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I Wince At Some Of The Stuff I Did In My Past

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    THIS IS ME EVERYDAY! I'm like brain shh shh

    shhhhhh I know what I did don't remind me.
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    Sadly with the Internet all I have to do is

    like at my past videos on YouTube. I was something else.
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F Nov 7, 2014

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    Agh, once you turn 18 you think you know it all.

    It's not long after that you realise no one knows **** - including you
    Maerie Maerie 18-21, F 1 Response May 10, 2015

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    I Try To Forget

    im no where close to perfect now but ive come a long way and learned a lot about myself from the stupid careless **** i did in my past! but its made me what i am today!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 19, 2012

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    the year of my life when I was on psych meds.

    .. I did crazy things that I'd never do. I don't remember caring, I was wreckless... I blacked out a lot. I had sex with numerous people not always protected, I partied and drank, changed my clothes to slutty ones, my personality changed and I was very mean and ruthless at some...
    bluediamond325 bluediamond325 26-30, F Dec 6, 2014

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    I've been talking about the past a lot lately

    with people in person. Sometimes I feel bad for them. I must sound like a broken record sometimes. I just can't seem to stop myself sometimes. I guess I live in the past too much.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2015

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    I hate myself. I reject gods forgiveness.

    I have made a lot of mistakes in life , from 6 yrs old onward. Family is distant. This saddens me and further confirms I should hate me.
    heathee heathee 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    TV Casting

    TRUE LIFE: I’M ADDICTED TO PILLS Are you someone who will go to any means necessary to get prescription pills? Were you diagnosed with a medical or mental condition that started you off on legitimate doses of meds but now your pill popping has gone well beyond what the doctor...
    tvgirlcasting tvgirlcasting 26-30, F May 1, 2013

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    In sixth grade, I strangled a girl.

    So far, it was the only time I've ever been suspended. Comment down below if you want the full deets. UPDATE: The people have spoken. Okay, so you know those girls you see on bad sitcoms, the ones with glossy hair and a giggling posse? The purest essence of mean girl bitchery...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 22, 2015

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    "What The Hell Was I Thinking?"

    Yup, those are the words that cross my mind whenever I look back at some of the stuff I did in my past.
    deadmoon deadmoon 22-25, F 8 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    Spring Chicken No More.

    REASONS WHY GETTING OLDER IS ACE. i do not think i am especially old. i am not one of those people who turned 20 & freaked out because OH MY WORD, I'M NO LONGER A TEENAGER & AM ABOUT ONE QUARTER OF THE WAY THROUGH MY LIFE.so, even though i do not think i am especially old, i have...
    blehtolife blehtolife 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2012

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    Actually, ...

    ...when I really stop and think about it, I'm amazed I'm still alive, have kept most of my body parts, and am able to use all my senses. If I ever had a teenage daughter who I ended up finding out did some of the things I'd done, she'd have given me a massive coronary.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2012

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    Would you agree that the majority of these

    'instances' are from relationships or from relationship attempts?
    TrevorThomson TrevorThomson 26-30, M Nov 7, 2014

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    SweetEmotions SweetEmotions 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    I don't... I consider all of my past

    as necessary operations to glorify my future.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    Oh gosh, do I ever...

    ... I think of some of the things I did and the way that I behaved and can't believe that was me! Unfortunately you can't change the past but you can learn from it and not repeat bad patterns in life. I have learned one lesson in life the hard way. If a person or situation...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    Sometimes you just have to let it go.

    (internally starts singing Frozen)
    CandidxApple CandidxApple 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 16, 2015

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    Tell me about it and there are a gazillion

    instants i beg things would have gone differently for the better but nooooooo why wud they why should we be at peace with outselves right!!!! As a famous poet refers" memory of the past is agony take away this sanity O God!!!"
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    Heh heh. That time I put all the rainbow car

    decals on that homophobes car. Not trying to go to jail for anybody these days.
    bombchu bombchu 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2014

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    Isaac Newton

    I take great comfort that Sir Isaac Newton, possibly THE most brilliant person who's ever lived once took a bobbin (a long thick needle) and pushed it between his eyeball and eye socket as far back as he could, just to see what would happen. If the smartest person who ever lived...
    krool1969 krool1969 46-50, M May 17, 2012

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    Doesn't do to spend too long dwelling on past

    mistakes. Just say to yourself that there are some situations where you need to ask for help rather than go blindly along.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Sep 24, 2014

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    lightningTroubadour lightningTroubadour 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    So Many Things...

    I wish I hadn't done.But I guess it's made me who I am today (although I don't always like who that is). I suppose the point is that I have hopefully learned from my mistakes.I'm not sure if I should talk about what I have done on here...it might take too long and also maybe it's...
    kes36 kes36 22-25, F Oct 12, 2012

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    Jesus Christ Yes Lol

    Yea i do sometimes wince about stuff I did in the past but its nothing to me it just adds to my track record and gives me a smile now and then lol Im a idiot lol I love myself mauh! haha lol
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2012

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    Since i know deep inside i was at fault

    and i never tried anything make it right
    MsMightyMe MsMightyMe 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Like fuel to care. It motivates me to help

    decent folk. And avoid jerks.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Apr 4, 2015

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    That moment when you remember something you did

    or said and just want to hit yourself. Hard. With a brick.
    funyarinpa funyarinpa 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    Thanks alcohol,speed

    and coccaine for giving me the confidence to do and say things I could never do when sober.. ;) I kid ofcourse. Oh the horror and shame.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    I cringe at the thought of all of the pictures

    I sent to my ex.. Blehhh. I hate him.
    LanniLette LanniLette 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    Guilt Feelings From Acts I Engaged In Wars And Battles While Serving In The Marines.

    I try to be happy and leave things behind I try to do good good deeds and help people to relieve the guilt and dark clouds that sometime surround me I suffer from PTSD and guilt from the things I did and have seen in engagements I had been involved in I was in Marine special...
    katscratchfever katscratchfever 56-60, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2013

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    Yeah well. We're all young once!

    Said he. Cringing at the thought of something he'd managed to keep in his subconscious for a long time!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 6, 2014

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