I Will Never Be Good Enough For Anything

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    Derealization:Gift And Curse

    Hey guy's first story bear with me. I'm 32 and had an extremely difficult life because of my mothers choices as well as my own. I got started in drugs at 15 and by 17 I lost my mind and identity completely from doing too much acid. Then,since it was very hard to cope with my...
    existential45 existential45
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2013

    My mother literally just told me how much I

    suck at everything. She told me how ugly I am. She told me how dumb I am. She told me how unathletic I am. She told me how much of a loser I am. She thinks anyone who isn't in the popular group is weird, so me and my (few) friends are weird. She thinks I have adhd because im so...
    hayhayitskatayy hayhayitskatayy
    26-30, F
    Apr 12, 2014

    Truth

    The truth always hurts no matter how much you hide it. It always shows in your eyes. All the chill runs through your heart. You complain it's a lie but deep down you know that their right. Deep down your afraid it's the truth. Your afraid that they know something you don't.
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Oct 13, 2010

    More Like....

    Its not that I am not good for anything, its more like, I won't be good for anyone more than anything. I mean, I do things well sometimes and everything, however, I feel like its never going to be good enough for anyone. BroknWings
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 25, 2009

    How did I let myself get this low

    why did I let myself fall inlove with someone that's destroyed every bit of self esteem I have at only seventeen I'm broken I'm lost I'm scared I wish I could be someone else one of those girls that are so skinny and pretty perfection I hate the way I look I hate myself so much...
    Mad1996 Mad1996
    18-21, F
    Mar 20, 2014

    I Am My Own Worst Enemy

    Sure, there's all this pressure from peers, magazines, the media in general. But what are you supposed to do if you're harshest critic is yourself? No, I don't think I will ever be good enough for anyone else, that's been made obvious for the last 18 years. But it's even harder...
    JustCantUnderstand JustCantUnderstand
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 21, 2011

    Never

    I have never been good enough for anyone, or anything. I have never been someone who can do anything, and no matter what I do, its never good enough for anyone, or anything. Its not that I am not good for anything, its more like, I won't be good for anyone more than...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2009

    Family Betrayl Was A Sucker Punch

    Found out a few days ago that my grandma was talking crap about me to my brother's girlfriend when they were visiting with her last month. Not only did I find out that she's been thinking all of these things since I was just a little kid, but I found out from someone my grandma...
    JustCantUnderstand JustCantUnderstand
    18-21
    Jul 26, 2011

    Waiting In The Distance

    I'm still waiting. Waiting for someone to be okay with me just being me. Waiting for someone to not care that I'm not perfect. Whenever someone's feeling down about a lack of friendship, a relationship, or the fact that life isn't going exactly as planned, the response is always...
    JustCantUnderstand JustCantUnderstand
    18-21
    Dec 7, 2011

    Nope

    i criticize myself. im too fat, even though i dont weigh much. sometimes just because a person looks like they have it good doesnt always mean that they do. I hate hiding, but most of the time you have to since nobody really even cares about you meaning me. Nobody ever really...
    oreo20 oreo20
    18-21
    Jul 2, 2013

    For My Dad...and Everyone

    I mean i have my flaws and all that imperfections but i work so hard. I try to get all A's in school but i dont even think that is good enough.... i need to be better.... i try finding aproving boyfriends.... but he finds a flaw. he may say a few complements but rarely do i...
    theshortloud1 theshortloud1
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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