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I Wish He Loved Me Half As Much As He Loves Her

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 35 People

    Why Chose Her Over Me?

    She is not even pretty inside or out! I wish he liked me. I know I would be way better for him. Even if he don't. He said it was hard 2 chose between her and me. I just fell a little short. :-(
    IwannaBher IwannaBher 16-18, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2006

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    A Year's Worth

    I've known this guy for exactly a year but it was only months AFTER we met we became friends. I began getting feelings for him just before summer, and then we spent the entire summer having those oh-so-famous late-night texts till two in the morning. And honestly, I know he liked...
    Omglookatomato Omglookatomato 16-17, F Oct 7, 2012

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    He Chose Her Not Me.

    We started out as friends and talked for a long time he liked me for three months and didnt tell em, next year we w stopped talking after I thought iust wasnt good enough and after we hit it off again and he made me a card texted me and was there for me and led me on telling all...
    bobsterny bobsterny 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2011

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    I Know I Am His Whole...

    This is ALL the men I've ever loved (not including Dad, who inflicts this behavour on Mum) He chooses to stay with her and I know he cries and cramps up at night. Her words of disdain and malice ringing in his ears. Why the **** aren't we together, Universe? He says he can't...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    Honestly I Am Glad

    I am glad he did not take me, there was a time I was sore because he did not make me his, for a while being jealous for having other women to entertain him, but now I see him clearly for what he is... he is a liar and a cheater; he loves no one but himself, he likes to use...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jul 10, 2012

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    I Have Never Dated

    its true one cant stay without love.i love a guy who is very near to me but am scared to tell him because he is a player.he loves a girl for a week then leaves her for another girl am scared that he might break my heart and the love i feel for him cannot be replaced by anything...
    aymar aymar 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2010

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    To Him

    If I could tell him this I would... I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to...
    FeistyRoadrunner FeistyRoadrunner 19-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5, 2007

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    Spell Spell Spell

    I wanna changemy situation,i wanna get rich,i wanna get love,i wanna get healed of my ailment,i wanna progress,i wanna revenge,i hate being barren,mental disorder,dont be left behind,africans do it,carribeans do it,the latinos do it,asians are masters at it..join the train,get...
    Siradelaide Siradelaide 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 28, 2010

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    Does He Love Her More?

    I tried to find out just how much he loved me not too long ago and he just said that you can't love someone more than someone else. He believes that there are just different kinds of love. So I asked him in what way does he love me. His response was, "In the way that I...
    FeistyRoadrunner FeistyRoadrunner 19-21, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2007

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    You Can't Always Get What You Want.

    I sure didn't. It sucked to think that what you thought you never happen did.And it hurt, I'll tell you that now.You think all it was was an innocent crush, and yet here you are: looking at yourself, wondering what in heavens name could be wrong with you that might have repulsed...
    peacelovelife peacelovelife 16-17, F Apr 12, 2011

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    Love.....

    he told me she has his heart still....they broke up a few years ago....but i just found out he still is in love with her, omg! are u joking! i just can't believe this mess that i'm in...i want to die....
    imz14u imz14u 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2010

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    Funny.

    Mostly of times i've liked people who seemed to be lonely...Like magic when I start to like someone there appears a ***** to fuc* with my life. I don't know, but it seems some people born to be unhappy, I don't care anymore... I can only laugh about life.
    headlessmule headlessmule 18-21, T 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    He'l never love me , not like he loves HER .. No matter how hard I try I will never be what he wants because I am just not that person. I can't be someone I'm not. I can't change...
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    I wish I would stop missing her when she couldn't care less about where, how or what I am doing. I saw an old couple walking and holding hands, and I felt both inspired by how...
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    He's my best friend and I love him to death, but he loves my girl best friend! I cut myself for him, his initial, at least 11 lines and he knows but he still loves her. She cut...
    Synthia4Ever Synthia4Ever 13-15, F Nov 21

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    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 8

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    Her pain is almost too much to bear for one person. It constantly weighs her down like the ballast on a ship. Yet despite that, she keeps bailing out the boat and moving on. She...
    Delta7190 Delta7190 16-17, M Nov 27

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    I would love to invite each and every ep friend to my house for a Thanksgiving dinner. That would be such a blessing to my heart!! I would love to be able to cook all sorts of...
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    Leaning back, she lied on top of me. Sweating, catching her breath as I wrapped my arms around her caressing her bosom and her body, pulling me out of her.Between her breath she...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein. I heard it was about a tree and a boy. The tree was generous. Very generous, in fact, it may have been too generous. Perhaps a...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Just last Saturday night, I spent most of the night talking to someone as I was traveling 3 hours away from home. This man stayed with me on the phone till I arrived the scene.It...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I have posted elsewhere on this site - I am married, although there is a lot to be desired in my marriage. Still, I am not really looking for anything at this point. I just...
    gypsypearl gypsypearl 61-65, F 5 hrs ago

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    To my wonderful EP friends - especially the friends in my circle - THANK YOU for your friendship and your support over the past year. I think I have really grown through our...
    lightblueeyes lightblueeyes 46-50, F 4 hrs ago

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    13th post. "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me." I wish it would end, I wish it would end, I wish it would end. My life that is, and I can't seem to stop thinking...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    I tried getting into a relationship for many many years but failed 11 girls i tried to date(not all at the same time). Mid september i was invited to a party and i met someone who...
    r3zzkid r3zzkid 16-17, M Nov 25

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    I found my ex after stalking facebook. I was still in love with him. We broke up over missunderstandings. We find each other and fall back in love. He goes to jail for four years...
    ctzellers ctzellers 18-21, F Dec 3

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    Seeing as I'm not entirely anonymous here, I've had a hard time deciding whether I want to post all of my happy, mushy reminders here or somewhere more privately :p I've concluded...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    WHY just why. That was awful and I feel even worse about myself than I already did feel. I had to go otherwise my money would've been cut completely and I would starve to death. I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I believed this was my fault from the minute I said "I'm in love with you." I didn't think after that, everything would begin to change and feelings would become more unbearable...
    ThatOneComplexGirl ThatOneComplexGirl 18-21, F Nov 21

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    I don't understand why you did what you did and blame me for you smashing my heart into a thousand pieces. You think I was bluffing when I said that I loved you? I don't...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I'm definitely someone who second guesses themselves and overthinks pretty much everything. I wish I could let the little things go and not constantly occupy my minds with...
    Nethaly Nethaly 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I remember, some months ago, I was late-night talking on the phone with a young lady I liked at the time. She asked what I was doing. She heard no music singing me to sleep, no...
    peacefulrebel peacefulrebel 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 21

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    My music teacher kissed someone in my class today. Kissed her on the forehead... Admittedly, I was and still am a little jealous... I've never been loved like that. I wish I could...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I have a friend who we can just call Mel for short and me and her have been close friends since our 7th grade year which was 2010 and were juniors now (2014). Anyways Mel and I...
    JayC15 JayC15 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hey future love of mi life/ future spousal unit/ future boo thang, For staters, I haven't come up with a good pet name to call you by. But I'm sure I'll figure something out...