I Will Make It On My Own

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    I Can Do It Alone, Probably

    I have no friends, just family.  I don't want to tell my family what's wrong, so I have nobody and I can deal with it.  I can work things out in my own mind.  It will be okay.  I hope. 
    cranbudz cranbudz
    22-25, F
    Nov 29, 2009

    ~ Not Because I Want to ~

    ~ But because I must. I just like knowing that I can. I will & to H*ll with the nay sayers. Heehee!! I may not do it gracefully, in fact I suspect, it's gonna be messy as all getout, but it will be all me & that's priceless. At least it is to me. ~
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 14, 2009

    Yes I Can!!

    Over the last 3 years i've lost my mom, dad, ex bf of 8 yrs, moved out of our beautiful home into a 1 bdrm apt, left behind my two dogs and i don't have a car. i can't lie and say life has been good but i'm still here! I'm going to make it, without the encouragment and...
    waltermitty waltermitty
    26-30, F
    Mar 17, 2009

    Adultry

    After 19 yrs with my husband, im left devastated after i caught him out, he has been having an affair for the last year. I threw him out 3 weeks ago and am trying to get my life back on track but am finding it hard as i still do love him, BUT, am determined to make it on my own.
    peppy69 peppy69
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2009

    It is me against the world.

    You can sit there and judge me but I will never let you in. I am such a nightmare and a disaster that is what they always say to me !!!
    Katt007 Katt007
    18-21, F
    Feb 22, 2015

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