I Will Not Get Upset Today.

Did you blow your top today? Let's talk about it.. 78 People

    today my friend and I were speaking German

    while my language teacher was near by, because we wanted to impress her... And then she says to me: you have a weird accent, speak English please" so I laughed because I didn't expect her to say that!
    jeyhere jeyhere
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 1, 2014

    The Meeting

    Today is the day the social worker, my sister, her son and I will meet to decided what to do with that boy. I decided for my sister's sake that if he wanted to he could come back. But he has to follow the rules. If not, don't even bother. I am somewhat reluctant about my decision...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Apr 7, 2009

    Although I lost and it sucks.

    I seriously hate losing. It's the worst feeling there is, to feel like you have failed
    mrsteinmander mrsteinmander
    22-25, M
    May 16, 2014

    I Shall Not Be Upset.

    I shall not be upset tonight.  I've had a good time today. The 'rents ignored me, [[peace]] I'm not having my random mood swings like usual [[THANK THE LORD!!]] and I went out with some friends tonight, Nothing went wrong, I had fun. I talked with friends I haven't talked to...
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd
    16-17, F
    Jun 2, 2010

    Yesterday

     i could have gotten upset. but i held it in as hard as i could. didn't let his lying phase me one bit.   so why am I awake now, anxious about it and wondering what else has he lied about?
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Apr 6, 2009

    Edgy

    I feel bleah today. i woke up feeling ok and now I feel the edginess creeping up on me, ready to make me scream at any moment. I hate how my emotions just change like this for no reason or very little reason.
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 26, 2007

    Now I'm Upset. My Goal Has Not Been Met

    I'm trying not to get upset but my husband... He goes to work at 2 to 4 am in the morning. Lately he has been coming home , staying for a hot minute and then going right back out with my brother in law for hours and hours. Then he comes home and gets on the pc for the rest of the...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Oct 22, 2007

    I Wonder Who Reads These Entries

     No one ever writes a comment. Anyway, so far the day is going well. Nothing to complain or get upset about and I hope it stays that way. I'm not really in the mood to clean or cook today. Last night I had hoped all the food I made would have been more than enough but it...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2007

    Fake

    I had just been thinking how my husband must really love me because he is always calling me when he is on the road and he gets so upset when I can't come to the phone right away. But that's all a fake. It seems to me that he is a pig. He has this chauvenist attitude about how...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Mar 24, 2008

    My Heart

    my daughter is my heart,my 17 y/o daughter(my only child) was recently hit by a car on her way home from school I'll never 4 get the phone call,my heart dropped and devistation began for 2 hrs i couldnt see her because she went fro xray to catscan,those 2 hrs were the longest and...
    girlsix6 girlsix6
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2010

    Calm Seas

    I willnot get upset today. I'm not going to keep ringing his phone. I'm not going to wonder what he is doing and why he hasn't called. I'm not going to get stressed out if that funky attitude returns. I love him but he's not worth it right now.
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Nov 4, 2013

    Just for this morning i'll wake up early

    than usual to do an extra lap in the pool; Just for this morning i'll ignore all the phone calls and lead a day life my own; Just for this morning i'll ignore all the messages to make peace no war. Just for this afternoon i'll vent out the dissatisfaction on dayre, which is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher
    22-25, F
    Dec 23, 2013

    Hopefully

    I hope not. I got a bit upset yeaterday over the fact that we'd run out of my hot chocolate powder. I've got more now. But I'm still determined to stay happy for all of today, no matter what, I've got to keep this smile going and going throughout the day. I hope I'll manage it...
    Luangi Luangi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2007

    Feeling Rather Blah Today

    My goal was to not get upset but I guess I failed that goal. It has not been a good weekend and I feel really bad about myself. I haven't screamed in anyone's face except my own, so I guess I need to tighten up on achieving this goal. People say God has a purpose for all of us...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2007

    A Long Day But I Held My Tongue..

    the day started out ok, until it was time to go to church. Then the edginess came back. I don't like being around a lot of people.It was Homecoming services, so the place was packed. I stayed close to my husband and tried to make believe there were not so many people around me...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Oct 28, 2007

    Let Him Call Me

    Today is Monday and so far I feel pretty ok. Over the weekend I was just terrible but it's a new day so I am approaching it with optimism and hopefulness. I know one thing I am not going to do today to make me upset and that is call my husband. I decided that it would be better...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Aug 4, 2008

    I Dont Wanna Get Upset

    i've recently had a lot of drama in my life which put me under alot of stress ,i 've found that i have been getting up set alot lately and very often it drains so  much its waisted energy .
    girlsix6 girlsix6
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2010

    Not a Bad Day

    Yesterday was a better day. I went to the library, got a book on borderline personality disorder. SO far it is interesting. I feel better when I read about it because then I understand better why I get so angry. It helps me to stop and think the next time I get ready to explode...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2007

    Calmer Today

    I blew up last night. Angry at my daughter because I had to pick her up from school last night. I wasn't really as angry at her as I was at myself for having no desire whatsoever to do anything or be around anyone. All I wanted to do was lie in bed and maybe even not wake up. But...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Apr 29, 2008

    Not Today

    i will not get upset today. I will not allow the actions of my husband to affect me in any way. That's his life. He will have to answer to God just as I will. But I'm not going to give him the satisfaction of knowing he got under my skin ever again.
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Dec 21, 2009

    Acheived My Goal Today

    I kept my cool today. Even though I was a bit miffed because once again, I had to do laundry and clean up after everyone, I didn't let it overwhelm me. I silent scream inside my head sufficed.
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Oct 25, 2007

    She decides to block me .

    .. Wtf!? I'm far from a stalker & if she felt I was bothering her by texting her she would not have sent me multiple snapchats & etc
    softball2011 softball2011
    22-25, F
    Apr 3, 2014

    Something Always Seem To Upset Me Everyday

    Basically, Its seems as if I am always upset about something, whether its people talking to much or just being bothered with people period.  The only time I don't seem to get upset is when I am at home alone watching tv and on my computer.  I don''t like being this...
    change101 change101
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2010

    Men Are Jerks

    yesterday was another one of those days I wish I ould do over. It started out just fine. I had two cups of good coffee. I said goodbye to my husband and then I came online for a bit. later in the day my husband calls me and we are talking. During a pause i try and call him back...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 8, 2007

    Yesterday...

    .. was a bad day in that I got yet another rejection letter from the city tody about a job I applied for. The thing that really ticks me off is that the requirements for the job wwere just to have a hs diploma, which I have, as well as a little college. But that's not good enough...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Oct 30, 2007

    My Sister and I

    Today I almost got into a big to do with my sister about god and all of that but you know what? for the first time I kept my cool about it. i didn't fly off the handle. I don't know if it was the meds or what but I just remained calm. She on the other hand, got a little excited...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2007

    Tired

    Ok, yesterday I got upset. I did remain calm but I had to go sit out in the car and just lie back in the seat and listen to the radio for at least an hour. I think we're all tired now. What was supposed to be a two week stay here for my sister and her son has turned into 5 weeks...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Nov 4, 2007

    New Leaf

    Yesterday I told my daughter I was no longer going to fuss about having to pick her up from school or rop her off or take her to her appointment. SOmetimes the whole thing can be a real drag. But I told her I'm turning over a new leaf from this point on. ANd she can't fuss at me...
    nicoleal20 nicoleal20
    46-50, F
    Aug 28, 2008

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