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I Wish I Could Give Up

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    My back hurts everyday ,as well as my neck.The pain is horrible.I don't want pain medication.I'm on the couch,almost can't move:(
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 30 Responses Dec 5

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    I've distanced myself from everyone I called friend. because they are too hollow. or I am. but I wish there was someone. with an AMAZING sense of humor. sarcastic and crude and...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I've met sooo many creeps on here it's not even funny. Either they want to ask me out when they just met me or they send me **** picks and want me to give the bj's I just don't...
    youngnfunboi youngnfunboi 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Anyone can find out that the cannabinoids of marijuana can cause cancer. Aside from that, I want to blame it for the strange emotional behavior from someone that is in contact with...
    WarmGoldenHeart WarmGoldenHeart 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    In A Wheelchair Already) Just look at her. She's been sitting all by herself at the edge of the dance floor for five songs now, but no one seems to care. She must be so lonely...
    WarShip WarShip 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i write (too mutch)...i talk (too often) and i dream..(of too much that is beautiful) but the things i wish are not to be. they are not deserved. i want to surrender and fade...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Merry Christmas and a Happy, Healthy and Peaceful 2015 for everyone! May you enjoy the holiday season and all of your wishes be fulfilled!
    naaktopstraat naaktopstraat 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    To get well soon in body, mind and spirit. I wish you a happy Christmas and a hopeful New Year. Each time we feel alone, lonely or hopeless, no matter how deep the pain that cuts...
    LoveJaney LoveJaney 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    Do You Want To Change The World? Has there ever been a time when you wanted to change the world? If you have just said no I don't believe you! At some point, I believe that we...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 7

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    I wish I would stop missing her when she couldn't care less about where, how or what I am doing. I saw an old couple walking and holding hands, and I felt both inspired by how...
    fukubus fukubus 41-45, M Dec 9

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    Back then I was not into things I am in now. I know that everyone changed but I feel if I was the old me, I wouldn't have missed so many opportunities I did. When I was little, I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    22nd post. Ok lets go into my health, just so I can give a history on how I think my depression might have been triggered, and slowly began to rise. All through my life I was very...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    It's my little secret no one knows. I wish to leap down from the edge where I have trying to keep my balance for years, fall down and just fly away. Feel the wind caressing my skin...
    Featherwings Featherwings 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    62nd post. Well here I am again, and I live to see another day. Nobody killed me and I didn't kill anybody, and I guess today I feel like it was all just a dream. It's easy to...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    reading this would do as well!. lol u know there are times I feel like I see how much uve done for me. but heres the thing. who got me to begin this journey? ME! whos pushed...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F Nov 24

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    I know Christmas is a little way off yet, but it is that time of the year where people are starting to wish me Happy Holidays. I understand that some companies have policies...
    Longrun Longrun 46-50, M 5 Responses Dec 8

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    So I have a friend who we can just call Mel for short and me and her have been close friends since our 7th grade year which was 2010 and were juniors now (2014). Anyways Mel and I...
    JayC15 JayC15 16-17, M Dec 12

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    i wish i could. i want to give up. i keep lying to myself that i could get better. but i have enough. i don't want to live another day. i don't want to keep up with my parents will...
    makingausernameisdifficult makingausernameisdifficult 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    People always say that everyone in this world has a talent! Well it's not true. Because if everyone did have a talent I wouldn't be struggling to find out what mine is. I just don...
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein. I heard it was about a tree and a boy. The tree was generous. Very generous, in fact, it may have been too generous. Perhaps a...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    hey! my name is karan i am from hyderabad i got a seat in punjub for my graduation so i left for punjab it was the 1st tym i was away from my family everything was new there and i...
    realysweetguy realysweetguy 22-25, M Nov 24

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    I Know It Takes More Than Wishing~It takes effort to change things. Right now I do what I got to do to get by. And pray that I'm making the right choices. I'm trying really hard...
    PrincessSleepy PrincessSleepy 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I could tell you had it all figured out, but i dont. I STILL dont. I thought i did but i DONT. I truely do NOT. ugh well let me start by saying love is like a rubics cube. You...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    It really is the best thing for me to die. I have zero friends, nothing to live for, I'm poor, harassed, my mother's "love" is conditional and I'm obese and ugly. I have no family...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I know love exists, I do seriously,. It just seems to avoid my life entirely. I have loved others, whether they were friends or someone that I had hoped to be something more, but...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    59th post. A few years back I used to work for a major insurance company. I had just gotten a transfer into the city, and I had been appointed to the new position of a learning and...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    me and my wife have started to try to conceive. we chose to do natural insemination. well turkey baster. I would prefer to do this the old fashion way instead of having foreign...
    briannajohson briannajohson 22-25, F 46 mins ago

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    23rd post. Not long after I recovered from the kidney stone, I started getting upper abdominal pain. They would come and go in spurts, and at the beginning a couple of panadol...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    45th post. Totally unrelated to my story, but Sydney is under siege. I'm currently watching the news and it appears there will be a violent terrorist attack today. Hostages of...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    21st post. Well the other day, I did something that had me very very excited. For some people this will sound like nothing, and most people do this every single day of their lives...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 30

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    29th post. Some happy memories that spring to mind, come from the greatest source of fulfilment in my life. My daughters, and although they are 19 and 17,there is nothing I wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Dec 2

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    Guilt can be such a terrible overwhelming feeling. It started in 2008 when the recession started. My parents had to work all day, and come home very late. My dad said things like...
    benson5132 benson5132 18-21, M Dec 8

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    sometime,somethings make me feel so bad that i wish if i could just go back and change it with something better. i wish i should have stopped myself from going after someone or...
    anonymous112022 anonymous112022 18-21, M Dec 11

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    when i was a year old i got real sick couldnt keep down any fluids had a high fever low blood pressuer after a weel they began to make funeral arangments for me. as a last effort...
    verdeguy verdeguy 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    If I had one wish. Tonight. Would be spent. Under the stars. In the rain. Alone. No hands. Touching me. No voices. Screaming. Yelling. No fighting. No stress. Just me...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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