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    Stick A Fork In Me, I'm Done

    good thing i haven't had breakfast yet because i would have lost it when i came across the group "i love *** on food" seriously? while a group like this might not be violating any terms of service, it's just a plain waste of space to me and what could it possibly add to the ep...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Ep Irritates Me Sometimes

    I don't spend as much time on EP as I used to, so when I do come here, I like to check out what my circle of friends has written. But more often than not, when I click on "Stories", I cannot access the stories just for my circle!  Why can't EP software peeps get their $hit...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 6 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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    A 7 Year Old Is Taking Away My Sanity

    For those of you that do not know, I am raising my 7 year old nephew. His mother died of cancer two years ago. My mother in-law got custody and she abused him emotionally and physically. The first several months were good. There were issues, but nothing too big for me to handle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    This always happens with me.

    I'd always put so much effort and go through such hectic work fixing all the stuff and making changes and setting schedules and doing all the work, and not only do I never get acknowledged for my work, worse still, somebody else always gets credit for it, and gets all the praise...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Apr 10

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    Aren't they blaming you too

    for your pains when they say ” you’re just looking for someone to blame”? Isn’t it funny when they step on you, kick you because you blame the world for breaking your heart. Every war is the responsibility of a world that never dares to speak up for justice. You vote...
    Apassingstranger Apassingstranger 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    Curvaceous And Skinny.

    I've seen the question come up a lot: "Which is more attractive, curvy women or skinny women?" Does it really matter? I guess men (or women, whichever toots ya flute) all have different preferences, but I've noticed that those who don't find skinny women attractive are incredibly...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses May 28, 2013

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    I'll Prove You Wrong.

    A few months back, I was told by my Doctor and Psychologist, that I needed to see a Psychiatrist. I take medication for my Chronic Anxiety, Panic Disorder, Depression and Agoraphobia. When I had chose not to take my medication simply because I could not be bothered for a few...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    I'm not really sure why

    but I have this "black cloud"following me lately that I just can't seem to shake. I'm sad, and I wish I didn't feel that way. I just got back from an amazing trip that was so fun. I was in Vegas for my birthday. Back home, I was the only person who wasn't 21 so my friends didn't...
    BlueJayy BlueJayy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Pretty much...I hate every one today.

    .every ones fake..At least it seems like it or people only pretend to care than they get tired of there pretending.Honestly if i left my house more often i wouldn't even talk to people online they all suck..They just pretend to like you most are fake or damage themselves but yet...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Makes You Wonder..........

    ........or puke...one of the two..................
    sparklingdiamonds sparklingdiamonds 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2012

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    I need help im depressed

    and i need someone to talk to but i have no friends or family im getting closer and closer each day to buying a gun and some bullets so i can meet my end quicker than expected i think alot which is bad on my part i think about what i could have done but didn't or what i shouldve...
    ThatOneLeo ThatOneLeo 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I've still been struggling.

    I feel there has been some improvements with my meds, but it's not perfect. I doubt it ever will be, tbh. I want to believe that I can be fixed. I hate seeing how others can actually live a life that isn't like this. Knowing that my problems aren't normal... is tough to accept...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 1 Response May 10

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    Free Speech

    Everyone has the right to say what they want to who they want. That is their right is it not? Just because you have a right to do something however, does not mean that you have to misuse and abuse it. Free speech should not be used to put others down. It should not be used to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    My long distance story pt.

    1 - It was the summer of 2010, I had just got done 8th grade. Had a big sleep over with a bunch of girlfriends of mine, we ended up going on one of those webcam chats known as omegle. Everyone did it, and we had a blast, saw some things we wish we didn't see. We kept seeing this...
    mclovinu mclovinu 16-17, F Apr 6

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    damn migraine from hell.

    . nothing's touching it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I Hate My Ex

    I hate him i hate him i hate him...... i want to smack the **** out of him every time my kid cries because he thinks i will leave him like his daddy left..... i want to smack him every time he gets too depressed to see the kids... i want to smack him every time he calles and...
    phoenix2011 phoenix2011 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    Mature responses please.

    My boyfriend of a year wants to watch ****. We live together and are having a baby. I watch **** only once in a blue moon when my partner is gone and we're both open and I tell him and he is fine with it. I feel a bit jealous when he watches it so I told him if he does can he...
    lemonadelaide lemonadelaide 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I am in tears! I have way to many friends all

    over the place. I have FB friends, email friends, Pen-pals, texting friends, twitter friends, tumblr friends, and real life friends and it is very over whelming to me. I want to be a good friend to each and everyone on of them but I just can't because everyone is so spread out...
    RandomFriendGuy RandomFriendGuy 18-21, M 2 Responses May 13, 2014

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    Tonight was a mess. I had another manic

    episode. This one was worse because my sense of reality was distorted worse than it ever had been. I kept forgetting where I was at and could not understand a lot. I kept feeling like I was in an isolated area that I couldn't escape. I had to keep being told who everyone was...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 5 days ago

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    Can I Get A Break...please?? Hello???

    I warn  you - this is long - it was a bad day today and I need to vent...a friend of mine might say, "Skip to the end!" but I need to spell this out.I was content to muddle through this Friday knowing that the weekend was imminent....the glorious weekend....the respite from life...
    Vignette Vignette 51-55, F 10 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    Part Of The Problem That Ep Is Experiencing Starts Here !!!

    There has been a lot of debate and different ideas lately on members concern for the young people who do visit this site. I was browsing my news feed and I ran across the link below. This is a story, that isn't fit for young people, posted in the " I Have Insomnia" group. This is...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    Il'd Kill For The Nobel Peace Prize.

    I'm so angry at society! why can't we be harsher on our killers! How come i've only just heard of 'the murder of James Bulger' today. He was two years old and they were ten. They abducted, sexually abused, tortured and killed him. A two year old child A TWO YEAR OLD CHILD! They...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    Life is stressing me out quite a bit lately.

    Deciding what I want to do with my future sucks. I really want to go be an animator or work for a video game company, but doing so likely is going to require me to move (unless I get online work). I don't want to move. I REALLY don't want to move. That would most likely require...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 3 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    veegee1962 veegee1962 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I HATE this f***ing family!

    ! I REALLY DO! Family isn't even the word to use! These aren't called parents. These are just horrible human beings that we had no choice about having. Please just die -__-
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Apr 5

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    Why?

    i constantly sit here battling with my mind wondering why everything is the way it is? why everyone has changed and ive stayed the same. im starting to wonder what my purpose is. What am i made for? everything a girl trys to avoid her whole life ive ended up with i feel so alone...
    IOpenedMyEyeSs IOpenedMyEyeSs 18-21, F Jan 9, 2012

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    I really need to pass

    that exam on Tuesday. If I do, it's the official beginning of the journey uphill. But then there's the 6-weeks long wait for the results. I'll go back to resuscitating my French in the meantime. If I fail the test, it means 2 more years of those horrid situation. I can't take...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Okay I've Had Enough I'm Fukking Done

    Apparently compassion is getting the best of me.. allowing you to hold me down.. somehow you find the way to break into my mind and find a way to make it all seem as if it's my fault.. I care about you, I want you to be okay.. but that doesn't give you the right to feel you have...
    ravenge ravenge 26-30, F 24 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    So sick of dealing with negative people.

    They just bring me down and sometimes I don't even realize it, and I'm like oh wait what is the *ucking problem here? Nothing. It must be your whining and moaning that is making me think there is a problem. If they would just actually do something to fix their issues, they...
    SnickerDo0dle SnickerDo0dle 22-25, F 17 Responses Jan 2

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    Gays believe that they are born gay.

    No one is born gay. But how much ever everyone accepts that especially thanks to media no-one realizes that it's just based on sexual desire, and nothing else. I can understand about trans people but no, not gays or lesbians. It's wrong and this misconception bothers me...
    Anonymouslysatisfied Anonymouslysatisfied 22-25, M 4 Responses May 14

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    I dyed my hair tonight.

    I only like side pics because it's otherwise ugly. Today I'm thankful for my life, my job, my pets, everything I did today. Had a rough night but I've since calmed down. Thankful for coors light, that's right, don't hate on cheap beer.
    SnickerDo0dle SnickerDo0dle 22-25, F 13 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    To All The Men Out There

    If you live with a woman and you like to leave your socks wherever you please remember this: Every time she picks them up (because she DID wait a few days to see if you would do it, but you didn't, you useless pig) she is cursing you and plotting your death. Just thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 68 Responses May 22, 2011

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    Santa Is Soooo Uncool ):

    So yes...after me writing santa not one...not two but three awesome letters... did i get John morrison? NO ): did i get naked supernatural star dean? NO ): did i get graceland? did i get rudolph? did i ? NO NO NO. wtf is up with that santa? really? REALLY? and i even somewhat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Like To Write With A Blade

      i like to write with a blade,  it makes the words feelings stronger, as i cut deep into who i am, i find what it is about me that others can not stand, i take this blade and cut deep  i see inside of me,  i want to find what part of me that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 30, 2010

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    well. Not even like 10 minutes ago,

    I was telling my mom I'm feeling overwhelmed/stressed because my daughter is really sick & she keeps crying & nothing is making her feel better.... & Then she told me my dad asked her if I could be bipolar- *I have a past of lashing out & being destructive whilst losing my...
    Chachix666 Chachix666 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    ok so the weekend before last i was really

    trying to better my self abd then rains the drama; my grandmother dies. now this weekend while attempting to do the same thing the guy that just beat up my brother last month beats up my ex boyfriend (we are still friends) its like i cant better myself to be happy bcuz my...
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am stuck with 12 yr old stepdaughter

    who isn't wanted by either parent, but she resents me because I'm not them. They pretend to care but the reality is she's a hot potato, because she's so freaking messed up neither of then can stand to be around her so they both dump her on me. but I'm the bad guy for pointing...
    amydextrous1 amydextrous1 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    RUDE thoughtless parents of your kids friends.

    The ones who never pick up the phone once you have their kid, assume you have no plans, tell you after the fact that they can't get them till the following evening...let your child watch inappropriate movies. take child home and nobody is there! I thought it was the bad...
    amydextrous1 amydextrous1 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    I think this culture (America,

    or "The West") sucks if you want to develop spiritually. I haven't travelled too much but people seem to say this so I am parroting them. A Buddhist teacher said, "If you renounce, people think you have no life." That is true. I am am so fed on this culture that even if I did...
    laura40404 laura40404 26-30, F 7 Responses Apr 6

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    ugh you know you're getting old.

    . or at least your brain is... when you have to ask your sister how old she is to remember how old you are... :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 10

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    Right now, I cannot believe how disrespectful

    my family is. Actually I never can. It is crazy. My ex whom I haven't seen in 3 years, (we were together for 4 1/2) just showed up and is socializing with them downstairs. Nobody asked me or told me. I cannot even say how I'm feeling. What the ****. How would you feel? Am I...
    SnickerDo0dle SnickerDo0dle 22-25, F 15 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    Are ya ready kids? Oooh!

    Who lives with a GPA under a C? College students! Who lives with stress-induced anxiety! College students! If giving up right now is something you wish, College students! Then grab some popcorn and watch some Netflix! Now I feel better.
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    I Hate This Fear.

    I suffer chronic anxiety and agoraphobia, and everyone knows that fear comes along with both those disorders. Basically, I fear things that don't necessarily need to be feared.Today, I heard a knock at my door, to which I stood completely still and ignored, waiting for whoever...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    just dark and twisted .

    .. **** normal
    Kono1870 Kono1870 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    I'm going to break into another psychotic

    episode soon. I can just tell. I can barely mentally handle it anymore and I'm going to snap. I need help but... all the counseling services I went to here were TERRIBLE and the meds they put me on literally were close to killing me. A few of them have even been recalled. I...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 4 Responses Mar 10

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    FreedomPeaceHappiness FreedomPeaceHappiness 18-21 1 Response Apr 5

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