Too much pain has been bestowed upon me because of my self criticizing mind.. It hurt me to the point of suicidal thoughts/acts but knew that shouldn't be the answer.. So I confronted my thoughts of why I was criticizing myself so harshly..
I began to learn that I was so insecure...
I will not lie, it has taken me, what seems like decades, to get to this point. To come to the revelation that I have let myself go; I've become the model of what others want me to be in the hopes of fitting in. This is widely inappropriate and too common in my...
in year 2010 i will take better care of myself .
brush my teeth like i should .
document everything involving my condition
get my eyes checked and if need be get new glasses
soak more without being placed on sex arrest