I Wince At Some Of The Stuff I Did In My Past

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    I cringe at the thought of all of the pictures

    I sent to my ex.. Blehhh. I hate him.
    LanniLette LanniLette
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2014

    I've been talking about the past a lot lately

    with people in person. Sometimes I feel bad for them. I must sound like a broken record sometimes. I just can't seem to stop myself sometimes. I guess I live in the past too much.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    Sep 28, 2015
    lightningTroubadour lightningTroubadour
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2014

    I hate myself. I reject gods forgiveness.

    I have made a lot of mistakes in life , from 6 yrs old onward. Family is distant. This saddens me and further confirms I should hate me.
    heathee heathee
    46-50, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    Actually, ...

    ...when I really stop and think about it, I'm amazed I'm still alive, have kept most of my body parts, and am able to use all my senses. If I ever had a teenage daughter who I ended up finding out did some of the things I'd done, she'd have given me a massive coronary.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong
    56-60, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2012

    THIS IS ME EVERYDAY! I'm like brain shh shh

    shhhhhh I know what I did don't remind me.
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    Sadly with the Internet all I have to do is

    like at my past videos on YouTube. I was something else.
    Sacryfice Sacryfice
    26-30, F
    Nov 7, 2014

    Since i know deep inside i was at fault

    and i never tried anything make it right
    MsMightyMe MsMightyMe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    Thanks alcohol,speed

    and coccaine for giving me the confidence to do and say things I could never do when sober.. ;) I kid ofcourse. Oh the horror and shame.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014

    Agh, once you turn 18 you think you know it all.

    It's not long after that you realise no one knows **** - including you
    Maerie Maerie
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    I don't... I consider all of my past

    as necessary operations to glorify my future.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014

    Heh heh. That time I put all the rainbow car

    decals on that homophobes car. Not trying to go to jail for anybody these days.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 3, 2014

    Guilt Feelings From Acts I Engaged In Wars And Battles While Serving In The Marines.

    I try to be happy and leave things behind I try to do good good deeds and help people to relieve the guilt and dark clouds that sometime surround me I suffer from PTSD and guilt from the things I did and have seen in engagements I had been involved in I was in Marine special...
    katscratchfever katscratchfever
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 17, 2013

    Would you agree that the majority of these

    'instances' are from relationships or from relationship attempts?
    TrevorThomson TrevorThomson
    31-35, M
    Nov 7, 2014

    So Many Things...

    I wish I hadn't done.But I guess it's made me who I am today (although I don't always like who that is). I suppose the point is that I have hopefully learned from my mistakes.I'm not sure if I should talk about what I have done on here...it might take too long and also maybe it's...
    kes36 kes36
    22-25, F
    Oct 12, 2012

    "What The Hell Was I Thinking?"

    Yup, those are the words that cross my mind whenever I look back at some of the stuff I did in my past.
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Nov 24, 2011

    Yeah well. We're all young once!

    Said he. Cringing at the thought of something he'd managed to keep in his subconscious for a long time!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Nov 6, 2014

    Sometimes you just have to let it go.

    (internally starts singing Frozen)
    CandidxApple CandidxApple
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    In sixth grade, I strangled a girl.

    So far, it was the only time I've ever been suspended. Comment down below if you want the full deets. UPDATE: The people have spoken. Okay, so you know those girls you see on bad sitcoms, the ones with glossy hair and a giggling posse? The purest essence of mean girl bitchery...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 22, 2015

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    tvgirlcasting tvgirlcasting
    26-30, F
    May 1, 2013

    Doesn't do to spend too long dwelling on past

    mistakes. Just say to yourself that there are some situations where you need to ask for help rather than go blindly along.
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Sep 24, 2014

    the year of my life when I was on psych meds.

    .. I did crazy things that I'd never do. I don't remember caring, I was wreckless... I blacked out a lot. I had sex with numerous people not always protected, I partied and drank, changed my clothes to slutty ones, my personality changed and I was very mean and ruthless at some...
    bluediamond325 bluediamond325
    31-35, F
    Dec 6, 2014

    I Try To Forget

    im no where close to perfect now but ive come a long way and learned a lot about myself from the stupid careless **** i did in my past! but its made me what i am today!
    deleted deleted
    Jun 19, 2012

    That moment when you remember something you did

    or said and just want to hit yourself. Hard. With a brick.
    funyarinpa funyarinpa
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

    Tell me about it and there are a gazillion

    instants i beg things would have gone differently for the better but nooooooo why wud they why should we be at peace with outselves right!!!! As a famous poet refers" memory of the past is agony take away this sanity O God!!!"
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    Isaac Newton

    I take great comfort that Sir Isaac Newton, possibly THE most brilliant person who's ever lived once took a bobbin (a long thick needle) and pushed it between his eyeball and eye socket as far back as he could, just to see what would happen. If the smartest person who ever lived...
    krool1969 krool1969
    46-50, M
    May 17, 2012

    Jesus Christ Yes Lol

    Yea i do sometimes wince about stuff I did in the past but its nothing to me it just adds to my track record and gives me a smile now and then lol Im a idiot lol I love myself mauh! haha lol
    18-21, F
    Feb 12, 2012
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