I Wish I Could Forget Him

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    So Much That I Miss

    I miss the way he spoke and the way he laughed. The way he would tell me the same stories at least twice. I miss his smile and the random ways he would show me that he loved me. The way he made me feel like I was his everything and nobody else would ever love me like he did. I...
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    26-30
    Jan 18, 2012

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