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    Whispers In The Dark

    As I sit here in another hallucination and anxiety-filled night, I wonder to myself: "How do I have any friends?" I ask myself this not to be critical of myself, but rather in a purely honest inquiry. I wonder how people would handle witnessing my behavior at this time. I don't...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    Negative, Emotionless Mum.

    I live with just my Mum, and she's a very negative and emotionless person. I can never go to her when I am depressed or upset or in need of advice, because she shrugs it all off. I suffer from two disorders and I get very depressed on occasion, but instead of going to Mum for...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    You Know What Really Cheeses Me Off?

    I haven't got a tail with a rattle on the end of it. This wouldn't be so bad, except I am also without a large and brightly colored frill around my neck. I also have no feather crest on my head. Worse yet, I have no venomous fangs to flash. Heck, even non-venomous fangs would do...
    StillMeJustDifferent StillMeJustDifferent 31-35 2 Responses Apr 10, 2011

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    Paranoid

    I am constantly paranoid about things. It gives me far too much anxiety. I am in constant fear I'm going to get hurt again, or I'm going to lose everything I care about either through some unfortunate event, or I'm going to cause everyone to push away from me since I feel that I...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    I'm Fine

    No one likes you when you're depressed. Only you truly understand your own pain, no one else does. They say they do, they think they do, but they really don't. It's all a sham. In the end, you're really just alone in the world. The next time someone asks me what's wrong, I'm...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 4, 2011

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    Things That Absolutely Sh*T Me Up The Wall

    Nothing gets me more annoyes than talking to people who have lost all ideas of what respect is. AGH. OKAY. Begin vent. 1. Boasting. Nothing makes me hate a person more than when all they can talk about is how good they are, or how tough or honest or lovely or handsome they are...
    Chamberlane Chamberlane 70+, M 4 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I hate this place I'm not dead

    and I'm not alive I'm not awake and I'm not asleep I cry with no tears I scream with no voice I call out for help with no sound I'm surrendering with no will to surrender I'm hurting but I love the pain I'm out of my head, that's the only thing I know for sure. The fuse...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 3 Responses Mar 1

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    Ep Irritates Me Sometimes

    I don't spend as much time on EP as I used to, so when I do come here, I like to check out what my circle of friends has written. But more often than not, when I click on "Stories", I cannot access the stories just for my circle!  Why can't EP software peeps get their $hit...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 7 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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    What's Going On?

    I apologize for all the venting and negativity from me lately, but I don't see therapy as being a feasible option at this current moment, so I need some way to keep in check. I don't know what exactly is going on with me lately. I'm apparently bottling up something that I'm not...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    I'm Empty.

    I'm so tired. Tired of waking up every day and doing the same shít. At first I liked it, I liked that I could sleep as much as I wanted, I loved that I could stay on the computer all day. There was always something exciting I could do online. It was amazing to just wake up, with...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Free Speech

    Everyone has the right to say what they want to who they want. That is their right is it not? Just because you have a right to do something however, does not mean that you have to misuse and abuse it. Free speech should not be used to put others down. It should not be used to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I live in a completely different state then the

    guy that I'm interested in and he is interested in me. It will be 70 or more days before we see each other again. My friend as the nerve to complain to me about 5 days away from her guy. She told me it's different for her because "me and justin are actually a couple". I mean...
    123rc456 123rc456 18-21, F Apr 2

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    My Life In A Box

    Its like Im in a box.... There's holes in this box...so I can breathe and see the outside world But that's it... At times I forget that im in this box for a reason To protect myself From others... From the lies told by others... From the "I love you's" or the "i'll never leave...
    MaskedAngel16 MaskedAngel16 22-25, F Oct 18, 2013

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    To All The Men Out There

    If you live with a woman and you like to leave your socks wherever you please remember this: Every time she picks them up (because she DID wait a few days to see if you would do it, but you didn't, you useless pig) she is cursing you and plotting your death. Just thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 69 Responses May 22, 2011

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    I have my fair share of life problems

    but I know other people do too. I know there some people I could share my problems with but there times I don't cause I feel the people only partly understand me. Though I do value the ones that do try to care. I don't ever recall the last time in my life having a long term...
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    Sometimes, I wonder: Do I care too little

    or do I care too much about certain things? Should certain things bother me that I don't allow to, that way I don't get taken advantage of? Or should I just not care because it's not important? Morality and caring can be such tricky subjects. I know some of you are not...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Why?

    i constantly sit here battling with my mind wondering why everything is the way it is? why everyone has changed and ive stayed the same. im starting to wonder what my purpose is. What am i made for? everything a girl trys to avoid her whole life ive ended up with i feel so alone...
    IOpenedMyEyeSs IOpenedMyEyeSs 18-21, F Jan 9, 2012

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    Acceptance?

    I'm once again getting paranoid that I'm too much for people to handle, particularly people who would know me in real life. I'm afraid to reveal things about myself because they may bail on me like some have. I feel that people would label me as overly emotional or a freak...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    Chasing Pavements

    The unattainable. Why do we consistently yearn for what is so clearly out of our grasp? Is it merely the fact that it is fiction; a fantasy that one seeks solace in? I like to think that there is an element of escapism in our deepest desires. When merely “ducking your head...
    nhammoud nhammoud 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Well, yesterday sure was a roller coaster of

    emotions. I was glad it was the weekend because I figured I would be able to get unstressed from most of the stupid crap going on lately. Seems I was wrong. I had to drive on the interstate and I needed to get over a few lanes. I thought it looked clear for me to get over...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F Apr 12

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    Why I Am Going Crazy

      This is my life right now.  Seriously.
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    Il'd Kill For The Nobel Peace Prize.

    I'm so angry at society! why can't we be harsher on our killers! How come i've only just heard of 'the murder of James Bulger' today. He was two years old and they were ten. They abducted, sexually abused, tortured and killed him. A two year old child A TWO YEAR OLD CHILD! They...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    My boyfriend is a pig!

    We've just had our second child and I am finding it hard to cope. He works a lot and I am alone most nights with the children. Recently my youngest has been very sick and waking through the night and now I am sick too. My boyfriend doesn't help me with the children very much...
    Twinkle84 Twinkle84 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Curvaceous And Skinny.

    I've seen the question come up a lot: "Which is more attractive, curvy women or skinny women?" Does it really matter? I guess men (or women, whichever toots ya flute) all have different preferences, but I've noticed that those who don't find skinny women attractive are incredibly...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 4 Responses May 28, 2013

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    Why?

    Why do people feel the need to constantly harass someone? Why do they think that will make someone want to do what they want? I personally find it does the reverse. It stresses me out too much to deal with people like that. Yet, it seems to be a part of life. I try and be nice...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2013

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    I've already vented on here a few times now.

    It's been a real help, and I have quite a bit of issues. They may not be as tragic or stressful as some people's, but they effect my life, and I hope others will help me out :)
    Kairisheartless Kairisheartless 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Trolls

    To anyone having problems with trolls remember this: Just delete their comments and block them, pretend like they don't even exist. They thrive on attention from who they are trying to harass.  Doesn't matter if it is positive or negative attention.  If you respond to any troll...
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat 41-45, F Jul 1, 2012

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    Really I have a very huge problem with

    so called friends. I am a good guy that will give a helping hand any where I can. Well that has come to an end, i have been some one that is willing to help you when I was able to. Well thanks to one of you stupid *** Holes taking my extra money that you were not welcome to...
    keither keither 46-50, M Dec 4, 2013

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    I am 60 years old and my 35 year old step son

    is paddling me. Not just a few swats, but any where from 20-100+ plus. He has a lot of paddles, but his favorite is 30" long, with 3/4" holes that he takes full 2-handed swings. I take his paddlings naked, but at least it is private.No way of getting out of it, just got done...
    antoniotomas antoniotomas 61-65, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just need to let this out.

    Someone wanted to help edit my descriptions for my website. I placed all the images and word document in a zip file. The word file have the list of file names for the photos and the descriptions I want to use. I gave this person an link to download the file. She don't know how...
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M Feb 1

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    GO AWAY.

    I wish never met you. I wish I never let you into my life. I hate you. I was stupid enough to believe that things could work out between us. I was stupid enough to believe we can form a deep relationship based on understanding, trust, and acceptance. I need an escape...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    It interesting how my co workers said they be

    there for me even after I lost my job. Well I decided to touch base with a co worker and they won't get back to me. I'm going to assume it might relate to my human right case with the company and my former boss don't want them to talk to me. I can get that. But it got me...
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    It seems that EP has a disease.

    The that disease is called intolerance! There are many who seem to be infected by this disease. They may be the religious zealots, who attack everyone and everything that doesn't fit into their extremely narrow pseudo-world view, spouting off nonsense like hell-fire, eternal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 31, 2013

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    Life is stressing me out quite a bit lately.

    Deciding what I want to do with my future sucks. I really want to go be an animator or work for a video game company, but doing so likely is going to require me to move (unless I get online work). I don't want to move. I REALLY don't want to move. That would most likely require...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    I realized that the last time I visited the UK,

    I already went to a lot of the landmarks and museums. That was just over 3 years ago, but I have no problem visiting them again and likely will never have a problem visiting them repeatedly. I was a different person, and London is a different city; London is always a different...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 25, 2013

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    I Hate My Ex

    I hate him i hate him i hate him...... i want to smack the **** out of him every time my kid cries because he thinks i will leave him like his daddy left..... i want to smack him every time he gets too depressed to see the kids... i want to smack him every time he calles and...
    phoenix2011 phoenix2011 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    Santa Is Soooo Uncool ):

    So yes...after me writing santa not one...not two but three awesome letters... did i get John morrison? NO ): did i get naked supernatural star dean? NO ): did i get graceland? did i get rudolph? did i ? NO NO NO. wtf is up with that santa? really? REALLY? and i even somewhat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Hate This Fear.

    I suffer chronic anxiety and agoraphobia, and everyone knows that fear comes along with both those disorders. Basically, I fear things that don't necessarily need to be feared.Today, I heard a knock at my door, to which I stood completely still and ignored, waiting for whoever...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    Idfk O_0

    My apologies to anyone who even bothers to read this, my thoughts are all jumbled up so this is going to lack any structure at all, hopefully nobody reads it for that very reason. I really don't know what to say that will describe how I've been lately, I can't quite put it into...
    MiracleWhipTrickster MiracleWhipTrickster 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 29, 2011

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    Diddums.......................

    Folks..the following story is really one of heartbreak, hardship and sorrow..yep I'm being sarcastic......... Cowell’s secret breakdown Collapse as work strain got too much WORLD EXCLUSIVE By BEN JACKSON Published: 10 hrs ago         SIMON COWELL suffered a devastating...
    sparklingdiamonds sparklingdiamonds 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    Part Of The Problem That Ep Is Experiencing Starts Here !!!

    There has been a lot of debate and different ideas lately on members concern for the young people who do visit this site. I was browsing my news feed and I ran across the link below. This is a story, that isn't fit for young people, posted in the " I Have Insomnia" group. This is...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 8 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    We meet a lot of people in our lives.

    We make friends and we say that it'll last forever but in reality it doesn't last a year. I've been thinking about some of the friendships that I've let pass me by and I wonder how life would've been with them still in my life. I think back to this one girl in particular. We...
    RealTalk101 RealTalk101 16-17, M Mar 3

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    I can never seem to get away from this.

    .. In my class, there were three new students that joined recently. (People can join at different points and graduate at different times. So, for example, I will graduate before them since I started before them.) One of the new guys came up to me and tried to put his hands on my...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I'll Prove You Wrong.

    A few months back, I was told by my Doctor and Psychologist, that I needed to see a Psychiatrist. I take medication for my Chronic Anxiety, Panic Disorder, Depression and Agoraphobia. When I had chose not to take my medication simply because I could not be bothered for a few...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    A 7 Year Old Is Taking Away My Sanity

    For those of you that do not know, I am raising my 7 year old nephew. His mother died of cancer two years ago. My mother in-law got custody and she abused him emotionally and physically. The first several months were good. There were issues, but nothing too big for me to handle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Sorry....

    I lost my new bracelet. It might not seem like much but it was new and my sister got it for me and it is the same as hers. I'm ill. I keep nearly throwing up and I have a huge headache and cold and cough and **** but I couldn't stay off school because then I'd miss too much (I...
    Cainamythgimoj Cainamythgimoj 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 26, 2013

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    Makes You Wonder..........

    ........or puke...one of the two..................
    sparklingdiamonds sparklingdiamonds 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    So for some reason...

    I cannot get a girlfriend...now here me out. No matter who I've liked or how I've approached them it's just never worked out in my favor and it kinda sucks...It kinda messes with your confidence. And people tell me "good relationships start as friendships". Well I've been down...
    RealTalk101 RealTalk101 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    Can I Get A Break...please?? Hello???

    I warn  you - this is long - it was a bad day today and I need to vent...a friend of mine might say, "Skip to the end!" but I need to spell this out.I was content to muddle through this Friday knowing that the weekend was imminent....the glorious weekend....the respite from life...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 10 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I deleted my first account

    because I felt like it wasn't really helping me.. I told one of my friends who have experienced some online social sites about it and he said that I didn't need to make online friends or be on there.. He said it was best to explore and go out more to meet new ppl.. He said it...
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 13

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    Stick A Fork In Me, I'm Done

    good thing i haven't had breakfast yet because i would have lost it when i came across the group "i love *** on food" seriously? while a group like this might not be violating any terms of service, it's just a plain waste of space to me and what could it possibly add to the ep...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Ugh!

    Every ******* time! I always get hurt no mater what! Ughhh! I try so hard to be careful not to but at the same time to be happy. But every time I'm happy it goes BOOM! And I get ******* hurt! Was I not meant to be happy?! Is that what this is?! Ughhhhh! I got hurt again! I...
    rawrgasm rawrgasm 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    We both live in different worlds

    but we both love each other. too much, just too much. Let's hold our hands tightly together. don't let go. I won't let go.ever J'etaime.
    raldy raldy 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    I Like To Write With A Blade

      i like to write with a blade,  it makes the words feelings stronger, as i cut deep into who i am, i find what it is about me that others can not stand, i take this blade and cut deep  i see inside of me,  i want to find what part of me that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 30, 2010

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    Really Needing To Get This Out Of My System

    Earlier tonight I was talking with my best friend and her mom about ****** up families. Mine came up too LOL I got to thinking about my moms viewing and funeral, and really right before she died. Their involvement with being there for me was seriously lacking!!!! I probably...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F Apr 2, 2012

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    I was trying to get out of a very small parking

    lot. One side was blocked because people decided to park in the exits. I maneuvered the car around to leave from the other exit (the ONLY other exit). I couldn't. People parked there as well. I had to wait until someone left, and there were other cars trying to leave, pulling up...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Jan 29

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    Related Experiences

    i will be here next to you so that you dont need to feel alone,im here to help you if you have any problem then feel free to tell me so that we both can solve the problem together...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M Mar 25