I Will Not Repress Myself Any Longer

Re┬Ěpress, verb: to prevent the natural or normal ex<x>pression, activity, or development of, or to exclude from consciousness. (That's just not OK.) 98 People

    P's And Q's??

    I don't understand why people have to think that they can generalize their mannerisms to others? I'm not being racist here.. but white people british or american simply think I am mannerless just because I don't look them in their eye and follow THEIR appropriate mannerisms in...
    amejad amejad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2011

    Enough Is Enough

    I'm sick and tired of putting on a mask when i go out into the world to make other people happy when the same courtesy is not afforded to me. I'm sick of being shoved aside when i try to mention that I'm angry or upset or worried. Today is a new day and I'm not allowing anyone...
    hipsterkitty hipsterkitty
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    1 Response Oct 22, 2011

    I Am Being Repressed For a 5th Month Already

    I am being brutally abused in the worstest way by not letting me live normally and do the jobs I love - unlawful and heartless guys are repressing me unguiltfully and awfully
    Thought1 Thought1
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    It's Time

    I use to keep it all inside. Now I'm releasing my thoughts, emotions and mannerism more freely. I haven't gone overboard. A little here, a little there. Don't want to scare anybody. EP has helped me reach the point to realize I am okay. I am me, knew that a while back, but can...
    Josie06 Josie06
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    5 Responses Sep 22, 2008

    Always Used to

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    SufferSilent SufferSilent
    26-30, F
    Dec 31, 2008

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