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I Wish I Could Control Fire

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    Well sometimes looking at fire clears your mind and other time looking at fire calms you down, fire can destroy, and fire can create. But I want to control fire that burns bright, yet brings you no harm, like a hug, except that it's not from a bear.
    CipherNiteshade CipherNiteshade 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2010

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    I like mysteries. I wish my life had more mysteries in it. Instead, my life itself seems one big mystery, but one which I know I'll never solve.
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    It's her first day of her work now. :) How did I know?she told me when we had a good talk but ended bad. I wish I could greet her a good luck and a great day for her first day...
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    I wished my mind had a delete button because I keep having erotic dreams about exes and friends. Talk about feeling helpless, you can't control your dreams.
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    I wish I didn't have to live up to everybody's expectations. I wish I could do whatever I wanted and not feel bad or judged about it. I wish I could live my life unafraid. I wish I...
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    My ex and I dated for about 6 months when we were 18 and 20 respectively. It was fun, it was clingy, it was controlling and it ended badly. He left me for another girl and I told...
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    Some nights I set the world on fire just to watch, other nights I prefer to set myself on fire.
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    put my finger over some "snapshot" of that instant and twist it, changing that moment or my reaction to it, it would be my 15th birthday. As I was reading through old posts, I...
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