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I Will Never Get Over My Past

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    It Can Be Done - I had an experience when I was 7 years old, which although it could have been a lot worse, was very traumatic for me at the time. I got over it when I had a...
    neuronice neuronice 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2007

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    I Can't Get Over My Past. - Everyday I struggle with getting over my past. I want so bad to be able to go back and know then what I know now so that I can change my life. ...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 8 Responses May 28, 2007

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    A picture is a 1000 words, my story is 10,000 pictures
    JakeSuspence JakeSuspence 16-17, M Dec 1, 2013

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    No one knows half the things I been through. Nor do I plan on letting anything out. But recently I'm starting to think no one can relate. Or if I tell someone something they'll...
    BrokenFromMemories BrokenFromMemories 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    But I Will Get Through It.....eventually - I am haunted by a memory my brain can't even access anymore, during a time in which I can barely recall, yet these locked up memories are...
    4four2twenty0 4four2twenty0 22-25, F Aug 6, 2011

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    So Much things that I cant forget. My mother was an alcoholic and i took Care of her all the time. My dad ran away and left me with her. I was only 7 when i learned to Cook my own...
    vickepicke vickepicke 16-17, M Mar 27

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    Why Does My Past Haunt Me? - No matter how many years go by or how good life is at that particular moment the past always seems to pop up and effect my life in one way or another...
    FreeVic FreeVic 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    I Want to - I've tried so desperately to get over it and now, 4 years of seeing a psychologist and 3 medications later, I'm still ******* e d up. and I hurt people because of it. I...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 3 Responses May 8, 2008

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    My Past - My past consisted of mental abuse, physical abuse, and sexual abuse. It damaged me. I am damaged. I don't think it is possible to completely get over the past.
    popper53 popper53 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 8, 2012

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    Who Will. - I don't think that any one ever really get's over their past. We are products of our pasts. Whatever traumas we may have experienced in the past how we have dealt...
    AlmostAristotle AlmostAristotle 61-65, M 10 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    Self Therapy - I posted my story a few minutes ago....you can actually help yourself I am writing a book about my life...its kind of hypnotizing yourself..all of these horrible...
    shelin71 shelin71 36-40, T Oct 4, 2012

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    Is it me or is it hard to forget something from the past that you wish never happend
    blueplasma blueplasma 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    My Story - When I was ten years old, just starting fifth grade, my family was at a point when we still went to church. We went to church, and it happened to be the same church...
    lonelybrokenhearted lonelybrokenhearted 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    My Story - my father tried to sell me for drugs as a baby, at the age of 5 i was sexually abused at the age of 10-13 i was physically and emotionally abused i used drugs and...
    hardroad22 hardroad22 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 2, 2010

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    Doubt I Ever Will.. - Im Julian and I'm 15 years old. I hate talking about my past, its too painful, so I evade even thinking about it most times. But when times like this arise...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    I Will Never For Get Over It - I will never get over it .But I have to put in the safe room in my mind and leave it there.And then move on with my life.It is not help my self to go...
    ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F Aug 10, 2011

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    Well maybe not EVER. But when people start confirming things that you always wondered if it was a truth or lie... Drives you insane. I think Id rather not know. I've already spent...
    Lucky1217 Lucky1217 18-21, F Jan 16

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    I was molested. By someone very close to my family. I've never been the same since.
    ilm16 ilm16 16-17, F Mar 16

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    Mental Breakdown Venting....... -  You seem to find yourself surrounded by people who never truly seem to care or even notice when something is wrong, that the flashbacks are...
    lilfallenangel lilfallenangel 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Waiting.... - I can’t help but feel like…I’m a burden on every single person in my life. Every single aspect of my life. Everywhere I go, Everything I do, I’m just straight...
    tastedtherain tastedtherain 26-30, F Oct 6, 2013

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    If I Had A Time Machine I Will Go Bk In Time - I miss my dad who would of been 65 this month but he past away 28th December 2011, I lost my mother 2 years ago she was only 62/3, my...
    youcantseeme84 youcantseeme84 26-30, M Jun 30, 2012

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    But Maybe I Can Make Peace With It -   We all have a past. And a lot of us have things here and there we'd rather not look at too closely. But most of us find...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    It's Too Late. - I found a picture of myself from when I was around 3 years old. I keep staring at it, and I find myself wishing I could talk to her. I want so badly to tell that...
    tastedtherain tastedtherain 26-30, F Aug 20, 2013

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    Trying to Move On - I spent eight years of my life with my mother, a bipolar, substance-abusing alcoholic. I've been away from her for six years now, but my mind is still stuck in...
    therabidtoenail therabidtoenail 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 19, 2007

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    I Don't Know Where To Begin - THE SEXUAL ABUSE WAS BAD ENOUGH WORSE STILL THAT NO ONE BELIEVED ME OR HELPED ME THE PEOPLE WHO KNEW ABOUT JUST FED ME TO THE WOLVES MORE I HAD A...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2011

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    I Am Over My Past Right Now Bu... - i am over my past right now but i still liek to look back and learn some more from my many mistakes and pass on what i learn to others so as to...
    J3didiah J3didiah 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 27, 2007

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    Its So Sad - That I'm as inscure as I am. I'm at the island and i feel like every women around me he's looking at. Even if its not true it feels like it. I thought that i heard...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 15, 2013

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    I tripped over a child safety gate last year, I fractured and partially dislocated my elbow. In this case, the top of my arm jumped out of the elbow socket and jammed. I was sent...
    Stargasm Stargasm 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    **DISCLAIMER. EXTREMELY PERSONAL AND MAY UNSETTLE SHELTERED READERS** it's kind of sick, isn't it? i remember when i was a little girl. I was getting beaten everyday. I don't...
    maezombiie maezombiie 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Idk - first of all lets get one thing straight...my life is and was never abusive like many people in this group. i have bipolar and i made some pretty crappy choices in life when...
    dlovato4life dlovato4life 56-60 May 14, 2012

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    I am extremely insecure!!!! & I HATE it.
    wrt2bwrg wrt2bwrg 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    They Hurt Me!!! - Journal of my life I call it " They Hurt Me "Hi.. Ty for your blog/ blogs! I was diagnosed with PTSD a couple of months ago...Let me just put it this way....@ age...
    XTheyHurtMeX XTheyHurtMeX 41-45, F 4 Responses May 27, 2011

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    She-devil. - when i was about, 8-14 years old, i had a "friend" named hunter. that B!tch.... she would abusively hurt me, she even sprained my arm. while i was almost screaming in...
    RavenLeaf2000 RavenLeaf2000 18-21 Aug 8, 2011

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    I Try To Forget But Can't (Updated 2012/10/28) - I was born in Canada and moved to Mexico about a month after entering the world. I lived there with my mom, biological father and a...
    libra604 libra604 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    I had an abortion and I may be pregnant again..
    hollywolly95 hollywolly95 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    My Past Made Me Who I Am Now... - All I can remember from my childhood, in my family, was that my parents fought every day. My mother was going mad, she was always either...
    navyblue93 navyblue93 18-21, F 3 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Some Things You Just Never For Get - my dad was a mean F*cker and i told him that one time and he rip my shirt off and he grab a electric cord and he whip my back with it i still...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Forget Him Never - When I was 18 I fell hopelessly in love with a guy over a span of a few months. During this time we were inseparable. It was like magic. We were also an...
    tauruslove98 tauruslove98 31-35, F Aug 13, 2013

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    Disociative Identity Disorder And Poly Fragmented Thoughts- My Experience - As i remember it, it mostly started in middleschool. I abruptly became very anxious in school. This was...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 25, 2013

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    The Human Condition of Regret... - Odd creatures, we are. Of all other things in this world, we are the only ones that regret. Of things in my past, I feel a great amount of hate...
    Lucavi Lucavi 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 29, 2007

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    L Will Never Forget This - When l was like 14 l was walking home from school and l saw a van park around the corner of my street. lhad my head down but l was still watching them it...
    lovesom lovesom 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    How Can I Lighten The Load! - I had a pretty rubbish start growing up which sadly went onto dictate the rest of my life; choices, decisions, actions, moods, patterns - I think the...
    Chi25 Chi25 36-40, F Dec 26, 2011

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    Keep Going Over My Past ! - Never is a harsh word, it is very hard to get over my past as it lingers with good memories ! Hopefully someday it can be less and less !
    cjpsf5 cjpsf5 41-45, M 8 Responses May 11, 2011

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    Forgiveness Is Letting Go Of The Hope That The Pass Can Be Changed - I was molested and raped by my step father and his father.How long this went on im really not sure, i have...
    renee2787 renee2787 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2010

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    I'm Trying Though! - Some of us have a past that we'd like to forget. However, getting over your past is easier said than done. Some of us deal with it by moving on, some of us...
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    I was (and sometimes still) bullied an picked in constantly. I have no real friends outside of my club team. I have school friends, but then they don't even want to hang out with...
    Emilypaiget Emilypaiget 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I'm Tryin To Get Over My Past - No matter how hard u try to move forward there is always somethin tryin to get in the way. i have been abused, im tryin everythin i can to get over...
    rodeoqueen rodeoqueen 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Tryin To Overcome Your Past. - no matter how hard i try, my past haunts me everyday. i try  to do things that will keep my mind occupied and not on my past. no matter how much...
    rodeoqueen rodeoqueen 31-35, F 11 Responses Aug 18, 2010

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    I Will Never Get Over My Past - Good on you! I can relate to what you are saying. I had a really abusive childhood and even teenage years. I find it really hard to learn to trust...
    Girlwithfire Girlwithfire 41-45, F Jan 8, 2012

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    My Secret - I was raped when I was a little girl, about 3 years old. A lot of people say that kids don't retain memories from that age... but I did. In fact this event was my first...
    lonelybrokenhearted lonelybrokenhearted 16-17, F 19 Responses Sep 18, 2007

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