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I Wish I Could Believe You

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    I don't think the door will be open for you much longer. You disappear, then reappear swearing you've changed and you are back to being on even keel. Then how is it that we still haven't talked since your decision to come back? I wish I could believe there was a change in you but...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Dec 11, 2011

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    I guess "young" is a relative term, isn't it? I am 43, and I am sure that is young to someone who is 60 or older, right? I have many thoughts about this whole idea, but for this...
    shellseagirl shellseagirl 41-45, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's been so long...in general, but the last time I saw you must have been 2 years ago anyway... M.L...God, why can't I forget you?? We can't be together, you have your life and I...
    Chimera1019 Chimera1019 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I wish my friends knew how I feel so they could understand why I'm always sad and angry. They don't and can't understand how I feel I don't think they ever will
    awsomedude13 awsomedude13 13-15, M Jun 25

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    if i was able to see my younger self this is what i would say . If I were to go back to my younger self let's say the age of 12. I would tell him the following things . " younger...
    Aniceguyforyou Aniceguyforyou 18-21, M Jul 6

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    After hating myself for years you need to stop and realize you are who you were meant to be . Stop wishing you were someone else you're perfect just the way you are.
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F Jul 7

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    "Sorry"I'm sorry, I'm not what you are,so sorry, the ugly of it all,all my life, I was beneath you,it's all my fault please forgive me,maybe I could change, maybe I could try...
    elegantstorms elegantstorms 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Well not a whole change, I want my testicles put inside my body and have a vagina added while I keep my penis... I know this isn't possible but I sure wish it was. And maybe size...
    str8CD str8CD 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    When I spent year after year with you When all I knew was you You were there when my skies were black...And made them blue Now your gone And I feel like a fool Cause for the...
    MookieTheBezt MookieTheBezt 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I would tell you how your eyes could light the darkest of alleys, how your voice echoes in my hears and bounces off the corners of my mind long after you're gone. How each word...
    terribletaytor terribletaytor 18-21, F Jul 17

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    Why do i feel like i have to fight for our friendship? Constantly making me feel like ive done something wrong! you are supposed to be my best friend..
    lovemusicnicole lovemusicnicole 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Happy July 4 everyone. Wish you all the best!!! ;)
    BellerMoo BellerMoo 18-21, F Jul 4

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    They say women are multifaceted. Like a diamond that had been abusively cut.. Then where should a man put his trust? As he believes that every side of hers are amazingly divine...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M Jul 9

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    I wish I was 6 again.. I didn't have to worry about anything....
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F Jul 15

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    I have never believed this to be true and one perfect example is my friendship with my best friend Jamie, we've been best friends since school and even there have not been able to...
    coldavenue coldavenue 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I've spent most of my life hating myself. When I look in the mirror I never think I'm pretty and I find a million flaws, but I've learned that for every flaw I see somebody else...
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 7

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    I don't think I am too old to get a spanking but most people think I am.Just young at heart
    Needaspankingnow Needaspankingnow 61-65, M 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I spank my step daughters and step son. I also spank my daughter. My step children are triplets and are 15 and my daughter is 11. My step daughter uses this and her name on here is...
    lexisstepdad lexisstepdad 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Family is whoever takes good care of you and no matter what will protect you and be there for you.Mother,father,uncle,aunt,cousin...just words with no meaning.You gotta earn the...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    aycha aycha 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 5

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    i am lonely and trying to put my life back together separated from wife and family
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8

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    It's been made abundantly clear that I am not a part of their family, despite adoption and the emotional connection that happens between children and those around them. No. I am...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T Jul 9

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    My 11 year old daughter thought it would be a good idea to sneak out. My girlfriend heard the door close when she was up using the bathroom and she went to check on her and she was...
    lexisstepdad lexisstepdad 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I'm 18 and my parents still spank me when I act up. They let my boyfriend spank me as well. I hope that one day my husband (who ever he may be) will continue my discipline. Any...
    britbrat95 britbrat95 18-21, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    My best friend is part of my the family and she isn't a blood relative
    cotygal123 cotygal123 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When there are things that happened that you swear you never wanted...but your friends say you do. And did. And you beg them to trust your voice alone. But they refuse to believe...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    It's impossible to write my story, because I know that no one will ever believe me... When you're in love, it's hard not to do anything for the person you care about... No one...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Eternal sunshine... "There's an emotional core to each of our memories.And when you eradicate that core...it starts its degradation process." "I can't remember anything without...
    NobodyCanEverHearHerCall NobodyCanEverHearHerCall 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    I believe in... that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I believe… that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who...
    PepperX PepperX 22-25, F Jul 10

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    Actually, no. I want to see life through YOUR eyes. Accepting volunteers right now. Here's the deal: I get to inhabit your body for three days. I experience, feel and think...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    You have a tough life, but you have made mine easier. You have completly changed my life for the better:) I use to believe that I had nothing to live for and no one would miss me...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    You'll probably think I'm weird by the end of this, but whatever. I have a lot of daydreams. Sure, I'm fully aware how hurtful dreams can be, but I can't stop imagining myself at...
    Revii Revii 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Christmas Day, she told me "you're my best friend" and it's been the same since I met her about ten years ago. Do you ever just realise when your friends are just slipping away...
    AbbieEva AbbieEva 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    This one is for those struggling with life's bruises.Often as I wander EP I am struck with how often life throws adversity and cruel blows into underserving peoples paths. So this...
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    You were supposed to be me friend, my "best friend", my "brother", my support. But now I know, I know what you did and said, how you really perceived me. I just wish you hadn't...
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    " I wish I could hug you right now But the distance will never allow Being apart has made me weak I wish I could hold your hand I desperately hope you understand How much I...
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    Down to keeping diaries or taking medication at the right times every day, I find it so impossibly difficult to remember to do things and do them regularly or in a routine. I...
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    Another day Another night sleepless. The sands of time flow in one direction so I've heard. Is there not a way to reverse that. Why are our actions irreversible. Why don't we have...
    fat1l fat1l 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Happy birthday. I wished I could take you to dinner for it... I would if I could... but alas, I find I must wait. I'll wait for you, like a stone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v...
    Twidget0831 Twidget0831 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    *THE STRANGERS YOU GIVE YOUR HEART TO*Strangers will come into your life and you will be forever changed. Whether it's for the better or the worse, that would be entirely up to you...
    CandyxCane CandyxCane 36-40, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    If you asked me this five years ago, I would've said yeah.....LOL....right...no way. In such a short time frame , I have met the nicest person from this experience . She is sincere...
    limehouse limehouse 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 27

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    Happy Independence Day from across the pond. ....can't believe you decided you'd be better if without us (English btw) lol
    pmax2000 pmax2000 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    “I wish I could show you when you are lonely or in darkness the astonishing light of your own being.” Hafiz
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 7