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    Everything feels like work.

    Even the fun thing's they aren't even fun their just work. All kind's of people everywhere happy and oblivious living their lives.. well I sit her and waste away into nothingness to tired to even get out of bed in the morning.Plans goals what the hell for? every-single plan and...
    Feistywizard Feistywizard 18-21, M Sep 10, 2014

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    I can't do anything right apparently.

    I'm not good enough. I'm an immature brat. I'm sorry I'm such a waste of space.
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 5 Responses Oct 14, 2014

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    My elder sister. She is 22 years old.

    She is weird. She was always weird. As a child, she had to be a queen when we played royal family, and the girl who two enemies fought for in Troy. If I wanted to be, I was basically in for trouble. She would kick me for no reason sometimes, and when I would try to kick back...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    Ep Irritates Me Sometimes

    I don't spend as much time on EP as I used to, so when I do come here, I like to check out what my circle of friends has written. But more often than not, when I click on "Stories", I cannot access the stories just for my circle!  Why can't EP software peeps get their $hit...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 6 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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    I deleted my first account

    because I felt like it wasn't really helping me.. I told one of my friends who have experienced some online social sites about it and he said that I didn't need to make online friends or be on there.. He said it was best to explore and go out more to meet new ppl.. He said it...
    SleepyRose22 SleepyRose22 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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    My difficulty with talking about issues with

    people I know in real life is becoming an issue itself. Here, it's easy for me to vent about my issues because I don't have to talk directly face to face with anyone. Also, if I decide to talk about my problems with somebody and that causes problems between me and that person...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 2 Responses Oct 10, 2014

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    So sick of dealing with negative people.

    They just bring me down and sometimes I don't even realize it, and I'm like oh wait what is the *ucking problem here? Nothing. It must be your whining and moaning that is making me think there is a problem. If they would just actually do something to fix their issues, they...
    Peacepuppy Peacepuppy 22-25, F 19 Responses Jan 2

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    Autumn is beautiful,

    but the drop of the temperature does get the flu... In bed with a fever!
    Gallot Gallot 36-40, M Oct 29, 2014

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    Seriously want a loyal friend.

    .preferably one who lives in Near me in my state of North Carolina any takers?
    Cataleya37 Cataleya37 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    (im starting to like this experience.

    i can complain an its where its suppose to be. lol) I hate it. its like everyone thinks u should give to them ohhh but god forbid u ever want anything from them. (rolls eyes)
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F Oct 26, 2014

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    Okay I've Had Enough I'm Fukking Done

    Apparently compassion is getting the best of me.. allowing you to hold me down.. somehow you find the way to break into my mind and find a way to make it all seem as if it's my fault.. I care about you, I want you to be okay.. but that doesn't give you the right to feel you have...
    ravenge ravenge 26-30, F 24 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    I am in tears! I have way to many friends all

    over the place. I have FB friends, email friends, Pen-pals, texting friends, twitter friends, tumblr friends, and real life friends and it is very over whelming to me. I want to be a good friend to each and everyone on of them but I just can't because everyone is so spread out...
    RandomFriendGuy RandomFriendGuy 18-21, M 2 Responses May 13, 2014

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    I'm sorry you feel that way,

    and I'm sorry you think of me that way now. I don't think I should have to feel sorry for who and how I am, though. I wasn't wrong. I don't think like you do and I'm not going to no matter how much we argue our own points. But to be fair, I don't need you to think like me...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 Jan 3

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    I dyed my hair tonight.

    I only like side pics because it's otherwise ugly. Today I'm thankful for my life, my job, my pets, everything I did today. Had a rough night but I've since calmed down. Thankful for coors light, that's right, don't hate on cheap beer.
    Peacepuppy Peacepuppy 22-25, F 17 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    Why would people tell me

    that they were going to come help me this weeknd and just no call no show? I didn't ask for your help, so if you don't want to give it to me, don't! I have enough on my plate without adding "disapointment from false promises" on top of the damn pile. Then again, I am the idiot...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I should have just worked out instead of being

    here trying to find a fu*cking person to cheer me up f*cking stupid... Maybe it's better to be alone that way the only expectations I have are from myslf no bs from other people either..which honestly it's not sounding too bad right now **** guys too trying to find some fu*cking...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2014

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    A 7 Year Old Is Taking Away My Sanity

    For those of you that do not know, I am raising my 7 year old nephew. His mother died of cancer two years ago. My mother in-law got custody and she abused him emotionally and physically. The first several months were good. There were issues, but nothing too big for me to handle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Why?

    i constantly sit here battling with my mind wondering why everything is the way it is? why everyone has changed and ive stayed the same. im starting to wonder what my purpose is. What am i made for? everything a girl trys to avoid her whole life ive ended up with i feel so alone...
    IOpenedMyEyeSs IOpenedMyEyeSs 18-21, F Jan 9, 2012

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    I Hate My Ex

    I hate him i hate him i hate him...... i want to smack the **** out of him every time my kid cries because he thinks i will leave him like his daddy left..... i want to smack him every time he gets too depressed to see the kids... i want to smack him every time he calles and...
    phoenix2011 phoenix2011 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    I'm trying so hard to break my bad habits

    but I'm so un motivated I feel like I could do great things if I really made an effort but its so hard being consistent.... first world problems
    Emeraldteo Emeraldteo 18-21, F Oct 27, 2014

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    There are very few things

    that anger me to the point of actually getting angry in public. For to me to actually have a burst of anger even the smallest there has to be something that i really hate. And there is one thing that's been happening a lot lately that ****** me off beyond belief. And what that...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M Oct 26, 2014

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    I hate family and friends

    that use me and the decide it's ok to hurt me more than say I'm the bad friend no I'm not I just don't like bullshit
    mebar mebar 31-35 Dec 19, 2014

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    I live in a constant world of being lied to ,

    and being made fun of. All the things I care about ,and the ideas trapped within me . Are nothing to the people that are around me . You seem me as a freak or a perv or someone that does not belong. The internet this site is one were i am free (though everyone judges here to) To...
    ImNotRice ImNotRice 18-21, M Feb 17

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    Aren't they blaming you too

    for your pains when they say ” you’re just looking for someone to blame”? Isn’t it funny when they step on you, kick you because you blame the world for breaking your heart. Every war is the responsibility of a world that never dares to speak up for justice. You vote...
    Apassingstranger Apassingstranger 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    Stick A Fork In Me, I'm Done

    good thing i haven't had breakfast yet because i would have lost it when i came across the group "i love *** on food" seriously? while a group like this might not be violating any terms of service, it's just a plain waste of space to me and what could it possibly add to the ep...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    To All The Men Out There

    If you live with a woman and you like to leave your socks wherever you please remember this: Every time she picks them up (because she DID wait a few days to see if you would do it, but you didn't, you useless pig) she is cursing you and plotting your death. Just thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 68 Responses May 22, 2011

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    Curvaceous And Skinny.

    I've seen the question come up a lot: "Which is more attractive, curvy women or skinny women?" Does it really matter? I guess men (or women, whichever toots ya flute) all have different preferences, but I've noticed that those who don't find skinny women attractive are incredibly...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses May 28, 2013

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    Life is stressing me out quite a bit lately.

    Deciding what I want to do with my future sucks. I really want to go be an animator or work for a video game company, but doing so likely is going to require me to move (unless I get online work). I don't want to move. I REALLY don't want to move. That would most likely require...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 3 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    Why I Am Going Crazy

      This is my life right now.  Seriously.
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    I'm Empty.

    I'm so tired. Tired of waking up every day and doing the same shít. At first I liked it, I liked that I could sleep as much as I wanted, I loved that I could stay on the computer all day. There was always something exciting I could do online. It was amazing to just wake up, with...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I'm just so frustrated right now.

    My teacher tried to push me towards trying to get this job and I just don't feel like I'm prepared for it. He never told me they want a lot of knowledge in Photoshop. It first seemed like I didn't have to know much beyond assembling a calendar. If he has told me this was a...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 Sep 16, 2014

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    Negative, Emotionless Mum.

    I live with just my Mum, and she's a very negative and emotionless person. I can never go to her when I am depressed or upset or in need of advice, because she shrugs it all off. I suffer from two disorders and I get very depressed on occasion, but instead of going to Mum for...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    Right now, I cannot believe how disrespectful

    my family is. Actually I never can. It is crazy. My ex whom I haven't seen in 3 years, (we were together for 4 1/2) just showed up and is socializing with them downstairs. Nobody asked me or told me. I cannot even say how I'm feeling. What the ****. How would you feel? Am I...
    Peacepuppy Peacepuppy 22-25, F 17 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I Hate This Fear.

    I suffer chronic anxiety and agoraphobia, and everyone knows that fear comes along with both those disorders. Basically, I fear things that don't necessarily need to be feared.Today, I heard a knock at my door, to which I stood completely still and ignored, waiting for whoever...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    seriously u go and u post about ur dieting.

    and suddenly everyone's a nutritionist/dr. they "know" what u should do. omg ppl im following my surgeons advice! he wants me on a 1000 calorie diet. with two protien shakes and dinner. I may not get all my calories or do my shakes and some days I get more than 1000 calories...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Suicide.. Don't prevent others from it,

    if it's what they want to be at ease let it happen.. Keeping someone alive can only keep them alive for a short while before depression strikes over again.. Me for example, the more I pull myself closer to committing suicide someone pulls me back in.. But I realized life is full...
    NotBiasedBAM NotBiasedBAM 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I'm Fine

    No one likes you when you're depressed. Only you truly understand your own pain, no one else does. They say they do, they think they do, but they really don't. It's all a sham. In the end, you're really just alone in the world. The next time someone asks me what's wrong, I'm...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 4, 2011

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    Can I Get A Break...please?? Hello???

    I warn  you - this is long - it was a bad day today and I need to vent...a friend of mine might say, "Skip to the end!" but I need to spell this out.I was content to muddle through this Friday knowing that the weekend was imminent....the glorious weekend....the respite from life...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 10 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I hope I don't annoy anyone with my stories

    and I have said some stupid things, but they were never mean or rude. I just need to vent about things every once and awhile. You don't like it? Then don't read and look at your experiences.
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    I got my first hallucination

    while driving. I always feared having a hallucination while driving because that could severely impact my driving. I felt even worse about hallucinating because I wasn't the only one in the car, so I could have potentially hurt others. I talked with my boyfriend about that...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 1 Response Oct 12, 2014

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    Sometimes, I just get

    so stressed out and I don't even know why. I don't like being alone, and my boyfriend works nights, so I'm alone a lot which is just horrible. I have a lot of problems, yes I know this, but still. Why can't I just have a day were my body doesn't hate me? I've been feeling sick...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F Nov 16, 2014

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    I have trouble figuring out what I want to do.

    I feel like I got through various stages of hobbies and I never stick with it after a while. I feel like everything i get into, i end up quitting. Art, music, exercise, health. All things Im passionate about but i seem to cant stick to what I start. The only thing that i haven't...
    truepositivevibes truepositivevibes 22-25, F Oct 15, 2014

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    My older cousin was my idol.

    She was literally perfect! When she was younger, she was a Pow-wow princess. Native American traditional dancer. She'd compete against other girls. When she was older she got to travel to exotic places. Basically she was awesome! She played hockey, graduated, got married and had...
    roxrockman roxrockman 26-30, F Dec 17, 2014

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    well its official. lol the one friend I

    managed to make. I pissed off. lol she tried to get me to go to the dr. for this stomach bug ive had. I politely. mind u POLITELY. told her no I was fine it needed to run its course. lol she didnt take thst to well. just texted her and shes not speaking. I also didnt wake up to...
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2014

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    Santa Is Soooo Uncool ):

    So yes...after me writing santa not one...not two but three awesome letters... did i get John morrison? NO ): did i get naked supernatural star dean? NO ): did i get graceland? did i get rudolph? did i ? NO NO NO. wtf is up with that santa? really? REALLY? and i even somewhat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    Il'd Kill For The Nobel Peace Prize.

    I'm so angry at society! why can't we be harsher on our killers! How come i've only just heard of 'the murder of James Bulger' today. He was two years old and they were ten. They abducted, sexually abused, tortured and killed him. A two year old child A TWO YEAR OLD CHILD! They...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    Well, today went from being wonderful to just

    dreadful. Most of the day I got to spend out with my brother as a late celebrate for his birthday. I had to work on his birthday, so I unfortunately missed it. Well, after we got home, I got a call from work asking where I was. I could have sworn when I checked my work...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 2 Responses Nov 18, 2014