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I Wish I Could Control Fire

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    Well sometimes looking at fire clears your mind and other time looking at fire calms you down, fire can destroy, and fire can create. But I want to control fire that burns bright, yet brings you no harm, like a hug, except that it's not from a bear.
    CipherNiteshade CipherNiteshade 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2010

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    I still think about you. I wonder if you are doing okay and if you are happy. Late at night I think about the connection I once felt. It hurts to know it was never real for you...
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    67th post...Helloooo world. Deliriously happy today. The world is a beautiful place and I can't stop smiling. Like I've said before would like to bottle up these feelings. They...
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    I am a quiet soul who is afraid of failure. In 2015 I am going to put myself out in the world and force myself to live out loud. Facing my fear is going to scare me, but not nearly...
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    I was filling out a job application online today and they wanted a job history for the past 10 years--and any omissions or unexplained gaps could be grounds for termination or non...
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