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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 16-17, F Jun 15, 2012

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    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    I'm not good at picking friends. Somehow I always befriend people with a few really amazing qualities, but soon find out that their bad ones outweigh them. My family doesn't get...
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    Ok so I've lost a lot of weight and I think I look pretty good (or at least a lot better than I did before). Well starting sophomore year there was this guy in my Spanish class...
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    Someone asked me today to write what I would wish for if I had only one single wish. That is an almost impossible decision. One wish when I have so many thoughts in my head. I...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    A few years ago a best friend of mine and me stopped being friends. It wasn't a hateful separation. (We didn't part hating each other.) This is just a best friend I've had for...
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    I could really honesty run away right now. I'm so pissed,so depressed & so tired of life.
    slowlykillingmyself slowlykillingmyself 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Real self confidence not faking putting on a small smile and seeming bubbly and vivacious when really I just want to sigh and cringe. I'm yearning to be comfortable just being...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 6

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    You can't se it very well but I cut my thighs up. I could really use a friend right now. One that understands me. One that will always be there for me.
    SammyTheBroken SammyTheBroken 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    I wish you tell me the full truth. I wish you realize that I am worthy of an explanation. I wish that time heals faster so that I won't be bothered by you anymore...
    vdbree vdbree 18-21, F Sep 6

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    I can be really selfless. I go out of my way to help people in need. I pick up trash when I see it lying around on the streets. I offer consolation to anyone I see in tears. I make...
    kalila37 kalila37 18-21, F Sep 12

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    There are commonplace wisdoms that go unquestioned more often than politics or religion now. I see people all the time bragging that they are not 'sheep' and then spouting these...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I never scare to show my real self. And When It's comes to friends... Friends must see me without limits and boundaries...
    Ozgur980 Ozgur980 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    I could really use a good friend,so universe please bring me a good one soon.
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Playing Blue's Clues with the News, Why did he come into my life? Everything I had to hide from the world I didn't have to conceal from him The only person I could be completely...
    WhenStarsAlign WhenStarsAlign 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Self observance is not one my strong points. It is one where I don't really care to exercise or develop especially when you battle depression. The possibility of self damage is too...
    InTheShadowsAgain InTheShadowsAgain 41-45, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I meet a girl on EP and had a nice convo a few days back. So I thought, now she won't say a word to me and I don't know why. At least if I knew I would feel better knowing and...
    MC1228 MC1228 41-45, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I'm new here and hopefully you guys can understand from my perspective and hopefully they are kind souls here :) This topic right here is something I WOULD LOVE TO DO ONE DAY...
    DWIA DWIA 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    It feels stupid to do this, considering I'm only 18 and probably many people will just tell me I'm going through a teen phase or something... but I wanted help, and this site...
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    Last night I feel pathetic and was about to cry again...so I stopped myself. Ran to grab my pocket knife it's so much better than scissors. With little pressure on the knife I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 10 Responses Sep 10

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    I lost my Dad when I was four so yea....I have a had a lot of time to think about his death, fathers, him and well, everything. I was four and although I was in the room right...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 13

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    For some reason, I've been much more open about what's happened to me, than about what I've done to myself.. I feel like sharing that with you guys now.. I've been cutting since I...
    Betruetoyourselfxx Betruetoyourselfxx 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hey guuuuuurl!! we could go to the mall and hangout, maybe check out Hot Topic! :) o.o Maybe you could teach me how to spell CHEESE O_____o XD Meow, talk to you later :)
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I do draw, but I just wish I was a little better.
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    Well, it's finally happened, realisation has finally hit, took me so long to come to this conclusion and finally realised this is absolutely the only way to go, and the way to go...
    Dylanj11 Dylanj11 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    One of the most unattractive qualities in people is being too selfish and self absorbed to understand others or see things from a more objective and realistic perspective. Being so...
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    Selfie here, selfie there, here selfie there selfie everywhere a selfie. Hahahaha (;
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    NothingSpecialJustMe421 NothingSpecialJustMe421 16-17, F Sep 3

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    The growing trend of taking smartphone selfies is linked to mental health conditions that focus on a person’s obsession with looks. According to psychiatrist Dr David Veal...
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    I think the fact that I admire self discipline implies that I recognize I could use more of it than what I have, at least in dealing with my weaknesses. I wish I could turn off the...
    4myinnerchild 4myinnerchild 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 13

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