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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 16-17, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Need 0+ Kidney Donor Urgently

    My Aunty is on dialysis due to kidney failure ,for the kidney transplantation we need 0+ kidney donor but in our family we are having B+ kidney donor . If anybody want B+ kidney donor in place of O+ donor ,kindly contact us ... Contact us as soon as possible 9457423590...
    shivapandey1310 shivapandey1310 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Or atleast, I can be. When it comes to my boyfriend, I just want to be around him all the time. The times I feel selfish are the moments when I'm with him and already feel alone...
    starfishheart starfishheart 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    B.o.B. ft. Hayley Williams - Airplanes http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU Can we pretend that airplanes In...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F Nov 21

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    I could see broken souls everywhere... Even in this sight, I can deeply connect and I feel for them... I wish I can experiment with those complete formula which is the best...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    im done with saying i might, maybe , should i the breaking point is 1 thing away. if one more bad thing happens then yes i will self harm. it is sad thinking that by the 30 th i...
    alysia28 alysia28 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My best friend left for good, and due to the time zones we rarely talk now :/ I could really use some more close friends :)
    Iscribbletoomuch Iscribbletoomuch 16-17, M 13 Responses Nov 26

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    I know that it's not the right way to handle things, but I could really take the razor right now and cut myself just a little bit....enough to see the loneliness come out as the...
    styxc styxc 18-21, M a week ago

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    I usually work all the time so theres no time to think about anything but work. Thats how i like things no time to hesitate just a constant influx of tasks and movement. But lately...
    morgan722010 morgan722010 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I've met a few friends on the internet and I feel way more comfortable with them than with my real life friends, well I don't really have actual friends except internet pals! So if...
    naomistent naomistent 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 11

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    62nd post. Well here I am again, and I live to see another day. Nobody killed me and I didn't kill anybody, and I guess today I feel like it was all just a dream. It's easy to...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Traveling. Sometimes, I wake up wanting to be in the comfort of my own bed- or more honestly, I wake up wishing I could go to my own bathroom. Who would of thought that a bathroom...
    wonderlust3 wonderlust3 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I take them literally everywhere 😂
    SalilaKhan SalilaKhan 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I didn't pay this issue much mind until recently. A close relative & his wife adopted a small dog recently. I was stunned when they brought the dog over for a holiday dinner but I...
    prugirl prugirl 36-40, F 4 hrs ago

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    Almost every time I pick up a blade and cut myself, I cry a little bit. I guess that's kinda normal but I wish I didn't sometimes. I wish the times where I have no emotion was...
    dee283 dee283 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I hate that I keep trying to keep our relationship going when he doesn't even want to be with me :( I'm tired of forcing this. I hate myself..it's all my fault :'( I wish I could...
    Rdelat Rdelat 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I am a real werewolf. This is the experience I have been in the most. Who am I fooling. I don't even belong in this group. I don't know where I belong. I know I'm not human. I can...
    aztecwolf aztecwolf 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I got one for everyone. So I bought a straitjacket. I was working out of town and while I was there I decided to try it out. Unfortunately I was alone at the time and didn't...
    Photogeek47 Photogeek47 26-30, M 8 Responses Nov 30

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    Do you ever feel like you don't belong here? In a place, in a situation, among people, indeed anywhere. Like, you should be living some other life? When I sit in my room at night...
    TheHeartOfALovingSoul TheHeartOfALovingSoul 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So now that my ex is living with this damn home wrecker and their new baby he takes her and the baby everywhere. I asked him to take my son to the dentist and when my Son called me...
    workingmom70 workingmom70 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have always fought with an eating disorder and anxiety but this year I became involved with depression and self-harm. In the spring of 2014, I got involved in a car accident and...
    ecokismet ecokismet 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    21st post. Well the other day, I did something that had me very very excited. For some people this will sound like nothing, and most people do this every single day of their lives...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    Self esteem issues are real! In fact they are more real now, than they have ever been! Living in a society obsessed by Image! Image! Image!, a society where the world is at the tip...
    pristee88 pristee88 22-25, F Dec 2

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    15th post. My panic attack yesterday left me emotionally and physically drained. The way I'm feeling today, there is no way in the world I am going to beat this fight. I would much...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    My experiences growing up haven't been good ones I was befriended a lot and didn't have anyone to take care of me I came from a broken family and didn't care much about myself. My...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    Except for Oregon! My family never gets to go out anywhere except Oregon, and I am sick of that place :P We just visit our cousins there and boy are they annoying, lol. I really...
    FlowerFollower FlowerFollower 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH THAT I AM GOING TO GO ON A SELF-HATING MARATHON... I AM GOING TO NOT BATHE OR BRUSH MY TEETH FOR A WEEK, UNLESS I HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE BECAUSE I AM UGLY AND...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground, And it's too late now to put out the fire, Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now, Well I'm doing alright, 'Til I close my...
    NotSuchAnInnocentGirl NotSuchAnInnocentGirl 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    As much as I love strong winds, I haven’t had much firsthand experience with them. I’m too self-conscious to go out and enjoy the wind with people around. It was a problem...
    GryphonChick GryphonChick 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I do believe that women should be allow to go topless anywhere a man can for two reason. 1. That would one step closer to gender equality. 2. Who would really be offended by this...
    ObserverOfLife ObserverOfLife 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F a week ago

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    Pack Rules. (This in no way is directed toward anyone on this forum aside from my own pack members and applies only to them. None of these rules are new, and the only reason I'm...
    DyanWerewolf DyanWerewolf 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 28

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    I used to have a low self esteem. I used to be emotionally dependent, albeit secretly, upon boyfriends for a sense of worth and happiness. I still have my moments where I wish I...
    topsykrit topsykrit 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am really struggling not to cut right now I just found out some bad news and it's throwing me over the edge I feel so overwhelmed someone please message me
    homewardbound1990 homewardbound1990 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I'm 33 single mom can't get a boyfriend no one wants to date a single mom. I've been lonely for so many years I have no family. The only family I had was my brother and he died...
    mysadlife1111 mysadlife1111 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    got this girl I really love,been together 5 months,good times bad times,we would go out talk eat movies laugh eith eachother and on our birthday i took her to disneyland and cool...