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I Wish I Could Be Better

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    Family- a social unit consisting of one or more adults together with the children they care for that is what family means in the dictionary. in my oppinion "family" means some kind of support network, something that doesn't judge no matter what happens to you. A few months ago...
    Myanchor Myanchor 18-21, F Jul 22, 2010

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    I wish I could be better

    for the people in my life. I had so much going for me. Now it all seems to be slipping through my fingers.
    LauraTre LauraTre 18-21, F Nov 12

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    But am me. Due to cigs.

    And meds. And heart attacks on a bad med. And jerks.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 14

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    I Just Wish That Life Was Alot Easier On Me

    feeling not good enough feeling trapt feeling like a faliure always being sick always having that dark angel on my shoulder i wish i could be better
    melaz melaz 22-25, F Apr 9, 2009

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    It seems really silly but if I had at least 50 wishes I feel like I would make a lot of personal changes but a l'd try to make some wishes to better the world too!
    Mj13ahestrella Mj13ahestrella 22-25, F Nov 30

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    I don't think my life will ever get better. It's just one big ball of mess right now. If i knew my life would bring me here i would've never done it. NEVER. My life would've been...
    alicia0090 alicia0090 22-25, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I wish I could but I'm the only girl in a house with 6 boys most of the time
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    If I had any superpowers it would be to fly, and that I'm not being too picky and choosey , but just to fly only , because there are times when I feel so down that I keep...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    i wish i couldve just asked him "what am i going to do" before he made his decision.. he always had the perfect answer for any question i asked.. i know he wouldve steered me in...
    SelinaKyle1 SelinaKyle1 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Life is much better when you care less especially to those who don't even care about you.
    vdbree vdbree 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    No better way to relax after the holiday stresses rather than some old school Mario and a good ole Canadian!!! Havnt had a beet in a year!! It's tasting pretty good!! Happy...
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 30

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    sometime,somethings make me feel so bad that i wish if i could just go back and change it with something better. i wish i should have stopped myself from going after someone or...
    anonymous112022 anonymous112022 18-21, M Dec 11

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    i wish i had a different outcome in my marriage, i wish i had a different family, but since i cant change that, i wish i could just fastfoward to the part where things start...
    anonymous8374 anonymous8374 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    63rd post. Now I'm going to start delving into the issues that have caused me the most anxiety over the years, and which I believe have led to who I am today. Firstly I will talk...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    In A Wheelchair Already) Just look at her. She's been sitting all by herself at the edge of the dance floor for five songs now, but no one seems to care. She must be so lonely...
    WarShip WarShip 18-21 1 Response Dec 17

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    1.) What's your dream job? A teacher or a criminal psychologist. 2.) Favourite colour? Pink. 3.) Ideal place to live? New England or Finland. 4.) What colour is your hair? Dark...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was thinking about all the violence and bloodshed this past week..The terrible senseless slaughter of innocents in Pakistan and the Middle East. I guess as much as we try and...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just feel like it's never enough. Like I wish I could put my make up on better but I just put it simple. I wish I could do my make up like a pro but that takes skill. as for my...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    Back then I was not into things I am in now. I know that everyone changed but I feel if I was the old me, I wouldn't have missed so many opportunities I did. When I was little, I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    I feel like life would be better without emotions. I would be able to go through life without emotions holding me back. But I know that without emotions we could never grow as...
    Catina25 Catina25 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    34th post. First off I just want to say a huge thankyou from the bottom of my heart to each and every one of you that read my 32nd and 33rd posts, and messaged me or commented...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    Do You Want To Change The World? Has there ever been a time when you wanted to change the world? If you have just said no I don't believe you! At some point, I believe that we...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 7

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    I really wanna die. Everything's going so bad for me right now. I know it's not going to get better because it never does. I wish i could choose to be dissociated whenever i don't...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 1

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    If I have only one dream to be granted,I would wish that the world goes back to the classical way it was back in the 60s or 80s. I bet everything was better back then,better view...
    yimmyyys yimmyyys 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I know dreaming is supposed to involve the deep subconscious mind, but I wish I could understand it better. It would be nice if I had some control over it. Every dream I wake up...
    fourcrazyccats fourcrazyccats 31-35, F Dec 4

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    So I have a friend who we can just call Mel for short and me and her have been close friends since our 7th grade year which was 2010 and were juniors now (2014). Anyways Mel and I...
    JayC15 JayC15 16-17, M Dec 12

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    i wish i could. i want to give up. i keep lying to myself that i could get better. but i have enough. i don't want to live another day. i don't want to keep up with my parents will...
    makingausernameisdifficult makingausernameisdifficult 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    65th post.. Totally unrelated but I was looking in the mirror earlier to apply my old ladies face cream, when I noticed something scary. A grey hair. No, not on my head like most...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Alexander0730beg9 Alexander0730beg9 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There are days where I wish I lived on the road. How much fun would that be. I'd try to sell my artwork or some sort of talent. Make money that way for only the things I need like...
    Devilscar Devilscar 18-21, M 23 hrs ago

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    I really do. Whenever **** hits the fan, I stray from the norm more than I normally do. I get this obsessive, compulsive urge to make this world a better and a happier place; to...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I probably would sleep better if I slept naked more often.
    ownfrnchseplaya ownfrnchseplaya 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    I don't really wish it because it doesn't seem nice lol but I must say the dapper look of the 40s was rather yummy. :)
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I really wish I had a girlfriend in the first place, but one that dressed me up in her clothes would be so cool. I would love it so much!
    LexyCD LexyCD 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I wish I had never been born I just wish I hadn't. It wouldn't have changed anybody's life. It wouldn't have made anyone unhappy. On the opposite it feels like I'm an enormous...
    dartemi dartemi 18-21, F Dec 16

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    I hate my mom / grandma she is the most rudest persone you can ever meet I wish that I could live with my grandpa he is always there for me and he buys me anything I want and there...
    nicolefra432 nicolefra432 13-15, F Nov 28

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Life has been a long lonely life for me. I hate the fact that women do not want me, and never wanted me. I hardly had any relationships my whole life, and been rejected all and...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 7
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