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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 16-17, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Need 0+ Kidney Donor Urgently

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    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Okey, I need a firm reminder it's time to get to bed. A good old fashion telling of, a swatt on my poor bottom and bed. Just saying!
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    I know, or think I know, that I'm not really "selfish," at least not any more than most, and probably (maybe) less than most. But I also can't help feeling that that bar is much...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 19

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    I wish I could kill myself. I wish I was strong enough to do it. I wish I was brave enough to let go. I wish I was selfish enough to end my own misery at the cost of everyone else...
    HellBoundButterfly HellBoundButterfly 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wish I could just go somewhere and start over, RIGHT NOW! Just drop everything and see the world …. or more of it, at the least. I am really done with where I am at in life...
    thebigkoslowski thebigkoslowski 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    I'm 34 years old and the proud father of a 2 year old boy. I have a job that allows me to provide for the household which consists of my ex girlfriend of about 2 months not but we...
    shunjustin shunjustin 31-35, M Oct 13

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    All I think whenever I go outside of the house is how ugly i must look in the eye of everyone that sees me. Im really obsessed about my bad looks and it's gotten to rhe point where...
    dandeelaion dandeelaion 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 2

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    Really I'm here all the time and shuts everyone else in my life out. No wonder I'm alone and isolated. I'm really selfish! Can I hate myself more than this and just end life...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Everything my sister does is so it can benefit her. She knows money is tight and yet makes my mom buy her designer clothes and bags. She is really selfish. She is planning to get...
    sophiejon sophiejon 18-21 3 days ago

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    I decided to end my previous story to make it shorter. Carrying on. At the end of the day, this is all I know. I haven't changed, and guess what? What made him love me HASN'T...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    It will be awesome right? I can just go everywhere :) I wish I could meet you now. I wish I could give you a surprise. And give you a big hug and a kiss on your chin.. Your lips...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    I'm mad at my parents and myself. All of my friends have activities that they do and are really good at(sports/arts). I don't do any activities. When I was younger I tried so many...
    Lonelyandlost31 Lonelyandlost31 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 19

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    How many of us look into the mirror and hate what you see? Wait a second. Did you create yourself? No, you didn't. I made myself feel bad for years because of my appearance and I...
    ladybug96 ladybug96 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21

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    Do you day dream thoughts of me? Tell me what do you see? Is it All the things people think are wrong with me Maybe all the things that could be? I wonder if you enjoy the...
    Froggy420 Froggy420 31-35, F Oct 5

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    When I was 18 I got hit with a double whammy on my body. I was pregnant and diagnosed with gall bladder disease. Ultrasounds showed a growth along the inside lining of the pesky...
    flypiggie flypiggie 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I only think about myself. And I really want to make myself happy but I can't. I don't really wish to be less selfish, I just wish that I could put my thoughts into action and...
    PanicDream PanicDream 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Every night you cuddle your muse With beauty hemmed from heart. Its muse’ hard luck that fails to feel how in your eyes It glows like a pearl. Your muse-your sparkling...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Oct 15

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    I hate having to walk around in school or anywhere and constantly compare myself to everyone. I hate feeling like everyone likes my sister more. I wish when a boy liked me he...
    acorn288 acorn288 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 21

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    I wish I could be pretty. It's my special day and I feel kinda down. I shouldn't be worrying about how I look, but I do. I get so self-conscious eating around people, thinking...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have a really hard life. I'm from Palestine, and at 8 i moved to Norway, after i learned the language i started in a new class. It was the fifth grade. I thought that i will get...
    ThatGirlR ThatGirlR 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    Simple as that. I finally found a word that I feel like can best describe me, in almost every aspect... I'm always the problem. I'm my own enemy, my own problem, my own reason, my...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F Oct 12

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    I wish I was dead everyday of my life. I have had suicidal thoughts and tendencies since I was 11 years old. My parents divorced when I was 1 year old. Ever since I could remember...
    Meatball20 Meatball20 22-25, M Oct 14

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    Some days, I wish mirrors did not exist. I gaze into a mirror, and see a face... But it is peculiar. One day, it is decent enough to look at... Another day, it is not. Yet at the...
    lXxEssentialxXl lXxEssentialxXl 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    I’ve been talking to this guy/boy/man that I met online around a year ago. He is older than me. I’m 21 and he’s 26. He has a secure and successful career, went to school on...
    lookingatstars lookingatstars 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    Wow. Never done this before. Please no harsher than necessary judgement... Where to begin? Easy-really never planned for kids. Was married five years to very successful...
    canirunaway canirunaway 46-50, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    My turn to share my travel experience.haha.I traveled around taiwan by myself for 2 weeks.The trip was awesome!That was my first time to have my solo travelling.I planed all the...
    ilovesummerday ilovesummerday 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Can't I be done with it already? I mean..this reality has become hell for me. I spend most of my time studying and doing homework. If not, I'm taking on others (dads mainly...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F Oct 19

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    I hate this demon self harm. He's everywhere. He never leaves me alone. He taunts me everytime I see a sharp object, everytime I shave, everytime I get down, just cut he says. Look...
    trs1999 trs1999 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Selfies everywhere haha... Greatest addiction of people....
    onionheart16 onionheart16 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I look in the mirror and see so much problems with myself and I get paranoid if someone like me and I automatically push them away because I feel that this person is playing with...
    kimberlee1876 kimberlee1876 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 2

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    The more time I am alone, the more I realize some things. You'd think I'd tell myself this relationship was no good for me, but I'm not. The reason why we are struggling is obvious...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Why does everything have to be a battle? I wish I could just curl up, and never have to look at the world again. I wish i could go back the times i dont remember.
    YouAreNotYourSkin YouAreNotYourSkin 16-17, F Oct 8

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    I have travelled a lot during my life. Wish I had more money though so I could go where I actually want to go.
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F Oct 8

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    Most of the time, I just wanted to be here I know it's not the right thing to do but I needed an escape. My sister just tried to come over and talk but I don't want anyone to come...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    When you share a house with some one you often just wish they would move out and give ya some space . Then when they do go away for a few days you realise how quiet living in a...
    Nutcase38 Nutcase38 36-40, F Oct 20

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    During the day, I'm thinking about school and normal teenage things. At night, I'm bored so I think about philosophy and get my self in depressed states and stress because of it. I...
    Superpoke Superpoke 13-15, M Oct 21

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    So, my problems? I'm having mood problems for quite a while now. I'm seeing a psychologist (started Acceptance and Commitment Therapy), but I am not really heading forward. Better...
    MariaEve MariaEve 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Just wanted somewhere to write this I guess. I got in a pretty serious relationship when I just turned 17 and it was great for the most part, we could spend whole days together...
    dch29 dch29 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    HI ALL IM NEW HERE I LIVE IN SA I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 10 YEARS NOW AND I HAVE MY WIFE I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET HER TO DIVORCE ME.SHE NAGS ALL THE TIME IS VERY SELFISH.I HATE HER...
    RICKZ1ZN RICKZ1ZN 31-35, M Oct 20

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    I'm pathetic; I hate how easily my feelings are hurt and how easily I can get embarrassed. They're not attributes that anyone can love. Telling me "then just stop being so...
    KayandtheCelloCats KayandtheCelloCats 18-21, F a week ago

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    I don't know when this happened. Maybe, I blindly let it happen, Blissfully surrounded by a false sense of Security. Maybe, I tried to fight it. I don't know. My friends and I...
    NylonRed NylonRed 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    1) I would wish for a substantial amount of money. Several million. Naturally, I wouldn't plan to keep it all. I would buy a nice home in a scenic part of the country, have my car...
    chubbystringbean chubbystringbean 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I do. What if that guy I said yes to 15 years ago hadn't turned out to be a figment of my imagination? What if he really had looked at me and seen something beautiful, really had...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F Oct 2

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