because its full of hate, depression, basically solitary confinement and bad experiences. I hate my life, i really do and I want out of it all. I almost killed myself once and Im ready to do it again, I don't want to but I also don't wanna live this life anymore.
i guess i will.
im still sure there is more than this, i can be someone, i can change something, blah blah blah.
ill just keep collapsing in bed, praying that tomorrow its easier to get up.
so yeah. Ill make a good stab at it.
But its getting too much. And I dont see why...
takes to end your life because of your personal pain and not consider anyone else's pain ,then it's hard to go through with it. Keep on. If you give up than you just put everyone you love through what broke you.