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I Wish I Could Control Fire

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    Well sometimes looking at fire clears your mind and other time looking at fire calms you down, fire can destroy, and fire can create. But I want to control fire that burns bright, yet brings you no harm, like a hug, except that it's not from a bear.
    CipherNiteshade CipherNiteshade 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2010

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    This would go out to my "Father". I wish you could know the stinging pain of rejection, of your very person, like I suffered under your pious indifference. I wish you could know...
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    She lives in the shadow of a lonely girl Voice so quiet you don’t hear a word Always talking but she can’t be heard You can see it there if you catch her eye I know she’s...
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    I am a girl who has a strong craving. My problem is that I can't control my body. It wants to be touched, loved, everything. I try so hard to be good, to keep my morals and body...
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    i have. twice or maybe thrice already. i wasn't even sure if it's really a firefly the first time i saw one. lol. everytime i catch one, they're not flying and they're just like...
    nonsensee nonsensee 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    Man this would be great. If I could just delete what happened instead of replaying it over and over again in my mind, that would be heavenly.
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    I wish I had the power to control anything that's electric. That me myself was like a secret computer that can control any other computer, call people through my mind. If I were a...
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    68th post. What is this feeling? It's back again, the dread and hollowness inside. I don't understand why..I was starting to feel better. Today it's here with a vengeance. I feel...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Let me make a lighthearted post about this. I mean, there are a lot of things I've always wanted to do in MY OWN personal life if I could travel through time, but let's just...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hate living in this hell hole with my parents. They are super strict! They control over what I watch, hear,do. They don't let me do nothing !!! I hate this !!! I wish I could...
    Changeme8 Changeme8 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    At first i did what most people do in lucid dreams, wander the world you dream up, act out scenarios you wouldnt get away with in real life, fly off into space, all that. but at...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    71st post. I feel great because I have no feelings. No emotions at all. Love it when I get like this because anything is possible. Nobody can touch me and I don't give a crap about...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I USED TO SET CHRISTMAS TREES ON FIRE It all started in Newport, Rhode Island when I was a teenager. It was after Christmas, and our tree had been taken down, so I broke off the...
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    I was fired from subway. They said I was not a good fit! I memorized all my formulas by the third day. I corrected every mistake I made the first time. I learned everything...
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    I wish that i can go back through time so I don't do some fatal mistakes
    jasonwwijaya jasonwwijaya 16-17, M 13 hrs ago

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    I still resent my father and stepfather for never taking an interest in me. I wish they knew how badly they ruined me for men. Being rejected by both so-called father figures...
    yppirt yppirt 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    Just on occasion, I wouldn't see all the things I can't stand about myself, insecurities would be fired, I wouldn't miss you, and lets face it....I'd fit in with my workmates too...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I received a call this morning and one of my coworkers lost his wife inside their burning home. He had put a heat lamp in the garage for his pets and it got knocked over onto...
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    wow, 2 guys from the local fire and rescue service came to my apartment today and fitted my new fire alarms for me, two hotties they were. talk about manly specimens!!! hehehe, i...
    mistressDonna mistressDonna 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I work in a restaurant and I see kids act up all the time and I've got to control myself not to say anything
    swimr77 swimr77 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Sometimes I think it would be nice if there was an on-off switch. But then if I turned it off completely, I wouldn't be able to turn it back on. Seem like what I really need is a...
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    I was just sitting here...as I had brief moment to rest..between all the hustle and bustle.. And was reading through some of my posts that I've put up here over the last year...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 9 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    The only thing that stops me would be leaving behind the life and people I've grown to know and love. So, quite a big thing really. But I often dream of just running free for ages...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    I don’t really remember the day I started picking at my skin, but the day I started is the day my life got worse. Worse why? Because not only am I self conscious about my weight...
    Gertrude95 Gertrude95 18-21, F Jan 9

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    Goodbye dear Goodbye Knight Goodbye Prince Goodbye my first love Goodbye Ty we said hello in words on paper ill say goodbye the same both hearts left broken unwilling to trust i...
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    A wish for a kiss soft as silk. a kiss as fresh as cleopatra's milk. a touch so dreamy it steals my heart. skin to skin never to part. a touch to burnt my soul with desire...
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    This is 90% untrue. Of course I've been burned with fire. One time my dad brother and I were lighting fire crackers and I burned my thumb, but that doesn't stop me from reaching in...
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    There's been 5 people who've seen me lose control. I wish it wasn't a big deal :(
    rileywetthebed rileywetthebed 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I remember sitting with my paw paw on some dock in the swamp. He said the fireflies lit up so you could tell which one farted. I I was about six then but I still grin when I think...
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