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I Wish I Could Forget A Part Of My Life

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    Wasted Time

    Two years, well best part of two years, utterly wasted. The fact this is now over 10 years ago and still grinds on me is probably testament to what an adverse effect it had on me. It feels like you stole my time, my life, my dignity. I was used as a door mat, a rubbing rag...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 14, 2010

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