All my life ive hated what i see in the mirror but now i like who i am.
I have been in a bad place for to long and im starting to smile alot like really smile. That hasnt happend...
missions..colliding with unknown decisions
living in filth and trying to become
free, cleansing yourself from the shtt
you have become..a junkie so high
like a fckng...
"Loves true torture" My mind is never quiet, while my thoughts create a major riot. Pondering things unknown and never seen, always wishing for loves glittering gleem. For whom do...
of futures...love to give up
wish to escape...from selling coffins
in present...and wanting one
imprisoned by needs...society's code
i hate my job..i really hate it...
I sit on the edge of myself, tracing memories in the sand.
Sad for no particular reason, happy for you.
Finally alone with my thoughts...would you like to hear?
I sit on the edge...
running through our veins...our child
we loved..and created in us
feeding it more everyday...knowing more
and breeding more...in the graveyard of soul
when I first began to express myself, I got judged a lot. Either it was for what I was wearing, my makeup , my music I listened to. I'm here to tell you guys just to be yourself...
urge to change
one into you
answer for freedom..existence
to look things your way, with old ripped dirty shoes on
fly into your way..dark or joyous
the solution to everything...
Here I am on this journey ordained by God, the spiritual path that will lead to many things of benefits to others and myself. For years I have grown wiser, stronger, more...
it isn't my wish
you to become what i suspect
but you're on that road already
you just don't see it yet
the road in which you feel safe...
what you know is fueling that path...
slipping into those strange unknown voids
evolved eclipse roaming above
perspectives of loneliness in the corners
in we lived and created a new age
where no man has...
making sense of it all
the equations gifted to the living
feeling, expecting..doing the chores
silent yet so many opinions in the mind
Who am I? Who should I ask, I wonder. How many people do I have to ask in order to find out? Can't just ask myself?
I want to have somebody I can tell everything to. Without feeling bad, or making them feel bad... But I think I might be too much for anybody to handle.... I don't mean to be, I...
i see you
with what you're and you will become
but you see them as delusions..my insanity
to tell you, what you're now is what you detest
one day...maybe not..maybe you like...
you can't find one
who don't even know where they're
you will be loved and destroyed by me
all is well around me..except within me
seconds of melancholic void
maybe i feel...
I thought i only write when i was down. when something hit me hard, then i could scribble all that, documented those rough times in a book or any writing material.
I thought i...
Everyone can say they are lonely. Married people talk about their loniness, but only a single person can know true solitude, the aloneness of the morning midnight hours...
of the place in i live and think
reasons are there...but i am blinded
by my own flaws and insecurities
to know what can it become
if i was not what i am...
there is no such thing as
nothing left to lose
there always is..something we
have in us...we once loved
even some sweet moments of joy
which filled our soul with butterflies...
My neighbor has a huge truck, the 18 wheeler kind of large cab which has been running since 0444. I bet he'll let it keep running. Never mind, he just turned and left. I had...
It has taken a good while for me to really grasp the ways in which emotional abuse has affected my life ... and have withstood them through, plain and simple, sheer will to...
I don't mean to be a jerk. My twisted sense of reasoning often makes my actions seem rude and antagonistic. I have a really bad habit of calling someone out for doing something I...
I just want to be able to help people more often and have a better understanding of their experiences. I can generally sense some things, but not all the time. I want to be more...