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    I deleted my first account

    because I felt like it wasn't really helping me.. I told one of my friends who have experienced some online social sites about it and he said that I didn't need to make online friends or be on there.. He said it was best to explore and go out more to meet new ppl.. He said it...
    SweetRose22 SweetRose22 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Life is stressing me out quite a bit lately.

    Deciding what I want to do with my future sucks. I really want to go be an animator or work for a video game company, but doing so likely is going to require me to move (unless I get online work). I don't want to move. I REALLY don't want to move. That would most likely require...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    So I might as well just tell you everything.

    . So I'm only 15 (I know you're probably thinking I'm too young for any of this) but anyway, so I dated this great girl for a couple months then I dumped her. Well now (about a month later) one of my bestfriends has a fling with her. It bothered me more than I can explain, at...
    benroest benroest 13-15, M Jun 29

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    Free Speech

    Everyone has the right to say what they want to who they want. That is their right is it not? Just because you have a right to do something however, does not mean that you have to misuse and abuse it. Free speech should not be used to put others down. It should not be used to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I am going back to work today,

    after 3 weeks of vacation. I'm still at home eating my breakfast but I'm altredy looking forward to Christmas holidays! My laziness is growing with me, and i'ts uncontrollable!
    Gallot Gallot 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I have to work today

    but I don't feel like going today. I started to fall asleep but as soon as I would fall into the good part of sleep my daughter would belly flop on me waking me up. My wife was not tired but now she is tired and so is my daughter and I'm awake now. Frustrating. My counselor says...
    kaymo01 kaymo01 31-35, M Jun 10

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    I hate when people take my friends

    and then I have no one to hang out with
    itsoliviaaa00 itsoliviaaa00 13-15, F Jul 4

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    Go on brag about your life!

    You'd give me more reason to cut! Thank you! And also to lovers I see those public affections I won't hurt you. No I won't I'll cut and I'll remind myself not to be envious...cut and slash my arms and legs. Thank you people, sincerely thank you and go ahead and laugh.
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's hard for me not to want to hate myself

    sometimes. I can't stop crying, so I'm not able to sleep now. My mind is keeping me up. I'm so frustrated with my emotions. I just want to 'get over it'. Why is it so difficult to not care? Why is it so difficult to not be upset over things? My mind keeps thinking over and...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 1 Response May 28

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    Curvaceous And Skinny.

    I've seen the question come up a lot: "Which is more attractive, curvy women or skinny women?" Does it really matter? I guess men (or women, whichever toots ya flute) all have different preferences, but I've noticed that those who don't find skinny women attractive are incredibly...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses May 28, 2013

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    I feel like I have so much to do

    and not enough time. I just want to be finished with this whole transformation and move on in my life I'm tired and its getting annoying and plus it makes me stop myself from falling in love and enjoys the bliss of life. I wish that I listened sooner but I didn't I just pray to...
    Cutestuff2 Cutestuff2 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I'll Prove You Wrong.

    A few months back, I was told by my Doctor and Psychologist, that I needed to see a Psychiatrist. I take medication for my Chronic Anxiety, Panic Disorder, Depression and Agoraphobia. When I had chose not to take my medication simply because I could not be bothered for a few...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Il'd Kill For The Nobel Peace Prize.

    I'm so angry at society! why can't we be harsher on our killers! How come i've only just heard of 'the murder of James Bulger' today. He was two years old and they were ten. They abducted, sexually abused, tortured and killed him. A two year old child A TWO YEAR OLD CHILD! They...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    I Hate This Fear.

    I suffer chronic anxiety and agoraphobia, and everyone knows that fear comes along with both those disorders. Basically, I fear things that don't necessarily need to be feared.Today, I heard a knock at my door, to which I stood completely still and ignored, waiting for whoever...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    I will bombard you with all my problems

    and views and I don't care if people think I'm wrong.
    projectgwyn101 projectgwyn101 16-17, M Apr 24

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    I am in tears! I have way to many friends all

    over the place. I have FB friends, email friends, Pen-pals, texting friends, twitter friends, tumblr friends, and real life friends and it is very over whelming to me. I want to be a good friend to each and everyone on of them but I just can't because everyone is so spread out...
    RandomFriendGuy RandomFriendGuy 18-21, M 3 Responses May 13

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    Santa Is Soooo Uncool ):

    So yes...after me writing santa not one...not two but three awesome letters... did i get John morrison? NO ): did i get naked supernatural star dean? NO ): did i get graceland? did i get rudolph? did i ? NO NO NO. wtf is up with that santa? really? REALLY? and i even somewhat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    Why does people keep on lying to me?

    "You'll find someone soon, you're beautiful. Nothing but lies!" I'm not a fat **** but I am nowhere near beautiful I'm average looking! My mind is not kind it's not cruel it's extremely selfish and self-centered! No I'm not, I don't want to believe in your stupid lies and...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Negative, Emotionless Mum.

    I live with just my Mum, and she's a very negative and emotionless person. I can never go to her when I am depressed or upset or in need of advice, because she shrugs it all off. I suffer from two disorders and I get very depressed on occasion, but instead of going to Mum for...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    Ep Irritates Me Sometimes

    I don't spend as much time on EP as I used to, so when I do come here, I like to check out what my circle of friends has written. But more often than not, when I click on "Stories", I cannot access the stories just for my circle!  Why can't EP software peeps get their $hit...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 6 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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    A 7 Year Old Is Taking Away My Sanity

    For those of you that do not know, I am raising my 7 year old nephew. His mother died of cancer two years ago. My mother in-law got custody and she abused him emotionally and physically. The first several months were good. There were issues, but nothing too big for me to handle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Idfk O_0

    My apologies to anyone who even bothers to read this, my thoughts are all jumbled up so this is going to lack any structure at all, hopefully nobody reads it for that very reason. I really don't know what to say that will describe how I've been lately, I can't quite put it into...
    MiracleWhipTrickster MiracleWhipTrickster 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 29, 2011

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    Diddums.......................

    Folks..the following story is really one of heartbreak, hardship and sorrow..yep I'm being sarcastic......... Cowell’s secret breakdown Collapse as work strain got too much WORLD EXCLUSIVE By BEN JACKSON Published: 10 hrs ago         SIMON COWELL suffered a devastating...
    sparklingdiamonds sparklingdiamonds 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    Ugh. Life consists of one frivolous issue

    after another... So, today, I decided to try and take a nap while I was at my bf's house. See, the thing is, I'm TERRIFIED of sleeping around others because of a sexual abuse incident I went through where my abuser tried to make me sleep before he abused me. Well, since I was...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F Jun 8

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    Oh dear, the idiocy. The poor interpretations

    of everything surrounding him. My eyes weep for such a young mind, a brilliantly mindless mound of goo, swishing away between bone and skin, in utter pretense of apparent knowledge. I fear for this soul, as I wonder how such an organism can possibly live with such emptiness in...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    F8ck this piece of sh-it place.

    .Wasting my time here on people that ill probably never even f8cking meet or who dont give a sh*t about me..i should just erase this sh*t...thats how im feeling right now anyways ***** this im going to bed..
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Gallot Gallot 36-40, M Aug 19

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    You Know What Really Cheeses Me Off?

    I haven't got a tail with a rattle on the end of it. This wouldn't be so bad, except I am also without a large and brightly colored frill around my neck. I also have no feather crest on my head. Worse yet, I have no venomous fangs to flash. Heck, even non-venomous fangs would do...
    StillMeJustDifferent StillMeJustDifferent 31-35 2 Responses Apr 10, 2011

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    This is gonna be stupid; So today I went to

    Jewel to buy a gallon of vitamin D, 2%, tomatoes and bread. I was holding my 1 year old son in my left arm and my purse/keys in my right. I walk in and there are NO shopping carts. It's a regular day, not too hot, not windy, not raining, not snowing and they're not going out of...
    RaccoonInDaRoom RaccoonInDaRoom 18-21, F Jul 1

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    Makes You Wonder..........

    ........or puke...one of the two..................
    sparklingdiamonds sparklingdiamonds 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2012

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    New to all this. Waking up way to often

    and feeling worthless. I love my wife but think I made a mistake not having kids. Now we're too old. I seriously have no friends and I work at home in the country. So quiet and so alone.
    mrhawkman mrhawkman 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    A week ago one of the pills fell out of my

    packet. 'Birth control' but I take it all the time to not have a period and for no other reason. I had already taken my pill for that day and as I would be away for the week and had no place to keep it secure I decided a place as safe as any would be my bed side table. Evidently...
    Lucienn Lucienn 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 18

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    I want to escape in fact I don't just want to I

    must escape I must go far away where nothing and no one can find me not even my own mind. I can no longer exist in this futile existence in which I am living. Before I sleep each night I go to bed with hope that tomorrow will bring something new it will bring me the key to my...
    Feistywizard Feistywizard 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Why I Am Going Crazy

      This is my life right now.  Seriously.
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    I'm Fine

    No one likes you when you're depressed. Only you truly understand your own pain, no one else does. They say they do, they think they do, but they really don't. It's all a sham. In the end, you're really just alone in the world. The next time someone asks me what's wrong, I'm...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 4, 2011

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    I find a lot of attractive couples at the mall

    today and it drove me insane plus the movie I watched it's just like I lost my mind. Whenever I look at someone I find attractive I want to die. At that very spot because I hate the way they look at me I'd rather be blind than see their eyes. Call me pathetic or whatever I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Okay so I find out that my well

    now ex boyfriend had been lying. And it hurts to know he was, but what can I do? One thing was just to end it... Because I hate liars. And some may think not talking it out with him isn't good. But how can I when he never wants to talk to me? Man this seems pretty dumb and I...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Everything feels like work.

    Even the fun thing's they aren't even fun their just work. All kind's of people everywhere happy and oblivious living their lives.. well I sit her and waste away into nothingness to tired to even get out of bed in the morning.Plans goals what the hell for? every-single plan and...
    Feistywizard Feistywizard 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Stick A Fork In Me, I'm Done

    good thing i haven't had breakfast yet because i would have lost it when i came across the group "i love *** on food" seriously? while a group like this might not be violating any terms of service, it's just a plain waste of space to me and what could it possibly add to the ep...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Misery is gonna always be around every corner

    in my life. Maybe its time to embrace it.
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Can I Get A Break...please?? Hello???

    I warn  you - this is long - it was a bad day today and I need to vent...a friend of mine might say, "Skip to the end!" but I need to spell this out.I was content to muddle through this Friday knowing that the weekend was imminent....the glorious weekend....the respite from life...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 10 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I Hate My Ex

    I hate him i hate him i hate him...... i want to smack the **** out of him every time my kid cries because he thinks i will leave him like his daddy left..... i want to smack him every time he gets too depressed to see the kids... i want to smack him every time he calles and...
    phoenix2011 phoenix2011 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    Why?

    i constantly sit here battling with my mind wondering why everything is the way it is? why everyone has changed and ive stayed the same. im starting to wonder what my purpose is. What am i made for? everything a girl trys to avoid her whole life ive ended up with i feel so alone...
    IOpenedMyEyeSs IOpenedMyEyeSs 18-21, F Jan 9, 2012

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    Part Of The Problem That Ep Is Experiencing Starts Here !!!

    There has been a lot of debate and different ideas lately on members concern for the young people who do visit this site. I was browsing my news feed and I ran across the link below. This is a story, that isn't fit for young people, posted in the " I Have Insomnia" group. This is...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 8 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    To All The Men Out There

    If you live with a woman and you like to leave your socks wherever you please remember this: Every time she picks them up (because she DID wait a few days to see if you would do it, but you didn't, you useless pig) she is cursing you and plotting your death. Just thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 68 Responses May 22, 2011

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    so much has happened to me in my life

    but I'm proud if myself for staying strong even at times wherei feel like this is it..
    deadrosez deadrosez 16-17, F Jun 29

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    I just need to get this out of my thoughts

    and on to paper i guess..All I can say to sum up my thoughts right now is that "everything happens for a reason"..not a saying I particularly enjoy..but that's what sums everything out right now..sighs..Also less is more I guess though i feel like venting my arse off right now...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F Jul 14

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    Okay I've Had Enough I'm Fukking Done

    Apparently compassion is getting the best of me.. allowing you to hold me down.. somehow you find the way to break into my mind and find a way to make it all seem as if it's my fault.. I care about you, I want you to be okay.. but that doesn't give you the right to feel you have...
    ravenge ravenge 26-30, F 24 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Really Needing To Get This Out Of My System

    Earlier tonight I was talking with my best friend and her mom about ****** up families. Mine came up too LOL I got to thinking about my moms viewing and funeral, and really right before she died. Their involvement with being there for me was seriously lacking!!!! I probably...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F Apr 2, 2012

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    It seems like no matter what choices I make im

    screwed..i get screwed over like it's rigged so I lose no matter what the hell i do,the only choice would be to let go of fear and have faith in myself and believe I can face the huge obstacles that seem to be ahead..which is extremely difficult for me to do because my fate in...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F Jul 18

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    I'm Empty.

    I'm so tired. Tired of waking up every day and doing the same shít. At first I liked it, I liked that I could sleep as much as I wanted, I loved that I could stay on the computer all day. There was always something exciting I could do online. It was amazing to just wake up, with...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I just don't even know.

    .. I got a bit upset earlier and you called me a ***** for it. I feel beyond disrespected and I feel just...awful. Every time I am upset I am told things like that. So I just started bottling up my anger and taking it out on myself. I thought... I could be open about how I felt...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F Aug 28

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    I'm just so frustrated right now.

    My teacher tried to push me towards trying to get this job and I just don't feel like I'm prepared for it. He never told me they want a lot of knowledge in Photoshop. It first seemed like I didn't have to know much beyond assembling a calendar. If he has told me this was a...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 1 day ago

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