I Wish I Could Go Back And Change What I Regret The Most

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    If I Had A Wish

    If I had a wish,I'd travel back,Change all my regrets,What a different life,I'd have.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 10, 2012

    My Past Regrets! Giving Up When I Did!

    Everyday I think about how I really made so many mistakes! I think what is so wrong with me? Why was I not thinking about my future? Why did I do these things? Why was I so stupid? I started off being a troubled child, running away from home every chance I got. Doing drugs...
    TinaLouise79 TinaLouise79
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2012

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