And this is s concious decision - not a oity party, or anything like that.
I have a lot of walls built up, and I need to keep my heart.
So even if the counseling works, after all that has happened, I will never give my heart away.
Once I find all the pieces and tape them back together, I will cement it into my chest, beating or not, and never, ever give it to another man. Never. At least not freely ever again.No no no...if by some miracle graced to you by God himself, you even get to glimpse what is inside...