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I Wish I Could Forget A Part Of My Life

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    Wasted Time - Two years, well best part of two years, utterly wasted. The fact this is now over 10 years ago and still grinds on me is probably testament to what an adverse...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 14, 2010

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    you, i wish i could forget you, not because we had such bad memories and stuff but because we had so much fun talking to each other. the memories that i dont want to be just...
    iloveAdamL iloveAdamL 70+ 3 days ago

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    All the time, I am wishing that I could start my life all over. I would have done so many things differently. I would have stopped so much crap. I would have spoke up sooner. I...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I don't want to live my whole life in self pity and torturing myself with your thoughts but why is it that your thoughts follow me wherever I go?Why is it that I have built a wall...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I can restart , my life to correct all the mistakes I have made in life , but I have been through good thing/ and bad things because of my mistakes , but I will...
    RubieeCeee RubieeCeee 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    *You start life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you...
    shafizri shafizri 18-21, M Apr 1

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    my life is in a mess and it's out of my control. First of all, school is driving me crazy. My teacher scolds me everyday, either for my work or untidy desk. To make it worse...
    StrongerBetter StrongerBetter 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I wish we could talk, I have so many things to say. I wish we never met. I wish that I could forget. I wish that all of the things we did we can do all over again (ahh I wish). I...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F Mar 31

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    I'll admit there are some things in my life i wish that i could forget.... I want to forget all the painful memories, all the hurtful events and most importantly all the fake...
    Coolrocker Coolrocker 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    my life seems to be going nowhere, unemployed, no money, no close friends. I wish some one could end my life for me, it obvious I can't. Oh not forgetting that sometimes I get...
    kgkz kgkz 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I wish i could change my life! I wish I could close my eyes and have my beautiful thick long hair back. I wish i could change my life so i wouldn't have alopecia!!!!!! Its such a...
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Hello everyone, I'm a bit lost in life, I am 30 years old, soon will turn 31. And I am also singe and living with my parents with barely any income. I came back to my parent's town...
    ElusiveLady ElusiveLady 26-30, F 10 Responses Mar 24

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    I want a different life, not the one that I have. Is that wrong, weak, fanciful? Like the Christmas movie “It’s a Good Life” how would the world be affected if I were in a...
    leeman5510 leeman5510 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    Dammit He's 5 hours ahead of me in the Netherlands while in here in the US I would catch any plane train or boat just to see him For one hug One kiss One more moment to cherish...
    YungPocahontas YungPocahontas 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I had a dream last night that a very handsome fellow came up to me, gave me a beautiful pink rose, swept me up into his arms and kissed me. I instantly fell in love with him, and...
    londonqueen londonqueen 22-25, F Mar 18

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    My friend was going to commit suicide today.. I saved her life... For some reason I feel proud but yet guilty at the same time because she said to me "out of everyone I thought you...
    hannahisawesome hannahisawesome 16-17, F Mar 24

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    hey Muddy, I wish i could help u right now... kick those unwanted **** out of ur life.... wish i was stronger, older, wealthier.... this bud will always be with u and ur babies...
    nealbrute nealbrute 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I m married, I assume I m happy :) I have a few friends...... but true friendship is literally 'rare' ! I assume I had three true friends...... the first one passed away few years...
    nik7891 nik7891 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    There's lots of things not feeling right at this moment. My career feels totally wrong (and it's very boring). My relationship has lost the spark. I have no hobbies. I rarely have...
    gottabebetter gottabebetter 31-35 2 hrs ago

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Just forget me, being with me nothing good can come through. But one thing I promise is, I will never forget you. The memories we shared, that went by too fast. They're all a...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Mar 30

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    How I wish I could. :( It's been almost a week the first time I joined on EP and since then, I started knowing numerous experiences of people (that captured my heart) coming from...
    MissPurple912 MissPurple912 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    I believe in my heart that I was destined to become a drug-addicted alcoholic. It isn't necessary that I recognize whether I was genetically predisposed or biologically vulnerable...
    HighWireGirl HighWireGirl 46-50, F Apr 9

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    I won't remember to come back and do it everyday, so here it is. Day 01 – Your favorite song: This is SUCH A HARD QUESTION. I have to say either So Far Away, The Silence, or...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I loved him. I really loved him. I hate myself for still being so madly in love with him. There hasn't been a single day I haven't thought about him ever since I met him. The break...
    nobodyn234 nobodyn234 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    So... Yesterday marked 6 months since I was put in a hospital room for four hours, cameras in each corner, wearing nothing but a hospital gown and a necklace I refused to take off...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    It has been around two years since we were together but I think about him at least once or twice a week. I don't miss him or want him back, actually, I hate him for how badly he...
    kcconference300 kcconference300 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    He walked into the room and my heart immediately started beating quickly. I knew of him and his reputation, but it was the first time I ever seen him up close. That all sounds...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I met Ben in December 2012 and we both instantly liked each other, things I think went way to fast and we jumped into a relationship to quick. A lot of my friends and family died...
    meme2183 meme2183 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I know this is long but please read . My bestfriend and my ex. No they're not the same person. I'm confused, and I can't get over it. I made the stupidest decision ever...
    Livelovelaughforeved Livelovelaughforeved 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Meditation is underrated...closing my eyes, feeling peaceful...shutting out the noise, the things that distract, pettiness, aggravation...those things that take away from that...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 2 hrs ago

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
    phobia1998 phobia1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    so after all of the horrible things that I have gone through in my life dating wise.... Rape, cheating, abuse,lies.... I have had an issue with putting up walls to keep people from...
    monstergirl1619 monstergirl1619 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have so much going on, and so much troubling me. All the mess has just pretty much ruined almost every aspect of my life, and my failure trials at helping myself have just made...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Mar 27

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    So I guess this is it... This is where it ends.. I wish.. I deeply wish I could've been there when you needed someone. I wanted to so bad, you never even knew. And now I guess.. I...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    Man to be honest this was in tenth grade never met this girl in my life, never had spoken to her, never you bother to introduce myself and I had her for my bio class. It wasn't...
    Colpaige Colpaige 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    I am 38 and have wished for death as long as I can remember. I think back to my childhood, when things would go wrong or I would do something so stupid (as children do), I would...
    Modernii Modernii 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    IN 2009 I had a stroke that affected my right side while my doctor lowered my does of SSRI's. I was in the hospital for over a week. Since then I couldn't sleep for 3 days and did...
    MaudlynMadline MaudlynMadline 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I think thats what I miss the most is watching you sleep. I would stroke your hair and trace the tattoo on your back it matched mine perfectly now I hide it.I am lying in a...
    Unoplayedme Unoplayedme 31-35 1 Response Apr 4

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    I can probably be most of you'll, older sister... Before today, I didn't think of responding to most experiences here on ep, because I can tell when some really wants help, or...
    Chabelle Chabelle 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    i wish i was just as gorgeous as Candice <333 like if i was as beautiful as her i don't think i would have troubles finding someone special. ugh shes perfect
    lexik123 lexik123 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    My dreams are all like episodes of a mini series and each have their stories to them, like the ones i'm about to mention. These ones all have Christopher Walken in them and have a...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    However, today needless to say Mmo could be very challenging to be able to create huge adequate advancements how a venture might be something crucial to produce the specific type...
    Diablo3zss Diablo3zss 22-25, M Apr 8

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    There was once a stonecutter who was dissatisfied with himself and with his position in life. One day, he passed a wealthy merchant's house and through the open gateway saw many...
    ksnit ksnit 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So ever since elementary school I’ve always felt mistreated and felt as if I didn’t belong. In kindergarten I would always get in trouble for talking during class, never get...
    dhirshah dhirshah 18-21, M Mar 18

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    I wish everything went right with this girl. Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 5

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    This is my experience with love and doubt (read on- it's not all rainbows and butterfly's, there's a twist). I welcome all of your feedback (and ridicule) and would love to know if...
    HopefulLovelyLioness HopefulLovelyLioness 26-30, F a week ago

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    I wish I could go back in time to when I was twelve or thirteen. I wouldn't have smoked and I probably would've got into guitar lessons to get better at playing. And on top of...
    mikeymindyou mikeymindyou 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have been thinking lately about never having been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M 2 days ago