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I Wish I Could Control My Emotions

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    EMOTIONAL WRECK, I HATE CRYING AND HAVING A

    DARK MOOD! Some people wouldn't believe or think that I'm like this but seriously behind closed doors at night times you find me stifling and tears rolling down my face as I am an emotional wreck at times… I beat myself up when I cry so I get so annoyed and hate myself for...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jan 31

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    It Would Be Nice

    then I wouldn't be hurt so much and not as trusting as I should be.  I am practicing this "be more trusting" theory.  Sucking so far.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 5, 2010

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    Idunno.. I get jealous

    if my guy friends talks to another girl.. I dont like them like that tho, which is weird and my jealousy takes over and cause me to get angry x.x I guess i keep assuming they would date a girl and leave me alone.. Another thing is that im sensitive and cry if someone argues with...
    UniqueBunnii UniqueBunnii 16-17, F Dec 25, 2013

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    Bad At It

    I am not good at handling my emotions. The difficult part is that I am very sensitive and get hurt easily. I have learnt from experience that it is not wrong to be sensitive but it is wrong to show people my vulnerability, so I pretend like I am tough. Small things disturb me...
    Iikya Iikya 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2013

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    Being Alone

    If nothing else, I wish I had the control to crush love. To eradicate it from my very being. To stop caring about a person who at one point....well, they felt important.But they're nothing. Nothing to me any more. And I still have this blasted aching feeling, and I want rid of it...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 22, 2011

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    Very Emotional

    im a very emotional person i cry alot ppl are always messing with me and it just makes it worse when i cry but i dont cry alot anymore im starting to be a very angry person and i dont wanna be angry but thats how i am most of the time its gonna ruin my friendships but i cant...
    lonelycountrygirl lonelycountrygirl 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2011

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    Alone....

    I am severely depressed and suffering from PTSD... I've recently lost my baby 3 months ago (stillbirth) and my husband doesn't care I'm dealing with this illness, I told him i don't want to live and he didn't take that as a cry for help. I don't want to be around my kids anymore...
    umakemehappy umakemehappy 31-35, F Sep 30, 2013

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    Control My Emotions

    Control my emotions,Would be great,Trouble is,Don't understand them,Never have,Probably never will,I'd love control,Be more cool-headed,Wonder,How it's done.
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 Apr 16, 2012

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    Reyna Love As time goes by I often sit

    and think what ifs and should’ve, could’ve, would’ve. But everything happens for a reason. There was a reason I felt that Reyna Love There was a reason that Reyna Love graced my life with it’s presence. There was a reason that no matter how much it hurt and ached and...
    SilentStoryteller SilentStoryteller 18-21, F Dec 30, 2013

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    Aware Of Everything Around Me

    I am so aware of everything that is going on around me that I tend to get myself worked up over nothing. I start to feel it boil inside me until I can't control it anymore. I then lash out at someone, usually the person that means the most to me. In the most recent event (http...
    UnicornHunter UnicornHunter 31-35 Mar 2, 2012

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    I cant seem to control my emotions,

    it always takes over me and sometime even control the way i speak. Because of this, ive hurt ppl around me and i really want to stop it. The ppl that had wanted to show me care and concern also ended up getting hurt because of the words that i say. I admit its because i sounded...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F Dec 23, 2013

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    ...but The Hormones...

    ...take control for a few days every month and I'm like a woman possessed!
    BoredJudi BoredJudi 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2010

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    Most Of The Time

    There are times that I wish that I could just shut down my emotions or at least get rid of one altogether. I would do almost anything to have an on and off switch for my feelings.When I was a teenager my emotions used to just shut down and I wouldn't feel anything at all (not...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T May 7, 2013

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    Separate

    I sometimes think my emotions are a separate entity with a mind of their own.  They creep up on me when I least expect it.   I had such a happy morning, just doing chores around the house and messing and cuddling with my dogs.  Mugs of tea and toast and half...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 16 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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