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I Wish I Could Be Happy

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    Struggling With My Own Self..

    I usually don't enjoy writing. But at this moment I just feel so down. I don't know where else to let it out. I'm so lost.. I'm just an ordinary human.. I'm not proud of myself at all. I feel I have just wasted whole life achieving nothing. This is nothing in particular which I...
    loste loste 18-21, M Jun 16, 2013

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    I Can't Be Happy No Matter What

    Whatever I do I can't be happy. I can be distracted, but once alone I have tears in my eyes and feel a massive sadness and hurt over me. I don't really know why, I think it might be because I'm really lonely. I have some friends and family, but I don't think it's enough. I'm only...
    dieased dieased 18-21 1 Response Dec 21, 2011

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    Frustrated

    I am not happy. I am young...20..and married. and I love him with everything I have. But I look back on our past and I am starting to hate him for what he did to me. and wonder why I took him back. Why I did I use every ounce of strength I had to keep him. I could do so much...
    amity amity 21-25, F 5 Responses Jul 1, 2007

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    It seems like everything in my life is trying

    to bring me down. That I should never be happy with who I am, how I look, what I do.
    eunhaelee eunhaelee 26-30, F 1 Response May 25

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    I Wish!

    Lately, I find myself wishing I was even happier. But I don't know to reach the next level of happiness (if possible).
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 25, 2011

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    As happy as I am most of the time there are

    just a few things I wish I could fix. Like for example my inability to let things from the past go, mainly because I tend to hold a grudge against particular people for a long time. But you would pretty much feel the same way as me if you were constant trolled and abused...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 14

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    I Wish I Have A Clue

    I've always had bad relationship with men...for some reason nothing seems to work never, even if I try hard is like my fate that when something goes great a bad thing occurs or simply does not work anymore....I've always wondered if is something about me could it be that I push...
    sosobonita sosobonita 26-30 2 Responses Sep 18, 2011

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    Maybe This Was A Mistake

    I'm 20. I've been in college for 3 years and every year there seems to be some huge drama. This year's the worst. People are mean to me. All the time. They call me stupid and are rude. It may not seem like a big deal, but when I hear this practically everyday from people I...
    SweetLullabies SweetLullabies 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I'm Not Happy...

    I'm never truly happy,mostly because there's nothing in this world that's good enough to make me ever be truly happy,you know what mean? I don't think you do.
    Bryceman99 Bryceman99 13-15, M Jun 28, 2009

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    A choice I've made that I've been trying to

    fight for all my life pretty much wasn't supposed to happen. And my companion abandons me every turn because I am the mistake that has been made. I just want to love and live life happy! But it's being held back from me.... Any suggestions? (A bullet sounds pretty nice)
    Shadow0015 Shadow0015 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    I Wish I Could Be Happy The Way I Am...

    Although I'm not very excited to admit it... I'm a very paranoid and uncontent person, on the outside I pretend that I'm equally beautiful on the inside and even though I'm always very busy fixing my outside appearance thInking that this is the part of me th matters most of all...
    Songsxx Songsxx 16-17 Jul 8, 2011

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    I Wish...

    I am sort of back together with my ex, she says she loves me but i don't believe her. Or maybe its that she doesn't love me the way i want her to. I want to be in a relationship with her, but not if she isn't really committed to it. She broke up with me about a month ago, leaving...
    DepressedinMN DepressedinMN 21-25, M 1 Response Nov 1, 2007

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    'I Wish I Could Be Happy'

    I wish I could be happy, and be the same person I was last year. I wish i could get up with a smile on my face and be friendly, chatty and confident and have genuine excitement for the day ahead of me even though I was just going to school. I wish my grades were as good as they...
    Bethalouise Bethalouise 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    I do this, mainly so I don't have to explain. I don't want pity or sympathy. I just want to not be sad. I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to have to see that glazed...
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    CrestofCourage CrestofCourage 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 28

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    misfitincali misfitincali 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    A few years ago, even being as young as I am, I noticed a correlation in my life. I began to in my mind see, that bad things would happen to my family and loved ones while I was...
    NothingSpecialJustMe421 NothingSpecialJustMe421 16-17, F Sep 3

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    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 1 Response Sep 8

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    Whats the point about even being here of i am not happy. I'm always stressed out, i over think to much. I wish i could die you know , i don't see why not.
    Manny570 Manny570 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    So, ever since I started high school I be always wanted someone very close to me. Someone who I can confide to and someone who I can exchange gifts to. But now it has been my 4th...
    endlesswarx endlesswarx 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I wish I could stop inviting evil into my life.I wish this pain could be more bitter and less sweet.I feel like I'm caught in a delicious chocolate-like loop of fear and disaster...
    banquet banquet 18-21 Aug 31

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    Well like mentioned in the head line, I wish for it. Really. Maybe I have some brother complex. Despite I want to write about it, it is hard for me - so excuse the poor language. I...
    seshin seshin 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I know everyone looks different and there are many forms of beauty, but sometimes I wish I was more breathtaking and stunning. I mean yeah I have the plump ***, the petite size...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    T-Requess, I'm truly happy for you! I really am.. And I'm gunna be that annoying friend that's constantly saying stuff to embarrass you:) Because I'm the so kind.. Anyways I wish...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F Sep 3

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