I am sick of being 108 pounds and need to hit 102 at least before I will be happy. My current boyf is used to me being my model weight and now I cant even fit in my jeans. I need a buddy or someone I can talk to about my ED. I need to start to starve asap
i cant stop.
my body cant take much more purging. so i starve. because there is no way i can start to eat. if i cant throw up everything i eat i have to just not eat.
i think im getting ill. not just showing signs of an eating disorder. not just...