-15, F Mar 7, 2011

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    As Most Of Us Would Eventually Be

    and be lost in the mists of time like tears falling in the rain
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 6, 2013

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    Bye.

    I no longer have a name.... I know what I have to do. I'm not an important person, period. I'm not someone who can make a severely deep impact on anyone. I'm not someone anyone could ever truly fall in love with. Not in this lifetime, I'm not. I'm not good enough for most people...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 18, 2013

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    Someday

    It will definately happen! I will dissappear and never be seen again when my time comes! Till then you are all stuck with me!
    carriewpd carriewpd 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2010

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    Invisible

    Nobody notices me as I walk by in the hallways. Its like I'm not really there- An invisible whisper of frigid air, Brushing past all the blank stares and book-bags. They see me, I think. Its probably hard not to, Wrapped up in the darkness of night as I am. And they all sprout...
    Standing4life Standing4life 18-21, F Apr 23, 2012

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    My Name Should Be Forgotton Angel....

    My name should be Forgotton Angel, because that is what I am. Here when seen, but once I am out of sight, I am out of mine, and I will be forever forgotton, like I was never really here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 21, 2010

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    It's True!

    but i'm noht the only one, almost everyone will at one point...unless... you somehow managed to change history.... good luck to everyone trying to do that. i think i'll give it a shot even though i know... im gonna be working with a probable success rate that will only be like...
    Doxtah Doxtah 26-30, M Sep 8, 2011

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    Sad, But True!

    Many will pass through life unnoticed and that's what scares me. I am the type of person that want to be known and not forgotten so easily! I want to make it a better day and world for myself and others while I am still here!
    SilverJackal SilverJackal 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2010

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    LOL Throw Me In The Ground And Forget

    I don't see any reason why I will be remembered for very long after I'm dead. Outside my family and friends. I'm not going to be infermous, I'm not going to invent anything probably, I'm not going to movie or pop star. I'm just going to live my life around friends, family and...
    Iain321 Iain321 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 20, 2013

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    My Dream As Well.

    I know in the logical part of my mind that it is not possible for me to just disappear, and that my kids will not forget that I was once a part of their life. But, oh how the thoughts fill my every hope and dream! I dwell upon the fantasy while carefully and secretly laying out...
    TaniToo TaniToo 36-40 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    Dust To Dust

     but the only thing any of us can hope for is that we have somehow made an impact.it dosen` t have to be a big one,on someone`s life.to have somehow helped them or imprinted a strength that can not be taken away.as with the mountains .that will last their hole life.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Jan 26, 2010

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    Will There Ever Be Peace?

    I feel the only way to have to have peace, is to have no opinions, to mindlessly agree and grovel. Do you not know me? Have I ever been able to be that way? I understand that all this heartache is my fault. I screwed up! Not you. If I ever thought I might forget, I wouldn't have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    Replaceable

    i will disappear and be forgotten.i am easily replaceable.............
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    With Any Luck.

    It feels like it would be better if I did disappear and be forgotten. I don't know. But over time all memory of me will vanish anyway, so I guess it'll work out that way too :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    Nobody Gets Out Of This Life Alive

    In fact, no male in my direct line of ancestry has lived to be more than 12 years older than I am now. A few people among my family & friends will remember me for a little while...but soon enough they will also be gone. My life has not been spectacular, and will not be recorded...
    Dragon56 Dragon56 56-60, M Mar 10, 2011

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    Aching Heart

    It sure looks that way for me and one of my top EP friends.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 26, 2010

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    To tell the truth I really don't know who I am, I'm still look for ME and every step I take it slowly fades away, maybe I'm not on the right path or something. It all started in...
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    It really ****** me off when people just disappear without saying anything when you're in the middle of a conversation. I know things happen and it's unavoidable sometimes.... lots...
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    I want to disappear Gone with the wind- Simply so light, Carried far, very far Don't look at me that way As I drag this blade across my skin These scars hide the real me The...
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    If I don't log on for a while then I'm probably on a bit of a hiatus and taking my time to recharge to be at my best for my friends later on. But if I fully disappear from your...
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I lived a life where I felt no one ever truly loved me, except for one person, my grandmother. And I remember one thing that I always keep with me til the day I die and maybe even...
    Regretalot Regretalot 61-65, F 2 days ago

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    AwesomePossum17 AwesomePossum17 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    ModifiedMamaofTwo ModifiedMamaofTwo 16-17, F Nov 9

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    ...mostly because I'm looked at as one of the guys, a friend, or not at all. Every guy I know or date ends up just seeing me as another buddy, someone to have a cold one with and...
    themissmoxie themissmoxie 26-30, F 7 Responses Nov 11

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    I saw YES this summer! Chris Squire is STILL SCARY GOOD as a bass player and Steve Howe hasn't forgotten ANY of the notes!! 😀
    Gentletickler Gentletickler 46-50, M Nov 9

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    In this specific order: 1. Greedy rich people 2. Greedy poor people 3. Politicians 4. Power-seeking people 5. Techno, trance, dubstep and such 6. Over-emotional-irrational people...
    AlenB AlenB 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    Im so tired of being snapped at by everybody. My family..my friends. Everyone takes their "bad days" out on me ans im sick of it. Im tired of giving my all to people and having a...
    keribarry keribarry 13-15, F Nov 12

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    Once I'm gone, I will truly be happy.
    cloudsalazar cloudsalazar 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I want to disappear and see if anyone notices
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    How sad is it that I fell in love with the one person who makes me feel my lowest. I want you to disappear, but only if you can take with you all the memories that you have given...
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    With a few exceptions... Everything is pretty much game with me!!! I love being adventurous!!! How else are am I going to enjoy life if I am not willing to try new things?????
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