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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 126 People

    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Need 0+ Kidney Donor Urgently

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    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 18-21, F Jun 15, 2012

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    There are times when I can be very very strong but then there are very specific things that can break me away very easily and just wear me down. Like if I am deeply invested in...
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    A quick cheap cure for all forms of mental illness.
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    It's Friday why not have a drink.
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    So relaxing and nice and I need one right now!!!!!
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    I was hospitalized twice this year, both times I was able to sneak in razor blades and other "sharps". It seems sometimes I really want to get better but other times I sabotage my...
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    Love could really break all barriers for two people to be together. That love can ease all pain that has been lingering since childhood. That it can erase all traumatic episodes...
    IKKI10 IKKI10 31-35, M May 11

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    I should have had some martial arts training so I could really kick some @$$ !
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    Latley I've been feeling really self conscience about everything. I know looks don't matter but I just feel like no one will ever like me. I can act confident, but underneath I...
    applepie41121 applepie41121 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wish could go back to the late 40's just after the war, when things were more civilized and people were more polite and music wasn't auto-tuned; Back when you took notes with a...
    DeathByPandemic DeathByPandemic 70+, M 5 Responses May 2

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    Could really use something to get off too!! Girls only please lol
    risenagain95 risenagain95 18-21, M May 13

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    I could really use a man right now or a woman. Both would be welcome.
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses May 16

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    Could really use some help, a girls help lol
    risenagain95 risenagain95 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Even though it seems like I get lots of income each months but it is not really as I share some of my income with my mum ,orphans ,my lovebirds and other birds ..so lots of money...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response 49 mins ago

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    Your so naive and think that nothing bad can ever happen…but then you become a teenager and pain is everywhere with everything.
    tkhsbandgeek2017 tkhsbandgeek2017 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I struggle with self hate ....I do not like how I look ..I do not like how I talk ..I do not like anything about me and I feel very ashamed of myself ...I ve felt like this many...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 27 mins ago

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    If I had enough talent, I would be an amazing artist, because I really do see so much beauty which is missed by the average human eye. Such a shame....
    mrblue22 mrblue22 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    naturalnews.com printable article Originally published June 23 2010 Humans vs. the environment - A thought experiment by Mike Adams, the Health Ranger, NaturalNews Editor...
    Hiddenheart101 Hiddenheart101 56-60, F 6 days ago

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    I wish Narcissists came with warning labels, but since they don't please read the following information. Don't be fooled by a wolf in sheep clothing! Recovering from Narcissistic...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 10 Responses Apr 29

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    yesterday i told a close friend about my self harm because i didnt want to loose her, tellig her was the only way i wouldnt loose her because she knew something was going on that...
    chloe40660 chloe40660 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    "I want you to want me..." I hate feeling unwanted. I've always felt this way, and it's tears me up inside. I really wish there was someone that truly wanted to be with me. It's...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M Apr 30

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    How do you cope (emotionally) with a child who self harms? Please help me…My 17 year old Daughter Self Harms and It is breaking my heart…I just don’t know how to cope with...
    rainbow7969 rainbow7969 31-35, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Yeah all I do is cause my own problems, then wish for someone to care. I guess it's only human, but I hate myself a lot. I feel like a huge disappointment to my parents all the...
    oeN4 oeN4 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    Im in a relationship. The guy is very nice. But hez a confused personality. He wud b overcaring at times n very very rude at times, i m confused which is the real him. We recently...
    nats05 nats05 22-25, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    September will mark a year without any self-harm. No scratching, no cutting, no eraser burns, no biting, no hitting, no hair pulling. No form of self-harm whatsoever (other than...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 1 Response May 17

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    Yeah, it's been a while since we were anything other than friends. It's been a long time since you looked at me the way I still look at nothing when I think of you. It's been a...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F May 18

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    All my life, I have looked in the mirror and said "I can be better, I can look better, look at how any things I can change!". It started I guess when I was in the 4th grade, and...
    vanstable123 vanstable123 13-15, M Apr 29

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    It's strange and slightly sad to think how much effort it takes to create something, and how little it takes to crumble away. Even if it was a short time we were together I loved...
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    There are times I wished I had of done something and regret it now. That was to be fully dressed as the person I am when I was going to university. I know I would have relieved a...
    bmg1kel bmg1kel 61-65, T May 12

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    I am tired of being defined and judged by those who refuse to see their own flaws or misdeeds. I am weary of holding peace with judgemental parents, and beyond exhausted with...
    MythicDreamer MythicDreamer 22-25, F 3 Responses May 17

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    When you were in front of me in flesh I never understood you and your actions as you never spoke your feelings out loud and you did all the things that are wrong and selfish. I...
    Trappedself Trappedself 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    I feel really bad about it and I've been really good too before tonight I hadn't cut for almost a month. My thighs really burn though. I think I went to far but I jus once I...
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F May 11

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    When I was 12 my mothers boyfriend raped me and took my virginity. My mom told me I was a liar and that I "wanted her man" when I was thirteen she threw me out of the house telling...
    Kenjitsu Kenjitsu 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I would love to just pick up and go ....travel everywhere and never stay in just one place until I find some where that's amazing
    PINKSKULLZ PINKSKULLZ 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know that the decision I made was wrong and I will carry that regret with me like a giant rock on my back for all my life but I meant well. Now you made a choise and used anger...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M Apr 30

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    I was just hating someone who is traveling with his family around the world and sharing his vedios on You tube and I am here stuck between books worrying about my future not living...
    yara2014 yara2014 22-25, F 3 Responses May 9

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    wish I and my wife could travel but just cause the cost of living is enough to keep us from having them pleaser. :)
    68bear 68bear 46-50, M 1 Response May 16

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