I Will Not Kill Myself

It took me two failed attempts to realise that I was not meant to end my own life. Despite the reoccuring thoughts of death which plague me from time to time, I think I have been managing quite well. Almost seven months of being cut...

I have overdosed twice within one year. The first time I was set on killing myself, the second time which happened about two weeks ago I knew I had made a mistake. I didn't want to die... I didn't want to leave the people I love behind...

Why should you kill yourself? To me its a stupid decision to make when your depressed. Even though I have problems to myself, I just be patient and try to solve it, the hard way. Yes suicide feels good. But by doing it you have no idea...

Its crossed my mind sooo many times, but I just cant do it. Sure, its really depressing sometimes, but its just 1 issue. Ive realised its not worth dying over. Theres so much potential so why waste it? Not to mention the grief I'll put...

I've never been suicidal, never seriously thought about doing myself in, though I will admit those thoughts could grab someone. The other day I was driving along, and all of a sudden the thought 'I really need to kill myself...

say it best in 'Saddest Song'....
"There is nothing serious enough to lose tomorrow"
and there isnt. Nothing is so bad you should go.
Things seem so bad you want to. So often I feel there isnt a choice. But there is. And...

Ja....I was on the roof of our office block a year ago.
As I looked down I thought:

"Is this the moment when your cellphone rings and the right person calls to talk you out of it?
Is this when someone on the...

I always keep thinking about it but i'll never die like this i don't want him to enjoy my death. I know i'll die today and he'll start drinking alcohol. Noway i will never do this favor for him. No matter how much he makes me feel like...

Don’t take life too seriously. No one gets out alive anyway.
(At the end of the day, it is okay. It’s only in the darkness that we can see the stars.)

The Master’s Sacred Knowledge

A key to your inner treasure!

This is the story about a wise old Master who comes across a young man who was about to end his life by hanging himself to a large tree. The wise old Master asks the...

I will not. I will NOT.
No matter how much I want to. No matter how much you tell me I want to.
I'm not going to. I'm NOT going to. I won't do it. I won't listen to you any more. No. I'm not going to kill myself. I refuse...

The last 18 months have been life changing. It was like death, and in a way I grieved the loss as if it WAS a death, but then again so many miracles happened....there must be a reason why I'm still here. I went from being a married mom...

life is hard cruel and painful too often but if we just take a moment n look around at the beaty that surrounds us.the birds in the trees the sun in the sky.a simple smile from a stranger.yes life is hard but it is also wonderful and...

I started to cut again. I feel like I letting everyone down.

N.E.V.E.R!

I will never do that to myself!

what have i spent? a week? two weeks? of feeling sorry for myself for all that happened to me then and during the past. i can't rely on my friends to just break their damn backs in helping me anymore, i have to help myself. and i will...