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I Will Not Be Defeated By This

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    This Entire Time

    in the three months we've known each other and the 6 weeks we were together do you want to know the most striking aspect of it all? I don't think i've heard you apologize. Even once. all you did was cry and hurl **** at me because of how wrong I was. You say you don't have an ego...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Dec 9, 2012

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    It started over 12 years ago when I first met my husband. We were introduced to each other by a mutual friend, who later confessed that she knew we were perfect for each other and knew we HAD to meet. She was right! Among other things, I was looking for someone full of energy...
    SoInsane SoInsane 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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