I Will Never Forgive Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    You Were Innocent And I Was Terribly Weak

    The date 2/22/92 is a moment in time that will be forever ingrained in my heart.  Every year, I pummel myself inside and out for a huge mistake I made.  There were many, many reasons why I did what I did, but nothing is strong enough to lift the guilt I feel now and the...
    KatCater KatCater
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2011

    I was so stupid now my life is in ruins.

    . There is no picking up the pieces. My life is over and I'm the only one to blame
    monicascott monicascott
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 28, 2015

    ~darren~

    ~I cant stop thinking of Darren, he was my good friend many years ago when I was a hardcore heroine user~Heres the story, he was young, younger than me by some 8 years, a baby. He had massive issues at home with alcoholic parents and violence and ended up hanging with the wrong...
    tinksie tinksie
    31-35, F
    Feb 24, 2011

    In high school I had bad depression.

    I had no idea what to do with myself or how i really felt. There were 2 guys. Guy 1: i ended up dating for a couple weeks and i knew it wouldn't work because we didn't want each other for the right reasons. He wanted sex, i wanted someone to cuddle whilst i figured out what i...
    emmysauraus emmysauraus
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2014

    Bad Person Throughout

    i have been such a terrible husband and have never forgiven myself for what i have put my wife through,want her to be happy with someone else as i do not make her happy,just wreck her life,pray each night that i have a heart attack or die in my sleep but alas it never happens...
    tony147 tony147
    46-50
    1 Response Jul 1, 2008

    Even when I think I can,

    I can't. I will never forgive myself for ******* up. for the actions that resulted in losing you. I will hate myself forever. you're the best thing in my life. and for pushing you away, my punishment is to be depressed for the rest of my life and love alone until the day I die...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2015

    i ******* hate myself .

    ..i hate myself i hate myself i hate myseeeeeeeelf....why why why why why why why why why ******* whyyyyyyyyyyy.......im a loser and always will be...im a ******* stupid idiot
    LegendBattles LegendBattles
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015
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