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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 128 People

    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Need 0+ Kidney Donor Urgently

    My Aunty is on dialysis due to kidney failure ,for the kidney transplantation we need 0+ kidney donor but in our family we are having B+ kidney donor . If anybody want B+ kidney donor in place of O+ donor ,kindly contact us ... Contact us as soon as possible 9457423590...
    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 18-21, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    I thought I was done. .. I thought I beat it, and I had moved on to a better chapter in my life. Oh how wrong I was. I relapsed once again. It had been a month or so since my last...
    TheOriginalDarkHorse TheOriginalDarkHorse 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    The stars lean down to kiss you And I lie awake and miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere 'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly But I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a...
    Apostasies Apostasies 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I guess everyone has been betrayed ... As I have betrayed some people in my life no excuses I was young & selfish & very immature I look back & think wow how could I have done...
    missyluvsmissy4me missyluvsmissy4me 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    A thousand wishes from around the world blow in the wind each and every day. If one could be captured and made to come true one soul would smile. I have wishes. Probably too...
    FairytaleDreams FairytaleDreams 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    I don't because they would find out, I don't want to keep it a secret. But there's no one to lie to anymore, because no one really cares to find out.
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, T 4 hrs ago

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    I'm really liking this one of me :)
    baylicole baylicole 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I could really use one right now
    loneleyboy loneleyboy 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm 7 months clean, **** YEAAAAAH! Although the scars are showing a bit more, as they do when it gets hot out. Also, I've been outside a lot and my arms tan a little but the scars...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 18-21, T 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Ultimately I think I suck at relationships even though I keep trying . I am just selfish & dominant as hellfire . If it weren't so expensive to live alone I would def seek a place...
    KittenHasClaws1980 KittenHasClaws1980 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    selfie selfie selfie trying to reach 25 characters selfie
    lusomk lusomk 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    I know I'm a lot to handle. Truly. I get that. I even attempt to tone it down. Or HAVE Attempted, at any rate. Cuz I don't think I CAN, anymore. And it's all his fault...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    This is a piece of writing that I found years ago and have changed and enhanced to fit my own situation. It is very descriptive and if you are someone who self harms, it may...
    GreenEyedFox GreenEyedFox 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    A couple of months ago I was happy. I had a wonderful best friend, and we were so close we were practically sisters. I miss her a lot though. One day she didn't talk to me at all...
    Loveyoutothemoonandback Loveyoutothemoonandback 22-25 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    If anyone needs advice on something i will gladly think on the problem and give the most serious answer i can. I have an interest in human behavior, have spoken with many people...
    maleficus maleficus 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    I've recently got the answers to why I was the way I am!! if anyone the same as me could message me as soon as possible I would be very grateful:)
    cammxo cammxo 18-21, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    i probably am. it all started a few years ago. a fire had burned down my house and the only thing that had survived it was a doll i made. naturally i took it with me to my new...
    selselsky selselsky 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    Does anyone here post body selfies? I was looking for a group to post this in (because I love it) but all the threads seem to be "zombie" threads with 0 activity in them. That...
    WitchyLexi WitchyLexi 22-25, F 12 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    i dont know what is wrong with me.. i just hate my self no matter how hard i try i just cant help. i cant sleep at night because i keep thinking that i am not good enough. i...
    shbamo shbamo 18-21, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I use to self-inflict pain upon myself physically but at some point I found emotional pain more painful. Emotional self-infliction is something more controllable than physical; no...
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I'm not h0r** but my f*** buddie has left me :( I miss him and his touch. I wish I can kiss him now.
    LadyTxxx LadyTxxx 18-21, F 9 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    At random times of the day I have flashbacks-memories of really embarrassing things that I have done in the past (whether just an hour ago to 9 years ago) and i just cant help but...
    messedupguy messedupguy 16-17, M 6 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I just walked out of my job interview, and I feel like it went great. Not because I'm confident ive got the job, but I felt comfortable and relaxed. I was really anxious before...
    DHggmu DHggmu 22-25, M 14 hrs ago

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    I wish that my gf was next to me when I go to sleep, I miss being next to her with her in my arms
    RyanBlake87 RyanBlake87 26-30, T 14 hrs ago

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    I cut.... again a couple hours ago right after I got in a huge arguement that got really heated... it just reminded me of how worthless i really am. and I had been clean for...
    Corneredblades Corneredblades 13-15, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    In Prince Edward Island , last time I was here was on ST Patrick's day ! They sure know how to party here , love this place , steeped in history and really great people !
    monkeytune50 monkeytune50 51-55, M 17 hrs ago

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    One of the best article I came across ... Do you often engage in conversations with your narcissist that leave you feeling like you were talking to a brick wall or worse, maybe...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 7 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I have plenty on my wrist , thighs , waist The ones on my wrist aren't that bad On my tights they are really bad so I hardly wear shorts The ones on my waist are very horrible...
    liliovoxo liliovoxo 13-15, F 19 hrs ago

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    I lost it the day of my 12th birthday to my bestfriend . I don't regret it but I wish I would of waited but then no because I absolutely love my bestfriend & I'm glad I lost it to...
    liliovoxo liliovoxo 13-15, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I would wish for a house, I am tired of being homeless.
    Hisbonnie Hisbonnie 22-25, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I've been seeing the same psychologist for over 3 years. (I'll go into depth about my disorders another time) but he brought to my attention last session "You know what you've...
    Awesg Awesg 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    My past isn't the best thing about me, its really all I want to change, I've made so many mistakes in my life its too embarrassing to tell a sea of strangers. I just want to break...
    HeyThereImTori HeyThereImTori 18-21, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I wish I could go back in time to when I got my best friend drunk twice and did her both times the second time I got her to do a wine bottle in the wine cellar
    bandit5320 bandit5320 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    That my son had really given me the "Wallet on never-ending $100-dollar bills" he promised me when he was seven or eight (8-9 years ago). Would have made life so much simpler.
    Writer1967 Writer1967 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was twelve years old when I took a razor to my wrist for the first time. That is the moment in my life I wish I could change because little did I know that one simple act could...
    kait52 kait52 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I could use one simple wish. This wish would change my life and I would be happy. I would use it to wish he were here rather than 2000 miles away. I wanna be able to make him feel...
    Hisbonnie Hisbonnie 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I would give ANYTHING and I do mean ANYTHING to get one right now
    Deathwish2015 Deathwish2015 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Right now this is on my mind. I have a big feeling if I had made a different choice long ago, my health would be better. I wish my younger self had been wise, but then again it's...
    Cadiaaya Cadiaaya 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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