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I Wish I Could Control Fire

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    Well sometimes looking at fire clears your mind and other time looking at fire calms you down, fire can destroy, and fire can create. But I want to control fire that burns bright, yet brings you no harm, like a hug, except that it's not from a bear.
    CipherNiteshade CipherNiteshade 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2010

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
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    Wishing you all a Happy & peaceful Easter...from Izzy & Aslan-Bunny..xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    The fire in the bones, for those who don't know, is like a biblical colloquialism of having a big itch for something. For me it is to write, and it can be anything. The tabula rasa...
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    I wish we could talk, I have so many things to say. I wish we never met. I wish that I could forget. I wish that all of the things we did we can do all over again (ahh I wish). I...
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    This is a short story from when we had the storms earlier this year The wind was blowing between 30 and 40 mph with prolonged gusts reaching 60-65 mph as I walked along the...
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    I'm only 14, but all my life, I've simply played the parts people expect of me. I was the good daughter, the perfect honor-roll student who never broke a single rule, and the best...
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    I wish life was a remote! Play the easy times! Pause the good times! Fast forward the bullshit! Rewind the memories! Wouldn't it be great if life came with a remote control!
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    Ruru88 Ruru88 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    How I wish I could. :( It's been almost a week the first time I joined on EP and since then, I started knowing numerous experiences of people (that captured my heart) coming from...
    MissPurple912 MissPurple912 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    I love the warmth of the fire and the glow of the fire on everybody's faces in the dark. Sadly, I've only been to two campfires so far, though. The first time I went, I was pretty...
    RupanjaliSamadder RupanjaliSamadder 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have so much going on, and so much troubling me. All the mess has just pretty much ruined almost every aspect of my life, and my failure trials at helping myself have just made...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Mar 27

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    SJNak SJNak 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I am new to dating a firefighter. I can handle the time without him. I have a busy schedule too. I do not have kids and he has 2 children. We are waiting until we build our...
    awhitson awhitson 26-30, F Apr 4

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    guyhasname guyhasname 36-40, M Apr 5

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    Fire is awesome. If you have any kind of copper, add it to the fire. You'll get rainbow flames.
    Philli8807 Philli8807 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7

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