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I Wish I Could Get It Together

when you are just "stuck in a moment" 19 People

    I Certainly Wish I Could...

    I have my feelings all over the places, my thoughts scattered. I don't know how to think, how to react or even how to feel anymore. I don't see a straight road ahead. I know I can't realise my dreams. I allow myself to feel inferior. I let people tower over me, pushing me around...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    I havent felt depressed in a

    while in which i guess is good, but I have that i just to care anymore feeling........I feel almost numb.....Its kinda scary but not at the same time.....is that bad? Lol idk I feel far away from everything I once stood for, I still stand for but i just feel different i dont...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F Aug 12

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