I Will Take My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 55 People

    Friendship Poem

    Friendship is something to hold on to But for me that's not the case Cause I don't feel I need to keep Something that can't be erased I am sure of what I have Cause with you I have no doubt For what we've built, can't ever fail It's what I care about I find it hard to describe...
    vikasbhamre vikasbhamre
    18-21, M
    Sep 10, 2012

    The Error

    When I came across this group, I misinterpreted "taking" as in "choosing". Then I looked at the avatar. But it was a nice mistake. And yeah I'll probably take my life and live it.
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    Feb 13, 2012

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