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I Wish I Could Give Up

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    How I wish I could. :( It's been almost a week the first time I joined on EP and since then, I started knowing numerous experiences of people (that captured my heart) coming from...
    MissPurple912 MissPurple912 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 24

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    Not that I don't love my brother but when he was born I'd wanted a sister. Then I wouldn't have to share all the fun toys and I could give all the lame girly presents to a sister...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Exactly how I am feeling.. "We met at the wrong time. That's what I keep telling myself anyway... Maybe one day, years from now, we'll meet at a coffee shop in a far away city...
    shikambaw shikambaw 16-17, F Apr 13

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    Dammit He's 5 hours ahead of me in the Netherlands while in here in the US I would catch any plane train or boat just to see him For one hug One kiss One more moment to cherish...
    YungPocahontas YungPocahontas 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    "I Wish" - Stevie Wonder Looking back on when I was a little nappy headed boy Then my only worry was for Christmas what would be my toy Even though we sometimes would not get a...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wish we could talk, I have so many things to say. I wish we never met. I wish that I could forget. I wish that all of the things we did we can do all over again (ahh I wish). I...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F Mar 31

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    I wish at times that I could duplicate myself and give to someone in need of a friend or someone special. Then again, I have a habit of being left and I don't do well with being...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M Apr 8

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    that you and I could've lasted. I wish that the stars in the sky would shine as brightly as the lights in your eyes. I wish your family knew which "head" I was thinking with. I...
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 Mar 25

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    I don't want to live my whole life in self pity and torturing myself with your thoughts but why is it that your thoughts follow me wherever I go?Why is it that I have built a wall...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I give up on love, but I could never hate you You are so nice, but my heart is just like ice No that's laughable cause it burns and aches with every breath I take I give up on love...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Apr 14

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    I sometimes wish I had never had children too. I started out relatively early. I was 20 when I had my daughter and 24 when I had my son. My daughters father was abusive in every...
    BBMS BBMS 41-45, F Mar 30

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    I wish I could have you on good days, So I could share my joy with you; I wish I could have you on bad days, Cuz with you I'd never feel blue. I wish I could have you on sunny...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Apr 1

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    "I'll Teach You To Tell Mommy A Lie!" When my daughter was growing up, one thing for which I would always spank her if I caught her doing it was lying. Looking back, I don't know...
    margaret3 margaret3 61-65, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    EP HUGS!! I wish they were real I wish he was here To hold me in his arms! I lie in his arms every evening Every night before bed. He's my EP lover! My EP friend! He has taken up...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F Apr 14

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    I wish the world could be different. I love my little girl, but I hate that I have to raise her in a world so cruel. I will just continue to teach her the lessons I have learned...
    Alexicutie Alexicutie 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I wish I could go back in time to when I was twelve or thirteen. I wouldn't have smoked and I probably would've got into guitar lessons to get better at playing. And on top of...
    mikeymindyou mikeymindyou 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    IF I could have 3 wishes given to come true, they would be.... (1) Erase 2013. (2) Impeach Barak Obama. (3) End world hunger.
    Mudshovel Mudshovel 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    I truly wish guns and more powerful weapons did not exist. These type of weapons are meant to take a life away instantly. Many people have the mindset to kill, not to restrain...
    samoralsophy samoralsophy 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 29

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    my life seems to be going nowhere, unemployed, no money, no close friends. I wish some one could end my life for me, it obvious I can't. Oh not forgetting that sometimes I get...
    kgkz kgkz 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I know he's a bad guy. Kind of terrible, actually. However, I can't NOT want him. It's over. He ended it weeks ago, but I still think about him. It doesn't take my breath away or...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    It begins like this. When I was young I would wear my two older sisters clothes and play with their toys. Never had a lot of interest in boy stuff. I've worn girls clothes in the...
    Imageobsessed Imageobsessed 26-30, M Apr 14

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    My ex roommate has a girl, they really get along and they care a lot about each other, he is doing a double degree like myself and therefore cash is tight. He intends to move in...
    MazdaCarGuy MazdaCarGuy 18-21, M Apr 15

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    I wish everything went right with this girl. Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 5

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    I wish one day I won't have to deal with anxiety. I wish my depression would leave me alone. I wish I had a father. I wish I could restart. I wish I knew how to smile. I wish...
    akaShaun akaShaun 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I was brought up with three siblings, the older two hated my father especially the older brother who was from a previous marriage. They egged one another on and accused my father...
    Tigermoth35 Tigermoth35 31-35, F Apr 11

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    I have been thinking lately about never having been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M Apr 14

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    No, I don't want people to give me money just because I want more. I am trying to sell things I crochet and that's my passion. My problem is it costs money to buy my supplies and I...
    ellequence ellequence 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I wish I could have a guy who wants a family and babies I wish I could have sex every night and not get trashed on if I ask for it I wish I had a guy who actually understood me and...
    Ginger387 Ginger387 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 27

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    So I guess this is it... This is where it ends.. I wish.. I deeply wish I could've been there when you needed someone. I wanted to so bad, you never even knew. And now I guess.. I...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    …..I wish I had wings. I wish I was slender with an elfin beauty and long fingers and a dark laugh that sparkled like frost on grass. I wish I could dance through the skies and...
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    I wish I can go back and warn my mom of all the bull she's going to go thru with my dad. If he wasn't in the picture maybe my mom would've gotten married to someone else who would...
    Kaseirae14 Kaseirae14 22-25, F Apr 5

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    This is my experience with love and doubt (read on- it's not all rainbows and butterfly's, there's a twist). I welcome all of your feedback (and ridicule) and would love to know if...
    HopefulLovelyLioness HopefulLovelyLioness 26-30, F Apr 9

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    I just wanted to share something with you guys, I have had these three friends since I was 3(sisters). And they have had the worst childhood you can wish someone. Perhaps not...
    SJNak SJNak 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    In third grade they laughed at me because I wore all black. I couldn't afford new clothes, these were given to me. In fourth grade they laughed at me because I never had anything...
    HeyItsKaylaMay HeyItsKaylaMay 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I know I did wrong and I know she did Wrong too but I can see how my reactions influenced her actions and how we fed off each other to no good end.... She seems like she's happy in...
    guyhasname guyhasname 36-40, M Apr 5

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    My nephew's wedding! Growing up my nephew and I were close. He always privately said I was his favorite Aunt. I babysat him, attended all his functions, gave gifts etc. I...
    lagatta lagatta 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 9

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    For the two that occupy my mind. The one that I think I like I don't know what I feel for you, but I just wish that I could be with you right now. Maybe you can help me figure...
    LameyC LameyC 18-21, F Apr 13

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    I wish I could enter the world of fantasy because, it is one of my sweetest escape from the restricting reality. I momentarily escape from the worldly problems that are pulling me...
    NatsukiKuroneko NatsukiKuroneko 18-21, F Apr 13

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    Im a very sensitive person, not sure if people can see that, but i am. I wish i didnt care the fact that my whole existence kinda depends of who i am with or if a guy cares for me...
    FunnyEnglish FunnyEnglish 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I have so much going on, and so much troubling me. All the mess has just pretty much ruined almost every aspect of my life, and my failure trials at helping myself have just made...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Mar 27

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    The past goes, the present comes, and the future awaits, yet I wish it didn't. I've never been a people person, always in the background. I am the wallflower of the world. I am...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I've read some of the questions asked on this topic and a lot of the advice given are not 'Fantastic'!! Sorry to say. The reason why I've ticked this one is because I have been...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Bare with me, its going on 1am in the morning. I'm sitting here in the living room, dark and crying my eyes out. I just need to write this out, because if I don't, I have a feeling...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I am 15 years old and I want to die.. I've been depressed since a young age. When I was in my mothers stomach my real father tried killing me a number of times... Then after I was...
    MissThang69 MissThang69 13-15, F Mar 30

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    I am 38 and have wished for death as long as I can remember. I think back to my childhood, when things would go wrong or I would do something so stupid (as children do), I would...
    Modernii Modernii 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I think thats what I miss the most is watching you sleep. I would stroke your hair and trace the tattoo on your back it matched mine perfectly now I hide it.I am lying in a...
    Unoplayedme Unoplayedme 31-35 Apr 4

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    i'd give up all i have just to be with you,i can give away my property and not only that i give each and everything which i have because your one of the most important person in my...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M Apr 6

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    To be honest I do wish I was in a great relationship. I think of what it would be like and it sort of scares me but at the same time I wish I could have it. I've never been in a...