Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Will Survive No Matter What

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 460 People

    third entry in my journal of pain,

    I kinda can't believe it's another Saturday already, it was a fast week, 3 down, 5 more to go, one last week of agony as things will be easier after july. it's been a stable week, things are definitely getting easier thank goodness, just the whole idea of only one more week...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    basedonatruestory basedonatruestory 18-21, F Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Have Been Through It All.

    Let me tell you the little about me that no one knows. I have been through hell. In third grade the fights started when a kid dropped kicked me off the monkey bars and i slamed head first into the ground. In forth grade my dad got married to this woman who beat me everyday to an...
    iiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiii 22-25, M 6 Responses Jun 12, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Once you decide to live,

    you make up your mind to be a soldier and not a victim.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Sep 6

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's Kinda My Upbringing.

    I had a pretty strong father figure in my life, and though he was by no means perfect, infact he had (and sometimes still has) a potentially dangerous anger control issue, I have become a lot like him. He would never show pain. I can't remember 1 time in my life where he has...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M Dec 17, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    4 weeks down, 4 to go

    and now my week off, I actually thought that this week was going to be my reward, my treat but on the contrary, it's going to be the most stressful week ever, I just wish I could get the hell out of here. weight gone down again I'm on 72.5 which is the lowest weight I have...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Jul 26

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Some Call It Idealism, I Call It What I Want

    I have friends who always ***** and moan about the latest drama of their lives. I love them, but sometimes I wish they would just shut up and think about how 99% of their drama is self-inflicted. They always ask me how I can remain so  cool or so untouched. So happy. I tell...
    IcedQueen14 IcedQueen14 18-21, F Sep 18, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If I Know Nothing Else..........

     ~ This I do know. I will survive, no matter what. I have already gone through so much & for the most part, I'm still whole. Oh, I have some scars & bruises. My head is not exactly screwed on as straight as it once was. I do know that I am a stronger person for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 26, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Reason ...

    I will survive no matter what ... Cz there's always reasons to smile ...  
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 8, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    and now the week off is over,

    it wasn't really a week off it was actually more exhausting than all of the four weeks preceding it. *sighs* work starts again and I'm not really excited about it but it's definitely better than staying around all the family drama, the least of two evils so to speak. my...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Won't Let Anyone Or Anything Beat Me.

    just when i think i've reached the end of my rope, somehow, someway i manage to find the strength to fight back and come out on top. even the skeptic that i am i know life's many disappointments and failures are temporary although sometimes i have to remind myself of that time...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    2011 Is Not An Easy Beginning

    New Year 2011 is not an easy beginning for me. January is a tough time for me. Soon one of my best friend will come back to her homecountry and I lose one of my few good friends here. Then the guy I have loved for almost 2 years is also going back for good to his homecountry. I...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 2, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    14th entry, Saturday 4th/Oct/2014 it's been a

    very interesting, an emotional rollercoaster, our 3rd anniversary just passed by without much attention or celebration, and after I called for the break until she gets back from paris, I found this pic...I confronted her with it, I don't know if she got it or not, I don't know...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Oct 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    13th entry, Saturday 27th/Sep/2014,

    7:49 am well since everybody is still asleep and I woke up so early, like I have every bloody day of the past two weeks -.- I thought I'd let some steam off in the early morning. first of all, I don't know what the hell is wrong with my sleeping pattern, I swear it's killing...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 26

    Your Response

    Cancel

    bloody hell, a week already ?

    8th entry, 7 weeks down, one last week to go last week was rather calm, we're a tad worried about the work above our apartment but I think it will go smoothly, I just hope they won't be too annoying. I have more or less finished my CV, putting the final touches and started...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 23

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Enough said. *sighs*.

    .. ok. E.P, I will please make my story longer. .... Happy NOW?
    SKiesterly SKiesterly 36-40, F Aug 24

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Don't Even Dare Try Stopping Me

     I am sad, every time i get up in the morning i always get that sad cold painful feeling deep in my chest and i know it's not going to be easy anymore, But i also know that i'm not going to lose my constant battle against my own body. Yea my muscles are weak but so what!! Maybe...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M Nov 2, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Survivalist

    I may show disturbing ambivalence at times but despite all that, I survive. I'm not the kind to go down for the count nor am I the kind of guy to step in traffic. I've discovered that no matter the devastation, no matter the hurt, the pain, the suffering or the hell I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 26, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Will

        i will survive no matter what . i might be brusied or in pain but i will surivive . you are not going to get rid of me .
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 8, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    15th entry, Saturday 11th/Oct/2014,

    9:08pm well the beginning of this week was certainly tough, it's been an emotional rollercoaster in general, confronted her and then things started deteriorating, idk shortly afterwards I felt cold, numb as if it doesn't bother me at all. people are just...not what you expect...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Oct 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Can...and I Will..!

    Many a times, I feel like giving it up, quit it and run away leaving everything and everyone behind...to a place where people are not so judgemental, where there's no pressure or stress to stay in the rat-race, where I can pursue my dream, where there are no boundaries, no one...
    starlit11 starlit11 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    7th entry, 6 weeks down,

    2 more to go I forgot to post yesterday, I usually post this every Saturday but this is on a sunday, hopefully next week I will remember to post it on time phew lots has happened, my brother and sister are gone, emotions are running high, everybody's gloomy but we're pulling...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel

    12th entry, Saturday 20/Sep/2014 well I didn't

    realise that I have been writing in this journal for the past 3 months, some 3 months they have been, well here are some updates. still no job, , got my certificate and just still looking, idk the situation at home is just...bad, I really hope it gets sorted soon and I hope I...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's What I Do

    I am a survivor. There have been a lot of times that should have been the end of times, but somehow I managed to pick meself up and dust off my britches and keep on keepin on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I survive child abuse.

    I can survive anything.
    missjamfirefly missjamfirefly 26-30, F Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Sigh*Me

    I know I say I hate myself and I do and I may be scared of every thing I may not trust many people and the list goes on. BUT i am a person and i don't give up easy.I may only trust some people and the ones i trust get me that care and i do the same. I'm not gonna give up and I'm...
    BloodyRaven BloodyRaven 13-15, F Jul 11, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    16th entry, Saturday 18th/Oct/2014,

    9:50 pm let's start off with the emotional aspect, I actually managed not to miss her if that makes sense at all, even though our conversation a few minutes ago had a negative effect on me but I'm sure I'll just sleep the bad feelings away and everything will be fine in the...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm a Survivor!

    I am never the "victim" for very long. Sometimes, it feels like I am, for a very long time. But the truth is, I bounce back awfully quick. Of the crimes done against me (real crimes of the Law), the heartbreaks, and the headaches... I never seem to sit still and just be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 26, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    this is the second entry in my journal of pain,

    the second week was better than the first, my stomach is better, my feelings are calmer, still got six weeks to go but august will definitely be better than July, or at least I pray it will be, so basically two more weeks of agony. weighed myself today, I'm at 73.5 kg's now, I...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    11th entry, Saturday 13th/Sep/2014 well it's a

    lovely afternoon just watching the sunset and reminiscing, I actually can't believe I'm through with college, God sometimes when I remember...just horrifying, but I wonder if the hardship is eased or is it about to get worse ? :/ I'm gonna take a little stroll in a few minutes...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Favorite Encouragement Song - Each Tear (Mary J Blige)

    Just lyrics of my favorite song to encourage u all : There's something that I want to say, But I feel I don't know how. Until I just can't hold it one more day, So I think I let it out. You're on my mind more than I may show You're in my heart more than you may know And the...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream 26-30, F Apr 3, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    And I Have Survived

     things that others say would have killed them.it wasn`t pretty,but i made it.and with all this life has thrown at me time and time again,i am still standing.and i will use the knowledge gained from this to try and help others.so it will not be as hard on them.with all the...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Oct 6, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Tough situations arise

    and you get over them .But tough to stay away from horny men on EP who like mature women lol.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 26

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm a Born Survivor

    Yes, I am a survivor. I survived and made it through even the worst of storms in my life. And I believe whatever life may throw at me, I can outlast it and be wiser and better than before.
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    6th entry, 5 weeks down,

    3 more to go well things with the family are okish, the drama is more or less eased but still, never a dull moment with the family. I'm feeling like I'm go to a dead end with my best friend, I just wish things would go back to the way they were. I wish I could stabilise my...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Something Within Isn't Giving Up

      This body of mine is old and run-down, battered with all the troubles it has gone through. Each ache and pain, each problem just another tally of the fights it has sallied forth in. And although my head droops with fatigue, the eyes weighing heavily due to the weird sleep...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 2 Responses May 24, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    There Is No Option

    There is no option I will survive no matter what.One way or another I will find honest work and meet my obligations, and find a way to provide for my children.There is no option at all.
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    10 entry, Saturday 6th of September 2014 one

    hell of a week that was, I guess I can officially call it the first week of being unemployed, idk I have been pulling some strings, doing profiles on all that employment agencies and what not. not the best start I was hoping for that's for sure with my family's situation and...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 6

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Little Princess

    My life is about to get turned upside down.  I know my affair is going to be uncovered and I will be on my own after 12 years of marriage...the first ten of which were stellar.  People call me the princess because of the seemingly charmed life I lead. ...
    HappyLadyIntrovert HappyLadyIntrovert 41-45, F May 23, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Invincible

    I feel indestructible. I've had a few close calls and nothing seems to be able to take me out. They found cancer in me almost two years ago. It's since been dealt with and I'm fine. When the doc broke the news to me, I didn't flinch. She seemed surprised to see me take the news...
    CountessDawn CountessDawn 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    9th entry, 8 weeks down,

    Saturday 30th/Aug/2014 well the week was okish, my birthday was okish, weekend was rather bad though. her bday present was so sweet but she had to ruin it just one day after, I'm really confused about the whole thing sex drive is still out of control and making me sick and...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 30

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I can say that I have been a survivor all my

    life, anybody with a weird family and limited resources would know what I'm talking about. as kid I was bullied (that's why I'm doing martial arts now) and didn't have the greatest time of my life as a teen, spent the last couple of years at the counsellor's office, and of...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Life Part 2

    Today as i look back i feel happy but not satisfied from the day I recovered from my alcoholic and emotional trauma of an break up. I saw myself changing but i was tested again by time. I started to study and try to write all my backlogs and then the exam was done. I did very...
    akhilsnath akhilsnath 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 16, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I read the article you posted and it was a great piece of writing. It was right on and can be used for both sexes not just towards men. After reading the article, I realized I am...
    Godsmack23 Godsmack23 36-40, M Sep 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    No matter what happens I will be here for you :) I will never go anywhere and nothing will ever take priority over you. I will not lose you over anything silly and I refuse to :)
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay... not no matter what, but whenever I know I'll be alone and won't have someone waking me up in the morning. I'm in college so I can't really sleep naked ALL the time, but...
    Tp22clt Tp22clt 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The ones who think they'll survive, die first.
    ArpWolf ArpWolf 16-17, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've learned that even though we get behind sometimes, we can catch back up....Sooner or later, we will get it all done. Whatever it takes, know that we can make it through. We...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Goodbye and Hello As I am running errands around this town, I realize that this town and me have grown apart. This town feels empty and gray that is filled with empty souls...
    believe201427 believe201427 26-30, F Oct 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    While we all strive to find happiness, we must also accept that there is a natural ebb and flow to it; and that when we experience hard times, those trials allow us to experience...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 9

    Your Response

    Cancel