I just posted a really depressing post about how I feel about my life, but I've realised I never express myself never express how I truly think or feel. Everything has been so...
Since I moved to the Middle East in 2009, I kept a journal. I didn't write in it everyday, but I did write in it faithfully. I expressed my innermost feelings, sorrows, passions...
I have learned to simply refrain from expressing my fears and pain to her. Having them met with a silent disdain offers me no comfort or relief and no doubt adds to her discomfort...
I express myself best in writing. When I'm talking to someone (especially when I don't understand my role in that situation), I tend to overstep. I like to write stories on EP...
I can't express myself fully. All this grief and pain is locked up inside me. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm drowning. I have people to talk to, but I have trouble...
I didn't know I was so easy to leave
Caring means needing to speak
I looked for your words for days
Sadly the worst, it's an empty page
If you could not, it should be said
Earlier this week I was out shopping with an aunt when I came across a group of 5 females.
Being the curious, nosey person I am I wanted to know what was so funny.
I walk by...
On Thriving and Surviving
Surviving is to continue to live or exist, especially in spite of danger or hardship. I have been surviving all of my life. To survive is to tap into a...
12:03 am right now out of everyone on the planet I only wish I could talk to you
A few weeks ago I was talking with a friend and she made a statement that made me think about some hard times in my life. I'm not sure what we were texting about or why but she...
I am always melancholy when friends drift away.
But I don't hold it against the night or the day.
I don't fear the end of the sunrise and sunset,
As I know there will be more...
A shell in which to sneak away
When the truth is too hard
Peeking around the fragile walls
Thinking I'm being smart
But my body always wants out
Freedom and release
Driven from inside as if mechanized
The source is just behind his eyes
A glint of light within it's depths
A burning flame forcing steps
My needs the same I cannot stop
ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ·ᴛ ᴍɪɴᴅ ʜɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. s...
when i was young,
i wanted to be a super-kid
when i got a bit older,
i dreamt of being a superman
when i finally met you,
i just wish of being the one that you are looking for
You and I
two parallel lines
never tear apart
never find each other
tho secretly i wish
at some time in the future
at some point of infinity
our path lives cross
I look into the wishing well for a reflection
To catch a glimpse
But wind blows ripples in the water
Leaving me to wait
i am nobody
tho i secretly wish
i would be the whole world for you
Strong hands that could crush me
Yet you do not try to touch me
Powerful arms that could squeeze out every drop of my breath
Yet you do not try to hold me
Exquisite mind that could...
Sometimes it's better to keep silent than to tell others how you feel because it hurts badly when you know in your heart that they can hear your words but they cannot understand...
I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
you told me
you could not understand
why it was possible
I fell for you
when we hardly met yet
honestly neither could I
to know what just happens
to my heart
when i just feel so...
"If I Were A Gemini" By Mary 6/24/14 6:24 P.M. Tuesday
I would think that I was a twin with this war within
Unfounded,ungrounded emotional feeling as of a roller coaster ride
First of all, without no doubt, I love to be in love
Though, couldn't tell lie, I love good sex
The point is
One is so hard to find, obviously for me, there is no way out
deep in the dark
i hear a voice
"come to me angel
to a heavenly place"
i smirked and said
"angel could not be me
heaven is indeed a place
but i will go my own way"
You know that feeling? That feeling of hope?
It's out there, somewhere
It could be, well, anywhere
Where, Where, Where
Hope is somewhere...
There are so many kinds of people i have met
The ones i happily dumped and being dumped cruelly
The ones i couldn't recall their names after that night-stand
The ones i was...
as if yesterday
when they talked
they flirted and laughed
of her she dreams
when they could meet
they will fall in love
I am so afraid of showing people what I write... I could post here, but everything is in portuguese...