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I Wish I Could Get It Together

when you are just "stuck in a moment" 15 People

    I Certainly Wish I Could...

    I have my feelings all over the places, my thoughts scattered. I don't know how to think, how to react or even how to feel anymore. I don't see a straight road ahead. I know I can't realise my dreams. I allow myself to feel inferior. I let people tower over me, pushing me around...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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