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I Will Disappear Someday

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    I think my brother and I were born different somehow. I don't feel like we fit into this world, this society. Maybe it's because he's schizophrenic and I'm just odd. But there's something different about us. He's agreed with me so far. Someday, we're going to take the car...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T May 5, 2010

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    “i Will Disappear Someday”

        Some day I will Disappear. Some day, I will not log into Ep, and soon after that, I will forget all about Ep. I know its going to happen, I am not sure when its going to happen, or how its going to happen. It can be next week, next month, or in the next 1...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 21, 2010

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    Disappear

    One day, maybe one day soon. I, along with all that has accompanied me here will be gone. I've tried to think of reasons why I shouldn't but all I have found are the reasons I should. I am nothing more than a spec of dust to this world. I exist but I am too...
    college101 college101 31-35, F 9 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    Its Just Business, Dont Take It Personally

    It'll happen soon enough... You know when you finally smile and find you're happiness out of the worst of situation or when i help you solve whatever problem you need to be solved... and when that happens i'll slowly disappear from your life. Trust me, Its not that i don't want...
    Kzinlove Kzinlove 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    Sometimes Life Gets You Down.

    a person can only handle so much before they break. everything goes dark and your body aches with depression. someday i'm going to break and just run away. i'm gonna run so far away that i won't be able to turn back!
    Armywifestrong2012 Armywifestrong2012 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2012

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    Someday....

    Someday, I will disapear, and it would be like I was not even here, and I am not talking about in the Ep sense, but in the life sense. one of these days, I will go my own way, and do what I gotta do, and than one day, I will disapear. Its bound to happen, I can't avoid it, I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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