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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 16-17, F Jun 15, 2012

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Dammit He's 5 hours ahead of me in the Netherlands while in here in the US I would catch any plane train or boat just to see him For one hug One kiss One more moment to cherish...
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    I wasn't sure what section to put this in, so I'll just do it here. My other personality is a wolf, but since the body I was born in happens to be human, I cannot transform. So...
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    I could really use a friend right now. A real one too, not simply a person asks how you're, you chat for maybe a day, than you never hear from them again and wondering if you said...
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    Sometimes our dreams are much better then reality. In out dreams we can be anyone, go anywhere, do anything. But for me. My dreams are a bit more real then fantasy. In my dreams I...
    ScarlettAngelica ScarlettAngelica 26-30, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Will anyone ever be able to see past the scars on my thighs? I was fooling around with my guy and I saw him notice the scars and he couldn't stop looking at them. He already knew...
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    Kat51 Kat51 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I lived here - Corte Taglipietra - for seven months. Looking at this picture, I feel I could step through the door and re- emerge in Venezia. I've posted this picture wondering if...
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    bexk bexk 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I really really want to start cutting again, but I cant because my boyfriend will blame him self or will tell my mom but I need it bad ive fallin back to it but I need it home can...
    innocentangel101 innocentangel101 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    That night I was scrolling through tumblr. I recently searched up the words skinny, thigh gap, anorexia, collar bones, death, self harm,....etc. I decided I would film what goes...
    MorbidRainbow MorbidRainbow 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Your short life was lived all inside of me- I never met you and you never took your first breathe but you were still my little baby and I wish I could bring you back
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    adorea adorea 70+, F 12 hrs ago

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    heyguysss heyguysss 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    So I guess this is it... This is where it ends.. I wish.. I deeply wish I could've been there when you needed someone. I wanted to so bad, you never even knew. And now I guess.. I...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Waking up each day becomes more and more of a chore, sometime's I can't think of a valid reason to wake up. I'm stupid, lazy, fat, worthless, and can't do anything right. Failure...
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    I get bullied in school. They call me horrible names and do horrible stuff to me. So a few weeks ago I thought to my self that I've had enough so I got a sharper from school and...
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    yuichie yuichie 13-15, F a week ago

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    erndo23 erndo23 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    poetwarmth poetwarmth 36-40, M 3 hrs ago

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    I have been cursed with this stupid thought process. I see things in ways most normal people can't deal with. I know that the horrible messed up things in this world as damaging...
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    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    you, i wish i could forget you, not because we had such bad memories and stuff but because we had so much fun talking to each other. the memories that i dont want to be just...
    iloveAdamL iloveAdamL 70+ Apr 14

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    There are good things and bad things about online friends. If you only communicate through the internet you might get closer to them than you would real friends. You wouldn't be...
    alexiasnowbelle alexiasnowbelle 22-25, F 18 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I cut myself for many reasons. 1-I'm insecure. I'm overweight so having friends is definitely out of the question. I can never do anything because people judge because of my...
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    You know that extra piece you get in a new Lego set? That's me. I'm 22 and a high school graduate and, that's it. I really have nowhere to go from here. I know the next stage...
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