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I Wish I Could Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 47 People

    Me Too

    my story.... how much space do we have here? suffice to say....an empty life where people just take and take..... no matter how busy is still an empty life yes you help others, yes its good,, but if it doesnt rain then the well will someday become dry and no one can find water...
    justme9 justme9
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2010

    Feeling Lost, No Purpose, No Happiness

    I am alone. I became disabled about 7 years ago, put on 100 lbs, and became divorced. My children are at college - living their own lives, as they should - but they don't bother to even check on me. I am tired of slapping a smile on my face every morning and pretending...
    LostInOK LostInOK
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2012

    The past three years have been the most

    difficult of my life. I am a 50 year old woman, single, no kids. Never married. No man I've ever been with has stayed with me. They used me and dumped me. For years I cared for my parents, they both died. I was closest to my mom, and three years ago she passed away. All...
    JJMallory JJMallory
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2014

    Seperate From Everything I Love

    I'm 33 years old celebrated my birthday alone. I have a family of 5. 3 boys a wife. we've been separated for 4 months. my wife and iI have been separated because of my depression, it's too severe. Sometimes days go by where I don't wanna leave the house Sometimes I just want to...
    Jpbuilder Jpbuilder
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 24, 2012

    Sigh

    It's not that I don't want to be alive. I just don't understand why I am. I have NO purpose. My existence is completely inconsequential to everyone. I am a failure. I am unlovable. Not that typing any of this matters because no one will read it anyway. I pray to my ceiling...
    ughs ughs
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 29, 2010

    So Tired

    I am a 49 year old single woman, who hasn't had a romantic relationship in 15 years and has no friends. I was a shy, angry, bullied little girl who was abandoned by my parents, raised by my crazy grandparents, and I was kicked around my entire life. I never made friends in school...
    LonelyGirlOhio LonelyGirlOhio
    51-55, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2013

    Born To Be Uselss.

    Think about it again. I am not a good son,nor a good student. I can't make any friends at all and let all the accused befall me unexplained. I don't have anyone, nor someone to talk to. No one would listen about it. What's important to them is their friend. People judge each...
    darkhezry darkhezry
    22-25
    Mar 12, 2011

    I Wish I Could Die

    5 years ago I married a great man with 4 kids from his first marriage.  I love them as my own.  But they don't love me.  My husband is fat and lazy and mostly I think he married me so he wouldn't have to pay a nanny and then there's the sex on demand.  I ...
    mshinmyt mshinmyt
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2009

    Life Is Nothing But A Prolonged Misery -

    Where do I begin, this short story was written by my Wife, 3.5 years ago. August 16th 2012 was our 20th Wedding Anniversary - she called me at 8:00am at my office desk to tell me she wanted a divorice. I am not here to judge her or her actions - I loved from the moment I...
    dodgeboy8 dodgeboy8
    46-50
    Dec 10, 2012

    Me

    i hate my life. my children are grown and gone. married to a man i didnt love,tried to love and dont love.no matter what i do its never enough. i keep the house spotless. never no dirty clothes except whats on his back. a hot cooked meal waiting for him when he gets home. i try...
    carniemarie carniemarie
    51-55
    1 Response Dec 10, 2012

    Hearing Impaired With Social Anxiety Disorder...and Seeing A Counseller In Secret

    Today is Christmas; I have been working hard to be happy and to make this day a happy one for my family. I bought presents for them, and been trying to do miscellaneous things around the house, clearing the house and housework since I'm the only one capable of doing a good job...
    kristabelleissad kristabelleissad
    22-25
    3 Responses Dec 25, 2012

    Pain

    Burning pain in the pit of my heart Try so hard to push it away but the inferno keeps burning despite all that I do. Sticks and stones ya they break bones but words they hurt my soul. You break me down till I'm but a shattered remnant of who I once was. Your words they cut like...
    babyblue0513 babyblue0513
    26-30, F
    Oct 26, 2012

    I Cant Handle My Life Anymore

    I am a 24 year old female..m going through hell for 6 years..i lost my love n was forced to marry someone who does not love me..i had two miscarriages..i have a daughter who is 3 years old.my husband is a money minded ******* and cares only for money.he does not pay for me or my...
    miaali miaali
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 24, 2012

    My Life I Wish Would Just End

    my family ignores me i have no friends due to a spouse that is argent and  in control every friend i have had it just not worth it due to all the head aches he creates   If I was to have one My job is a stressful living HELL right now I m on leave due to...
    dodgeboy8 dodgeboy8
    46-50
    6 Responses Jan 12, 2009

    Fed Up With Life

    My partner died then I lost my children.. Now all I can think is I don't wanna do this anymore,everything I love gets ripped appart from me one way or another..i find it hard to understand why life's so hard Everything I have ever loved is always taken away an I have endured way...
    WtDn WtDn
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2012

    I Wish I Could Get So Sick That It Would Kill Me.

    I've lived so long with so much emotional pain. I've overcome PTSD once and it recurred, after 16 yrs, due to my son's illness that came out after his father completed suicide. I can't kill myself, not that it would have been okay for my kids before, but now I can't do that to...
    AnnIam59 AnnIam59
    51-55
    1 Response Oct 5, 2012
    ZayRyder ZayRyder
    18-21, M
    Dec 12, 2015

    Fed Up With Life

    My partner died then I lost my children.. Now all I can think is I don't wanna do this anymore,everything I love gets ripped appart from me one way or another..i find it hard to understand why life's so hard Everything I have ever loved is always taken away an I have endured way...
    WtDn WtDn
    26-30
    Mar 6, 2012

    Just Me

    there are many reasons that wish I could die, I have the means to make it happen with pharm. drugs that I get every month from my Dr. for anxiety and depression, I am just looking for a reason .... not to do this.... so that being said, I think I am probably a semi good person...
    Jan 7, 2013

    The Ground

    I feel sad and don't know why? I wish the ground would just swallow me up, never to be seen again. I have better days, but most of them, are me just trying to hold things together, trying to thing better thoughts. I have a fav dream, where i am run over, something real quick...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 25, 2013
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