I will not lie, it has taken me, what seems like decades, to get to this point. To come to the revelation that I have let myself go; I've become the model of what others want me to be in the hopes of fitting in. This is widely inappropriate and too common in my...
Too much pain has been bestowed upon me because of my self criticizing mind.. It hurt me to the point of suicidal thoughts/acts but knew that shouldn't be the answer.. So I confronted my thoughts of why I was criticizing myself so harshly..
I began to learn that I was so insecure...
in year 2010 i will take better care of myself .
brush my teeth like i should .
document everything involving my condition
get my eyes checked and if need be get new glasses
soak more without being placed on sex arrest