Doneso. - i refuse to let this happen anymore. doesnt matter if youre a friend family or lover. i'm done. you're cut. i hope youre hurt as much as youve hurt me. over and over and...
Never Again - I allowed myself to be used for many things. For too long, I thought it was what was required of me. I found that as long as I allowed myself to be...
Used - I will quit paying for anything on a date. Let someone take care of me for a change.
Was It My Fault ? - i once was treated so badly i wish i could have seen it then so badly but what can ya do ? it would mainputale me to make thing everthing was my fault.But it...
It Drove Me Crazy - i thought everything was my fault and there was something wrong with me. i became depressed. i want to be strong now, i am trying my best everyday to not be...
I Think I Was Messed Around And Used - She got in touch with me at first. We started texting again after months of almost no contact. I'd always really liked her. We met up a few...
Ha Ha Ha - Okay Chron...lots of luck with that buddy, LMFAO!
My Need For Love And Approval Makes It Easy For Others To Use Me. - My need for approval gives way for others to take advantage of me. I put up with a lot just to continue a...
I Need to Say This and Believe It - Each day - I am really at my wits end.
I have went back to my lawyer and I am trying to get the harassment to stop, and the fighting...
I was told by a friend that since my previous relationship was such **** I should blog about it.... Not only to get these horrible memories out of my head but also because of...
It's Nice to Admit This - Sometimes, OK, MOST of the time, I go with the flow.
I don't rock the boat - it's easier that way.
Now - I'm ready to be myself. ...
Not No Mo - lol hahaha yea not anymore I been told I was a dumb b---- that I always let myself be used and maybe I did but not anymore and im especially not going to let myself...
Anxiety Causes Others to Take Advantage of You - For the longest time (I am over forty years old and so by long I mean my whole life), people have taken advatange of me over...
I started off strong when i told him i wasnt going to let him make me do things without there being something between us first. I kept it up for 1-2 days an then i cracked and did...
And I let myself go BIGTIME. Ever since, my appetite, thighs, arms, pants size, shirt size, comments about weight and the size of my gut have all gone UP. Im just a lazy person who...
My life and past are a hard reality so let myself drift off to a fantasy work. Once a year I take a week out and live the fantasy life for real then I come back and hate my life...
My eyes are glazing over,
Leaning over the railing I can feel my soul flying away,
My breathe is caught in my lungs,
Looking down into the pit of hell,
I let go,
I'm losing myself...
I have no idea why I have always wanted to do this. When I was younger I used to stuff my pillows from my bed to make me look fat I done this when I was really young like 6 or 7 I...
I forgot what EP was about- I forgot that EP was used to express urself, to find people to relate to and no one could judge u.
Imma start trying to be able to express myself in...
Argh again my mother is driving me up the wall because I'm not conforming to her liking and not bending to her will as per usual, ive been a adult 8 years now and she still thinks...
(Letter to my family)
I have lost count of the amount of times I have heard "you would be so pretty if you just didn't eat so much and lost some weight"
Am I not pretty now then...
Here is my first day of my gaining weight journey. It started suddenly just yesterday. I have been always thin and never wanted to be fat, cuz I suffered of being laughing...
I will, and i pride myself on that. Theres too many people on this earth, that just sit behind other people and live their parents dreams or go to school to be a lawyer or a doctor...
I just hate myself so so much.wish I could beat my dark side soon."There are those who say fate
is something beyond our
command. That destiny is not...
No matter what humanity wants me to be I will be with his blessed love what Gods will is for me and then ATTONE on reflecting on the next step as he my Warrior king commands my...
There seems to be a lot of women on this site willing to do anything to get the attention of a man, rather than making me disgusted, it makes me sad. Do you not know that what you...
The weight of the world rests on my shoulders, I feel my knees give.
My body begins to crumble in your wake, is this how it ends?
I try to hold the pieces in my hands, only to...
Today she was flying high. Hell bent on exorcizing demons. How fast could she run? Music loud....hurtling down that road. ... she looks at the sign saying 40 ends.. Sighs...
The only way I can think of staying close to you is in my dreams because you are leaving soon. There is no seven months later. If I am lucky enough to see you again, I won't be...
I constantly live in a fantasy world. I work, have a family but I am always pretending that I am somewhere else, someone else.
I have done this my entire life, as long as I can...
Well right now I'm only a little bit chubby. About 170 and 6'1 with a little belly and some moobs. I have lots of fantasies about fat men and me getting fat, but then I get...
Yeah I have. So sad. And it's not because Im single now. I've just been real busy. I guess too busy to tweeze my brows, shave my pit stubble and um..other never mind. I just look a...
I can't help it life becomes so hard that my brain just turns off and I go off into some dream world where I have no illness no family issues no bullying but unfortunately life...
Hmm 10 words... Ok here goes
Harder than i thought lol :)
I am just me. And that is ok
I am a perverted concert junkie who likes bacon, ignorant rap music and gory horror films way 2 much.
I made this mistake when i was growing up, you know, being what people tell you to be. I always wanted to impress those around me, making sure that i was accepted. That meant...
Damn, I love suiting up. 👌
I'm a complete and utter weirdo who thinks she is a cat/kitten and is slightly insane. Haha... Ohh well at least I'm not a boring little ****!!!!
What I like about EP is that people help you without knowing you . I hope real life becomes like that .don't you agree ?
Life's a choice. There's no such thing as regret if you wisely choose the words you say, the actions you do, the people who you get attached to. Although people do mistakes...
if you can't have me at my worst then you definitely don't deserve me at my best!
I am shy, creative, charismatic, depressed, smart, funny, large, talented, lazy, alone.
8. A good listener
9. Talkative when sleepy
1.) Logical 2.) Affectionate 3.) Anxious 4.) Soft Spoken 5.) Intelligent 6.) Understanding 7.) Loving 8.) Curious 9.) Sensitive 10.) Passionate
Open minded, non judgemental, uninhibited , positive , giving , private, intelligent , happy , friendly , funny
Ill do pretty much anything you want
-If you're hotter than me, then I'm cooler than you.
-If you're more popular than me, then I have no ******* clue what made you think I gave a ****.
-If you like K-pop, then I...
I'm not interested in dating at all, I just want to make new friends at this point...maybe.