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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 16-17, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Just been feeling down a lot lately. Have been going thru a lot of crap that is hard to deal with. Could really use someone to talk to.
    Workoutguy720 Workoutguy720 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There are some days when you feel the darkness. There are days when you just want to hide. A strong melancholic feeling takes over. It's so suffocating and overwhelming. It hurts...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 14

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    Well not a whole change, I want my testicles put inside my body and have a vagina added while I keep my penis... I know this isn't possible but I sure wish it was. And maybe size...
    str8CD str8CD 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    Dont get me wrong, ive been hugged in the recent past. its just they seem so empty lately. Its like a half-assed handshake, you can tell when there just doing it as an obligatory...
    brokenbambi brokenbambi 18-21, M Jul 14

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    I never thought he's be the same dude in a different suit smh He said he wouldn't be like the rest ... Wouldn't put his hands on me n all that blabla **** Funny how u can...
    karlakashes karlakashes 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    Anyone want to talk? Send me a message. I'm not judgmental, I don't care about age, race, gender. Just be interesting, and be yourself!
    eaarcher93 eaarcher93 18-21, F Jul 15

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    Are there any older ladies on here that want a chat?
    2014kinkydom 2014kinkydom 46-50, M Jul 16

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    Helloooooooo? Is anybody out there? I want to talk to you! :/
    TheTshirt TheTshirt 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Just one of those days where you just need someone to talk to
    Workoutguy720 Workoutguy720 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It had to be done. It just had to. We've been friends for five years and it's never really went anywhere. Even in terms of friendship she wasn't even decent. She didn't trust me...
    emptyskyform emptyskyform 18-21, M Jul 5

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    I'm trying to learn this art that so many around me practice daily with no sweat off their brows...I envy them and I too wish to be selfish... These people are happier then me and...
    ADRASTEIA ADRASTEIA 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I asked myself if everyone is right... When do you do it for attention? And when do you actually count as a real self harmer?... I have been doing it for 8 years now... and i have...
    NeverKnewMe NeverKnewMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    The stuff I write on here compared to how I act in person, is so different in mood. I wish the real me, that is here, was more like how I try and portray myself in real life: happy...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F a week ago

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    When I became an EP member, I met different kinds of people but I met this guy who became my real friend. We've share lots of stuff and we're even growing... But nothing lasts...
    imerosiie imerosiie 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Why, because is quite raw and to the point! Anonymous people spill the beans and tell their tales, instead of the "happy clappy" plastic Facebook environments! What we could...
    artymike8 artymike8 41-45, M Jun 29

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    When there are things that happened that you swear you never wanted...but your friends say you do. And did. And you beg them to trust your voice alone. But they refuse to believe...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    Over the past couple of days, I've been looking through all of our old photos- you know, the kind where you actually had to go to a shop to get them specially printed. Well, they...
    EmmaLL1999 EmmaLL1999 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I admit, I've been clean for a week, I still have problems. I want to change.. But these actions are irreversible. One could argue, everything is.. But I mean like, I don't think I...
    HighOnMisery HighOnMisery 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    If I were a tree, I would want to be a fruit tree. I would possibly bear apples or oranges... Or perhaps something more exotic such as a mango or coconut. It must be so peaceful to...
    alisemichelle alisemichelle 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I first started to self harm when I was 13. My parents went through a divorce. It was a rough time especially with an alcoholic father. I had stopped self harming when I turned 14...
    EveMarieJones EveMarieJones 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I have no self confidence. I have always sucked at social relationships or any social encounter. I'm 5'4 always been shorter then everyone at school. People would make fun of me. I...
    furquijo101 furquijo101 16-17, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I literally wish in the past somethings I said were left unsaid and somethings I did we're left undone
    seilas9 seilas9 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    I'm not good enough never have been and never will be I wish people understood how bad im struggling right now going out tonight to a bar with friends sucks enough since I don't...
    willieverbegoodenough willieverbegoodenough 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I started cutting my freshman year of high school, in a crowded student center, unnoticed. At the time, my boyfriend had let me down. It was such a SMALL thing, but it got to me. I...
    thecellist thecellist 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I started cutting just 3 days before my birthday. It was actually on my grans birthday I started... after I saw my little sister. She can't be with us either. She's got a new...
    keahstanton keahstanton 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    Another day Another night sleepless. The sands of time flow in one direction so I've heard. Is there not a way to reverse that. Why are our actions irreversible. Why don't we have...
    fat1l fat1l 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why do kids tease each other in schools? Do they realize the impact that has on a person self-esteem. Why are most people racist? We all have the same blood running through our...
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Is it just me or is the way you look in mirrors vs real life different? I feel super ugly in pictures. Is it just because I'm not photogenic or am I really that ugly? I feel like...
    Chylena Chylena 13-15, F 4 Responses 57 mins ago

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    I've tried to stop self harming 2 times. The first time I hadn't cut for 2-3 weeks. I thought that I could do it. But after every day I had been "clean" I just wanted to cut more...
    elena1998 elena1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I only cut in my hip area so it's covered by my underwear. I don't know how but I guess my helper threw away my blade (I use a sharpener blade) because I really couldn't find it...
    odeybelle odeybelle 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    if i was able to see my younger self this is what i would say . If I were to go back to my younger self let's say the age of 12. I would tell him the following things . " younger...
    Aniceguyforyou Aniceguyforyou 18-21, M Jul 6

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    my family is super annoying. I really just need to write all of this out. Every night I go to bed with tears on my face. Because my sister says I hate you or something. Or my dad...
    prettyeyesbutalotoftears prettyeyesbutalotoftears 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I started in December of 2011. It got pretty bad for a while, then I stopped while I was in the hospital. But when I was released I started again a few days later. Then there was...
    wonderwomancats wonderwomancats 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    One thing that bothers me about "self-harm" is people always associate it with cutting or burning or whatever. There's other forms of self-harm people don't realize that they are...
    l3x1l0v3 l3x1l0v3 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Visit us!! :D Quebec City!! We are a small city, but a city full of life! Where I work, (Gift Shop) I receive clients from everywhere in the world. China, Japan, Philippines...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I started self harming around a week ago. it's amazing how a few cuts can turn into 100. I started with a few on my legs, then a couple of minutes later my whole leg was bleeding...
    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    Yesterday a friend and I were in a park relaxing. A group of guys came and approached her, my friend is more curvy then I am naturally petite. My friend is really developed for her...
    Diamond1029 Diamond1029 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 7

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    Everywhere I go I'm looked down by because people can't understand the things I do, the clothes I wear, the way I laugh or how I sometimes feel as if my heart will explode with...
    MorbidPeaches MorbidPeaches 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm a wolf and we are real we howl at the moon after a successful hunt we care for I young more than any human could care for anyone. You humans don't see us because your blind...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Yesterday a storm was rolling in. We needed to get 10 tons of unprotected lumber into the warehouse. To do that we needed to move the boat. To move the boat we needed to lower the...
    MaskedRascal MaskedRascal 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    I really do wish this cos every time I think I have one it turns out I don't have they was useing me or some thin I just want to have some one I can there for as they will be for...
    scottishbigguy scottishbigguy 22-25, M Jul 7

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    Nothing that is seen as important really is. It is arrogant, to say the least, and far from enlightened. As a self-acclaimed sentient species humans have a responsibility to...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 2 Responses Jul 9

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    My boyfriend and I loves to travel anywhere and anytime.. I wish he'd enough time to do it again.. -.-
    eckaloves01 eckaloves01 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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