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I Wish I Could Be My Real Self Anywhere And Everywhere

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    Learn To Be Myself And Not Worry About What Others Have To Say

    Here i am 44 male to female ts and I am freeing my mind today I am learning that everything is one and if i let myself be happy and let others be who they are. As each moment is just that the past is done and tommorrow is just a dream because it a day away. It is time to wake up...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Sick Of It All

    I never had it real bad compared to others but everyones road is different so please don't judge. I guess you could say I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) or I do have them and a minor/mild erratic schizophrenia and I tried or I did tell my sister and she didn't really...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167 16-17, F Jun 15, 2012

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    And Then I Might Believe It

    Supposedly, I'm on a mission to find my true self. Then, when I know what it is, who I am, all that, I can be like that all the time. Or when it suits me.  My self is actualized, or organismic; it's as elusive as when I try to catch myself smiling. I've done the background...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Ive had friends at a point in my life and i thought i could always rely on them but these past few years have taught me a lesson. A lesson i learned the hard way, i now spend days...
    Loer Loer 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I could use a few more friends. Seems lately I find myself alone wondering why no one ever wants to talk to me. I try to make friends but I can't seem to find anyone with a lot of...
    Jack0fTr4d3s Jack0fTr4d3s 22-25, M Mar 29

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    I began high school this year and immediately joined the track team. I was really good at it and was welcomed into the track team family. I made amazing friends! Unfortunately, I...
    d0ntl00katm3 d0ntl00katm3 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I want a friend that will text me all day. Always have something to talk about. Not just hey,lol,yepp, etcc.. I want someone that understands my relationship that wont judge me...
    DestructionAmistOthers DestructionAmistOthers 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I fell in love with my (now) ex boyfriend and he asked me to move three hours away to Chicago with him. After a year he lost a bunch of weight and dumped me. I had no friends...
    elissamay33 elissamay33 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So a few people saw my recent question. I know it was stupid to ask and that's why I've taken it down. I was promoting my own suicide, I got that. People ask why we do this. We do...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I wish my exboyfriend would stop texting me so that I could properly move the **** on! I also wish my dumb self would stop responding :(
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I wish that realtors were more helper and not trying to seek every dollar out of people's pockets. (I'm sure there are helpful realtors, but I have only found one and he seems...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F Apr 4

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    Dammit He's 5 hours ahead of me in the Netherlands while in here in the US I would catch any plane train or boat just to see him For one hug One kiss One more moment to cherish...
    YungPocahontas YungPocahontas 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    "Ah yes I did go through the trouble of finding a picture of some other person to use but now since you ask I'm gonna admit this to you and show you my real self" -no one, ever...
    sighimnotgoodwithnames sighimnotgoodwithnames 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 20

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    I wasn't sure what section to put this in, so I'll just do it here. My other personality is a wolf, but since the body I was born in happens to be human, I cannot transform. So...
    paramuse paramuse 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I could really use a friend right now. A real one too, not simply a person asks how you're, you chat for maybe a day, than you never hear from them again and wondering if you said...
    WithoutHope00 WithoutHope00 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Right now my Dream shifts are becoming more realistic. My cousin is not truly a Wolf Therian like me. He just.. Pretends to be. As I, can see myself in wolf form. Waking up...
    LyraWingedWolf LyraWingedWolf 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I want to hug youI want to kiss youI want to hold your handI want to cuddle late at nightI want to watch stupid movies with youI want to have a pillow fightI want to send you...
    leftaalone leftaalone 22-25 50 mins ago

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    I think it would be cool to have all of you in one room. The advice and support I get here is fab n your wisdom in real life would be amazing.
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 45 mins ago

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    Anywhere from France to Hawaii to Egypt to Colorado I will make it all around the world
    natalie433 natalie433 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Do you want to know what ****** me off in the worst way anyone can imagine? Self-absorbed, self-righteous, egotistical, cruel, rude, judgmental ********. Do you know where I find...
    kcoop123 kcoop123 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    That night I was scrolling through tumblr. I recently searched up the words skinny, thigh gap, anorexia, collar bones, death, self harm,....etc. I decided I would film what goes...
    MorbidRainbow MorbidRainbow 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I literally have no friends. I suck at making friends and never really leave the house.
    Sniffly Sniffly 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    So I guess this is it... This is where it ends.. I wish.. I deeply wish I could've been there when you needed someone. I wanted to so bad, you never even knew. And now I guess.. I...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    So, I need to write something, otherwise I won't be able to get it out of my head. Today, my dad and I had a stupid argument. But, you know, nothing new. After awhile I was...
    Xxnichole9412xx Xxnichole9412xx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Waking up each day becomes more and more of a chore, sometime's I can't think of a valid reason to wake up. I'm stupid, lazy, fat, worthless, and can't do anything right. Failure...
    xDeadspacex xDeadspacex 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    I'm sick of people seeing self harm as asking for attention and people saying "you've ruined your body are you happy now?" Do u honestly think I did this to be happy?!?
    jinxxypoo134 jinxxypoo134 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
    phobia1998 phobia1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    This is what someone else posted on FB: "Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up...
    phoebegolde phoebegolde 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I am writing from a hotel room in Tennessee and I am completely, totally, and undeniably in love. Or maybe I just love any place with a lot of lights at night. Every moment we...
    belovely belovely 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 7

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    I believe that without selfishness world can become a better place. That includes the corruption and stuffs like that. Don't act like you own things that you really don't. Don't...
    yuichie yuichie 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Oh my goodness!! There are SO many places to go and so little time!! :) I wish I could fly around the world to Iceland then Russia then Latvia then Poland then greenland then...
    tormi tormi 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I have been cursed with this stupid thought process. I see things in ways most normal people can't deal with. I know that the horrible messed up things in this world as damaging...
    dizlasthope dizlasthope 36-40, M Mar 27

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    My family is always loud and screaming. Every five minutes there has to be a fight again. Why is that? I just wish that people would understand that fighting is worthless. I always...
    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    you, i wish i could forget you, not because we had such bad memories and stuff but because we had so much fun talking to each other. the memories that i dont want to be just...
    iloveAdamL iloveAdamL 70+ 5 days ago

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    I cut myself for many reasons. 1-I'm insecure. I'm overweight so having friends is definitely out of the question. I can never do anything because people judge because of my...
    Iamsolonely96 Iamsolonely96 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    You know that extra piece you get in a new Lego set? That's me. I'm 22 and a high school graduate and, that's it. I really have nowhere to go from here. I know the next stage...
    Jamlec Jamlec 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I don't want to live my whole life in self pity and torturing myself with your thoughts but why is it that your thoughts follow me wherever I go?Why is it that I have built a wall...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I went to the bathroom and just sat there. I used to self harm a lot when I was younger. But tonight, I felt the need to do it again. My life may not be the best, but it's also not...
    missmotox missmotox 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I move spontaneously from place to place, town to town, city to city since I was 17 I have no Urge to slow down or stay put. Once every few weeks - not too much over a month if I...
    summerdaniella summerdaniella 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    It started when I was 10 or 11. Things were going badly at home and I was struggling with undiagnosed depression and anxiety. I'd cut to relieve my anxiety and keep me calm, to...
    skinnylittlewrists skinnylittlewrists 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I don't know where to begin when It comes to my experience with self harm. I started cutting when I was 13, the first time I had ever self harmed was in my bathroom with a large...
    musicforthemorningafter musicforthemorningafter 13-15, F Apr 7

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    I self harm. I've been self harming since i was 11 years old i am now 14 and i am slowly starting to recover. A year ago i attempted suicide and nearly succeed, but my best mate...
    jayspiller1 jayspiller1 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I feel like I'm going to break down and have a panic attack. I'm searching EVERYWHERE for my last two blades I saved from moving in November. I keep them hidden in a small jewelry...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Desperately need a friend... I'm sorry this is a long background story but this is the abbreviated version. I'll try to make things clear. It may just come off as shallow, whiny...
    ArtsyPatrick ArtsyPatrick 41-45, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Day 12 Yay 12 days without cutting, can't say I haven't thought about it though. Everywhere I look, everything I look at, there are voices in my head, telling me I could use it to...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    Spring time is always so hard for me. Not as bad this year as others - thankfully - but this time of year I get very quiet, sullen and all I want to do is disappear. I start to...
    salacioustoastlicker salacioustoastlicker 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    I don't, really. My family wishes for me to be "normal", and I know I could if I wanted to, but it would honestly sicken me. I think when people become normal they are more often...
    Poker4Life Poker4Life 18-21, M Mar 30

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    I really do wish people would realize the type of damage they can do to someone, the pain they can inflict with actions such as lying, cheating , stealing . whatever their dirty...
    Briinx Briinx 31-35, F 3 days ago

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