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I Wish I Could Get My Heart and Mind to Live In Harmony

These two parts keep fighting... Just want some PEACE 82 People

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    and mind are harmonious on some things!... for when they aren't, it causes me much grief! In relating to myself... my heart is my own worst enemy! Why is it so difficult to be compassionate toward myself? Instead, my heart reminds me of my insecurities and of all the ways I...
    StarLily71 StarLily71 41-45, F 7 Responses May 7, 2015

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