I Wish I Could Be Alone Without Feeling Lonely

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    What is a Best Friend? Normally, people would say: "Someone who you talk to, someone you can depend on, someone you joke around with, someone you laugh with, someone who you...
    ImSadAndALoner ImSadAndALoner
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    I really could. Lately everything is just kinda... bad. Me and my best friend haven't talked to eachother in a week (which is a long time for us cause even wen we fight we make up...
    chocolatecrazy9010 chocolatecrazy9010
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    I joined EP three years ago because I was lonely and looking for someone to connect with. I met some great people but sadly no connection ever lasted. I'm upset that EP is shutting...
    chasingMonday chasingMonday
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Byeeee omg am gonna try not to cry but, am gonna miss all of you even the one's That are creepy or the ones i blocked am gonna miss you ALL. TO ALL THE PEOPLE I DIDN'T GET TO MEET...
    Queenlexiiiii Queenlexiiiii
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    Have been here since 2010, I have met so many ealks of life on here. Sone with heavy hearts and those helping to pick up the pieces. Then there are those with colorful paths. With...
    redtailfree48 redtailfree48
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Apr 18
    Some days I am happy being alone, as I've consciously chosen this path. Then there are some days I wish otherwise.
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
    I wish i could have more close friends. I only have 2 best friends. they mean the world to me but they are usally busy with school. I just wish i had someone else to talk to so i...
    Abemonstro Abemonstro
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Apr 18
    I used to be afraid of walking alone in the school hallway, I held on to my best friend, or whom I thought was my best friend, until one day I found out she never took my as a...
    cuttingdeeperr cuttingdeeperr
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    There is nothing worse than knowing your going to be alone. Knowing that your going to loose that person, but knowing it's probably for the best. Because you can't kid yourself...
    DaddysBabyPrincess1 DaddysBabyPrincess1
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16
    a broken body and an ugly face. the one whom all can replace. unwanted, alone and unloved. standing on the edge but needing a shove. to fly just once so free, before the end...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    It wud never happen to me In the movie "letters to juliet" They talk about a woman married for 25 years having 10 children and still make "passionate love every night". She is...
    hopelesslyromantic hopelesslyromantic
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    He won't hold me tonight.
    Ivon33 Ivon33
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    In few days this journey will come to end and i cant help myself than smile how my life is still standing still on the same point. Now also i have to be loud to speak my heart.No...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    Apr 15
    If you plan to love me, I promise to find the right words to describe my feelings and help you unravel the puzzle of my life. If you plan to love me, I will slowly start breaking...
    ThinxAna ThinxAna
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I wish I could go back it time. Specifically to being 14. This was when my parents moved me from the Seattle Bay Area (the cities on/near the Pudged Sound) to the Mississippi Gulf...
    nightlydemon nightlydemon
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Feeling very alone today. I am stuck in my head with the bad thoughts. The thoughts that make want to get a hold of him. wishing I had someone to talk to who gets it
    Forevertired23 Forevertired23
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Apr 14
    There are days when sitting in the same room is lonely . I love my husband with all my heart and soul . when we met the chase his perspective on life dreams ambition morals where...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Apr 14
    am feeling very lonely here someone to get alone with me now
    priscilladillson100 priscilladillson100
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 12
    I know that I'm never truly alone but I feel like I am because I don't have anyone my age who knows what I'm going through and to comfort me so I always feel withdrawn from...
    genesis02 genesis02
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    I want to be able to say I'm not lonely just because I'm alone, but it wouldn't be true. I am lonely. I have not one friend and the three I thought I had stopped talking to me it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 12
    There is NOTHING like being in the same house with someone but feeling so alone!! I expect this on a daily basis! Just sayin'!
    angelpumpkin36 angelpumpkin36
    36-40, F
    13 Responses Apr 11
    The silence of the night is breathlessI feel lost and alonelike floating at the bottom of the seaA lost and lonelyforgotten meThe sky shinesfireflies looking downon a lonely and...
    nocool nocool
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    Over the years, I've shared many great memories with my friends. However I feel that those days are numbered, most of my friends are in serious relationships now, and they're...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion
    26-30, M
    Apr 11
    why was even concived? what was the purpose of my being born? to be abused by parents that didn't want me.to be a laughing stock for my other siblings. to be be hated by every...
    wolfserpent wolfserpent
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Apr 11
    Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Lights off Days lost Crying on my bed Heart beats slowly I'm tryna clear my head but I ain't talking I'm not even...
    stephanie751 stephanie751
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    Well, not just tonight, but I've felt this way all day. Hell, practically this whole weekend. :/ I wish I didn't. I posted something like this last night as well, but I deleted it...
    Timster91 Timster91
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    I don't know why I'm writing this. EP's closing in a few days, so there's really no point. I just feel really lonely and this is one of my few outlets. :( I don't know why I'm...
    Timster91 Timster91
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    The feeling that I'm utterly alone. Even when there are people surrounding me but I feel so left out. I go to school have "friends," there, but sit at home on the weekends and have...
    Kperr14 Kperr14
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    Before I found EP, Lonely was just part of the day. It became the norm after ten years of my wife not having any physical touching due to her heart meds. My days were made up of...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 9
    I am a person who suffers from loneliness on a daily basis for some years now. To add to my suffering as a lonely individual, I also suffer from OCD, depression, and anxiety, which...
    mindpnda1 mindpnda1
    22-25
    Apr 9
    I am feeling lonely tonight even tho my boyfriend is here. Just wish for once I didn't have to go to bed alone because he wants to stay up and playing video games half the night...
    Forevertired23 Forevertired23
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Apr 8
    Sometimes quiet is violent I find it hard to hide it My pride is no longer inside It's on my sleeve My skin will scream Reminding me of Who I killed inside my dream I hate this car...
    BlurryFace13 BlurryFace13
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    There's no one close enough I could go to and everyone I talk to id rather just avoid them.. Music won't help except make my mood even worse. Ironic. Funny. Sad.... Really sad...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    11 Responses Apr 8
    I wish I could have had the "HAPPILY EVER AFTER." I wish I could have been worthy of love. I wish I could have felt peace and security in my life. I wish I could have accomplished...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    This is mostly buy my own actions though… Whenever I'm close to getting intimate with someone I would push them away my walls are up too high for anyone to Bricktown sometimes I...
    love11915 love11915
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I am 10 years married today. The 8th of April 2006. It was one of the best days of my life. A magical day! A fine day. A typical Irish wedding day!The sun came out! It rained! it...
    theoceanblue theoceanblue
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    My boyfriend and I broke up last week and I am having a hard time getting over him....I need a friend tonight
    sweetcandyxo sweetcandyxo
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 8
    My boyfriend and I broke up last week and I am having a hard time getting over him....I need a friend tonight
    sweetcandyxo sweetcandyxo
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    Everyday I go through the motions of living life. Everyday is the same routine. This morning as I was drinking my coffee in the kitchen my husband walks by and he asks me where I'd...
    NothingToHide NothingToHide
    41-45, F
    13 Responses Apr 7
    I feel like I have no one in this world and I've started to feel suicidal I don't know what to do. I wish I had a friend that I could talk to about this stuff but I have a sort of...
    Mariam69141 Mariam69141
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 7
    I'm a newie to this and honestly wasnt sure which group to write in....I supposed this was best as it is abit of everything...all random thoughts and feelings in my head. Dont even...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    I always end up feeling alone no matter what.... I can't stand it ;~;
    MysticMudBoy MysticMudBoy
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    I'm so tired. Tired of feeling so alone and empty inside. I feel like a constant third wheel to everyone. Up until this point in my life I never thought the world would be better...
    xpxlologi xpxlologi
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Apr 6
    I can just watch Netflix and Kiss anime.
    DreamOfAFox DreamOfAFox
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    even after having so many good friends ,i sometimes feel so lonely and alone.i wished i had some 1 to vent right now.:(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 6
    I will miss this site tremendously Goodbye and thank you to the men and woman who helped me through these past two years Too bad I haven't found any other sites like this, because...
    michellegh michellegh
    36-40, F
    Apr 4
    It may not be like me to post something like this, but admittedly I've felt so lonely for a good while now. And when I say lonely, I mean as in ALONE, with barely ANY friends. Why...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 4
    Sometimes everyone goes to bed and I have to sit up to take my meds at midnight or after. Those times are usually perfect times to clear my head of all the **** going on around me...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 4
    Im a lonely person not gonna lie. Everything in my life went **** when i hit year 7/beginning of high school. I went from having lots of friends in primary school and when moving...
    ASpookyGhost ASpookyGhost
    16-17, M
    Apr 4
    The thing about the definition of "Lonely" is- is that it can't be defined. The word itself does not only mean "Solitude" What happens inside our minds are not something a doctor...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 4
    I did it. Not like before, this time I left for good. I left my alcoholic husband for the 3rd time and as they say third time lucky and I am. I am filing for a divorce and I am...
    sunshineonarainyday sunshineonarainyday
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    In high school, I was the kind of girl who was always in a large group of people. You may consider me popular because I have many friends and my teachers trusted me. But not that...
    KirsCam KirsCam
    16-17, F
    Apr 4
    I am awake late tonight. I cannot stop thinking how alone I feel. I am surrounded by puppies that I know love me and me gf, yet I feel so alone. I feel like I am not understood...
    aaronfunn aaronfunn
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 4
      Ajay here it's been 3 years of my breakup. still feel depressed her name was monali. we mate through common friend. we r in relationship in 5 days . it's happnd first time...
    Azax666 Azax666
    18-21, M
    Apr 3
    No Oasis For Indigo Children Checking my phone, waiting for that call back, checking my emotions, she had me thinkin’ I was all that, and just when I started to get comfortable...
    AaronLA AaronLA
    31-35, M
    Apr 3
    Another Night in HeartBreak Hollywood Woke up, around 4pm, springtime’s sunlight, through my bedroom window shining in, I’m in a house, somewhere off Mulholland, had a call...
    AaronLA AaronLA
    31-35, M
    Apr 3
    Just really need to vent I'm feeling really frustrated tonight with my husband. We got married 1.5 years ago and the second we got back from our honeymoon all affection and...
    Oklahomagirl33 Oklahomagirl33
    31-35, F
    17 Responses Apr 3
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