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I Wish I Could Be Better

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    Family- a social unit consisting of one or more adults together with the children they care for that is what family means in the dictionary. in my oppinion "family" means some kind of support network, something that doesn't judge no matter what happens to you. A few months ago...
    Myanchor Myanchor 18-21, F Jul 22, 2010

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    But am me. Due to cigs.

    And meds. And heart attacks on a bad med. And jerks.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 14

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    I wish I could be better

    for the people in my life. I had so much going for me. Now it all seems to be slipping through my fingers.
    LauraTre LauraTre 18-21, F Nov 12

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    I Just Wish That Life Was Alot Easier On Me

    feeling not good enough feeling trapt feeling like a faliure always being sick always having that dark angel on my shoulder i wish i could be better
    melaz melaz 22-25, F Apr 9, 2009

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    Hello, Hope everyone is having a good day. If you are reading this on 11/27/14; Happy Thanksgiving. Well, its been another year. I am a lot better than I was when I first...
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    Her pain is almost too much to bear for one person. It constantly weighs her down like the ballast on a ship. Yet despite that, she keeps bailing out the boat and moving on. She...
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    When you were here before I Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special...
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I would love to invite each and every ep friend to my house for a Thanksgiving dinner. That would be such a blessing to my heart!! I would love to be able to cook all sorts of...
    vaylorie vaylorie 46-50, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I wish I could just be as pretty as these other girls who walk around in cali😭😭
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 1 Response 47 mins ago

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    I'm thankful to god for always being there to hear my prayers and for getting me through a lot of tough times in my life. Also i'm thankful for my family, friends and my dogs. And...
    MKM18 MKM18 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I want to forget all the happy times with my girlfriend. Taking her to the movies, nuzzling her neck, cuddling close together for hours. I want to forget that someone actually...
    Jackson270 Jackson270 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Had an amazing thanksgiving with the ones that I love! Hope you all had an even better one :) Happy thanksgiving
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    I'm 3 months pregnant. My boyfriend dumped me as soon as I told him. In the weeks that followed he went up and down emotionally.. sometimes nicer..often cruel. and always giving me...
    mollystar82 mollystar82 31-35, F 1 Response 24 mins ago

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    I feel the sad melody over take my feelings sinking in the tears I can't keep under control, I lay in this pond I created where the tears cradle me, I close my eyes wishing to be...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    If I could go back in time, I would have worked a little less hard at my crazy, stressing job… I would have stayed home a few more Saturday mornings instead of rushing in to work...
    SomeGuy9999 SomeGuy9999 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 10

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    Alisha32 Alisha32 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I like who I am but know i can be better. I have trouble with people who think they have a right to judge who i am and what i look like. I look like a super model and i guess bc I...
    exoticlotus21 exoticlotus21 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    My 5th post. If you are reading my posts I just need to say that if any part of my story sounds like a blame game, that's not the intention. Throughout the last 21 years of my life...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    "Final Thoughts Of A Misunderstood Mad Black Suicidal African American" This is the last post that im posting online the last of my complaining and venting for the world to see...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I don't know what led me here but definitely something which i wanted to share with someone as i couldn't contain myself no more. I cant share it with anybody so searched on the...
    prinkabedi prinkabedi 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 15

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    Ok my 3 wished everybody! 1) I wish me and my sister could be stars in a Broadway musical 2) I wish I had a pet camel 3) I wish my friend with bulimia would get better and be...
    daintyduck daintyduck 16-17, F Oct 30

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    I'm destroying myself. Watching my ex live her life. She always posts crap on facebook and it doesn't help that I go on her tumblr to see what she's been blogging about. She's...
    autokad7 autokad7 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    "Fell down a rabbit hole" "Spinning out of control" "Didn't they tell us don't run into things? Didn't you flash your green eyes at me? Haven't you heard what becomes of curios...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Nov 4

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    These past few months have been amazing. We are now in November and it's exactly a year since I started therapy, because of my social anxiety and Tourette's. It's been a long road...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 7

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    So I may as well start tonight. I don't think I'll be sleeping soon and I need to start sharing sometime. I was born as the first child and my parents had another 2 kids after that...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    B.o.B. ft. Hayley Williams - Airplanes http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU Can we pretend that airplanes In...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    20th post. So if you read my last post, yes I did end up gambling. I didn't deposit any money, but I did get some free casino credit, and I used that. It doesn't make it any better...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    http://youtu.be/ZIYsjIm3zqU "I Wish I Could Break Your Heart" I wish I could break your heart I wish I could bring you down Just for a second, teach you a lesson about being...
    moonlightdancer1967 moonlightdancer1967 46-50, F Nov 11

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    I messed up my ex boyfriends life. I cheated on him, hit him more than once, verbally abused him, took him for granted, got sloppy drunk and would pick fights, etc. I only treated...
    Liz967 Liz967 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 17

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    I'm not perfect but I wish I could be a better person if I'm being honest I wish I was like other girls pretty,kind and has at least one friend to trust buts it's hard finding who...
    nickigirl525 nickigirl525 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    Today I found out that my second oldest brother (who is 14 years older than I) and his wife and 2 kids are coming back from China in 4 weeks for Christmas. I haven't seen him in...
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 17

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    I sit at Berwick, waiting for "friends", as I write this and I've come to the realisation that I can't continue to miss you. I can't keep wondering if you're ok and I can't put...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I was a sophomore in high school I accidentally found out that my mom was cheating on my dad when I used her phone one day. I kept it a secret for months because I could't...
    jennarayye jennarayye 18-21, F Oct 29

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    I wish I could be the wind the will blow all your troubles away and turn into the the breeze that will help you breath I wish I could be the rain that will wash away all your sins...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F Nov 2

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    My son is 22 years old. The past couple of years we've really drifted apart. His dad and I are divorced, but we're still friendly. Sad to say, I think a lot of the problem is that...
    lovesandybeaches lovesandybeaches 46-50, F Nov 18

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    I Know It Takes More Than Wishing~It takes effort to change things. Right now I do what I got to do to get by. And pray that I'm making the right choices. I'm trying really hard...
    Restlessmama Restlessmama 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think I'm not ugly. People didn't call me ugly, some of them even said that I'm pleasant-looking or quite pretty. But, my friends around me were gorgeous, and sometimes I just...
    meontheloose meontheloose 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AWpsOqh8q0M "If I were a boy. I think I could understand. How it feels to love a girl. I wish I'd be a better man. I'd listen to her. Coz I know how...
    bowbowdown bowbowdown 26-30 Nov 6

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    I´m a burden to everyone who loves me and to everyone I love (or useless at best). I lived in an abusive marriage for 28 years, 8 years ago!! It could have been an "excuse" for...
    cnc0308 cnc0308 56-60, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    12th post. This one might be a sensitive topic for some people so you can give it a miss if you need to. By the time my second daughter was 2 years old the gambling and the abuse...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I just always feel awful. I feel too much. I feel unloved, worthless, ugly inside and out. I feel like I'm the way of people, that I don't belong, that this world is better off if...
    JustBeHere JustBeHere 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well this experience doesn't really explain it... I just wish I had someone to talk to at times that wouldn't judge me, I'm not usually like this... This is the first time since my...
    trevorlane trevorlane 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses 3 days ago