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I Wish I Could Control My Emotions

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    Being Alone

    If nothing else, I wish I had the control to crush love. To eradicate it from my very being. To stop caring about a person who at one point....well, they felt important.But they're nothing. Nothing to me any more. And I still have this blasted aching feeling, and I want rid of it...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 22, 2011

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    when lonely, sadness,

    crying,...are just some friends. they often come to me, but they can not win my reason. they just come then go....
    tranglib tranglib 26-30, F Jun 15

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    It Would Be Nice

    then I wouldn't be hurt so much and not as trusting as I should be.  I am practicing this "be more trusting" theory.  Sucking so far.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 5, 2010

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    ...but The Hormones...

    ...take control for a few days every month and I'm like a woman possessed!
    BoredJudi BoredJudi 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2010

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    Idunno.. I get jealous

    if my guy friends talks to another girl.. I dont like them like that tho, which is weird and my jealousy takes over and cause me to get angry x.x I guess i keep assuming they would date a girl and leave me alone.. Another thing is that im sensitive and cry if someone argues with...
    UniqueBunnii UniqueBunnii 18-21, F Dec 25, 2013

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    EMOTIONAL WRECK, I HATE CRYING AND HAVING A

    DARK MOOD! Some people wouldn't believe or think that I'm like this but seriously behind closed doors at night times you find me stifling and tears rolling down my face as I am an emotional wreck at times… I beat myself up when I cry so I get so annoyed and hate myself for...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F Jan 31, 2014

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    Alone....

    I am severely depressed and suffering from PTSD... I've recently lost my baby 3 months ago (stillbirth) and my husband doesn't care I'm dealing with this illness, I told him i don't want to live and he didn't take that as a cry for help. I don't want to be around my kids anymore...
    umakemehappy umakemehappy 31-35, F Sep 30, 2013

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    Aware Of Everything Around Me

    I am so aware of everything that is going on around me that I tend to get myself worked up over nothing. I start to feel it boil inside me until I can't control it anymore. I then lash out at someone, usually the person that means the most to me. In the most recent event (http...
    UnicornHunter UnicornHunter 31-35 Mar 2, 2012

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    Most Of The Time

    There are times that I wish that I could just shut down my emotions or at least get rid of one altogether. I would do almost anything to have an on and off switch for my feelings.When I was a teenager my emotions used to just shut down and I wouldn't feel anything at all (not...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T May 7, 2013

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    Very Emotional

    im a very emotional person i cry alot ppl are always messing with me and it just makes it worse when i cry but i dont cry alot anymore im starting to be a very angry person and i dont wanna be angry but thats how i am most of the time its gonna ruin my friendships but i cant...
    lonelycountrygirl lonelycountrygirl 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2011

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    I'm practicing to control my emotions.

    my first step : just keep silent if I have not thought about that problem enough.
    tranglib tranglib 26-30, F Jun 4

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    Separate

    I sometimes think my emotions are a separate entity with a mind of their own.  They creep up on me when I least expect it.   I had such a happy morning, just doing chores around the house and messing and cuddling with my dogs.  Mugs of tea and toast and half...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 16 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    Reyna Love As time goes by I often sit

    and think what ifs and should’ve, could’ve, would’ve. But everything happens for a reason. There was a reason I felt that Reyna Love There was a reason that Reyna Love graced my life with it’s presence. There was a reason that no matter how much it hurt and ached and...
    SilentStoryteller SilentStoryteller 18-21, F Dec 30, 2013

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    Control My Emotions

    Control my emotions,Would be great,Trouble is,Don't understand them,Never have,Probably never will,I'd love control,Be more cool-headed,Wonder,How it's done.
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 Apr 16, 2012

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    Bad At It

    I am not good at handling my emotions. The difficult part is that I am very sensitive and get hurt easily. I have learnt from experience that it is not wrong to be sensitive but it is wrong to show people my vulnerability, so I pretend like I am tough. Small things disturb me...
    Iikya Iikya 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2013

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    Our mind has marvelous vaults of information

    and depositories of thoughts. It is amazing what is stored within each human being, and it is also incredible how and when it emerges to light and sharing. Our mind is sad and brilliant; happy and dark. It is fortunate if we store in my mind only the things that are good and...
    km1969 km1969 46-50, M Jul 17

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    Related Experiences

    1) I'd want the power to bring peace, love, health and happiness to whomever I meet. 2) I'd wish to transition into a beautiful woman 3) I'd wish for everyone I know to be 100...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 3 hrs ago

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    If I have only me to live for, I would smoke, ride motorbikes and travel the world on a whim. I would quit my job and get a new one when I want. I could go back to school and study...
    RyuAra RyuAra 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wish I didn't know what I know today about growing up as a child. The things I saw and heard are all coming back to me now as the years pass by. I wish I had a delete...
    cyndeerella cyndeerella 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Could. If the dodger shuts up. http://youtu.be/9cJUBOZE26k
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 10 hrs ago

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    I wish I could forget her.... she made me so happy.... but every time I think of her now, ikj wish someone would shoot me.... I was in love.... and still am....
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    I wish i was normal I wish i didnt want to wear girls clothes I wish my family accepted me I wish my friends lived closer I wish i had a gf who loves me I wish i had good grades I...
    Stressed14 Stressed14 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    My cocktail of pain meds kills most of my emotions such as crying, loss of friends or family, etc. I only recently had a special lady on here lift the iron curtain holding my...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 1 day ago

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    It's taken me a while to even admit that he was controlling and emotionally abusive because I loved him and still do but I can see things clearer now that I'm not with him. He was...
    leeniebubbles leeniebubbles 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I want to come back to the start of this year. change everything. I wish I could not fall in love with this guy who broke my heart. we was just one week together and after a day he...
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I wish I can control my temper better..
    krinkle08 krinkle08 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's a bit of a read. But it's a tiny part of the last 4 years: I was only 17 when I fell in love. It happened very unexpectedly and fast that I wasn't entirely sure what was...
    AlexR94 AlexR94 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A knife in the heart Digging deeper My mind spins images Pain engulfs me I thought I was strong Confident and uncaring Can't fight back the tears A lump in my throat where I...
    HiddenGems HiddenGems 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    You know, sometimes I wish I was a robot, like in The Terminator, or I,Robot, or Star Wars. I wish I was a Vulcan. I hate emotions- they are the conflicting cause of over analysing...
    ShruthiK ShruthiK 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I t may be unhealthy put it's the only way I feel better & protected. I feel like people don't understand me at all and when I do tell someone about my situation or how I feel it...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It's her first day of her work now. :) How did I know?she told me when we had a good talk but ended bad. I wish I could greet her a good luck and a great day for her first day...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I wished my mind had a delete button because I keep having erotic dreams about exes and friends. Talk about feeling helpless, you can't control your dreams.
    onmyway214 onmyway214 26-30, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    In the movie 'home', how the boov (?) change colour to show how they are feeling. Do you think if humans did that everyone would be more considerate of what they say and do around...
    ImBatmanShhh ImBatmanShhh 16-17, T 6 days ago

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    I wish I didn't have to live up to everybody's expectations. I wish I could do whatever I wanted and not feel bad or judged about it. I wish I could live my life unafraid. I wish I...
    kmahal96 kmahal96 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm rather amazed at how many emotions I'm having right now. Alright, I don't want to exaggerate -- there are only a few. And they're pretty much gone already. I might not have a...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Performance and quality of drilling solids control equipment is the key to control of the solid phase. Drilling solids control system mainly consists of drilling fluid circulation...
    kimyfu730 kimyfu730 22-25, F Jul 24

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    There are some days that I just wish things were simpler! I wish my thoughts weren't so complicated- and that life could just slow down. I just wish I could figure out a way to...
    BeingT BeingT 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    My ex and I dated for about 6 months when we were 18 and 20 respectively. It was fun, it was clingy, it was controlling and it ended badly. He left me for another girl and I told...
    DreamingDreamingDreaming DreamingDreamingDreaming 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    emotions are fleeting things, like sparrows on the wind. here one moment and gone the next. they are but momentary glimpses of my reactions in this moment. they may come from me...
    Amioknow Amioknow 36-40, M Jul 19

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    I'm so frustrated and lonely. Everything I feel is full of desperation and fear. I don't know where to begin or even start. Every time I try it's just another let down. I'm tired...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22 22-25, M Jul 19

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    His girlfriend is in town until Monday. I know what they are doing and it bothers me. I know we agreed it was only sex with us but my emotions are involved. I wish I was her. :(
    Sellerbee616 Sellerbee616 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I am not okay whatsoever.. wishfully thinking it's just one of those nights.
    exacerbate exacerbate 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    put my finger over some "snapshot" of that instant and twist it, changing that moment or my reaction to it, it would be my 15th birthday. As I was reading through old posts, I...
    Kindalost Kindalost 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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