I made this account so I could express myself, ask questions, and share stories I normally wouldn't with people I personally know. Later I found out that this is also a great place...
Just needing to remind myself of this ... as I've gotten to know people better on here I'm finding myself becoming guarded again. It's interesting to me that with some of my...
I think we both know I'm a mess
So very lost, so very clueless.
I dwell upon the past.
I dwell upon the tiniest of things
Searching for faults
For reasons that you will leave
I can't express myself fully. All this grief and pain is locked up inside me. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm drowning. I have people to talk to, but I have trouble...
Writing helps to create cohesion between my spirit, mind, body, and even aura.
So, I express myself through writing privately, that is how I develop a stronger mind.
I'm staring at the dark side of the moon.
Promise me that good times are coming soon.
I'm walking on the dark side of the moon, no past, no future, only what's on my plate of doom...
I get tipsy at business dinners and write my friend w benefits drunken love notes. Should probably cut that to keep the whole "friends" part... I'm just a hopeless romantic, can't...
Earlier this week I was out shopping with an aunt when I came across a group of 5 females.
Being the curious, nosey person I am I wanted to know what was so funny.
I walk by...
I have been doing so much writing lately, keeping an online journal of my most innermost thoughts, desires, dreams, wishes, fantasies and hopes. I keep so much of this private...
At the gym today I was at the front desk waitIng on my workout partner to show. The younger guy behind the counter was trying to memorize the Robert Frost poem, "the road less...
A shell in which to sneak away
When the truth is too hard
Peeking around the fragile walls
Thinking I'm being smart
But my body always wants out
Freedom and release
I saw you last night. I didn't mind the horrible weather or the distance one bit. Being in your arms and by your side was my only concern. The fact that you went out your way for...
I look into the wishing well for a reflection
To catch a glimpse
But wind blows ripples in the water
Leaving me to wait
i am nobody
tho i secretly wish
i would be the whole world for you
I want you
And i know you want me too
Tho life is not always a fairy tale
At least not about you and me
When u have met your princess already
And I might be some one amongst those...
if thing doesn't happen as you wish
give it a smile and keep going on
I wish I was special .... You're so ******* special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here........
My Drug My Overdose!
"We are going to stop the world tonight" he said softly in my ear.
Brought chills all over my body
The excitement like a little kid receiving a gift.
The desire deep within his soul
The urge to touch unstoppable
The lust in his eyes burning bright
Begging for affection
I see burden in his eyes
God I wish he wanted me
I choose to write because I don't like to talk. The thoughts in my head move a mile a minute and though id like to share them, I often think that nobody wants to hear what I've got...
Say it ain't so
That my words are lost
As I look into those eyes I love
I want so badly to speak
Yet my hands reach out to touch
Touch your face
Your arms . Chest and all the rest...
People have claimed that I'm a good writer, yet I tend to be in an eternal loop of writers block. I know what it is, I know how to fix it, but lack the courage to do so. The...
Some people can't express their feelings and emotions with words but all too often people use their words to express feelings and emotions that they do not have.
Keep your matches close at hand
Perhaps in your pocket with that key
I may need them someday
We will have to wait and see
No need to explain
If they are gone before that call...
Sometimes it's better to keep silent than to tell others how you feel because it hurts badly when you know in your heart that they can hear your words but they cannot understand...
Lord above only knows what's going on. I'm so confused, i can't believe that after all what we have been through, from the least futilities to the summit of joy or sorrow...
In the end
Its just the choice we made
And take action for our going life
I might be cry over the river in the future
For giving up fighting for your love
And walking down the easy...
"Finally, I feel better! I even ate today. The pills are starting to work!" She said to me, with her eyes wide open, flooded in her happy tears.
She opened the door, excited, she...
For years you told me you were happy to see me, you were happy to be with me. What happened? You didn’t hesitate to trash me, to put me in the cupboard because you found...