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    The Loneliest Path

    I walked down this path alone; it is the road to loneliness.  I know that no one cares and no one searches for me here. I have so many words that are trapped within my mind as a take step after step down this barren path.  Sorrow fills my heart as I walk deeper into the abyss...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 30 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    making it all easier.

    .. have fun....
    IWillGo IWillGo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2015

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    I'm Afraid Too... But Aren't We All?

    I never realized it until that moment. It just hit me, like a bullet or a highspeed train wreck; I was never going to be remembered. Of course, people say I will. People say EVERYONE will be remembered. 'he was such a good man... He's in our hearts' 'what an amazing...
    Chocolategamer23 Chocolategamer23 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2009

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    IWillGo IWillGo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    It happens all the time,

    i make a friend, they make a excused to leave, and then they never come back, or they dont remember me, so im gonna stop trying to make friends...
    RosesAndRazors RosesAndRazors 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2015

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    there's no "trouble" curiosity overkill is

    considered abuse NOT SO.....we are each survivalist no right or wrong (and then there were NONE)
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F Oct 31, 2015

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    I always considered myself a good friend.

    I'd do anything for anyone. Now that I'm in need I have been forgotten. I am alone. I wonder if I slit my wrists & died if anyone would miss me.
    gatorgirl013 gatorgirl013 41-45, F Jul 1, 2015

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    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M Jan 21

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    I prefer if people I know in person forget I

    exist at all. I just slowly stop talking to them, and eventually they move on. I just feel better without the obligation I have to them because we're friends. I don't know how to talk to them, and so I just end up having bad memories of them, where I'm uncomfortable and unhappy...
    ShadowAmI ShadowAmI 16-17, F Dec 20, 2015

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    Honestly don't care anyway.

    No one cares about me anyway. So it's not like it's gonna matter.
    Yourfavnextdoor Yourfavnextdoor 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    the way im feeling right

    now I think I could fade away and nobody would notice
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 30, 2015

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    $15.99

    Well... not right now mind ya. So those who came wanting to see a magic trick, forget it. lol I don't exactly wanna disappear though, my family will freak out, hell I'm freakin out just thinking bout it ahhhhh!! Dying a natural death is fine by me, natural meaning falls...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine 31-35, F 15 Responses Mar 2, 2011

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    My Name Should Be Forgotton Angel....

    My name should be Forgotton Angel, because that is what I am. Here when seen, but once I am out of sight, I am out of mine, and I will be forever forgotton, like I was never really here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 21, 2010

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    If I don't end up dead in a few years,

    I want to be a wanderer someday. Save up enough money to travel and leave the urban world, and just learn martial arts and ways of living and culture from other countries. I think I may have been inspired a bit too much by Ryu from Street Fighter, but him as a wandering warrior...
    GoGoTomago GoGoTomago 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 1, 2015

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    Almost everyone is remembered by someone.  We live in the minds of everyone we ever really met, even if that meeting was only a glance.  Years ago on two occasions I met people that were completely out of their mind because of despair as a result of war and misery...
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 4 Responses Apr 24, 2010

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    LOL Throw Me In The Ground And Forget

    I don't see any reason why I will be remembered for very long after I'm dead. Outside my family and friends. I'm not going to be infermous, I'm not going to invent anything probably, I'm not going to movie or pop star. I'm just going to live my life around friends, family and...
    Iain321 Iain321 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 20, 2013

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    Bye.

    I no longer have a name.... I know what I have to do. I'm not an important person, period. I'm not someone who can make a severely deep impact on anyone. I'm not someone anyone could ever truly fall in love with. Not in this lifetime, I'm not. I'm not good enough for most people...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 18, 2013

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    Aching Heart

    It sure looks that way for me and one of my top EP friends.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 26, 2010

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    Everything, every experience,

    every feeling, every person is transient. It all ebbs and flows through time in our lives until eventually we become no more ourselves. Not even a memory.
    Idolovemostofyourthoughts Idolovemostofyourthoughts 26-30, F 13 Responses Dec 8, 2015

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    I'm so... afraid... I'm

    so afraid that I will simply vanish... poof, in both the physical and mental sense... I'm gonna be forgotten about everyone is gonna move on and that's it for me... my memories die along with my body, and none of my work will be appreciated, acknowledged, or even noticed... I'm...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M Dec 6, 2015

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    Well, technically we all will,

    whether you believe it or not. One day we'll all be gone, and eventually there won't be anybody left to remember any of us. Perhaps an AI or something will be developed soon that'd transfer our consciousness into machines or something, thus letting us "live" out millions or...
    LoquaciouslyLucid LoquaciouslyLucid 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    Somedays I think it'll be the autopsy

    before I find out I'm dead
    Ishapian Ishapian 36-40, M Jul 1, 2015

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    Someday

    It will definately happen! I will dissappear and never be seen again when my time comes! Till then you are all stuck with me!
    carriewpd carriewpd 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2010

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    Just tired of always messing up

    and saying stupid things. It's gonna happen sooner or later right though. I might as well just make it happen now... I am logging out of everything and I won't hurt you again... I am so sorry for what I said to you and I know I can't take it back, I would if I could.... Now you...
    IWillGo IWillGo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I believe that, while WE may seem rather

    infinitesimal and insignificant when compared to the grandeur of the UNIVERSE We are so very PRECIOUS and INTERCONNECTED (to the source and to each other) And that makes us INFINITE & ETERNAL :D (This is not paradoxical ) Ergo, I will never disappear :D !
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 1 Response Jan 21

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    Strawberrygiggles Strawberrygiggles 46-50, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2015

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    Invisible

    Nobody notices me as I walk by in the hallways. Its like I'm not really there- An invisible whisper of frigid air, Brushing past all the blank stares and book-bags. They see me, I think. Its probably hard not to, Wrapped up in the darkness of night as I am. And they all sprout...
    Standing4life Standing4life 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    I am the life of the party

    although as soon as I am gone its like I'm a ghost and no one even remembers me or what I did
    Chrissipher Chrissipher 31-35, M Jun 30, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 30, 2015

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    Will There Ever Be Peace?

    I feel the only way to have to have peace, is to have no opinions, to mindlessly agree and grovel. Do you not know me? Have I ever been able to be that way? I understand that all this heartache is my fault. I screwed up! Not you. If I ever thought I might forget, I wouldn't have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    As Most Of Us Would Eventually Be

    and be lost in the mists of time like tears falling in the rain
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 6, 2013

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    people dont notice me,

    or really see me for who I am. people dont care. everyone Will forget me when I go
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 1, 2015

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    People don't notice me in the real world.

    I have things to say, I post nice photos online, I let people know what is going in my life etc... Sure, I'm noticed online, but honestly, I'd be noticed in the real world, being noticed online is only nice to an extent, it's quite hollow really. I'm somebody who people have...
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M Jul 1, 2015

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    if the greats can be forgotten in an instant.

    ... what chance do I stand ? who lives, who dies, who tells your story...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6, 2015

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    I was outside today..

    ...I was walking past guys who beat me up but.....as they came over to beat me up.....I went insane tor s minute.....
    sophiematthews2296 sophiematthews2296 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2015

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    Yup That Is Me....

    I am just basically a fragment of everyone's imingation. I am basically here till my time is up, which I hope will be sometime soon. I am bond to be forgotten, as if I was never even here to begin with. So its just a matter of time.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 24, 2009

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    ElSabre101 ElSabre101 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's True!

    but i'm noht the only one, almost everyone will at one point...unless... you somehow managed to change history.... good luck to everyone trying to do that. i think i'll give it a shot even though i know... im gonna be working with a probable success rate that will only be like...
    Doxtah Doxtah 26-30, M Sep 8, 2011

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    With Any Luck.

    It feels like it would be better if I did disappear and be forgotten. I don't know. But over time all memory of me will vanish anyway, so I guess it'll work out that way too :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    kimlys kimlys 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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