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I Will Survive No Matter What

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    Don't Even Dare Try Stopping Me

     I am sad, every time i get up in the morning i always get that sad cold painful feeling deep in my chest and i know it's not going to be easy anymore, But i also know that i'm not going to lose my constant battle against my own body. Yea my muscles are weak but so what!! Maybe...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M Nov 2, 2011

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    15th entry, Saturday 11th/Oct/2014,

    9:08pm well the beginning of this week was certainly tough, it's been an emotional rollercoaster in general, confronted her and then things started deteriorating, idk shortly afterwards I felt cold, numb as if it doesn't bother me at all. people are just...not what you expect...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Oct 11

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    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F Aug 2

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    25th entry, Saturday 27th/Dec/2014 this is the

    last entry in 2014, I can honestly say that it was a bad year, a lot has happened. things have taken another ugly turn with my bff, but when somebody can't spare 1 hour of their time, 1 hour in more than 9 months, 1 hour to talk to you and hear you out, that makes you doubt...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I Can...and I Will..!

    Many a times, I feel like giving it up, quit it and run away leaving everything and everyone behind...to a place where people are not so judgemental, where there's no pressure or stress to stay in the rat-race, where I can pursue my dream, where there are no boundaries, no one...
    starlit11 starlit11 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    21st entry, Saturday,

    29th/Nov/2014 nothing much really, one rejection after the other, family is stable, emotionally stable, just do my thing and hoping for the best.
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Nov 29

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    14th entry, Saturday 4th/Oct/2014 it's been a

    very interesting, an emotional rollercoaster, our 3rd anniversary just passed by without much attention or celebration, and after I called for the break until she gets back from paris, I found this pic...I confronted her with it, I don't know if she got it or not, I don't know...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Oct 4

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    6th entry, 5 weeks down,

    3 more to go well things with the family are okish, the drama is more or less eased but still, never a dull moment with the family. I'm feeling like I'm go to a dead end with my best friend, I just wish things would go back to the way they were. I wish I could stabilise my...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    16th entry, Saturday 18th/Oct/2014,

    9:50 pm let's start off with the emotional aspect, I actually managed not to miss her if that makes sense at all, even though our conversation a few minutes ago had a negative effect on me but I'm sure I'll just sleep the bad feelings away and everything will be fine in the...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Oct 18

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    22nd entry, Saturday 6th/Dec/2014 I would just

    like to start off by OH MY GOD what a bloody, stressful week, it all started last sunday and things have been going up and down ever since, like a bloody rollercoaster, interview no interview, good offer, bad offer, changing what they say and of course everybody wants to give...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    10 entry, Saturday 6th of September 2014 one

    hell of a week that was, I guess I can officially call it the first week of being unemployed, idk I have been pulling some strings, doing profiles on all that employment agencies and what not. not the best start I was hoping for that's for sure with my family's situation and...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 6

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    There Is No Option

    There is no option I will survive no matter what.One way or another I will find honest work and meet my obligations, and find a way to provide for my children.There is no option at all.
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2013

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    11th entry, Saturday 13th/Sep/2014 well it's a

    lovely afternoon just watching the sunset and reminiscing, I actually can't believe I'm through with college, God sometimes when I remember...just horrifying, but I wonder if the hardship is eased or is it about to get worse ? :/ I'm gonna take a little stroll in a few minutes...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 13

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    24th entry, Saturday 20th/Dec/2014 Yet another

    stressful crazy week, and with her not around, it's gonna be way tougher :/ I had a really strange morning this morning, I was trying to do some good but spoiled brats never let you do anything good ! and yet another argument with best friend, still wondering when will people...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M a week ago

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    I'm a Born Survivor

    Yes, I am a survivor. I survived and made it through even the worst of storms in my life. And I believe whatever life may throw at me, I can outlast it and be wiser and better than before.
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2009

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    19th entry, Saturday,

    15th/Nov/2014 well I haven't been able to be online a lot, my internet has been playing up, as if I needed more reasons for my sadness...I don't know if it has always been like that or have I discovered it recently, anyway I really hope I have identified the problem. having...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    Tough situations arise

    and you get over them .But tough to stay away from horny men on EP who like mature women lol.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    17th entry Sunday, 2nd/November/2014 I

    haven't written anything in two weeks I realized that just yesterday, and I have also come to conclusion yesterday, I should stay loyal to what I believe in and to the people I love, I shall renew my vows of becoming a better person and hopefully I do not falter. it's been...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Nov 2

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    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    13th entry, Saturday 27th/Sep/2014,

    7:49 am well since everybody is still asleep and I woke up so early, like I have every bloody day of the past two weeks -.- I thought I'd let some steam off in the early morning. first of all, I don't know what the hell is wrong with my sleeping pattern, I swear it's killing...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 26

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    Invincible

    I feel indestructible. I've had a few close calls and nothing seems to be able to take me out. They found cancer in me almost two years ago. It's since been dealt with and I'm fine. When the doc broke the news to me, I didn't flinch. She seemed surprised to see me take the news...
    CountessDawn CountessDawn 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2012

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    Enough said. *sighs*.

    .. ok. E.P, I will please make my story longer. .... Happy NOW?
    SweeetKiester SweeetKiester 41-45, F Aug 24

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    9th entry, 8 weeks down,

    Saturday 30th/Aug/2014 well the week was okish, my birthday was okish, weekend was rather bad though. her bday present was so sweet but she had to ruin it just one day after, I'm really confused about the whole thing sex drive is still out of control and making me sick and...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 30

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    I can say that I have been a survivor all my

    life, anybody with a weird family and limited resources would know what I'm talking about. as kid I was bullied (that's why I'm doing martial arts now) and didn't have the greatest time of my life as a teen, spent the last couple of years at the counsellor's office, and of...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    ShivaCrazy ShivaCrazy 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    18th entry Saturday, 8th/Nov/2014,

    10:02pm I guess it's obvious from the previous entry that I was feeling WAY better last Saturday, and I believe there are reasons for that. she's been really sweet to me until the 4th of November, which was last Tuesday, we had an amazing morning and we promised that we'll not...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Nov 8

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    7th entry, 6 weeks down,

    2 more to go I forgot to post yesterday, I usually post this every Saturday but this is on a sunday, hopefully next week I will remember to post it on time phew lots has happened, my brother and sister are gone, emotions are running high, everybody's gloomy but we're pulling...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 17

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    As long as my heart beats

    and I can pull air into my lungs I will survive. But then again life is eternal our bodies are just vehicles for the spirit while we are here experiencing life on earth.
    Aiyana77 Aiyana77 36-40, T Oct 26

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    I survive child abuse.

    I can survive anything.
    missjamfirefly missjamfirefly 26-30, F Aug 2

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    I Won't Let Anyone Or Anything Beat Me.

    just when i think i've reached the end of my rope, somehow, someway i manage to find the strength to fight back and come out on top. even the skeptic that i am i know life's many disappointments and failures are temporary although sometimes i have to remind myself of that time...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    this is the second entry in my journal of pain,

    the second week was better than the first, my stomach is better, my feelings are calmer, still got six weeks to go but august will definitely be better than July, or at least I pray it will be, so basically two more weeks of agony. weighed myself today, I'm at 73.5 kg's now, I...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Jul 12

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    and now the week off is over,

    it wasn't really a week off it was actually more exhausting than all of the four weeks preceding it. *sighs* work starts again and I'm not really excited about it but it's definitely better than staying around all the family drama, the least of two evils so to speak. my...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 2

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    bloody hell, a week already ?

    8th entry, 7 weeks down, one last week to go last week was rather calm, we're a tad worried about the work above our apartment but I think it will go smoothly, I just hope they won't be too annoying. I have more or less finished my CV, putting the final touches and started...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Aug 23

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    20th entry, Saturday,

    22nd/Nov/2014 the previous week was the worst in maybe 2 months, I mean in addition to my terrible fight with her, those little things kept happening, contributing to my anxiety, one day I get a call from crooks, the other I find a dent in the car...etc etc I was feeling...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    The Reason ...

    I will survive no matter what ... Cz there's always reasons to smile ...  
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 8, 2010

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    12th entry, Saturday 20/Sep/2014 well I didn't

    realise that I have been writing in this journal for the past 3 months, some 3 months they have been, well here are some updates. still no job, , got my certificate and just still looking, idk the situation at home is just...bad, I really hope it gets sorted soon and I hope I...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M Sep 20

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    Once you decide to live,

    you make up your mind to be a soldier and not a victim.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Sep 6

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    Survivalist

    I may show disturbing ambivalence at times but despite all that, I survive. I'm not the kind to go down for the count nor am I the kind of guy to step in traffic. I've discovered that no matter the devastation, no matter the hurt, the pain, the suffering or the hell I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 26, 2009

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    My Life Part 2

    Today as i look back i feel happy but not satisfied from the day I recovered from my alcoholic and emotional trauma of an break up. I saw myself changing but i was tested again by time. I started to study and try to write all my backlogs and then the exam was done. I did very...
    akhilsnath akhilsnath 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    23rd entry, Saturday 13th/Dec/2014 it was the

    first week on the job, God was it boring yet stressful and each day something new, it's like nobody knows the regulations, and then they don't have the time to hear me out, and then when they do find some time to hear me out, they say something different from what they said...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 13

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    basedonatruestory basedonatruestory 18-21, F Aug 2

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    If I Know Nothing Else..........

     ~ This I do know. I will survive, no matter what. I have already gone through so much & for the most part, I'm still whole. Oh, I have some scars & bruises. My head is not exactly screwed on as straight as it once was. I do know that I am a stronger person for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 26, 2009

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    It doesn't matter what race, religion, gender, age, or what sex you are attracted to. I will help you. If you are a hooker, or practicing to receive the Sacrement of Holy Orders...
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    I will tell you what is behind my username. I have been on EP several times. I have had a different user name each time. Nadar, Oyodeltigre, and others I can't remember. I chose...
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    When there is no room in hell... The dead will walk the earth.... To my opinion.... It's coming soon
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    Mines self explanatory I think, like it literally means what it says.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    i always sleep naked since i was 10 feels great. i just keep some pants close in case of a fire and need to get out fast.
    db6000 db6000 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    I'm going to change the world and definitely inspire people to do the same too. I'm not talking about eradicating poverty but I'm going to change the world through my hardwork...
    SpiritualBunny SpiritualBunny 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    No better way to do it! It's just so comfortable! :) My parents probably wouldn't like the idea, but I love it personally. :)
    emilygirl1 emilygirl1 13-15, F 6 Responses Nov 30