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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

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    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 16-17, F Jun 15, 2012

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    I'm realizing that I have been very caught up in my own ego crap...wanting, craving, desiring. I've been so busy satisfying my own ego, out of fear for survival, that I've...
    brushfirefairytales brushfirefairytales 26-30, F Sep 24

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    Okey, I need a firm reminder it's time to get to bed. A good old fashion telling of, a swatt on my poor bottom and bed. Just saying!
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    I know, or think I know, that I'm not really "selfish," at least not any more than most, and probably (maybe) less than most. But I also can't help feeling that that bar is much...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    lmao selfie in classss!!! selfie anywhere any time
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 25

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    i really would love to met many of my EP friend in person. my only problem is that i live in southeast iowa. Itseems like every time i meet someone on here that i could really be...
    aniowagirl aniowagirl 66-70, F 6 Responses Sep 25

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    I'm 34 years old and the proud father of a 2 year old boy. I have a job that allows me to provide for the household which consists of my ex girlfriend of about 2 months not but we...
    shunjustin shunjustin 31-35, M Oct 13

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    Oh yea I am, very much when it comes to this one person though. I know I'm very weird for feeling this way. I don't even really know her. But when I think about her, I get...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F Sep 28

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    All I think whenever I go outside of the house is how ugly i must look in the eye of everyone that sees me. Im really obsessed about my bad looks and it's gotten to rhe point where...
    dandeelaion dandeelaion 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 2

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    Some people said "I wish I had your life" But really? Do you really want to have my life? Having/living my life you have to back yourself up because everyones going to point out...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have no idea why I exist, you guys. I feel worthless and unlovable. Like, I just wish someone could give me the feeling of being needed, being here for a purpose, not just being...
    yxfx yxfx 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 28

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    I decided to end my previous story to make it shorter. Carrying on. At the end of the day, this is all I know. I haven't changed, and guess what? What made him love me HASN'T...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Light 3 Candles......... Light 3 white candles on a white plate and put sugar all around it. Place a glass of Water next to it. Ask the archangels for 3 wishes: one for business...
    dom8869 dom8869 22-25, M 1 Response 58 mins ago

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    It will be awesome right? I can just go everywhere :) I wish I could meet you now. I wish I could give you a surprise. And give you a big hug and a kiss on your chin.. Your lips...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I started selfharming August 27, 2013 It was just a few little scratches on my wrist and I liked it, so I kept doing it. They hardly even bled but it helped alot my mom saw them...
    Fatteristheshit Fatteristheshit 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    I'm mad at my parents and myself. All of my friends have activities that they do and are really good at(sports/arts). I don't do any activities. When I was younger I tried so many...
    Lonelyandlost31 Lonelyandlost31 16-17, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    My first and last "serious" relationship ended about 2 and a half years ago. I had been lied and cheated on plenty of times in that relationship, and I admittedly was a bit too...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M Oct 13

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    How many of us look into the mirror and hate what you see? Wait a second. Did you create yourself? No, you didn't. I made myself feel bad for years because of my appearance and I...
    ladybug96 ladybug96 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    (Allow me to explain. There are three times a year in which I receive money. Christmas- Around $150, Birthday- around $50-$100, and Sales- $100-150$) I buy my own clothes and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 26

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    Do you day dream thoughts of me? Tell me what do you see? Is it All the things people think are wrong with me Maybe all the things that could be? I wonder if you enjoy the...
    Froggy420 Froggy420 31-35, F Oct 5

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    I would like find a female - here or anywhere - for friendship or more (maybe much more.... maybe if it match for marry). Ich want a pee loving, wetlook loving, selfwetting...
    dipjet2003 dipjet2003 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    Every night you cuddle your muse With beauty hemmed from heart. Its muse’ hard luck that fails to feel how in your eyes It glows like a pearl. Your muse-your sparkling...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 6 days ago

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    I hate having to walk around in school or anywhere and constantly compare myself to everyone. I hate feeling like everyone likes my sister more. I wish when a boy liked me he...
    acorn288 acorn288 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm not sure when it all started but I'm guessing it was during my first year of secondary school where I started feeling self conscious(of my looks, the way I talked, basically...
    VEGETAbles VEGETAbles 16-17, M Sep 23

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    I have a really hard life. I'm from Palestine, and at 8 i moved to Norway, after i learned the language i started in a new class. It was the fifth grade. I thought that i will get...
    ThatGirlR ThatGirlR 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    Simple as that. I finally found a word that I feel like can best describe me, in almost every aspect... I'm always the problem. I'm my own enemy, my own problem, my own reason, my...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F Oct 12

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    I wish I was dead everyday of my life. I have had suicidal thoughts and tendencies since I was 11 years old. My parents divorced when I was 1 year old. Ever since I could remember...
    Meatball20 Meatball20 22-25, M a week ago

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    Some days, I wish mirrors did not exist. I gaze into a mirror, and see a face... But it is peculiar. One day, it is decent enough to look at... Another day, it is not. Yet at the...
    lXxEssentialxXl lXxEssentialxXl 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    Say something. I'm giving up on you... I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you. I hate this song. Every time I hear it I cry! I think of my break up. How ****** up I am. How he...
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'm extremely self conscious of how I look. I'm a big girl, always have been, and I've never seen myself as any kind of beauty. I'm too tall for a woman, Im a thick chick, my...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    DISCLAIMER; this is very long and I've changed the names :) In 2010 I started year 7 and within the first few months I made two main friends that I had intended to stick with me...
    chanelondon chanelondon 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I feel I must give you a little back story. My sister is about 4 years younger than me and has always had a bit of a competitive side. I guess I was never paying much attention to...
    Trinitey779 Trinitey779 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Can't I be done with it already? I mean..this reality has become hell for me. I spend most of my time studying and doing homework. If not, I'm taking on others (dads mainly...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Larva feed completely on milkweed and take in protecting cardiac glycosides. Toxin stages in Asclepias sp.range. Not all monarchs are unpalatable, but exibit Batesian or automimics...
    Willy52yt Willy52yt 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    If pen and paper could speak to us the things they would say. Readers and writers would understand . They would wonder how is it that the deepest darkest and painful things are...
    prohibitedobsession prohibitedobsession 26-30, F Sep 27

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    I look in the mirror and see so much problems with myself and I get paranoid if someone like me and I automatically push them away because I feel that this person is playing with...
    kimberlee1876 kimberlee1876 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 2

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    The more time I am alone, the more I realize some things. You'd think I'd tell myself this relationship was no good for me, but I'm not. The reason why we are struggling is obvious...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Why does everything have to be a battle? I wish I could just curl up, and never have to look at the world again. I wish i could go back the times i dont remember.
    YouAreNotYourSkin YouAreNotYourSkin 16-17, F Oct 8

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    I have travelled a lot during my life. Wish I had more money though so I could go where I actually want to go.
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F Oct 8

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    Most of the time, I just wanted to be here I know it's not the right thing to do but I needed an escape. My sister just tried to come over and talk but I don't want anyone to come...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    When you share a house with some one you often just wish they would move out and give ya some space . Then when they do go away for a few days you realise how quiet living in a...
    Nutcase38 Nutcase38 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    During the day, I'm thinking about school and normal teenage things. At night, I'm bored so I think about philosophy and get my self in depressed states and stress because of it. I...
    Superpokeoffice Superpokeoffice 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Self observance is not one my strong points. It is one where I don't really care to exercise or develop especially when you battle depression. The possibility of self damage is too...
    InTheShadowsAgain InTheShadowsAgain 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 22

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