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    Okay I've Had Enough I'm Fukking Done

    Apparently compassion is getting the best of me.. allowing you to hold me down.. somehow you find the way to break into my mind and find a way to make it all seem as if it's my fault.. I care about you, I want you to be okay.. but that doesn't give you the right to feel you have...
    ravenge ravenge 26-30, F 24 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Life is stressing me out quite a bit lately.

    Deciding what I want to do with my future sucks. I really want to go be an animator or work for a video game company, but doing so likely is going to require me to move (unless I get online work). I don't want to move. I REALLY don't want to move. That would most likely require...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 3 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    So sick of dealing with negative people.

    They just bring me down and sometimes I don't even realize it, and I'm like oh wait what is the *ucking problem here? Nothing. It must be your whining and moaning that is making me think there is a problem. If they would just actually do something to fix their issues, they...
    SnickerDo0dle SnickerDo0dle 22-25, F 18 Responses Jan 2

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    Santa Is Soooo Uncool ):

    So yes...after me writing santa not one...not two but three awesome letters... did i get John morrison? NO ): did i get naked supernatural star dean? NO ): did i get graceland? did i get rudolph? did i ? NO NO NO. wtf is up with that santa? really? REALLY? and i even somewhat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Hate My Ex

    I hate him i hate him i hate him...... i want to smack the **** out of him every time my kid cries because he thinks i will leave him like his daddy left..... i want to smack him every time he gets too depressed to see the kids... i want to smack him every time he calles and...
    phoenix2011 phoenix2011 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    This always happens with me.

    I'd always put so much effort and go through such hectic work fixing all the stuff and making changes and setting schedules and doing all the work, and not only do I never get acknowledged for my work, worse still, somebody else always gets credit for it, and gets all the praise...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Apr 10

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    I Like To Write With A Blade

      i like to write with a blade,  it makes the words feelings stronger, as i cut deep into who i am, i find what it is about me that others can not stand, i take this blade and cut deep  i see inside of me,  i want to find what part of me that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 30, 2010

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    Damn it. Just. Damn it.

    My eating disorder is basically back. I hate this. I hate this so ******* much. I... I can't believe how this has just suddenly come back. I mean, I really shouldn't be surprised though. It's been a lingering thought in the back of my head for a while now to go starve myself...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 1 Response Mar 8

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    Worked hard all today,

    no waisted time, by the time I was ready to start the two main intended tasks it was time for bed. Tomorrow-- get up and try again. Many parts of life have become tasks for me, because I am trying to build something larger. When you want to make something larger, it can...
    laura40404 laura40404 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 20

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    Are ya ready kids? Oooh!

    Who lives with a GPA under a C? College students! Who lives with stress-induced anxiety! College students! If giving up right now is something you wish, College students! Then grab some popcorn and watch some Netflix! Now I feel better.
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I HATE this f***ing family!

    ! I REALLY DO! Family isn't even the word to use! These aren't called parents. These are just horrible human beings that we had no choice about having. Please just die -__-
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Apr 5

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    Aren't they blaming you too

    for your pains when they say ” you’re just looking for someone to blame”? Isn’t it funny when they step on you, kick you because you blame the world for breaking your heart. Every war is the responsibility of a world that never dares to speak up for justice. You vote...
    Apassingstranger Apassingstranger 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    veegee1962 veegee1962 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    Free Speech

    Everyone has the right to say what they want to who they want. That is their right is it not? Just because you have a right to do something however, does not mean that you have to misuse and abuse it. Free speech should not be used to put others down. It should not be used to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    Mature responses please.

    My boyfriend of a year wants to watch ****. We live together and are having a baby. I watch **** only once in a blue moon when my partner is gone and we're both open and I tell him and he is fine with it. I feel a bit jealous when he watches it so I told him if he does can he...
    lemonadelaide lemonadelaide 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Ep Irritates Me Sometimes

    I don't spend as much time on EP as I used to, so when I do come here, I like to check out what my circle of friends has written. But more often than not, when I click on "Stories", I cannot access the stories just for my circle!  Why can't EP software peeps get their $hit...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 6 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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    I'm going to break into another psychotic

    episode soon. I can just tell. I can barely mentally handle it anymore and I'm going to snap. I need help but... all the counseling services I went to here were TERRIBLE and the meds they put me on literally were close to killing me. A few of them have even been recalled. I...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 3 Responses Mar 10

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    I hope I don't annoy anyone with my stories

    and I have said some stupid things, but they were never mean or rude. I just need to vent about things every once and awhile. You don't like it? Then don't read and look at your experiences.
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    Il'd Kill For The Nobel Peace Prize.

    I'm so angry at society! why can't we be harsher on our killers! How come i've only just heard of 'the murder of James Bulger' today. He was two years old and they were ten. They abducted, sexually abused, tortured and killed him. A two year old child A TWO YEAR OLD CHILD! They...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    My long distance story pt.

    1 - It was the summer of 2010, I had just got done 8th grade. Had a big sleep over with a bunch of girlfriends of mine, we ended up going on one of those webcam chats known as omegle. Everyone did it, and we had a blast, saw some things we wish we didn't see. We kept seeing this...
    mclovinu mclovinu 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I think this culture (America,

    or "The West") sucks if you want to develop spiritually. I haven't travelled too much but people seem to say this so I am parroting them. A Buddhist teacher said, "If you renounce, people think you have no life." That is true. I am am so fed on this culture that even if I did...
    laura40404 laura40404 26-30, F 10 Responses Apr 6

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    I live in a constant world of being lied to ,

    and being made fun of. All the things I care about ,and the ideas trapped within me . Are nothing to the people that are around me . You seem me as a freak or a perv or someone that does not belong. The internet this site is one were i am free (though everyone judges here to) To...
    ImNotRice ImNotRice 18-21, M Feb 17

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    Why?

    i constantly sit here battling with my mind wondering why everything is the way it is? why everyone has changed and ive stayed the same. im starting to wonder what my purpose is. What am i made for? everything a girl trys to avoid her whole life ive ended up with i feel so alone...
    IOpenedMyEyeSs IOpenedMyEyeSs 18-21, F Jan 9, 2012

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    I'll Prove You Wrong.

    A few months back, I was told by my Doctor and Psychologist, that I needed to see a Psychiatrist. I take medication for my Chronic Anxiety, Panic Disorder, Depression and Agoraphobia. When I had chose not to take my medication simply because I could not be bothered for a few...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    damn migraine from hell.

    . nothing's touching it.
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I should have just worked out instead of being

    here trying to find a fu*cking person to cheer me up f*cking stupid... Maybe it's better to be alone that way the only expectations I have are from myslf no bs from other people either..which honestly it's not sounding too bad right now **** guys too trying to find some fu*cking...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2014

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    Stick A Fork In Me, I'm Done

    good thing i haven't had breakfast yet because i would have lost it when i came across the group "i love *** on food" seriously? while a group like this might not be violating any terms of service, it's just a plain waste of space to me and what could it possibly add to the ep...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    seriously u go and u post about ur dieting.

    and suddenly everyone's a nutritionist/dr. they "know" what u should do. omg ppl im following my surgeons advice! he wants me on a 1000 calorie diet. with two protien shakes and dinner. I may not get all my calories or do my shakes and some days I get more than 1000 calories...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I hate family and friends

    that use me and the decide it's ok to hurt me more than say I'm the bad friend no I'm not I just don't like bullshit
    mebar mebar 31-35 Dec 19, 2014

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    A 7 Year Old Is Taking Away My Sanity

    For those of you that do not know, I am raising my 7 year old nephew. His mother died of cancer two years ago. My mother in-law got custody and she abused him emotionally and physically. The first several months were good. There were issues, but nothing too big for me to handle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    I'm Empty.

    I'm so tired. Tired of waking up every day and doing the same shít. At first I liked it, I liked that I could sleep as much as I wanted, I loved that I could stay on the computer all day. There was always something exciting I could do online. It was amazing to just wake up, with...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I need a break and a long vacation.

    I am tired and stressed out.
    veegee1962 veegee1962 51-55, M Apr 6

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    Negative, Emotionless Mum.

    I live with just my Mum, and she's a very negative and emotionless person. I can never go to her when I am depressed or upset or in need of advice, because she shrugs it all off. I suffer from two disorders and I get very depressed on occasion, but instead of going to Mum for...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    ugh you know you're getting old.

    . or at least your brain is... when you have to ask your sister how old she is to remember how old you are... :(
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Why would people tell me

    that they were going to come help me this weeknd and just no call no show? I didn't ask for your help, so if you don't want to give it to me, don't! I have enough on my plate without adding "disapointment from false promises" on top of the damn pile. Then again, I am the idiot...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Can I Get A Break...please?? Hello???

    I warn  you - this is long - it was a bad day today and I need to vent...a friend of mine might say, "Skip to the end!" but I need to spell this out.I was content to muddle through this Friday knowing that the weekend was imminent....the glorious weekend....the respite from life...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 10 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I am in tears! I have way to many friends all

    over the place. I have FB friends, email friends, Pen-pals, texting friends, twitter friends, tumblr friends, and real life friends and it is very over whelming to me. I want to be a good friend to each and everyone on of them but I just can't because everyone is so spread out...
    RandomFriendGuy RandomFriendGuy 18-21, M 2 Responses May 13, 2014

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    As I'm sure you all know,

    everyone is different and we all have special and unique talents and personality traits. This time of year is bittersweet for me because one of my talents happens to be gift-giving. I LOVE giving gifts to my loved ones! I really put a lot of thought into what I give others, and...
    amazingcuzitis amazingcuzitis 18-21, F Dec 24, 2014

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    I'm not really sure why

    but I have this "black cloud"following me lately that I just can't seem to shake. I'm sad, and I wish I didn't feel that way. I just got back from an amazing trip that was so fun. I was in Vegas for my birthday. Back home, I was the only person who wasn't 21 so my friends didn't...
    BlueJayy BlueJayy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Part Of The Problem That Ep Is Experiencing Starts Here !!!

    There has been a lot of debate and different ideas lately on members concern for the young people who do visit this site. I was browsing my news feed and I ran across the link below. This is a story, that isn't fit for young people, posted in the " I Have Insomnia" group. This is...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    I dyed my hair tonight.

    I only like side pics because it's otherwise ugly. Today I'm thankful for my life, my job, my pets, everything I did today. Had a rough night but I've since calmed down. Thankful for coors light, that's right, don't hate on cheap beer.
    SnickerDo0dle SnickerDo0dle 22-25, F 16 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    I Hate This Fear.

    I suffer chronic anxiety and agoraphobia, and everyone knows that fear comes along with both those disorders. Basically, I fear things that don't necessarily need to be feared.Today, I heard a knock at my door, to which I stood completely still and ignored, waiting for whoever...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    Right now, I cannot believe how disrespectful

    my family is. Actually I never can. It is crazy. My ex whom I haven't seen in 3 years, (we were together for 4 1/2) just showed up and is socializing with them downstairs. Nobody asked me or told me. I cannot even say how I'm feeling. What the ****. How would you feel? Am I...
    SnickerDo0dle SnickerDo0dle 22-25, F 18 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I don't think I want to have kids.

    Living with younger siblings has lead me to this. I dont want to take away any one's non existence because they may end up not wanting to have been born. Also even if in the future i decide to have kids would prefer only 1. 2 tops
    MyMindHurts01 MyMindHurts01 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I deleted my first account

    because I felt like it wasn't really helping me.. I told one of my friends who have experienced some online social sites about it and he said that I didn't need to make online friends or be on there.. He said it was best to explore and go out more to meet new ppl.. He said it...
    SweetRose22 SweetRose22 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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    Suicide.. Don't prevent others from it,

    if it's what they want to be at ease let it happen.. Keeping someone alive can only keep them alive for a short while before depression strikes over again.. Me for example, the more I pull myself closer to committing suicide someone pulls me back in.. But I realized life is full...
    NotBiasedBAM NotBiasedBAM 18-21, M Feb 27

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