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I Wish I Could Get My Heart and Mind to Live In Harmony

These two parts keep fighting... Just want some PEACE 24 People

    Kill myself every time life gets too unbearable. Flatline, no Dreams, no self awareness, nothing and then when I'm needed just flick it again and I'm alive once more. I'll only be...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Feb 21

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    I'm sick of my life. I'm sick of myself; who I am, how I am and where I am. I am nothing and have nothing. I've never achieved anything, never won anything, never been the first or...
    RelayedDeaction RelayedDeaction 26-30, M Feb 18

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    I wish that I didn't have a life long medical problem. I wish that I didn't have anxiety and panic disorder. I wish I had a normal family, and not this dysfunctional mess. I wish I...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 4

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    Does older mean wiser? I often begin to question whether it does or doesn't. Sometimes the wisdom gets tossed to the side, but should it? So much to think about it. Sometimes one...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I know what love could do to you. Breaks you and tears you into little pieces. I just wish I had more control over my feelings and wished that my heart asked me for my permission...
    jiajee jiajee 18-21 5 Responses Feb 7

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    I wish... That I was a genius That I didn't cut my hair That I never switched schools in 8th grade That my family didn't move That I didn't have a cleft lip and palate That I...
    blindedbylogic blindedbylogic 16-17 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wish my ep friends lived closer to me... We would be able to get together for a coffee...lunch or dinner. We would be able to chat face to face and not rely on ep... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F Feb 10

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    How to make a very long story, very short? I dated a boy (we shall call him Darlin), a coworker, for 6 months. My high school sweetheart and best friend (who we shall call Bug...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F Feb 21

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    ... I wish I could sleep in the arms of Starlight ... to drop my defense to it's warm glow, and alow it to float me to the heavens. Placing me on the crest of the cescent moon...
    Einwulf Einwulf 26-30, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    My brother had his two girls very close to around the time I was born. The oldest is four years younger than me and the second one is six years younger. They always lived near, or...
    j1494 j1494 18-21, F Feb 15

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    One of my dear ep friends gave a special birthday gift... 10 wishes.... Hmmmm..... Thinks deeply.... Ok..... 1. I wish 🌠 for peace... World peace ✌.. Personal peace...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 24

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    It all started on a summer day, I still remember the moment when I met her. She was a young and innocent girl, we share a similar background of a lone foreigner travelling to a new...
    thebiggestwhatif thebiggestwhatif 18-21, M Feb 12

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    Who understands my story? Not long ago I was at a library I always go to. After having sat in the library for yrs and read all the Books within my range, I still felt dissatisfied...
    RavenS45 RavenS45 18-21, F Feb 22

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    I wish I could get over my stage fright. I use to love to sing. I tried out for American Idol, America's got talent and the voice. it seems like after the voice try outs I started...
    monteJ monteJ 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I met what I think is/was the love of my life when I was 16. We had a wonderful friendship in the 5 years prior to our relationship. But even though it was just a friendship back...
    skullyme skullyme 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    When faced with the devastation of finding that the person you love no longer returns your feelings, you feel sad, and often angry. Angry at the world, angry at those around you...
    NaniJ19 NaniJ19 18-21, F Feb 21

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    The thought of being around you makes me so excited and even giddy, but as soon as you finally come to spend time you remind me of every hard time in life you've had. Life can be...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    What a cosmic brutal injustice - we have no say, no vote in whether we are brought into this life or not, but once we have been if our lives cause so much pain we simply cannot...
    scalner scalner 31-35 Feb 9

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    My boyfriend, or should I say long distance boyfriend, lives on the other side of the world. A 26 hour plane ride away. I just came back in January from seeing him. When I left, it...
    inevitablebliss inevitablebliss 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There are times like these where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Feb 10

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    I wish I could say yesterday went well with mindful eating, but I realized I mindlessly ate more of the day. That said, I did not overstuff myself until I starting baking. Since I...
    alm430 alm430 26-30, F Feb 11

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    Mind, body and soul. The mind in the since that we can talk for hours on end about almost nothing. That even when we do fight we can still find a compromise. Just a strong...
    Novemberman Novemberman 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    There's just so much going on. My boyfriend broke up with me... And I'm heart broken. I know there's plenty of guys out there for me, but honestly I want no other. He knows me...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 19

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    Do you think you're open minded? If yes, how open minded. On a scale of 1-10, 10 being the highest, rate yourself.
    LoganManish LoganManish 26-30, M 12 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    There are times like these where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    Wishing you all in this group and similar a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. For all of you that feel hurt, rejected and unloved. From the bottom of my heart I wish life to improve for you...
    norahshappy norahshappy 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I'll have to forgive myself first.For not listening to my mind and going with my heart.The signs were there but I choose to ignore them. I was fighting for something that was fake...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    Well today is my bday. I thought maybe just maybe my husband would get up with the kids this morning, let me sleep in. I got everything ready lastnight so this morning would be a...
    mrspf mrspf 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    That I love you. I often thought of my mother. Who misunderstood me the most. I wish I could tell her, how much I miss her ! Everyday !!! I wish I could tell my siblings how much I...
    Adritarahman01 Adritarahman01 31-35, F Feb 4

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    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Life, to me, is about gaining wisdom and insight through experience. My line of work requires me to deal with many people on a daily basis. I encounter people of all ages, race...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 24

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    I dabbled in learning different things when I was around 16, I did a Shamanism practice loved reading about dream meanings, crystals, all the so called "new-age" stuff. I drifted...
    Soroe Soroe 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    With my life... Want to continue but want to halt the continuation... Tired of being depressed, feeling inadequate and tired of people harping at me... Nothing makes me feel worse...
    4NeonFun 4NeonFun 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Vizsla is what the breed is really called, but velcro is what they are known for. Seriously, if he could sew himself to me he probably would. He is never out of sight, ever. I...
    StephanieLynne1125 StephanieLynne1125 22-25, F Feb 6

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    This is entirely true. Sure I love a guy that can give great things with his body- what girl wouldn't? But there are more facets to me that purely the physical. I live a lot of my...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    I had wanted to be a force of positive and good in peoples lives. I fear that I have failed this miserably lately. I am truly sorry for any hurt I have caused. On this valentines...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I know this is a little off since i'm talking about this and posting it a phew days later but bare in mind i'm just trying to figure everything out from everything before and now...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Feb 15

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    A beat An ache of loneliness which you feel at that moment will never go away A longing that takes your mind to an unknown place A sensual desire which heats your entire being...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 9 Responses Feb 19

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    I wrote this a year ago, almost to the day. So much has changed and so much is still exactly the same. A couple of lines from this have been coming back to me recently so I...
    laurisilva laurisilva 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Every now and then, there's something or someone you come across that softens your heart, and makes you reflect on the negative emotions you had toward a situation, a thing or a...
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion 18-21, F 5 days ago

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