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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 126 People

    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Need 0+ Kidney Donor Urgently

    My Aunty is on dialysis due to kidney failure ,for the kidney transplantation we need 0+ kidney donor but in our family we are having B+ kidney donor . If anybody want B+ kidney donor in place of O+ donor ,kindly contact us ... Contact us as soon as possible 9457423590...
    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 18-21, F Jun 15, 2012

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    I just want some confidence, a sense of self awareness that everything us going to be alright. I don't know what it feels like to be confident. I have NO friends and I don't do...
    ChrisTheHero ChrisTheHero 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    guys please tell me if I'm crazy okay? because I would like to know since I haven't met anyone who thinks like me but this is going to be a long story. So here's the thing. My...
    Hayden23 Hayden23 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 23

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    If my wish could come true, then I wish that every 100th person, in the world, to blow their car horn will have all 4 tyres of their wheels blown off! However this will not cause...
    Sazzio Sazzio 26-30, M Aug 22

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