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I Wish I Could Control Fire

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    Well sometimes looking at fire clears your mind and other time looking at fire calms you down, fire can destroy, and fire can create. But I want to control fire that burns bright, yet brings you no harm, like a hug, except that it's not from a bear.
    CipherNiteshade CipherNiteshade 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2010

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