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I Wish I Could Get My Heart and Mind to Live In Harmony

These two parts keep fighting... Just want some PEACE 26 People

    I would like to know what's going through my boyfriends mind, but I can never figure him out. He acts like he doesn't feel a thing, just looks right past me like I'm any other...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F Jan 17

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    Women... I confused. I bummed out. I have done about everything I can to prove to my TL that I want to be with her. She lights up with she sees me. She hugs me close when we...
    irishstone irishstone 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Dear you, I may be thousands of miles away but you're still in my thoughts... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F Jan 6

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    I had a few best friends but then they moved away, one to Colorado and one to Japan. We have drifted apart now and when they are in town they don't even reach out to me.
    funnyquirky funnyquirky 36-40, M Jan 7

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    Is there some kind of clause in the EP membership rules that I didn't see? Because there seems to be a rule that says, if you find someone on EP that you connect with, they must be...
    SinCitySinDee SinCitySinDee 66-70, M 6 Responses Jan 23

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    Sleeping In your arms so softly sleeping Your fingers running through my hair Mere moments before silently weeping In your embrace I really haven't a care You can always make me...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I am missing Greece so much already... The best part of the break over there was waking up at the crack of dawn while everyone was still sleeping and walking down to the beach...
    MyHeartIsMyLight MyHeartIsMyLight 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I want to travel the world. I want to write a book. I want to learn everything. I want to research if parallel dimensions existed. I want to live in a fantasy world...was what is...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    My friends said that's because I've had nice men in my life before so I didn't recognize this one was the top echelon of dirtbags. I've never met anyone like him before, lies...
    FeistyMe FeistyMe 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    You don't know me. You will never meet me. You will never be able to hold me and say it's ok.. But I just want to lay this down somewhere. My parents were worthless drug addicts...
    Annamania1 Annamania1 18-21, F 36 mins ago

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    its 1 feb 2015 today and its his birthday again. for the past 6yrs together i had never failed to be with him on his birthday but today and the past 1 year im unable to be with him...
    sherisha sherisha 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    It was one day in the month of October when I met him, I met him on a website he sent me a message and I replied to it, on October the 31st after chatting for about a week he asked...
    Marlenyfl83 Marlenyfl83 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I cut it.. I cut him, I cut his ties.. I'm regretting it so much, It's hurting too much. Why did I have to fall so hard for him? why couldn't it have been a happy ending? It felt...
    xRiax xRiax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I haven't been sure if I wanted to write about this.... I haven't been in any state of mind to do so... For I broke my own heart and it's been broken by so many things over the...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 18

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    it all started when I had a psychosis experience at age 15 , after that , during 1 year and a half, I lived in fear tring to put a meaning to my psychosis but I did was suffering...
    Alexforhope Alexforhope 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I get angry about how cards are dealt to people, myself mainly. I wish everything in life were different. I wish that no one had to be poor for others to live a life of...
    LDll LDll 22-25, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I am dangerous, open minded, rebellious, debatful, honest, sociopathic, revengeful, loyal, justice orientated, logical, and willing to say what I feel. So if I were to have a label...
    yourfavoriteassshole yourfavoriteassshole 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    Some time ago I read this article on some website, theunboundedspirit.com There's nothing new, but in my opinion the article is very well written. It made me think... 1. The...
    DiscoveringTheTruth DiscoveringTheTruth 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    I still remember the first day we met, I was six and you were five. My mum took me to my first tee-ball game and left, I was really shy and started crying. I remember but I don't...
    camxyn camxyn 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I certainly do. The reason for that might be that the reality, the world 'outside', is so very often disappointing or to me even scary at times. The priorities of the mass seem to...
    lillianpace lillianpace 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    The Native American tradition is one of preservation. We are many tribes, many clans, but our stories carry on our history. Some have been nearly lost and forgotten, as the young...
    LaJumelleMauvaise LaJumelleMauvaise 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    The world would be a sadder place, but, at the very least, I could relate to it.
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    I don't know how I am going to focus on work today. I didn't want to leave my bed. All I can do is cry all day and all night. How can I go on like this. I feel like I want to leave...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I am a spiritual animal The world is a playground of creation and abundance Myth crafting in the basement of the root chakra Inviting cosmic love the fall into the crown...
    tantralad tantralad 22-25, M Jan 17

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    I wouldn't have come to be the woman I am if it weren't for you. So I'm glad I met you. But I regret falling in love with you. Because we didn't fall in love. I fell in love. Just...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    I've been mentally abused for all my life. I've never had anything- no loving family, no real friends, nowhere to go, nothing to hope for. I've just existed, persevered, survived...
    ListenerTalker ListenerTalker 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    So I just had the idea to watch an anime that I watched about 2 and a half years ago. It had been a while since I watched it, and I really loved it, so decided it was time to watch...
    PlumFudge PlumFudge 18-21, F Jan 18

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    74th post..Well you might have noticed I haven't been posting here in a while. I'm still around. The 20th passed and I'm still alive. Had a bad week struggling all week with the...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I just broke up on New Year's day. I had been with him since Oct 9, 2013. He had been my unbelievably very good friend since Feb 2007. He's very intelligent and sensitive...
    UN1V3RS3 UN1V3RS3 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Life is a beautiful gift. Even through all of the problems and struggles, life can be gorgeous when we step back, take our minds away from our daily lives, and just enjoy the...
    Lala365 Lala365 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Dear friend I want to share with you my experience with the mental health services in the uk I'm a dark skinned woman of Asian appearance .people often assume that I'm an Indian...
    Anonymous79ea Anonymous79ea 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 10

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    The hidden secret of life I mean. I myself don’t know what I mean. I have a huge trusting problem. The problem is not that I don’t trust anyone but that I trust EVERYONE. I...
    avnn avnn 16-17, F Jan 21

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    A bit back my heart lepped with such joy, I could not contain it. As hard as my mind tried, my heart consumed logic and smothered my sanity. It was such a beautiful insanity I...
    Stickwithmebabe Stickwithmebabe 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Being open minded is great, but i have two issues with two extremes. Firstly, those who do not consider themselves open minded but 'narrow' must understand that understanding...
    ellathereader ellathereader 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    70th post...Well here I am, first day of 2015, sitting in my lounge, typing on laptop, and crying like my heart is breaking. I don't even know what happened, it happened so fast...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I am so introverted and withdrawn, I no longer have any friends that I consider myself close to. I am in my mid 20's. I graduated from a university with high honors. I've almost...
    ST4RDUST ST4RDUST 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    When I was growing up, my dad was an alcoholic, the teachers were abusive, and I was threatened by my mom. This all was happening when I was in kindergarten. It is strange how...
    earthelement earthelement 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    RIP Newtown Fridays school shooting has left me reeling as well as most folks around the country. My heart truly hurts for those families and the town of Newtown CT. Maybe it's...
    Demidryad Demidryad 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Everything in my grief was a blur. I couldn't believe this happened to me, as I reread my diaries. I numbly went through the motions of being alive. But mentally and physically...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    The Boarding on Flight 2015 has been announced ! Your luggage should only contain the best souvenirs from 2014. The bad and sad moments should be left in the garbage. The duration...
    amazingmike amazingmike 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I think a majority of people wish for such things. To be in a relationship filled with mutual love and kindness where intimacy and self express can co-exist in harmony. Where...
    myzterieboy myzterieboy 41-45, M Jan 7

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    It's hard seeing her with other men. I guess I fooled myself into believing that she would be there at the end. Truth is that I knew about him already, but it's still hard for me...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I’ve tried to stay in the dark but the sun keeps coming through the blinds. There’s snow on the ground now. It’s been four months but it seems like years. There is an ache...
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990 22-25, M Jan 10

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